WhenherejoinedLittleDorrit,andtheyhadbegunwalkingasbefore,shesaidallatonce:
’IthinkIhadbettergo。Ihadbettergohome。’
’Don’tbedistressed,’saidClennam,’Ihaveansweredtheletters。
Theywerenothing。Youknowwhattheywere。Theywerenothing。’
’ButIamafraid,’shereturned,’toleavehim,Iamafraidtoleaveanyofthem。WhenIamgone,theypervert——buttheydon’tmeanit——evenMaggy。’
’Itwasaveryinnocentcommissionthatsheundertook,poorthing。
Andinkeepingitsecretfromyou,shesupposed,nodoubt,thatshewasonlysavingyouuneasiness。’
’Yes,Ihopeso,Ihopeso。ButIhadbettergohome!ItwasbuttheotherdaythatmysistertoldmeIhadbecomesousedtotheprisonthatIhaditstoneandcharacter。Itmustbeso。IamsureitmustbewhenIseethesethings。Myplaceisthere。Iambetterthere。itisunfeelinginmetobehere,whenIcandotheleastthingthere。Good-bye。Ihadfarbetterstayathome!’
Theagonisedwayinwhichshepouredthisout,asifitburstofitselffromhersuppressedheart,madeitdifficultforClennamtokeepthetearsfromhiseyesashesawandheardher。
’Don’tcallithome,mychild!’heentreated。’Itisalwayspainfultometohearyoucallithome。’
’Butitishome!WhatelsecanIcallhome?WhyshouldIeverforgetitforasinglemoment?’
’Youneverdo,dearLittleDorrit,inanygoodandtrueservice。’
’Ihopenot,OIhopenot!Butitisbetterformetostaythere;
muchbetter,muchmoredutiful,muchhappier。Pleasedon’tgowithme,letmegobymyself。Good-bye,Godblessyou。Thankyou,thankyou。’
Hefeltthatitwasbettertorespectherentreaty,anddidnotmovewhileherslightformwentquicklyawayfromhim。Whenithadflutteredoutofsight,heturnedhisfacetowardsthewaterandstoodthinking。
Shewouldhavebeendistressedatanytimebythisdiscoveryoftheletters;butsomuchso,andinthatunrestrainableway?
No。
Whenshehadseenherfatherbeggingwithhisthreadbaredisguiseon,whenshehadentreatedhimnottogiveherfathermoney,shehadbeendistressed,butnotlikethis。Somethinghadmadeherkeenlyandadditionallysensitivejustnow。Now,wastheresomeoneinthehopelessunattainabledistance?Orhadthesuspicionbeenbroughtintohismind,byhisownassociationsofthetroubledriverrunningbeneaththebridgewiththesameriverhigherup,itschangelesstuneupontheprowoftheferry-boat,somanymilesanhourthepeacefulflowingofthestream,heretherushes,therethelilies,nothinguncertainorunquiet?
Hethoughtofhispoorchild,LittleDorrit,foralongtimethere;
hethoughtofhergoinghome;hethoughtofherinthenight;hethoughtofherwhenthedaycameroundagain。AndthepoorchildLittleDorritthoughtofhim——toofaithfully,ah,toofaithfully!——
intheshadowoftheMarshalseawall。
MachineryinMotionMrMeaglesbestirredhimselfwithsuchpromptactivityinthematterofthenegotiationwithDanielDoycewhichClennamhadentrustedtohim,thathesoonbroughtitintobusinesstrain,andcalledonClennamatnineo’clockonemorningtomakehisreport。
’Doyceishighlygratifiedbyyourgoodopinion,’heopenedthebusinessbysaying,’anddesiresnothingsomuchasthatyoushouldexaminetheaffairsoftheWorksforyourself,andentirelyunderstandthem。Hehashandedmethekeysofallhisbooksandpapers——heretheyarejinglinginthispocket——andtheonlychargehehasgivenmeis“LetMrClennamhavethemeansofputtinghimselfonaperfectequalitywithmeastoknowingwhateverI
know。Ifitshouldcometonothingafterall,hewillrespectmyconfidence。UnlessIwassureofthattobeginwith,Ishouldhavenothingtodowithhim。“Andthere,yousee,’saidMrMeagles,’youhaveDanielDoyceallover。’
’Averyhonourablecharacter。’
’Oh,yes,tobesure。Notadoubtofit。Odd,butveryhonourable。Veryoddthough。Now,wouldyoubelieve,Clennam,’
saidMrMeagles,withaheartyenjoymentofhisfriend’seccentricity,’thatIhadawholemorninginWhat’s-his-nameYard——
’
’BleedingHeart?’
’AwholemorninginBleedingHeartYard,beforeIcouldinducehimtopursuethesubjectatall?’
’Howwasthat?’
’Howwasthat,myfriend?Inosoonermentionedyournameinconnectionwithitthanhedeclaredoff。’
’Declaredoffonmyaccount?’
’Inosoonermentionedyourname,Clennam,thanhesaid,“Thatwillneverdo!“Whatdidhemeanbythat?Iaskedhim。Nomatter,Meagles;thatwouldneverdo。Whywoulditneverdo?You’llhardlybelieveit,Clennam,’saidMrMeagles,laughingwithinhimself,’butitcameoutthatitwouldneverdo,becauseyouandhe,walkingdowntoTwickenhamtogether,hadglidedintoafriendlyconversationinthecourseofwhichhehadreferredtohisintentionoftakingapartner,supposingatthetimethatyouwereasfirmlyandfinallysettledasStPaul’sCathedral。“Whereas,“
sayshe,“MrClennammightnowbelieve,ifIentertainedhisproposition,thatIhadasinisteranddesigningmotiveinwhatwasopenfreespeech。WhichIcan’tbear,“sayshe,“whichIreallyamtooproudtobear。“’
’Ishouldassoonsuspect——’
’Ofcourseyouwould,’interruptedMrMeagles,’andsoItoldhim。
Butittookamorningtoscalethatwall;andIdoubtifanyothermanthanmyselfhelikesmeofoldcouldhavegothislegoverit。Well,Clennam。Thisbusiness-likeobstaclesurmounted,hethenstipulatedthatbeforeresumingwithyouIshouldlookoverthebooksandformmyownopinion。Ilookedoverthebooks,andformedmyownopinion。“Isit,onthewhole,for,oragainst?“
sayshe。“For,“saysI。“Then,“sayshe,“youmaynow,mygoodfriend,giveMrClennamthemeansofforminghisopinion。Toenablehimtodowhich,withoutbiasandwithperfectfreedom,I
shallgooutoftownforaweek。“Andhe’sgone,’saidMrMeagles;
that’stherichconclusionofthething。’
’Leavingme,’saidClennam,’withahighsense,Imustsay,ofhiscandourandhis——’
’Oddity,’MrMeaglesstruckin。’Ishouldthinkso!’
ItwasnotexactlythewordonClennam’slips,butheforboretointerrupthisgood-humouredfriend。
’Andnow,’addedMrMeagles,’youcanbegintolookintomattersassoonasyouthinkproper。Ihaveundertakentoexplainwhereyoumaywantexplanation,buttobestrictlyimpartial,andtodonothingmore。’
TheybegantheirperquisitionsinBleedingHeartYardthatsameforenoon。LittlepeculiaritieswereeasilytobedetectedbyexperiencedeyesinMrDoyce’swayofmanaginghisaffairs,buttheyalmostalwaysinvolvedsomeingenioussimplificationofadifficulty,andsomeplainroadtothedesiredend。Thathispaperswereinarrear,andthathestoodinneedofassistancetodevelopthecapacityofhisbusiness,wasclearenough;butalltheresultsofhisundertakingsduringmanyyearsweredistinctlysetforth,andwereascertainablewithease。Nothinghadbeendoneforthepurposesofthependinginvestigation;everythingwasinitsgenuineworkingdress,andinacertainhonestruggedorder。Thecalculationsandentries,inhisownhand,ofwhichthereweremany,werebluntlywritten,andwithnoveryneatprecision;butwerealwaysplainanddirectedstraighttothepurpose。ItoccurredtoArthurthatafarmoreelaborateandtakingshowofbusiness——suchastherecordsoftheCircumlocutionOfficemadeperhaps——mightbefarlessserviceable,asbeingmeanttobefarlessintelligible。
Threeorfourdaysofsteadyapplicationtenderedhimmasterofallthefactsitwasessentialtobecomeacquaintedwith。MrMeagleswasathandthewholetime,alwaysreadytoilluminateanydimplacewiththebrightlittlesafety-lampbelongingtothescalesandscoop。Betweenthemtheyagreeduponthesumitwouldbefairtoofferforthepurchaseofahalf-shareinthebusiness,andthenMrMeaglesunsealedapaperinwhichDanielDoycehadnotedtheamountatwhichhevaluedit;whichwasevensomethingless。Thus,whenDanielcameback,hefoundtheaffairasgoodasconcluded。
’AndImaynowavow,MrClennam,’saidhe,withacordialshakeofthehand,’thatifIhadlookedhighandlowforapartner,I
believeIcouldnothavefoundonemoretomymind。’
’Isaythesame,’saidClennam。
’AndIsayofbothofyou,’addedMrMeagles,’thatyouarewellmatched。Youkeephimincheck,Clennam,withyourcommonsense,andyousticktotheWorks,Dan,withyour——’
’Uncommonsense?’suggestedDaniel,withhisquietsmile。
’Youmaycallitso,ifyoulike——andeachofyouwillbearighthandtotheother。Here’smyownrighthanduponit,asapracticalman,tobothofyou。’
Thepurchasewascompletedwithinamonth。ItleftArthurinpossessionofprivatepersonalmeansnotexceedingafewhundredpounds;butitopenedtohimanactiveandpromisingcareer。Thethreefriendsdinedtogetherontheauspiciousoccasion;thefactoryandthefactorywivesandchildrenmadeholidayanddinedtoo;evenBleedingHeartYarddinedandwasfullofmeat。Twomonthshadbarelygonebyinall,whenBleedingHeartYardhadbecomesofamiliarwithshort-commonsagain,thatthetreatwasforgottenthere;whennothingseemednewinthepartnershipbutthepaintoftheinscriptiononthedoor-posts,DOYCEANDCLENNAM;whenitappearedeventoClennamhimself,thathehadhadtheaffairsofthefirminhismindforyears。
Thelittlecounting-housereservedforhisownoccupation,wasaroomofwoodandglassattheendofalonglowworkshop,filledwithbenches,andvices,andtools,andstraps,andwheels;which,whentheywereingearwiththesteam-engine,wenttearingroundasthoughtheyhadasuicidalmissiontogrindthebusinesstodustandtearthefactorytopieces。Acommunicationofgreattrap-
doorsinthefloorandroofwiththeworkshopaboveandtheworkshopbelow,madeashaftoflightinthisperspective,whichbroughttoClennam’smindthechild’soldpicture-book,wheresimilarrayswerethewitnessesofAbel’smurder。Thenoisesweresufficientlyremovedandshutoutfromthecounting-housetoblendintoabusyhum,interspersedwithperiodicalclinksandthumps。
Thepatientfiguresatworkwereswarthywiththefilingsofironandsteelthatdancedoneverybenchandbubbledupthrougheverychinkintheplanking。Theworkshopwasarrivedatbyastep-
ladderfromtheouteryardbelow,whereitservedasashelterforthelargegrindstonewheretoolsweresharpened。ThewholehadatonceafancifulandpracticalairinClennam’seyes,whichwasawelcomechange;and,asoftenasheraisedthemfromhisfirstworkofgettingthearrayofbusinessdocumentsintoperfectorder,heglancedatthesethingswithafeelingofpleasureinhispursuitthatwasnewtohim。
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