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第55章

  Raisinghiseyesthusoneday,hewassurprisedtoseeabonnetlabouringupthestep-ladder。Theunusualapparitionwasfollowedbyanotherbonnet。HethenperceivedthatthefirstbonnetwasontheheadofMrF。’sAunt,andthatthesecondbonnetwasontheheadofFlora,whoseemedtohavepropelledherlegacyupthesteepascentwithconsiderabledifficulty。
  Thoughnotaltogetherenrapturedatthesightofthesevisitors,Clennamlostnotimeinopeningthecounting-housedoor,andextricatingthemfromtheworkshop;arescuewhichwasrenderedthemorenecessarybyMrF。’sAuntalreadystumblingoversomeimpediment,andmenacingsteampowerasanInstitutionwithastonyreticuleshecarried。
  ’Goodgracious,Arthur,——IshouldsayMrClennam,farmoreproper——
  theclimbwehavehadtogetuphereandhowevertogetdownagainwithoutafire-escapeandMrF。’sAuntslippingthroughthestepsandbruisedalloverandyouinthemachineryandfoundrywaytooonlythink,andnevertoldus!’
  Thus,Flora,outofbreath。Meanwhile,MrF。’sAuntrubbedheresteemedinstepswithherumbrella,andvindictivelyglared。
  ’Mostunkindnevertohavecomebacktoseeussincethatday,thoughnaturallyitwasnottobeexpectedthatthereshouldbeanyattractionatourhouseandyouweremuchmorepleasantlyengaged,that’sprettycertain,andisshefairordarkblueeyesorblackIwonder,notthatIexpectthatsheshouldbeanythingbutaperfectcontrasttomeinallparticularsforIamadisappointmentasIverywellknowandyouarequiterighttobedevotednodoubtthoughwhatIamsayingArthurnevermindIhardlyknowmyselfGoodgracious!’
  Bythistimehehadplacedchairsfortheminthecounting-house。
  AsFloradroppedintohers,shebestowedtheoldlookuponhim。
  ’AndtothinkofDoyceandClennam,andwhoDoycecanbe,’saidFlora;’delightfulmannodoubtandmarriedperhapsorperhapsadaughter,nowhashereally?thenoneunderstandsthepartnershipandseesitall,don’ttellmeanythingaboutitforIknowIhavenoclaimtoaskthequestionthegoldenchainthatoncewasforgedbeingsnappedandveryproper。’
  Floraputherhandtenderlyonhis,andgavehimanotheroftheyouthfulglances。
  ’DearArthur——forceofhabit,MrClennameverywaymoredelicateandadaptedtoexistingcircumstances——ImustbegtobeexcusedfortakingthelibertyofthisintrusionbutIthoughtImightsofarpresumeuponoldtimesforeverfadednevermoretobloomastocallwithMrF。’sAunttocongratulateandofferbestwishes,A
  greatdealsuperiortoChinanottobedeniedandmuchnearerthoughhigherup!’
  ’Iamveryhappytoseeyou,’saidClennam,’andIthankyou,Flora,verymuchforyourkindremembrance。’
  ’MorethanIcansaymyselfatanyrate,’returnedFlora,’forI
  mighthavebeendeadandburiedtwentydistincttimesoverandnodoubtwhatevershouldhavebeenbeforeyouhadgenuinelyrememberedMeoranythinglikeitinspiteofwhichonelastremarkIwishtomake,onelastexplanationIwishtooffer——’
  ’MydearMrsFinching,’Arthurremonstratedinalarm。
  ’Ohnotthatdisagreeablename,sayFlora!’
  ’Flora,isitworthtroublingyourselfafreshtoenterintoexplanations?Iassureyounoneareneeded。Iamsatisfied——Iamperfectlysatisfied。’
  Adiversionwasoccasionedhere,byMrF。’sAuntmakingthefollowinginexorableandawfulstatement:
  ’There’smile-stonesontheDoverroad!’
  Withsuchmortalhostilitytowardsthehumanracedidshedischargethismissile,thatClennamwasquiteatalosshowtodefendhimself;theratherashehadbeenalreadyperplexedinhismindbythehonourofavisitfromthisvenerablelady,whenitwasplainsheheldhimintheutmostabhorrence。Hecouldnotbutlookatherwithdisconcertment,asshesatbreathingbitternessandscorn,andstaringleaguesaway。Flora,however,receivedtheremarkasifithadbeenofamostappositeandagreeablenature;approvinglyobservingaloudthatMrF。’sAunthadagreatdealofspirit。
  Stimulatedeitherbythiscompliment,orbyherburningindignation,thatillustriouswomanthenadded,’Lethimmeetitifhecan!’And,witharigidmovementofherstonyreticuleanappendageofgreatsizeandofafossilappearance,indicatedthatClennamwastheunfortunatepersonatwhomthechallengewashurled。
  ’Onelastremark,’resumedFlora,’IwasgoingtosayIwishtomakeonelastexplanationIwishtooffer,MrF。’sAuntandmyselfwouldnothaveintrudedonbusinesshoursMrF。havingbeeninbusinessandthoughthewinetradestillbusinessisequallybusinesscallitwhatyouwillandbusinesshabitsarejustthesameaswitnessMrF。himselfwhohadhisslippersalwaysonthematattenminutesbeforesixintheafternoonandhisbootsinsidethefenderattenminutesbeforeeightinthemorningtothemomentinallweatherslightordark——wouldnotthereforehaveintrudedwithoutamotivewhichbeingkindlymeantitmaybehopedwillbekindlytakenArthur,MrClennamfarmoreproper,evenDoyceandClennamprobablymorebusiness-like。’
  ’Praysaynothinginthewayofapology,’Arthurentreated。’Youarealwayswelcome。’
  ’VerypoliteofyoutosaysoArthur——cannotrememberMrClennamuntilthewordisout,suchisthehabitoftimesforeverfled,andsotrueitisthatoftinthestillynightereslumber’schainhasboundpeople,fondmemorybringsthelightofotherdaysaroundpeople——verypolitebutmorepolitethantrueIamafraid,fortogointothemachinerybusinesswithoutsomuchassendingalineoracardtopapa——Idon’tsaymethoughtherewasatimebutthatispastandsternrealityhasnowmygraciousnevermind——doesnotlooklikeityoumustconfess。’
  EvenFlora’scommasseemedtohavefledonthisoccasion;shewassomuchmoredisjointedandvolublethanintheprecedinginterview。
  ’Thoughindeed,’shehurriedon,’nothingelseistobeexpectedandwhyshoulditbeexpectedandifit’snottobeexpectedwhyshoulditbe,andIamfarfromblamingyouoranyone,Whenyourmamaandmypapaworriedustodeathandseveredthegoldenbowl——I
  meanbondbutIdaresayyouknowwhatImeanandifyoudon’tyoudon’tlosemuchandcarejustaslittleIwillventuretoadd——whentheyseveredthegoldenbondthatboundusandthrewusintofitsofcryingonthesofanearlychokedatleastmyselfeverythingwaschangedandingivingmyhandtoMrF。IknowIdidsowithmyeyesopenbuthewassoveryunsettledandinsuchlowspiritsthathehaddistractedlyalludedtotheriverifnotoilofsomethingfromthechemist’sandIdiditforthebest。’
  ’MygoodFlora,wesettledthatbefore。Itwasallquiteright。’
  ’It’sperfectlyclearyouthinkso,’returnedFlora,’foryoutakeitverycoolly,ifIhadn’tknownittobeChinaIshouldhaveguessedmyselfthePolarregions,dearMrClennamyouarerighthoweverandIcannotblameyoubutastoDoyceandClennampapa’spropertybeingaboutherewehearditfromPancksandbutforhimwenevershouldhaveheardonewordaboutitIamsatisfied。’
  ’No,no,don’tsaythat。’
  ’WhatnonsensenottosayitArthur——DoyceandClennam——easierandlesstryingtomethanMrClennam——whenIknowitandyouknowittooandcan’tdenyit。’
  ’ButIdodenyit,Flora。Ishouldsoonhavemadeyouafriendlyvisit。’
  ’Ah!’saidFlora,tossingherhead。’Idaresay!’andshegavehimanotheroftheoldlooks。’HoweverwhenPanckstoldusImadeupmymindthatMrF。’sAuntandIwouldcomeandcallbecausewhenpapa——whichwasbeforethat——happenedtomentionhernametomeandtosaythatyouwereinterestedinherIsaidatthemomentGoodgraciouswhynothaveherherethenwhenthere’sanythingtodoinsteadofputtingitout。’
  ’WhenyousayHer,’observedClennam,bythistimeprettywellbewildered,’doyoumeanMrF。’s——’
  ’Mygoodness,Arthur——DoyceandClennamreallyeasiertomewitholdremembrances——whoeverheardofMrF。’sAuntdoingneedleworkandgoingoutbytheday?’
  ’Goingoutbytheday!DoyouspeakofLittleDorrit?’
  ’Whyyesofcourse,’returnedFlora;’andofallthestrangestnamesIeverheardthestrangest,likeaplacedowninthecountrywithaturnpike,orafavouriteponyorapuppyorabirdorsomethingfromaseed-shoptobeputinagardenoraflower-potandcomeupspeckled。’
  ’Then,Flora,’saidArthur,withasuddeninterestintheconversation,’MrCasbywassokindastomentionLittleDorrittoyou,washe?Whatdidhesay?’
  ’Ohyouknowwhatpapais,’rejoinedFlora,’andhowaggravatinglyhesitslookingbeautifulandturninghisthumbsoverandoveroneanothertillhemakesonegiddyifonekeepsone’seyesuponhim,hesaidwhenweweretalkingofyou——Idon’tknowwhobeganthesubjectArthurDoyceandClennambutIamsureitwasn’tme,atleastIhopenotbutyoureallymustexcusemyconfessingmoreonthatpoint。’
  ’Certainly,’saidArthur。’Byallmeans。’
  ’Youareveryready,’poutedFlora,comingtoasuddenstopinacaptivatingbashfulness,’thatImustadmit,PapasaidyouhadspokenofherinanearnestwayandIsaidwhatIhavetoldyouandthat’sall。’
  ’That’sall?’saidArthur,alittledisappointed。
  ’ExceptthatwhenPanckstoldusofyourhavingembarkedinthisbusinessandwithdifficultypersuadedusthatitwasreallyyouI
  saidtoMrF。’sAuntthenwewouldcomeandaskyouifitwouldbeagreeabletoallpartiesthatsheshouldbeengagedatourhousewhenrequiredforIknowsheoftengoestoyourmama’sandIknowthatyourmamahasaverytouchytemperArthur——DoyceandClennam——
  orInevermighthavemarriedMrF。andmighthavebeenatthishourbutIamrunningintononsense。’
  ’Itwasverykindofyou,Flora,tothinkofthis。’
  PoorFlorarejoinedwithaplainsinceritywhichbecameherbetterthanheryoungestglances,thatshewasgladhethoughtso。ShesaiditwithsomuchheartthatClennamwouldhavegivenagreatdealtobuyhisoldcharacterofheronthespot,andthrowitandthemermaidawayforever。
  ’Ithink,Flora,’hesaid,’thattheemploymentyoucangiveLittleDorrit,andthekindnessyoucanshowher——’
  ’YesandIwill,’saidFlora,quickly。
  ’Iamsureofit——willbeagreatassistanceandsupporttoher。
  IdonotfeelthatIhavetherighttotellyouwhatIknowofher,forIacquiredtheknowledgeconfidentially,andundercircumstancesthatbindmetosilence。ButIhaveaninterestinthelittlecreature,andarespectforherthatIcannotexpresstoyou。Herlifehasbeenoneofsuchtrialanddevotion,andsuchquietgoodness,asyoucanscarcelyimagine。Icanhardlythinkofher,farlessspeakofher,withoutfeelingmoved。LetthatfeelingrepresentwhatIcouldtellyou,andcommithertoyourfriendlinesswithmythanks。’
  OncemoreheputouthishandfranklytopoorFlora;oncemorepoorFloracouldn’tacceptitfrankly,founditworthnothingopenly,mustmaketheoldintrigueandmysteryofit。Asmuchtoherownenjoymentastohisdismay,shecovereditwithacornerofhershawlasshetookit。Then,lookingtowardstheglassfrontofthecounting-house,andseeingtwofiguresapproaching,shecriedwithinfiniterelish,’Papa!Hush,Arthur,forMercy’ssake!’andtotteredbacktoherchairwithanamazingimitationofbeingindangerofswooning,inthedreadsurpriseandmaidenlyflutterofherspirits。