’Stopamoment,Amy,andletthemgetawaybeforeus,’whisperedFanny。Theyweresoonleftalone;nothingmoreimportanthappening,inthemeantime,thantheboylookingroundhisoldbeam,andsaying,’Everybodyatelevento-morrow,ladies!’andthegentlemanwiththeblackhairlookingroundhisoldbeam,andsaying,’Everybodyatelevento-morrow,darlings!’eachinhisownaccustomedmanner。
Whentheywerealone,somethingwasrolleduporbyothermeansgotoutoftheway,andtherewasagreatemptywellbeforethem,lookingdownintothedepthsofwhichFannysaid,’Now,uncle!’
LittleDorrit,ashereyesbecameusedtothedarkness,faintlymadehimoutatthebottomofthewell,inanobscurecornerbyhimself,withhisinstrumentinitsraggedcaseunderhisarm。
Theoldmanlookedasiftheremotehighgallerywindows,withtheirlittlestripofsky,mighthavebeenthepointofhisbetterfortunes,fromwhichhehaddescended,untilhehadgraduallysunkdownbelowtheretothebottom。Hehadbeeninthatplacesixnightsaweekformanyyears,buthadneverbeenobservedtoraisehiseyesabovehismusic-book,andwasconfidentlybelievedtohaveneverseenaplay。Therewerelegendsintheplacethathedidnotsomuchasknowthepopularheroesandheroinesbysight,andthatthelowcomedianhad’mugged’athiminhisrichestmannerfiftynightsforawager,andhehadshownnotraceofconsciousness。
Thecarpentershadajoketotheeffectthathewasdeadwithoutbeingawareofit;andthefrequentersofthepitsupposedhimtopasshiswholelife,nightandday,andSundayandall,intheorchestra。Theyhadtriedhimafewtimeswithpinchesofsnuffofferedovertherails,andhehadalwaysrespondedtothisattentionwithamomentarywakingupofmannerthathadthepalephantomofagentlemaninit:beyondthishenever,onanyoccasion,hadanyotherpartinwhatwasgoingonthanthepartwrittenoutfortheclarionet;inprivatelife,wheretherewasnopartfortheclarionet,hehadnopartatall。Somesaidhewaspoor,somesaidhewasawealthymiser;buthesaidnothing,neverlifteduphisbowedhead,nevervariedhisshufflinggaitbygettinghisspringlessfootfromtheground。Thoughexpectingnowtobesummonedbyhisniece,hedidnothearheruntilshehadspokentohimthreeorfourtimes;norwasheatallsurprisedbythepresenceoftwoniecesinsteadofone,butmerelysaidinhistremulousvoice,’Iamcoming,Iamcoming!’andcreptforthbysomeundergroundwaywhichemittedacellaroussmell。
’Andso,Amy,’saidhersister,whenthethreetogetherpassedoutatthedoorthathadsuchashame-facedconsciousnessofbeingdifferentfromotherdoors:theuncleinstinctivelytakingAmy’sarmasthearmtobereliedon:’so,Amy,youarecuriousaboutme?’
Shewaspretty,andconscious,andratherflaunting;andthecondescensionwithwhichsheputasidethesuperiorityofhercharms,andofherworldlyexperience,andaddressedhersisteronalmostequalterms,hadavastdealofthefamilyinit。
’Iaminterested,Fanny,andconcernedinanythingthatconcernsyou。’
’Soyouare,soyouare,andyouarethebestofAmys。IfIameveralittleprovoking,Iamsureyou’llconsiderwhatathingitistooccupymypositionandfeelaconsciousnessofbeingsuperiortoit。Ishouldn’tcare,’saidtheDaughteroftheFatheroftheMarshalsea,’iftheotherswerenotsocommon。Noneofthemhavecomedownintheworldaswehave。Theyareallontheirownlevel。Common。’
LittleDorritmildlylookedatthespeaker,butdidnotinterrupther。Fannytookoutherhandkerchief,andratherangrilywipedhereyes。’Iwasnotbornwhereyouwere,youknow,Amy,andperhapsthatmakesadifference。Mydearchild,whenwegetridofUncle,youshallknowallaboutit。We’lldrophimatthecook’sshopwhereheisgoingtodine。’
Theywalkedonwithhimuntiltheycametoadirtyshopwindowinadirtystreet,whichwasmadealmostopaquebythesteamofhotmeats,vegetables,andpuddings。Butglimpsesweretobecaughtofaroastlegofporkburstingintotearsofsageandonioninametalreservoirfullofgravy,ofanunctuouspieceofroastbeefandblisterousYorkshirepudding,bubblinghotinasimilarreceptacle,ofastuffedfilletofvealinrapidcut,ofahaminaperspirationwiththepaceitwasgoingat,ofashallowtankofbakedpotatoesgluedtogetherbytheirownrichness,ofatrussortwoofboiledgreens,andothersubstantialdelicacies。Within,wereafewwoodenpartitions,behindwhichsuchcustomersasfounditmoreconvenienttotakeawaytheirdinnersinstomachsthanintheirhands,Packedtheirpurchasesinsolitude。Fannyopeningherreticule,astheysurveyedthesethings,producedfromthatrepositoryashillingandhandedittoUncle。Uncle,afternotlookingatitalittlewhile,divineditsobject,andmuttering’Dinner?Ha!Yes,yes,yes!’slowlyvanishedfromthemintothemist。
’Now,Amy,’saidhersister,’comewithme,ifyouarenottootiredtowalktoHarleyStreet,CavendishSquare。’
Theairwithwhichshethrewoffthisdistinguishedaddressandthetossshegavetohernewbonnetwhichwasmoregauzythanserviceable,madehersisterwonder;however,sheexpressedherreadinesstogotoHarleyStreet,andthithertheydirectedtheirsteps。Arrivedatthatgranddestination,Fannysingledoutthehandsomesthouse,andknockingatthedoor,inquiredforMrsMerdle。Thefootmanwhoopenedthedoor,althoughhehadpowderonhisheadandwasbackedupbytwootherfootmenlikewisepowdered,notonlyadmittedMrsMerdletobeathome,butaskedFannytowalkin。Fannywalkedin,takinghersisterwithher;andtheywentup-
stairswithpowdergoingbeforeandpowderstoppingbehind,andwereleftinaspacioussemicirculardrawing-room,oneofseveraldrawing-rooms,wheretherewasaparrotontheoutsideofagoldencageholdingonbyitsbeak,withitsscalylegsintheair,andputtingitselfintomanystrangeupside-downpostures。Thispeculiarityhasbeenobservedinbirdsofquiteanotherfeather,climbingupongoldenwires。
TheroomwasfarmoresplendidthananythingLittleDorrithadeverimagined,andwouldhavebeensplendidandcostlyinanyeyes。Shelookedinamazementathersisterandwouldhaveaskedaquestion,butthatFannywithawarningfrownpointedtoacurtaineddoorwayofcommunicationwithanotherroom。Thecurtainshooknextmoment,andalady,raisingitwithaheavilyringedhand,droppeditbehindheragainassheentered。
TheladywasnotyoungandfreshfromthehandofNature,butwasyoungandfreshfromthehandofhermaid。Shehadlargeunfeelinghandsomeeyes,anddarkunfeelinghandsomehair,andabroadunfeelinghandsomebosom,andwasmadethemostofineveryparticular。Eitherbecauseshehadacold,orbecauseitsuitedherface,sheworearichwhitefillettiedoverherheadandunderherchin。Andifevertherewereanunfeelinghandsomechinthatlookedasif,forcertain,ithadneverbeen,infamiliarparlance,’chucked’bythehandofman,itwasthechincurbedupsotightandclosebythatlacedbridle。
’MrsMerdle,’saidFanny。’Mysister,ma’am。’
’Iamgladtoseeyoursister,MissDorrit。Ididnotrememberthatyouhadasister。’
’IdidnotmentionthatIhad,’saidFanny。
’Ah!’MrsMerdlecurledthelittlefingerofherlefthandaswhoshouldsay,’Ihavecaughtyou。Iknowyoudidn’t!’Allheractionwasusuallywithherlefthandbecauseherhandswerenotapair;andleftbeingmuchthewhiterandplumperofthetwo。Thensheadded:’Sitdown,’andcomposedherselfvoluptuously,inanestofcrimsonandgoldcushions,onanottomanneartheparrot。
’Alsoprofessional?’saidMrsMerdle,lookingatLittleDorritthroughaneye-glass。
FannyansweredNo。’No,’saidMrsMerdle,droppingherglass。
’Hasnotaprofessionalair。Verypleasant;butnotprofessional。’
’Mysister,ma’am,’saidFanny,inwhomtherewasasingularmixtureofdeferenceandhardihood,’hasbeenaskingmetotellher,asbetweensisters,howIcametohavethehonourofknowingyou。AndasIhadengagedtocalluponyouoncemore,IthoughtI
mighttakethelibertyofbringingherwithme,whenperhapsyouwouldtellher。Iwishhertoknow,andperhapsyouwilltellher?’
’Doyouthink,atyoursister’sage——’hintedMrsMerdle。
’Sheismucholderthanshelooks,’saidFanny;’almostasoldasIam。’
’Society,’saidMrsMerdle,withanothercurveofherlittlefinger,’issodifficulttoexplaintoyoungpersonsindeedissodifficulttoexplaintomostpersons,thatIamgladtohearthat。
IwishSocietywasnotsoarbitrary,Iwishitwasnotsoexacting——Bird,bequiet!’
Theparrothadgivenamostpiercingshriek,asifitsnamewereSocietyanditasserteditsrighttoitsexactions。
’But,’resumedMrsMerdle,’wemusttakeitaswefindit。Weknowitishollowandconventionalandworldlyandveryshocking,butunlessweareSavagesintheTropicalseasIshouldhavebeencharmedtobeonemyself——mostdelightfullifeandperfectclimate,Iamtold,wemustconsultit。Itisthecommonlot。MrMerdleisamostextensivemerchant,histransactionsareonthevastestscale,hiswealthandinfluenceareverygreat,butevenhe——Bird,bequiet!’
Theparrothadshriekedanothershriek;anditfilledupthesentencesoexpressivelythatMrsMerdlewasundernonecessitytoendit。
’SinceyoursisterbegsthatIwouldterminateourpersonalacquaintance,’shebeganagain,addressingLittleDorrit,’byrelatingthecircumstancesthataremuchtohercredit,Icannotobjecttocomplywithherrequest,Iamsure。IhaveasonIwasfirstmarriedextremelyyoungoftwoorthree-and-twenty。’
Fannysetherlips,andhereyeslookedhalftriumphantlyathersister。
’Asonoftwoorthree-and-twenty。Heisalittlegay,athingSocietyisaccustomedtoinyoungmen,andheisveryimpressible。
Perhapsheinheritsthatmisfortune。Iamveryimpressiblemyself,bynature。Theweakestofcreatures——myfeelingsaretouchedinamoment。’
Shesaidallthis,andeverythingelse,ascoldlyasawomanofsnow;quiteforgettingthesistersexceptatoddtimes,andapparentlyaddressingsomeabstractionofSociety;forwhosebehoof,too,sheoccasionallyarrangedherdress,orthecompositionofherfigureupontheottoman。
’Soheisveryimpressible。NotamisfortuneinournaturalstateIdaresay,butwearenotinanaturalstate。Muchtobelamented,nodoubt,particularlybymyself,whoamachildofnatureifIcouldbutshowit;butsoitis。Societysuppressesusanddominatesus——Bird,bequiet!’
Theparrothadbrokenintoaviolentfitoflaughter,aftertwistingdiversbarsofhiscagewithhiscrookedbill,andlickingthemwithhisblacktongue。
’Itisquiteunnecessarytosaytoapersonofyourgoodsense,widerangeofexperience,andcultivatedfeeling,’saidMrsMerdlefromhernestofcrimsonandgold——andthereputupherglasstorefreshhermemoryastowhomshewasaddressing,——’thatthestagesometimeshasafascinationforyoungmenofthatclassofcharacter。Insayingthestage,Imeanthepeopleonitofthefemalesex。Therefore,whenIheardthatmysonwassupposedtobefascinatedbyadancer,IknewwhatthatusuallymeantinSociety,andconfidedinherbeingadancerattheOpera,whereyoungmenmovinginSocietyareusuallyfascinated。’
Shepassedherwhitehandsoveroneanother,observantofthesistersnow;andtheringsuponherfingersgratedagainsteachotherwithahardsound。
’Asyoursisterwilltellyou,whenIfoundwhatthetheatrewasI
wasmuchsurprisedandmuchdistressed。ButwhenIfoundthatyoursister,byrejectingmyson’sadvancesImustadd,inanunexpectedmanner,hadbroughthimtothepointofproposingmarriage,myfeelingswereoftheprofoundestanguish——acute。’Shetracedtheoutlineofherlefteyebrow,andputitright。
’Inadistractedcondition,whichonlyamother——movinginSociety——canbesusceptibleof,Ideterminedtogomyselftothetheatre,andrepresentmystateofmindtothedancer。Imademyselfknowntoyoursister。Ifoundher,tomysurprise,inmanyrespectsdifferentfrommyexpectations;andcertainlyinnonemoreso,thaninmeetingmewith——whatshallIsay——asortoffamilyassertiononherownpart?’MrsMerdlesmiled。
’Itoldyou,ma’am,’saidFanny,withaheighteningcolour,’thatalthoughyoufoundmeinthatsituation,Iwassofarabovetherest,thatIconsideredmyfamilyasgoodasyourson’s;andthatIhadabrotherwho,knowingthecircumstances,wouldbeofthesameopinion,andwouldnotconsidersuchaconnectionanyhonour。’
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