’NomoreshouldI,’saidMrsFlintwinch,tyingthepillowtightlyinitscase。
’That’swhatImean。Whendidyoubegintothinkotherwise?’
’Neverbeguntothinkotherwiseatall,’saidMrsFlintwinch。
Seeing,asshepattedthepillowintoitsplaceonthebolster,thathewasstilllookingatherasifwaitingfortherestofherreply,shegaveitagreatpokeinthemiddle,andasked,’HowcouldIhelpmyself?’
’Howcouldyouhelpyourselffrombeingmarried!’
’O’course,’saidMrsFlintwinch。’Itwasnodoingo’mine。I’D
neverthoughtofit。I’dgotsomethingtodo,withoutthinking,indeed!Shekeptmetoitaswellashewhenshecouldgoabout,andshecouldgoaboutthen。’
’Well?’
’Well?’echoedMrsFlintwinch。’That’swhatIsaidmyself。Well!
What’stheuseofconsidering?Ifthemtwocleveroneshavemadeuptheirmindstoit,what’sleftformetodo?Nothing。’
’Wasitmymother’sproject,then?’
’TheLordblessyou,Arthur,andforgivemethewish!’criedAffery,speakingalwaysinalowtone。’Iftheyhadn’tbeenbothofamindinit,howcoulditeverhavebeen?Jeremiahnevercourtedme;t’antlikelythathewould,afterlivinginthehousewithmeandorderingmeaboutforasmanyyearsashe’ddone。Hesaidtomeoneday,hesaid,“Affery,“hesaid,“nowIamgoingtotellyousomething。WhatdoyouthinkofthenameofFlintwinch?“
“WhatdoIthinkofit?“Isays。“Yes,“hesaid,“becauseyou’regoingtotakeit,“hesaid。“Takeit?“Isays。“Jere-MI-ah?“Oh!
he’sacleverone!’
MrsFlintwinchwentontospreadtheuppersheetoverthebed,andtheblanketoverthat,andthecounterpaneoverthat,asifshehadquiteconcludedherstory。
’Well?’saidArthuragain。
’Well?’echoedMrsFlintwinchagain。’HowcouldIhelpmyself?Hesaidtome,“Affery,youandmemustbemarried,andI’lltellyouwhy。She’sfailinginhealth,andshe’llwantprettyconstantattendanceupinherroom,andweshallhavetobemuchwithher,andthere’llbenobodyaboutnowbutourselveswhenwe’reawayfromher,andaltogetheritwillbemoreconvenient。She’sofmyopinion,“hesaid,“soifyou’llputyourbonnetonnextMondaymorningateight,we’llgetitover。“’MrsFlintwinchtuckedupthebed。
’Well?’
’Well?’repeatedMrsFlintwinch,’Ithinkso!Isitsmedownandsaysit。Well!——Jeremiahthensaystome,“Astobanns,nextSundaybeingthethirdtimeofaskingforI’veput’emupafortnight,ismyreasonfornamingMonday。She’llspeaktoyouaboutitherself,andnowshe’llfindyouprepared,Affery。“Thatsamedayshespoketome,andshesaid,“So,Affery,IunderstandthatyouandJeremiaharegoingtobemarried。Iamgladofit,andsoareyou,withreason。Itisaverygoodthingforyou,andverywelcomeunderthecircumstancestome。Heisasensibleman,andatrustworthyman,andaperseveringman,andapiousman。“
WhatcouldIsaywhenithadcometothat?Why,ifithadbeen——asmotheringinsteadofawedding,’MrsFlintwinchcastaboutinhermindwithgreatpainsforthisformofexpression,’Icouldn’thavesaidaworduponit,againstthemtwocleverones。’
’Ingoodfaith,Ibelieveso。’
’Andsoyoumay,Arthur。’
’Affery,whatgirlwasthatinmymother’sroomjustnow?’
’Girl?’saidMrsFlintwinchinarathersharpkey。
’Itwasagirl,surely,whomIsawnearyou——almosthiddeninthedarkcorner?’
’Oh!She?LittleDorrit?She’snothing;she’sawhimof——hers。’
ItwasapeculiarityofAfferyFlintwinchthatsheneverspokeofMrsClennambyname。’Butthere’sanothersortofgirlsthanthatabout。Haveyouforgotyouroldsweetheart?Longandlongago,I’llbebound。’
’Isufferedenoughfrommymother’sseparatingus,torememberher。
Irecollectherverywell。’
’Haveyougotanother?’
’No。’
’Here’snewsforyou,then。She’swelltodonow,andawidow。
Andifyouliketohaveher,whyyoucan。’
’Andhowdoyouknowthat,Affery?’
’Themtwocleveroneshavebeenspeakingaboutit——There’sJeremiahonthestairs!’Shewasgoneinamoment。
MrsFlintwinchhadintroducedintothewebthathismindwasbusilyweaving,inthatoldworkshopwheretheloomofhisyouthhadstood,thelastthreadwantingtothepattern。Theairyfollyofaboy’slovehadfounditswayevenintothathouse,andhehadbeenaswretchedunderitshopelessnessasifthehousehadbeenacastleofromance。LittlemorethanaweekagoatMarseilles,thefaceoftheprettygirlfromwhomhehadpartedwithregret,hadhadanunusualinterestforhim,andatenderholduponhim,becauseofsomeresemblance,realorimagined,tothisfirstfacethathadsoaredoutofhisgloomylifeintothebrightgloriesoffancy。Heleaneduponthesillofthelonglowwindow,andlookingoutupontheblackenedforestofchimneysagain,begantodream;
forithadbeentheuniformtendencyofthisman’slife——somuchwaswantinginittothinkabout,somuchthatmighthavebeenbetterdirectedandhappiertospeculateupon——tomakehimadreamer,afterall。
MrsFlintwinchhasaDreamWhenMrsFlintwinchdreamed,sheusuallydreamed,unlikethesonofheroldmistress,withhereyesshut。Shehadacuriouslyvividdreamthatnight,andbeforeshehadleftthesonofheroldmistressmanyhours。Infactitwasnotatalllikeadream;itwassoveryrealineveryrespect。Ithappenedinthiswise。
Thebed-chamberoccupiedbyMrandMrsFlintwinchwaswithinafewpacesofthattowhichMrsClennamhadbeensolongconfined。Itwasnotonthesamefloor,foritwasaroomatthesideofthehouse,whichwasapproachedbyasteepdescentofafewoddsteps,divergingfromthemainstaircasenearlyoppositetoMrsClennam’sdoor。Itcouldscarcelybesaidtobewithincall,thewalls,doors,andpanellingoftheoldplaceweresocumbrous;butitwaswithineasyreach,inanyundress,atanyhourofthenight,inanytemperature。AttheheadofthebedandwithinafootofMrsFlintwinch’sear,wasabell,thelineofwhichhungreadytoMrsClennam’shand。Wheneverthisbellrang,upstartedAffery,andwasinthesickroombeforeshewasawake。
Havinggothermistressintobed,lightedherlamp,andgivenhergoodnight,MrsFlintwinchwenttoroostasusual,savingthatherlordhadnotyetappeared。Itwasherlordhimselfwhobecame——
unlikethelastthemeinthemind,accordingtotheobservationofmostphilosophers——thesubjectofMrsFlintwinch’sdream。
Itseemedtoherthatsheawokeaftersleepingsomehours,andfoundJeremiahnotyetabed。Thatshelookedatthecandleshehadleftburning,and,measuringthetimelikeKingAlfredtheGreat,wasconfirmedbyitswastedstateinherbeliefthatshehadbeenasleepforsomeconsiderableperiod。Thatshearosethereupon,muffledherselfupinawrapper,putonhershoes,andwentoutonthestaircase,muchsurprised,tolookforJeremiah。
Thestaircasewasaswoodenandsolidasneedbe,andAfferywentstraightdownitwithoutanyofthosedeviationspeculiartodreams。Shedidnotskimoverit,butwalkeddownit,andguidedherselfbythebanistersonaccountofhercandlehavingdiedout。
Inonecornerofthehall,behindthehouse-door,therewasalittlewaiting-room,likeawell-shaft,withalongnarrowwindowinitasifithadbeenrippedup。Inthisroom,whichwasneverused,alightwasburning。
MrsFlintwinchcrossedthehall,feelingitspavementcoldtoherstockinglessfeet,andpeepedinbetweentherustyhingesonthedoor,whichstoodalittleopen。SheexpectedtoseeJeremiahfastasleeporinafit,buthewascalmlyseatedinachair,awake,andinhisusualhealth。Butwhat——hey?——Lordforgiveus!——MrsFlintwinchmutteredsomeejaculationtothiseffect,andturnedgiddy。
For,MrFlintwinchawake,waswatchingMrFlintwinchasleep。Hesatononesideofthesmalltable,lookingkeenlyathimselfontheothersidewithhischinsunkonhisbreast,snoring。ThewakingFlintwinchhadhisfullfrontfacepresentedtohiswife;
thesleepingFlintwinchwasinprofile。ThewakingFlintwinchwastheoldoriginal;thesleepingFlintwinchwasthedouble。justasshemighthavedistinguishedbetweenatangibleobjectanditsreflectioninaglass,Afferymadeoutthisdifferencewithherheadgoingroundandround。
IfshehadhadanydoubtwhichwasherownJeremiah,itwouldhavebeenresolvedbyhisimpatience。Helookedabouthimforanoffensiveweapon,caughtupthesnuffers,and,beforeapplyingthemtothecabbage-headedcandle,lungedatthesleeperasthoughhewouldhaverunhimthroughthebody。
’Who’sthat?What’sthematter?’criedthesleeper,starting。
MrFlintwinchmadeamovementwiththesnuffers,asifhewouldhaveenforcedsilenceonhiscompanionbyputtingthemdownhisthroat;thecompanion,comingtohimself,said,rubbinghiseyes,’IforgotwhereIwas。’
’Youhavebeenasleep,’snarledJeremiah,referringtohiswatch,’twohours。Yousaidyouwouldberestedenoughifyouhadashortnap。’
’Ihavehadashortnap,’saidDouble。
’Half-pasttwoo’clockinthemorning,’mutteredJeremiah。
’Where’syourhat?Where’syourcoat?Where’sthebox?’
’Allhere,’saidDouble,tyinguphisthroatwithsleepycarefulnessinashawl。’Stopaminute。Nowgivemethesleeve——
notthatsleeve,theotherone。Ha!I’mnotasyoungasIwas。’
MrFlintwinchhadpulledhimintohiscoatwithvehementenergy。
’YoupromisedmeasecondglassafterIwasrested。’
’Drinkit!’returnedJeremiah,’and——chokeyourself,Iwasgoingtosay——butgo,Imean。’Atthesametimeheproducedtheidenticalport-winebottle,andfilledawine-glass。
’Herport-wine,Ibelieve?’saidDouble,tastingitasifhewereintheDocks,withhourstospare。’Herhealth。’
Hetookasip。
’Yourhealth!’
Hetookanothersip。
’Hishealth!’
Hetookanothersip。
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