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第67章

  ’HaveyouanyideawhereMissWadeistobefound?’
  ’Totellyouthetruth,’returnedMrMeagles,’it’sbecauseIhaveanaddledjumbleofanotiononthatsubjectthatyoufoundmewaitinghere。Thereisoneofthoseoddimpressionsinmyhouse,whichdomysteriouslygetintohousessometimes,whichnobodyseemstohavepickedupinadistinctformfromanybody,andyetwhicheverybodyseemstohavegotholdoflooselyfromsomebodyandletgoagain,thatshelives,orwasliving,thereabouts。’MrMeagleshandedhimaslipofpaper,onwhichwaswrittenthenameofoneofthedullby-streetsintheGrosvenorregion,nearParkLane。
  ’Hereisnonumber,’saidArthurlookingoverit。
  ’Nonumber,mydearClennam?’returnedhisfriend。’Noanything!
  Theverynameofthestreetmayhavebeenfloatingintheair;for,asItellyou,noneofmypeoplecansaywheretheygotitfrom。
  However,it’sworthaninquiry;andasIwouldrathermakeitincompanythanalone,andasyoutoowereafellow-travellerofthatimmovablewoman’s,Ithoughtperhaps——’Clennamfinishedthesentenceforhimbytakinguphishatagain,andsayinghewasready。
  Itwasnowsummer-time;agrey,hot,dustyevening。TheyrodetothetopofOxfordStreet,andtherealighting,divedinamongthegreatstreetsofmelancholystateliness,andthelittlestreetsthattrytobeasstatelyandsucceedinbeingmoremelancholy,ofwhichthereisalabyrinthnearParkLane。Wildernessesofcornerhouses,withbarbarousoldporticoesandappurtenances;horrorsthatcameintoexistenceundersomewrong-headedpersoninsomewrong-headedtime,stilldemandingtheblindadmirationofallensuinggenerationsanddeterminedtodosountiltheytumbleddown;frowneduponthetwilight。Parasitelittletenements,withthecrampintheirwholeframe,fromthedwarfhall-dooronthegiantmodelofHisGrace’sintheSquaretothesqueezedwindowoftheboudoircommandingthedunghillsintheMews,madetheeveningdoleful。Ricketydwellingsofundoubtedfashion,butofacapacitytoholdnothingcomfortablyexceptadismalsmell,lookedlikethelastresultofthegreatmansions’breedingin-and-in;and,wheretheirlittlesupplementarybowsandbalconiesweresupportedonthinironcolumns,seemedtobescrofulouslyrestinguponcrutches。
  HereandthereaHatchment,withthewholescienceofHeraldryinit,loomeddownuponthestreet,likeanArchbishopdiscoursingonVanity。Theshops,fewinnumber,madenoshow;forpopularopinionwasasnothingtothem。Thepastrycookknewwhowasonhisbooks,andinthatknowledgecouldbecalm,withafewglasscylindersofdowagerpeppermint-dropsinhiswindow,andhalf-a-
  dozenancientspecimensofcurrant-jelly。Afeworangesformedthegreengrocer’swholeconcessiontothevulgarmind。Asinglebasketmadeofmoss,oncecontainingplovers’eggs,heldallthatthepoultererhadtosaytotherabble。Everybodyinthosestreetsseemedwhichisalwaysthecaseatthathourandseasontobegoneouttodinner,andnobodyseemedtobegivingthedinnerstheyhadgoneto。Onthedoorstepstherewereloungingfootmenwithbrightparti-colouredplumageandwhitepolls,likeanextinctraceofmonstrousbirds;andbutlers,solitarymenofreclusedemeanour,eachofwhomappeareddistrustfulofallotherbutlers。TherollofcarriagesintheParkwasdonefortheday;thestreetlampswerelighting;andwickedlittlegroomsinthetightestfittinggarments,withtwistsintheirlegsansweringtothetwistsintheirminds,hungaboutinpairs,chewingstrawsandexchangingfraudulentsecrets。Thespotteddogswhowentoutwiththecarriages,andwhoweresoassociatedwithsplendidequipagesthatitlookedlikeacondescensioninthoseanimalstocomeoutwithoutthem,accompaniedhelperstoandfroonmessages。Hereandtherewasaretiringpublic-housewhichdidnotrequiretobesupportedontheshouldersofthepeople,andwheregentlemenoutofliverywerenotmuchwanted。
  Thislastdiscoverywasmadebythetwofriendsinpursuingtheirinquiries。Nothingwasthere,oranywhere,knownofsuchapersonasMissWade,inconnectionwiththestreettheysought。Itwasoneoftheparasitestreets;long,regular,narrow,dullandgloomy;likeabrickandmortarfuneral。Theyinquiredatseverallittleareagates,whereadejectedyouthstoodspikinghischinonthesummitofaprecipitouslittleshootofwoodensteps,butcouldgainnoinformation。Theywalkedupthestreetononesideoftheway,anddownitontheother,whattimetwovociferousnews-
  sellers,announcinganextraordinaryeventthathadneverhappenedandneverwouldhappen,pitchedtheirhoarsevoicesintothesecretchambers;butnothingcameofit。Atlengththeystoodatthecornerfromwhichtheyhadbegun,andithadfallenquitedark,andtheywerenowiser。
  Ithappenedthatinthestreettheyhadseveraltimespassedadingyhouse,apparentlyempty,withbillsinthewindows,announcingthatitwastolet。Thebills,asavarietyinthefuneralprocession,almostamountedtoadecoration。Perhapsbecausetheykeptthehouseseparatedinhismind,orperhapsbecauseMrMeaglesandhimselfhadtwiceagreedinpassing,’Itisclearshedon’tlivethere,’Clennamnowproposedthattheyshouldgobackandtrythathousebeforefinallygoingaway。MrMeaglesagreed,andbacktheywent。
  Theyknockedonce,andtheyrangonce,withoutanyresponse。
  ’Empty,’saidMrMeagles,listening。’Oncemore,’saidClennam,andknockedagain。Afterthatknocktheyheardamovementbelow,andsomebodyshufflinguptowardsthedoor。
  Theconfinedentrancewassodarkthatitwasimpossibletomakeoutdistinctlywhatkindofpersonopenedthedoor;butitappearedtobeanoldwoman。’Excuseourtroublingyou,’saidClennam。
  ’PraycanyoutelluswhereMissWadelives?’Thevoiceinthedarknessunexpectedlyreplied,’Liveshere。’
  ’Issheathome?’
  Noanswercoming,MrMeaglesaskedagain。’Prayissheathome?’
  Afteranotherdelay,’Isupposesheis,’saidthevoiceabruptly;
  ’youhadbettercomein,andI’llask。’
  They’weresummarilyshutintothecloseblackhouse;andthefigurerustlingaway,andspeakingfromahigherlevel,said,’Comeup,ifyouplease;youcan’ttumbleoveranything。’Theygropedtheirwayup-stairstowardsafaintlight,whichprovedtobethelightofthestreetshiningthroughawindow;andthefigureleftthemshutinanairlessroom。
  ’Thisisodd,Clennam,’saidMrMeagles,softly。
  ’Oddenough,’assentedClennaminthesametone,’butwehavesucceeded;that’sthemainpoint。Here’salightcoming!’
  Thelightwasalamp,andthebearerwasanoldwoman:verydirty,verywrinkledanddry。’She’sathome,’shesaidandthevoicewasthesamethathadspokenbefore;’she’llcomedirectly。’
  Havingsetthelampdownonthetable,theoldwomandustedherhandsonherapron,whichshemighthavedoneforeverwithoutcleaningthem,lookedatthevisitorswithadimpairofeyes,andbackedout。
  Theladywhomtheyhadcometosee,ifshewerethepresentoccupantofthehouse,appearedtohavetakenupherquartersthereasshemighthaveestablishedherselfinanEasterncaravanserai。
  Asmallsquareofcarpetinthemiddleoftheroom,afewarticlesoffurniturethatevidentlydidnotbelongtotheroom,andadisorderoftrunksandtravellingarticles,formedthewholeofhersurroundings。Undersomeformerregularinhabitant,thestiflinglittleapartmenthadbrokenoutintoapier-glassandagilttable;
  butthegildingwasasfadedaslastyear’sflowers,andtheglasswassocloudedthatitseemedtoholdinmagicpreservationallthefogsandbadweatherithadeverreflected。Thevisitorshadhadaminuteortwotolookaboutthem,whenthedooropenedandMissWadecamein。
  Shewasexactlythesameaswhentheyhadparted。justashandsome,justasscornful,justasrepressed。Shemanifestednosurpriseinseeingthem,noranyotheremotion。Sherequestedthemtobeseated;anddecliningtotakeaseatherself,atonceanticipatedanyintroductionoftheirbusiness。
  ’Iapprehend,’shesaid,’thatIknowthecauseofyourfavouringmewiththisvisit。Wemaycometoitatonce。’
  ’Thecausethen,ma’am,’saidMrMeagles,’isTattycoram。’
  ’SoIsupposed。’
  ’MissWade,’saidMrMeagles,’willyoubesokindastosaywhetheryouknowanythingofher?’
  ’Surely。Iknowsheisherewithme。’
  ’Then,ma’am,’saidMrMeagles,’allowmetomakeknowntoyouthatIshallbehappytohaveherback,andthatmywifeanddaughterwillbehappytohaveherback。Shehasbeenwithusalongtime:
  wedon’tforgetherclaimsuponus,andIhopeweknowhowtomakeallowances。’
  ’Youhopetoknowhowtomakeallowances?’shereturned,inalevel,measuredvoice。’Forwhat?’
  ’Ithinkmyfriendwouldsay,MissWade,’ArthurClennaminterposed,seeingMrMeaglesratherataloss,’forthepassionatesensethatsometimescomesuponthepoorgirl,ofbeingatadisadvantage。Whichoccasionallygetsthebetterofbetterremembrances。’
  Theladybrokeintoasmileassheturnedhereyesuponhim。
  ’Indeed?’wasallsheanswered。
  ShestoodbythetablesoperfectlycomposedandstillafterthisacknowledgmentofhisremarkthatMrMeaglesstaredatherunderasortoffascination,andcouldnotevenlooktoClennamtomakeanothermove。Afterwaiting,awkwardlyenough,forsomemoments,Arthursaid:
  ’PerhapsitwouldbewellifMrMeaglescouldseeher,MissWade?’
  ’Thatiseasilydone,’saidshe。’Comehere,child。’Shehadopenedadoorwhilesayingthis,andnowledthegirlinbythehand。Itwasverycurioustoseethemstandingtogether:thegirlwithherdisengagedfingersplaitingthebosomofherdress,halfirresolutely,halfpassionately;MissWadewithhercomposedfaceattentivelyregardingher,andsuggestingtoanobserver,withextraordinaryforce,inhercomposureitselfasaveilwillsuggesttheformitcovers,theunquenchablepassionofherownnature。
  ’Seehere,’shesaid,inthesamelevelwayasbefore。’Hereisyourpatron,yourmaster。Heiswillingtotakeyouback,mydear,ifyouaresensibleofthefavourandchoosetogo。Youcanbe,again,afoiltohisprettydaughter,aslavetoherpleasantwilfulness,andatoyinthehouseshowingthegoodnessofthefamily。Youcanhaveyourdrollnameagain,playfullypointingyououtandsettingyouapart,asitisrightthatyoushouldbepointedoutandsetapart。Yourbirth,youknow;youmustnotforgetyourbirth。Youcanagainbeshowntothisgentleman’sdaughter,Harriet,andkeptbeforeher,asalivingreminderofherownsuperiorityandhergraciouscondescension。YoucanrecoveralltheseadvantagesandmanymoreofthesamekindwhichIdaresaystartupinyourmemorywhileIspeak,andwhichyouloseintakingrefugewithme——youcanrecoverthemallbytellingthesegentlemenhowhumbledandpenitentyouare,andbygoingbacktothemtobeforgiven。Whatdoyousay,Harriet?Willyougo?’
  Thegirlwho,undertheinfluenceofthesewords,hadgraduallyriseninangerandheightenedincolour,answered,raisingherlustrousblackeyesforthemoment,andclenchingherhanduponthefoldsithadbeenpuckeringup,’I’ddiesooner!’
  MissWade,stillstandingathersideholdingherhand,lookedquietlyroundandsaidwithasmile,’Gentlemen!Whatdoyoudouponthat?’
  PoorMrMeagles’sinexpressibleconsternationinhearinghismotivesandactionssoperverted,hadpreventedhimfrominterposinganyworduntilnow;butnowheregainedthepowerofspeech。
  ’Tattycoram,’saidhe,’forI’llcallyoubythatnamestill,mygoodgirl,consciousthatImeantnothingbutkindnesswhenIgaveittoyou,andconsciousthatyouknowit——’
  ’Idon’t!’saidshe,lookingupagain,andalmostrendingherselfwiththesamebusyhand。
  ’No,notnow,perhaps,’saidMrMeagles;’notwiththatlady’seyessointentuponyou,Tattycoram,’sheglancedatthemforamoment,’andthatpoweroveryou,whichweseesheexercises;notnow,perhaps,butatanothertime。Tattycoram,I’llnotaskthatladywhethershebelieveswhatshehassaid,evenintheangerandillbloodinwhichIandmyfriendhereequallyknowshehasspoken,thoughshesubduesherself,withadeterminationthatanyonewhohasonceseenherisnotlikelytoforget。I’llnotaskyou,withyourremembranceofmyhouseandallbelongingtoit,whetheryoubelieveit。I’llonlysaythatyouhavenoprofessiontomaketomeormine,andnoforgivenesstoentreat;andthatallintheworldthatIaskyoutodo,is,tocountfive-and-twenty,Tattycoram。’