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第9章

  ’NomoreshouldI,’saidMrsFlintwinch,tyingthepillowtightlyinitscase。
  ’That’swhatImean。Whendidyoubegintothinkotherwise?’
  ’Neverbeguntothinkotherwiseatall,’saidMrsFlintwinch。
  Seeing,asshepattedthepillowintoitsplaceonthebolster,thathewasstilllookingatherasifwaitingfortherestofherreply,shegaveitagreatpokeinthemiddle,andasked,’HowcouldIhelpmyself?’
  ’Howcouldyouhelpyourselffrombeingmarried!’
  ’O’course,’saidMrsFlintwinch。’Itwasnodoingo’mine。I’D
  neverthoughtofit。I’dgotsomethingtodo,withoutthinking,indeed!Shekeptmetoitaswellashewhenshecouldgoabout,andshecouldgoaboutthen。’
  ’Well?’
  ’Well?’echoedMrsFlintwinch。’That’swhatIsaidmyself。Well!
  What’stheuseofconsidering?Ifthemtwocleveroneshavemadeuptheirmindstoit,what’sleftformetodo?Nothing。’
  ’Wasitmymother’sproject,then?’
  ’TheLordblessyou,Arthur,andforgivemethewish!’criedAffery,speakingalwaysinalowtone。’Iftheyhadn’tbeenbothofamindinit,howcoulditeverhavebeen?Jeremiahnevercourtedme;t’antlikelythathewould,afterlivinginthehousewithmeandorderingmeaboutforasmanyyearsashe’ddone。Hesaidtomeoneday,hesaid,“Affery,“hesaid,“nowIamgoingtotellyousomething。WhatdoyouthinkofthenameofFlintwinch?“
  “WhatdoIthinkofit?“Isays。“Yes,“hesaid,“becauseyou’regoingtotakeit,“hesaid。“Takeit?“Isays。“Jere-MI-ah?“Oh!
  he’sacleverone!’
  MrsFlintwinchwentontospreadtheuppersheetoverthebed,andtheblanketoverthat,andthecounterpaneoverthat,asifshehadquiteconcludedherstory。
  ’Well?’saidArthuragain。
  ’Well?’echoedMrsFlintwinchagain。’HowcouldIhelpmyself?Hesaidtome,“Affery,youandmemustbemarried,andI’lltellyouwhy。She’sfailinginhealth,andshe’llwantprettyconstantattendanceupinherroom,andweshallhavetobemuchwithher,andthere’llbenobodyaboutnowbutourselveswhenwe’reawayfromher,andaltogetheritwillbemoreconvenient。She’sofmyopinion,“hesaid,“soifyou’llputyourbonnetonnextMondaymorningateight,we’llgetitover。“’MrsFlintwinchtuckedupthebed。
  ’Well?’
  ’Well?’repeatedMrsFlintwinch,’Ithinkso!Isitsmedownandsaysit。Well!——Jeremiahthensaystome,“Astobanns,nextSundaybeingthethirdtimeofaskingforI’veput’emupafortnight,ismyreasonfornamingMonday。She’llspeaktoyouaboutitherself,andnowshe’llfindyouprepared,Affery。“Thatsamedayshespoketome,andshesaid,“So,Affery,IunderstandthatyouandJeremiaharegoingtobemarried。Iamgladofit,andsoareyou,withreason。Itisaverygoodthingforyou,andverywelcomeunderthecircumstancestome。Heisasensibleman,andatrustworthyman,andaperseveringman,andapiousman。“
  WhatcouldIsaywhenithadcometothat?Why,ifithadbeen——asmotheringinsteadofawedding,’MrsFlintwinchcastaboutinhermindwithgreatpainsforthisformofexpression,’Icouldn’thavesaidaworduponit,againstthemtwocleverones。’
  ’Ingoodfaith,Ibelieveso。’
  ’Andsoyoumay,Arthur。’
  ’Affery,whatgirlwasthatinmymother’sroomjustnow?’
  ’Girl?’saidMrsFlintwinchinarathersharpkey。
  ’Itwasagirl,surely,whomIsawnearyou——almosthiddeninthedarkcorner?’
  ’Oh!She?LittleDorrit?She’snothing;she’sawhimof——hers。’
  ItwasapeculiarityofAfferyFlintwinchthatsheneverspokeofMrsClennambyname。’Butthere’sanothersortofgirlsthanthatabout。Haveyouforgotyouroldsweetheart?Longandlongago,I’llbebound。’
  ’Isufferedenoughfrommymother’sseparatingus,torememberher。
  Irecollectherverywell。’
  ’Haveyougotanother?’
  ’No。’
  ’Here’snewsforyou,then。She’swelltodonow,andawidow。
  Andifyouliketohaveher,whyyoucan。’
  ’Andhowdoyouknowthat,Affery?’
  ’Themtwocleveroneshavebeenspeakingaboutit——There’sJeremiahonthestairs!’Shewasgoneinamoment。
  MrsFlintwinchhadintroducedintothewebthathismindwasbusilyweaving,inthatoldworkshopwheretheloomofhisyouthhadstood,thelastthreadwantingtothepattern。Theairyfollyofaboy’slovehadfounditswayevenintothathouse,andhehadbeenaswretchedunderitshopelessnessasifthehousehadbeenacastleofromance。LittlemorethanaweekagoatMarseilles,thefaceoftheprettygirlfromwhomhehadpartedwithregret,hadhadanunusualinterestforhim,andatenderholduponhim,becauseofsomeresemblance,realorimagined,tothisfirstfacethathadsoaredoutofhisgloomylifeintothebrightgloriesoffancy。Heleaneduponthesillofthelonglowwindow,andlookingoutupontheblackenedforestofchimneysagain,begantodream;
  forithadbeentheuniformtendencyofthisman’slife——somuchwaswantinginittothinkabout,somuchthatmighthavebeenbetterdirectedandhappiertospeculateupon——tomakehimadreamer,afterall。
  MrsFlintwinchhasaDreamWhenMrsFlintwinchdreamed,sheusuallydreamed,unlikethesonofheroldmistress,withhereyesshut。Shehadacuriouslyvividdreamthatnight,andbeforeshehadleftthesonofheroldmistressmanyhours。Infactitwasnotatalllikeadream;itwassoveryrealineveryrespect。Ithappenedinthiswise。
  Thebed-chamberoccupiedbyMrandMrsFlintwinchwaswithinafewpacesofthattowhichMrsClennamhadbeensolongconfined。Itwasnotonthesamefloor,foritwasaroomatthesideofthehouse,whichwasapproachedbyasteepdescentofafewoddsteps,divergingfromthemainstaircasenearlyoppositetoMrsClennam’sdoor。Itcouldscarcelybesaidtobewithincall,thewalls,doors,andpanellingoftheoldplaceweresocumbrous;butitwaswithineasyreach,inanyundress,atanyhourofthenight,inanytemperature。AttheheadofthebedandwithinafootofMrsFlintwinch’sear,wasabell,thelineofwhichhungreadytoMrsClennam’shand。Wheneverthisbellrang,upstartedAffery,andwasinthesickroombeforeshewasawake。
  Havinggothermistressintobed,lightedherlamp,andgivenhergoodnight,MrsFlintwinchwenttoroostasusual,savingthatherlordhadnotyetappeared。Itwasherlordhimselfwhobecame——
  unlikethelastthemeinthemind,accordingtotheobservationofmostphilosophers——thesubjectofMrsFlintwinch’sdream。
  Itseemedtoherthatsheawokeaftersleepingsomehours,andfoundJeremiahnotyetabed。Thatshelookedatthecandleshehadleftburning,and,measuringthetimelikeKingAlfredtheGreat,wasconfirmedbyitswastedstateinherbeliefthatshehadbeenasleepforsomeconsiderableperiod。Thatshearosethereupon,muffledherselfupinawrapper,putonhershoes,andwentoutonthestaircase,muchsurprised,tolookforJeremiah。
  Thestaircasewasaswoodenandsolidasneedbe,andAfferywentstraightdownitwithoutanyofthosedeviationspeculiartodreams。Shedidnotskimoverit,butwalkeddownit,andguidedherselfbythebanistersonaccountofhercandlehavingdiedout。
  Inonecornerofthehall,behindthehouse-door,therewasalittlewaiting-room,likeawell-shaft,withalongnarrowwindowinitasifithadbeenrippedup。Inthisroom,whichwasneverused,alightwasburning。
  MrsFlintwinchcrossedthehall,feelingitspavementcoldtoherstockinglessfeet,andpeepedinbetweentherustyhingesonthedoor,whichstoodalittleopen。SheexpectedtoseeJeremiahfastasleeporinafit,buthewascalmlyseatedinachair,awake,andinhisusualhealth。Butwhat——hey?——Lordforgiveus!——MrsFlintwinchmutteredsomeejaculationtothiseffect,andturnedgiddy。
  For,MrFlintwinchawake,waswatchingMrFlintwinchasleep。Hesatononesideofthesmalltable,lookingkeenlyathimselfontheothersidewithhischinsunkonhisbreast,snoring。ThewakingFlintwinchhadhisfullfrontfacepresentedtohiswife;
  thesleepingFlintwinchwasinprofile。ThewakingFlintwinchwastheoldoriginal;thesleepingFlintwinchwasthedouble。justasshemighthavedistinguishedbetweenatangibleobjectanditsreflectioninaglass,Afferymadeoutthisdifferencewithherheadgoingroundandround。
  IfshehadhadanydoubtwhichwasherownJeremiah,itwouldhavebeenresolvedbyhisimpatience。Helookedabouthimforanoffensiveweapon,caughtupthesnuffers,and,beforeapplyingthemtothecabbage-headedcandle,lungedatthesleeperasthoughhewouldhaverunhimthroughthebody。
  ’Who’sthat?What’sthematter?’criedthesleeper,starting。
  MrFlintwinchmadeamovementwiththesnuffers,asifhewouldhaveenforcedsilenceonhiscompanionbyputtingthemdownhisthroat;thecompanion,comingtohimself,said,rubbinghiseyes,’IforgotwhereIwas。’
  ’Youhavebeenasleep,’snarledJeremiah,referringtohiswatch,’twohours。Yousaidyouwouldberestedenoughifyouhadashortnap。’
  ’Ihavehadashortnap,’saidDouble。
  ’Half-pasttwoo’clockinthemorning,’mutteredJeremiah。
  ’Where’syourhat?Where’syourcoat?Where’sthebox?’
  ’Allhere,’saidDouble,tyinguphisthroatwithsleepycarefulnessinashawl。’Stopaminute。Nowgivemethesleeve——
  notthatsleeve,theotherone。Ha!I’mnotasyoungasIwas。’
  MrFlintwinchhadpulledhimintohiscoatwithvehementenergy。
  ’YoupromisedmeasecondglassafterIwasrested。’
  ’Drinkit!’returnedJeremiah,’and——chokeyourself,Iwasgoingtosay——butgo,Imean。’Atthesametimeheproducedtheidenticalport-winebottle,andfilledawine-glass。
  ’Herport-wine,Ibelieve?’saidDouble,tastingitasifhewereintheDocks,withhourstospare。’Herhealth。’
  Hetookasip。
  ’Yourhealth!’
  Hetookanothersip。
  ’Hishealth!’
  Hetookanothersip。