Shelookedathimforaninstant,andthensaidfrowningly,’I
won’t。MissWade,takemeaway,please。’
Thecontentionthatragedwithinherhadnosofteninginitnow;itwaswhollybetweenpassionatedefianceandstubborndefiance。Herrichcolour,herquickblood,herrapidbreath,wereallsettingthemselvesagainsttheopportunityofretracingtheirsteps。’I
won’t。Iwon’t。Iwon’t!’sherepeatedinalow,thickvoice。
’I’dbetorntopiecesfirst。I’dtearmyselftopiecesfirst!’
MissWade,whohadreleasedherhold,laidherhandprotectinglyonthegirl’sneckforamoment,andthensaid,lookingroundwithherformersmileandspeakingexactlyinherformertone,’Gentlemen!
Whatdoyoudouponthat?’
’Oh,Tattycoram,Tattycoram!’criedMrMeagles,adjuringherbesideswithanearnesthand。’Hearthatlady’svoice,lookatthatlady’sface,considerwhatisinthatlady’sheart,andthinkwhatafutureliesbeforeyou。Mychild,whateveryoumaythink,thatlady’sinfluenceoveryou——astonishingtous,andIshouldhardlygotoofarinsayingterribletoustosee——isfoundedinpassionfiercerthanyours,andtempermoreviolentthanyours。
Whatcanyoutwobetogether?Whatcancomeofit?’
’Iamalonehere,gentlemen,’observedMissWade,withnochangeofvoiceormanner。’Sayanythingyouwill。’
’Politenessmustyieldtothismisguidedgirl,ma’am,’saidMrMeagles,’atherpresentpass;thoughIhopenotaltogethertodismissit,evenwiththeinjuryyoudohersostronglybeforeme。
Excusemeforremindingyouinherhearing——Imustsayit——thatyouwereamysterytoallofus,andhadnothingincommonwithanyofuswhensheunfortunatelyfellinyourway。Idon’tknowwhatyouare,butyoudon’thide,can’thide,whatadarkspirityouhavewithinyou。Ifitshouldhappenthatyouareawoman,who,fromwhatevercause,hasaperverteddelightinmakingasister-womanaswretchedassheisIamoldenoughtohaveheardofsuch,Iwarnheragainstyou,andIwarnyouagainstyourself。’
’Gentlemen!’saidMissWade,calmly。’Whenyouhaveconcluded——MrClennam,perhapsyouwillinduceyourfriend——’
’Notwithoutanothereffort,’saidMrMeagles,stoutly。
’Tattycoram,mypoordeargirl,countfive-and-twenty。’
’Donotrejectthehope,thecertainty,thiskindmanoffersyou,’
saidClennaminalowemphaticvoice。’Turntothefriendsyouhavenotforgotten。Thinkoncemore!’
’Iwon’t!MissWade,’saidthegirl,withherbosomswellinghigh,andspeakingwithherhandheldtoherthroat,’takemeaway!’
’Tattycoram,’saidMrMeagles。’Oncemoreyet!TheonlythingI
askofyouintheworld,mychild!Countfive-and-twenty!’
Sheputherhandstightlyoverherears,confusedlytumblingdownherbrightblackhairinthevehemenceoftheaction,andturnedherfaceresolutelytothewall。MissWade,whohadwatchedherunderthisfinalappealwiththatstrangeattentivesmile,andthatrepressinghanduponherownbosomwithwhichshehadwatchedherinherstruggleatMarseilles,thenputherarmaboutherwaistasifshetookpossessionofherforevermore。
Andtherewasavisibletriumphinherfacewhensheturnedittodismissthevisitors。
’AsitisthelasttimeIshallhavethehonour,’shesaid,’andasyouhavespokenofnotknowingwhatIam,andalsoofthefoundationofmyinfluencehere,youmaynowknowthatitisfoundedinacommoncause。Whatyourbrokenplaythingisastobirth,Iam。Shehasnoname,Ihavenoname。Herwrongismywrong。Ihavenothingmoretosaytoyou。’
ThiswasaddressedtoMrMeagles,whosorrowfullywentout。AsClennamfollowed,shesaidtohim,withthesameexternalcomposureandinthesamelevelvoice,butwithasmilethatisonlyseenoncruelfaces:averyfaintsmile,liftingthenostril,scarcelytouchingthelips,andnotbreakingawaygradually,butinstantlydismissedwhendonewith:
’IhopethewifeofyourdearfriendMrGowan,maybehappyinthecontrastofherextractiontothisgirl’sandmine,andinthehighgoodfortunethatawaitsher。’
Nobody’sDisappearanceNotrestingsatisfiedwiththeendeavourshehadmadetorecoverhislostcharge,MrMeaglesaddressedaletterofremonstrance,breathingnothingbutgoodwill,notonlytoher,buttoMissWadetoo。Noanswercomingtotheseepistles,ortoanotherwrittentothestubborngirlbythehandofherlateyoungmistress,whichmighthavemeltedherifanythingcouldallthreeletterswerereturnedweeksafterwardsashavingbeenrefusedatthehouse-
door,hedeputedMrsMeaglestomaketheexperimentofapersonalinterview。Thatworthyladybeingunabletoobtainone,andbeingsteadfastlydeniedadmission,MrMeaglesbesoughtArthurtoessayoncemorewhathecoulddo。Allthatcameofhiscompliancewas,hisdiscoverythattheemptyhousewasleftinchargeoftheoldwoman,thatMissWadewasgone,thatthewaifsandstraysoffurnitureweregone,andthattheoldwomanwouldacceptanynumberofhalf-crownsandthankthedonorkindly,buthadnoinformationwhatevertoexchangeforthosecoins,beyondconstantlyofferingforperusalamemorandumrelativetofixtures,whichthehouse-
agent’syoungmanhadleftinthehall。
Unwilling,evenunderthisdiscomfiture,toresigntheingrateandleaveherhopeless,incaseofherbetterdispositionsobtainingthemasteryoverthedarkersideofhercharacter,MrMeagles,forsixsuccessivedays,publishedadiscreetlycovertadvertisementinthemorningpapers,totheeffectthatifacertainyoungpersonwhohadlatelylefthomewithoutreflection,wouldatanytimeapplytohisaddressatTwickenham,everythingwouldbeasithadbeenbefore,andnoreproachesneedbeapprehended。TheunexpectedconsequencesofthisnotificationsuggestedtothedismayedMrMeaglesforthefirsttimethatsomehundredsofyoungpersonsmustbeleavingtheirhomeswithoutreflectioneveryday;forshoalsofwrongyoungpeoplecamedowntoTwickenham,who,notfindingthemselvesreceivedwithenthusiasm,generallydemandedcompensationbywayofdamages,inadditiontocoach-hirethereandback。Norwerethesetheonlyuninvitedclientswhomtheadvertisementproduced。Theswarmofbegging-letterwriters,whowouldseemtobealwayswatchingeagerlyforanyhook,howeversmall,tohangaletterupon,wrotetosaythathavingseentheadvertisement,theywereinducedtoapplywithconfidenceforvarioussums,rangingfromtenshillingstofiftypounds:notbecausetheyknewanythingabouttheyoungperson,butbecausetheyfeltthattopartwiththosedonationswouldgreatlyrelievetheadvertiser’smind。Severalprojectors,likewise,availedthemselvesofthesameopportunitytocorrespondwithMrMeagles;
as,forexample,toapprisehimthattheirattentionhavingbeencalledtotheadvertisementbyafriend,theybeggedtostatethatiftheyshouldeverhearanythingoftheyoungperson,theywouldnotfailtomakeitknowntohimimmediately,andthatinthemeantimeifhewouldobligethemwiththefundsnecessaryforbringingtoperfectionacertainentirelynoveldescriptionofPump,thehappiestresultswouldensuetomankind。
MrMeaglesandhisfamily,underthesecombineddiscouragements,hadbegunreluctantlytogiveupTattycoramasirrecoverable,whenthenewandactivefirmofDoyceandClennam,intheirprivatecapacities,wentdownonaSaturdaytostayatthecottageuntilMonday。Theseniorpartnertookthecoach,andthejuniorpartnertookhiswalking-stick。
Atranquilsummersunsetshoneuponhimasheapproachedtheendofhiswalk,andpassedthroughthemeadowsbytheriverside。Hehadthatsenseofpeace,andofbeinglightenedofaweightofcare,whichcountryquietawakensinthebreastsofdwellersintowns。
Everythingwithinhisviewwaslovelyandplacid。Therichfoliageofthetrees,theluxuriantgrassdiversifiedwithwildflowers,thelittlegreenislandsintheriver,thebedsofrushes,thewater-liliesfloatingonthesurfaceofthestream,thedistantvoicesinboatsbornemusicallytowardshimontherippleofthewaterandtheeveningair,wereallexpressiveofrest。Intheoccasionalleapofafish,ordipofanoar,ortwitteringofabirdnotyetatroost,ordistantbarkingofadog,orlowingofacow——inallsuchsounds,therewastheprevailingbreathofrest,whichseemedtoencompasshimineveryscentthatsweetenedthefragrantair。Thelonglinesofredandgoldinthesky,andtheglorioustrackofthedescendingsun,werealldivinelycalm。Uponthepurpletree-topsfaraway,andonthegreenheightnearathandupwhichtheshadeswereslowlycreeping,therewasanequalhush。
Betweenthereallandscapeanditsshadowinthewater,therewasnodivision;bothweresountroubledandclear,and,whilesofraughtwithsolemnmysteryoflifeanddeath,sohopefullyreassuringtothegazer’ssoothedheart,becausesotenderlyandmercifullybeautiful。
Clennamhadstopped,notforthefirsttimebymanytimes,tolookabouthimandsufferwhathesawtosinkintohissoul,astheshadows,lookedat,seemedtosinkdeeperanddeeperintothewater。Hewasslowlyresuminghisway,whenhesawafigureinthepathbeforehimwhichhehad,perhaps,alreadyassociatedwiththeeveninganditsimpressions。
Minniewasthere,alone。Shehadsomerosesinherhand,andseemedtohavestoodstillonseeinghim,waitingforhim。Herfacewastowardshim,andsheappearedtohavebeencomingfromtheoppositedirection。Therewasaflutterinhermanner,whichClennamhadneverseeninitbefore;andashecamenearher,itenteredhismindallatoncethatshewasthereofasetpurposetospeaktohim。
Shegavehimherhand,andsaid,’Youwondertoseemeherebymyself?Buttheeveningissolovely,IhavestrolledfurtherthanImeantatfirst。IthoughtitlikelyImightmeetyou,andthatmadememoreconfident。Youalwayscomethisway,doyounot?’
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