Raisinghiseyesthusoneday,hewassurprisedtoseeabonnetlabouringupthestep-ladder。Theunusualapparitionwasfollowedbyanotherbonnet。HethenperceivedthatthefirstbonnetwasontheheadofMrF。’sAunt,andthatthesecondbonnetwasontheheadofFlora,whoseemedtohavepropelledherlegacyupthesteepascentwithconsiderabledifficulty。
Thoughnotaltogetherenrapturedatthesightofthesevisitors,Clennamlostnotimeinopeningthecounting-housedoor,andextricatingthemfromtheworkshop;arescuewhichwasrenderedthemorenecessarybyMrF。’sAuntalreadystumblingoversomeimpediment,andmenacingsteampowerasanInstitutionwithastonyreticuleshecarried。
’Goodgracious,Arthur,——IshouldsayMrClennam,farmoreproper——
theclimbwehavehadtogetuphereandhowevertogetdownagainwithoutafire-escapeandMrF。’sAuntslippingthroughthestepsandbruisedalloverandyouinthemachineryandfoundrywaytooonlythink,andnevertoldus!’
Thus,Flora,outofbreath。Meanwhile,MrF。’sAuntrubbedheresteemedinstepswithherumbrella,andvindictivelyglared。
’Mostunkindnevertohavecomebacktoseeussincethatday,thoughnaturallyitwasnottobeexpectedthatthereshouldbeanyattractionatourhouseandyouweremuchmorepleasantlyengaged,that’sprettycertain,andisshefairordarkblueeyesorblackIwonder,notthatIexpectthatsheshouldbeanythingbutaperfectcontrasttomeinallparticularsforIamadisappointmentasIverywellknowandyouarequiterighttobedevotednodoubtthoughwhatIamsayingArthurnevermindIhardlyknowmyselfGoodgracious!’
Bythistimehehadplacedchairsfortheminthecounting-house。
AsFloradroppedintohers,shebestowedtheoldlookuponhim。
’AndtothinkofDoyceandClennam,andwhoDoycecanbe,’saidFlora;’delightfulmannodoubtandmarriedperhapsorperhapsadaughter,nowhashereally?thenoneunderstandsthepartnershipandseesitall,don’ttellmeanythingaboutitforIknowIhavenoclaimtoaskthequestionthegoldenchainthatoncewasforgedbeingsnappedandveryproper。’
Floraputherhandtenderlyonhis,andgavehimanotheroftheyouthfulglances。
’DearArthur——forceofhabit,MrClennameverywaymoredelicateandadaptedtoexistingcircumstances——ImustbegtobeexcusedfortakingthelibertyofthisintrusionbutIthoughtImightsofarpresumeuponoldtimesforeverfadednevermoretobloomastocallwithMrF。’sAunttocongratulateandofferbestwishes,A
greatdealsuperiortoChinanottobedeniedandmuchnearerthoughhigherup!’
’Iamveryhappytoseeyou,’saidClennam,’andIthankyou,Flora,verymuchforyourkindremembrance。’
’MorethanIcansaymyselfatanyrate,’returnedFlora,’forI
mighthavebeendeadandburiedtwentydistincttimesoverandnodoubtwhatevershouldhavebeenbeforeyouhadgenuinelyrememberedMeoranythinglikeitinspiteofwhichonelastremarkIwishtomake,onelastexplanationIwishtooffer——’
’MydearMrsFinching,’Arthurremonstratedinalarm。
’Ohnotthatdisagreeablename,sayFlora!’
’Flora,isitworthtroublingyourselfafreshtoenterintoexplanations?Iassureyounoneareneeded。Iamsatisfied——Iamperfectlysatisfied。’
Adiversionwasoccasionedhere,byMrF。’sAuntmakingthefollowinginexorableandawfulstatement:
’There’smile-stonesontheDoverroad!’
Withsuchmortalhostilitytowardsthehumanracedidshedischargethismissile,thatClennamwasquiteatalosshowtodefendhimself;theratherashehadbeenalreadyperplexedinhismindbythehonourofavisitfromthisvenerablelady,whenitwasplainsheheldhimintheutmostabhorrence。Hecouldnotbutlookatherwithdisconcertment,asshesatbreathingbitternessandscorn,andstaringleaguesaway。Flora,however,receivedtheremarkasifithadbeenofamostappositeandagreeablenature;approvinglyobservingaloudthatMrF。’sAunthadagreatdealofspirit。
Stimulatedeitherbythiscompliment,orbyherburningindignation,thatillustriouswomanthenadded,’Lethimmeetitifhecan!’And,witharigidmovementofherstonyreticuleanappendageofgreatsizeandofafossilappearance,indicatedthatClennamwastheunfortunatepersonatwhomthechallengewashurled。
’Onelastremark,’resumedFlora,’IwasgoingtosayIwishtomakeonelastexplanationIwishtooffer,MrF。’sAuntandmyselfwouldnothaveintrudedonbusinesshoursMrF。havingbeeninbusinessandthoughthewinetradestillbusinessisequallybusinesscallitwhatyouwillandbusinesshabitsarejustthesameaswitnessMrF。himselfwhohadhisslippersalwaysonthematattenminutesbeforesixintheafternoonandhisbootsinsidethefenderattenminutesbeforeeightinthemorningtothemomentinallweatherslightordark——wouldnotthereforehaveintrudedwithoutamotivewhichbeingkindlymeantitmaybehopedwillbekindlytakenArthur,MrClennamfarmoreproper,evenDoyceandClennamprobablymorebusiness-like。’
’Praysaynothinginthewayofapology,’Arthurentreated。’Youarealwayswelcome。’
’VerypoliteofyoutosaysoArthur——cannotrememberMrClennamuntilthewordisout,suchisthehabitoftimesforeverfled,andsotrueitisthatoftinthestillynightereslumber’schainhasboundpeople,fondmemorybringsthelightofotherdaysaroundpeople——verypolitebutmorepolitethantrueIamafraid,fortogointothemachinerybusinesswithoutsomuchassendingalineoracardtopapa——Idon’tsaymethoughtherewasatimebutthatispastandsternrealityhasnowmygraciousnevermind——doesnotlooklikeityoumustconfess。’
EvenFlora’scommasseemedtohavefledonthisoccasion;shewassomuchmoredisjointedandvolublethanintheprecedinginterview。
’Thoughindeed,’shehurriedon,’nothingelseistobeexpectedandwhyshoulditbeexpectedandifit’snottobeexpectedwhyshoulditbe,andIamfarfromblamingyouoranyone,Whenyourmamaandmypapaworriedustodeathandseveredthegoldenbowl——I
meanbondbutIdaresayyouknowwhatImeanandifyoudon’tyoudon’tlosemuchandcarejustaslittleIwillventuretoadd——whentheyseveredthegoldenbondthatboundusandthrewusintofitsofcryingonthesofanearlychokedatleastmyselfeverythingwaschangedandingivingmyhandtoMrF。IknowIdidsowithmyeyesopenbuthewassoveryunsettledandinsuchlowspiritsthathehaddistractedlyalludedtotheriverifnotoilofsomethingfromthechemist’sandIdiditforthebest。’
’MygoodFlora,wesettledthatbefore。Itwasallquiteright。’
’It’sperfectlyclearyouthinkso,’returnedFlora,’foryoutakeitverycoolly,ifIhadn’tknownittobeChinaIshouldhaveguessedmyselfthePolarregions,dearMrClennamyouarerighthoweverandIcannotblameyoubutastoDoyceandClennampapa’spropertybeingaboutherewehearditfromPancksandbutforhimwenevershouldhaveheardonewordaboutitIamsatisfied。’
’No,no,don’tsaythat。’
’WhatnonsensenottosayitArthur——DoyceandClennam——easierandlesstryingtomethanMrClennam——whenIknowitandyouknowittooandcan’tdenyit。’
’ButIdodenyit,Flora。Ishouldsoonhavemadeyouafriendlyvisit。’
’Ah!’saidFlora,tossingherhead。’Idaresay!’andshegavehimanotheroftheoldlooks。’HoweverwhenPanckstoldusImadeupmymindthatMrF。’sAuntandIwouldcomeandcallbecausewhenpapa——whichwasbeforethat——happenedtomentionhernametomeandtosaythatyouwereinterestedinherIsaidatthemomentGoodgraciouswhynothaveherherethenwhenthere’sanythingtodoinsteadofputtingitout。’
’WhenyousayHer,’observedClennam,bythistimeprettywellbewildered,’doyoumeanMrF。’s——’
’Mygoodness,Arthur——DoyceandClennamreallyeasiertomewitholdremembrances——whoeverheardofMrF。’sAuntdoingneedleworkandgoingoutbytheday?’
’Goingoutbytheday!DoyouspeakofLittleDorrit?’
’Whyyesofcourse,’returnedFlora;’andofallthestrangestnamesIeverheardthestrangest,likeaplacedowninthecountrywithaturnpike,orafavouriteponyorapuppyorabirdorsomethingfromaseed-shoptobeputinagardenoraflower-potandcomeupspeckled。’
’Then,Flora,’saidArthur,withasuddeninterestintheconversation,’MrCasbywassokindastomentionLittleDorrittoyou,washe?Whatdidhesay?’
’Ohyouknowwhatpapais,’rejoinedFlora,’andhowaggravatinglyhesitslookingbeautifulandturninghisthumbsoverandoveroneanothertillhemakesonegiddyifonekeepsone’seyesuponhim,hesaidwhenweweretalkingofyou——Idon’tknowwhobeganthesubjectArthurDoyceandClennambutIamsureitwasn’tme,atleastIhopenotbutyoureallymustexcusemyconfessingmoreonthatpoint。’
’Certainly,’saidArthur。’Byallmeans。’
’Youareveryready,’poutedFlora,comingtoasuddenstopinacaptivatingbashfulness,’thatImustadmit,PapasaidyouhadspokenofherinanearnestwayandIsaidwhatIhavetoldyouandthat’sall。’
’That’sall?’saidArthur,alittledisappointed。
’ExceptthatwhenPanckstoldusofyourhavingembarkedinthisbusinessandwithdifficultypersuadedusthatitwasreallyyouI
saidtoMrF。’sAuntthenwewouldcomeandaskyouifitwouldbeagreeabletoallpartiesthatsheshouldbeengagedatourhousewhenrequiredforIknowsheoftengoestoyourmama’sandIknowthatyourmamahasaverytouchytemperArthur——DoyceandClennam——
orInevermighthavemarriedMrF。andmighthavebeenatthishourbutIamrunningintononsense。’
’Itwasverykindofyou,Flora,tothinkofthis。’
PoorFlorarejoinedwithaplainsinceritywhichbecameherbetterthanheryoungestglances,thatshewasgladhethoughtso。ShesaiditwithsomuchheartthatClennamwouldhavegivenagreatdealtobuyhisoldcharacterofheronthespot,andthrowitandthemermaidawayforever。
’Ithink,Flora,’hesaid,’thattheemploymentyoucangiveLittleDorrit,andthekindnessyoucanshowher——’
’YesandIwill,’saidFlora,quickly。
’Iamsureofit——willbeagreatassistanceandsupporttoher。
IdonotfeelthatIhavetherighttotellyouwhatIknowofher,forIacquiredtheknowledgeconfidentially,andundercircumstancesthatbindmetosilence。ButIhaveaninterestinthelittlecreature,andarespectforherthatIcannotexpresstoyou。Herlifehasbeenoneofsuchtrialanddevotion,andsuchquietgoodness,asyoucanscarcelyimagine。Icanhardlythinkofher,farlessspeakofher,withoutfeelingmoved。LetthatfeelingrepresentwhatIcouldtellyou,andcommithertoyourfriendlinesswithmythanks。’
OncemoreheputouthishandfranklytopoorFlora;oncemorepoorFloracouldn’tacceptitfrankly,founditworthnothingopenly,mustmaketheoldintrigueandmysteryofit。Asmuchtoherownenjoymentastohisdismay,shecovereditwithacornerofhershawlasshetookit。Then,lookingtowardstheglassfrontofthecounting-house,andseeingtwofiguresapproaching,shecriedwithinfiniterelish,’Papa!Hush,Arthur,forMercy’ssake!’andtotteredbacktoherchairwithanamazingimitationofbeingindangerofswooning,inthedreadsurpriseandmaidenlyflutterofherspirits。
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