’Withpleasure,Monsieur。’
Thereuponthewomanwithdrewandlefthimtolookattheroom。Itwasthepatternofroomalwaystobefoundinsuchahouse。Cool,dull,anddark。Waxedfloorveryslippery。Aroomnotlargeenoughtoskatein;noradaptedtotheeasypursuitofanyotheroccupation。Redandwhitecurtainedwindows,littlestrawmat,littleroundtablewithatumultuousassemblageoflegsunderneath,clumsyrush-bottomedchairs,twogreatredvelvetarm-chairsaffordingplentyofspacetobeuncomfortablein,bureau,chimney-
glassinseveralpiecespretendingtobeinonepiece,pairofgaudyvasesofveryartificialflowers;betweenthemaGreekwarriorwithhishelmetoff,sacrificingaclocktotheGeniusofFrance。
Aftersomepause,adoorofcommunicationwithanotherroomwasopened,andaladyentered。ShemanifestedgreatsurpriseonseeingClennam,andherglancewentroundtheroominsearchofsomeoneelse。
’Pardonme,MissWade。Iamalone。’
’Itwasnotyournamethatwasbroughttome。’
’No;Iknowthat。Excuseme。Ihavealreadyhadexperiencethatmynamedoesnotpredisposeyoutoaninterview;andIventuredtomentionthenameofoneIaminsearchof。’
’Pray,’shereturned,motioninghimtoachairsocoldlythatheremainedstanding,’whatnamewasitthatyougave?’
’ImentionedthenameofBlandois。’
’Blandois?’
’Anameyouareacquaintedwith。’
’Itisstrange,’shesaid,frowning,’thatyoushouldstillpressanundesiredinterestinmeandmyacquaintances,inmeandmyaffairs,MrClennam。Idon’tknowwhatyoumean。’
’Pardonme。Youknowthename?’
’Whatcanyouhavetodowiththename?WhatcanIhavetodowiththename?Whatcanyouhavetodowithmyknowingornotknowinganyname?IknowmanynamesandIhaveforgottenmanymore。Thismaybeintheoneclass,oritmaybeintheother,orImayneverhaveheardit。Iamacquaintedwithnoreasonforexaminingmyself,orforbeingexamined,aboutit。’
’Ifyouwillallowme,’saidClennam,’Iwilltellyoumyreasonforpressingthesubject。IadmitthatIdopressit,andImustbegyoutoforgivemeifIdoso,veryearnestly。Thereasonisallmine,Idonotinsinuatethatitisinanywayyours。’
’Well,sir,’shereturned,repeatingalittlelesshaughtilythanbeforeherformerinvitationtohimtobeseated:towhichhenowdeferred,assheseatedherself。’Iamatleastgladtoknowthatthisisnotanotherbondswomanofsomefriendofyours,whoisbereftoffreechoice,andwhomIhavespiritedaway。Iwillhearyourreason,ifyouplease。’
’First,toidentifythepersonofwhomwespeak,’saidClennam,’letmeobservethatitisthepersonyoumetinLondonsometimeback。Youwillremembermeetinghimneartheriver——intheAdelphi!’
’Youmixyourselfmostunaccountablywithmybusiness,’shereplied,lookingfullathimwithsterndispleasure。’Howdoyouknowthat?’
’Ientreatyounottotakeitill。Bymereaccident。’
’Whataccident?’
’Solelytheaccidentofcominguponyouinthestreetandseeingthemeeting。’
’Doyouspeakofyourself,orofsomeoneelse?’
’Ofmyself。Isawit。’
’Tobesureitwasintheopenstreet,’sheobserved,afterafewmomentsoflessandlessangryreflection。’Fiftypeoplemighthaveseenit。Itwouldhavesignifiednothingiftheyhad。’
’NordoImakemyhavingseenitofanymoment,norotherwisethanasanexplanationofmycomingheredoIconnectmyvisitwithitorthefavourthatIhavetoask。’
’Oh!Youhavetoaskafavour!Itoccurredtome,’andthehandsomefacelookedbitterlyathim,’thatyourmannerwassoftened,MrClennam。’
Hewascontenttoprotestagainstthisbyaslightactionwithoutcontestingitinwords。HethenreferredtoBlandois’
disappearance,ofwhichitwasprobableshehadheard?Howeverprobableitwastohim,shehadheardofnosuchthing。Lethimlookroundhimshesaidandjudgeforhimselfwhatgeneralintelligencewaslikelytoreachtheearsofawomanwhohadbeenshutuptherewhileitwasrife,devouringherownheart。Whenshehadutteredthisdenial,whichhebelievedtobetrue,sheaskedhimwhathemeantbydisappearance?Thatledtohisnarratingthecircumstancesindetail,andexpressingsomethingofhisanxietytodiscoverwhathadreallybecomeoftheman,andtorepelthedarksuspicionsthatcloudedabouthismother’shouse。Sheheardhimwithevidentsurprise,andwithmoremarksofsuppressedinterestthanhehadseeninher;stilltheydidnotovercomeherdistant,proud,andself-secludedmanner。Whenhehadfinished,shesaidnothingbutthesewords:
’Youhavenotyettoldme,sir,whatIhavetodowithit,orwhatthefavouris?Willyoubesogoodascometothat?’
’Iassume,’saidArthur,persevering,inhisendeavourtosoftenherscornfuldemeanour,’thatbeingincommunication——mayIsay,confidentialcommunication?——withthisperson——’
’Youmaysay,ofcourse,whateveryoulike,’sheremarked;’butI
donotsubscribetoyourassumptions,MrClennam,ortoanyone’s。’
’——thatbeing,atleastinpersonalcommunicationwithhim,’saidClennam,changingtheformofhispositioninthehopeofmakingitunobjectionable,’youcantellmesomethingofhisantecedents,pursuits,habits,usualplaceofresidence。Cangivemesomelittlecluebywhichtoseekhimoutinthelikeliestmanner,andeitherproducehim,orestablishwhathasbecomeofhim。ThisisthefavourIask,andIaskitinadistressofmindforwhichI
hopeyouwillfeelsomeconsideration。Ifyoushouldhaveanyreasonforimposingconditionsuponme,Iwillrespectitwithoutaskingwhatitis。’
’Youchancedtoseemeinthestreetwiththeman,’sheobserved,afterbeing,tohismortification,evidentlymoreoccupiedwithherownreflectionsonthematterthanwithhisappeal。’Thenyouknewthemanbefore?’
’Notbefore;afterwards。Ineversawhimbefore,butIsawhimagainonthisverynightofhisdisappearance。Inmymother’sroom,infact。Ilefthimthere。Youwillreadinthispaperallthatisknownofhim。’
Hehandedheroneoftheprintedbills,whichshereadwithasteadyandattentiveface。
’ThisismorethanIknewofhim,’shesaid,givingitback。
Clennam’slooksexpressedhisheavydisappointment,perhapshisincredulity;forsheaddedinthesameunsympathetictone:’Youdon’tbelieveit。Still,itisso。Astopersonalcommunication:
itseemsthattherewaspersonalcommunicationbetweenhimandyourmother。Andyetyousayyoubelieveherdeclarationthatsheknowsnomoreofhim!’
Asufficientlyexpressivehintofsuspicionwasconveyedinthesewords,andinthesmilebywhichtheywereaccompanied,tobringthebloodintoClennam’scheeks。
’Come,sir,’shesaid,withacruelpleasureinrepeatingthestab,’Iwillbeasopenwithyouasyoucandesire。IwillconfessthatifIcaredformycreditwhichIdonot,orhadagoodnametopreservewhichIhavenot,forIamutterlyindifferenttoitsbeingconsideredgoodorbad,Ishouldregardmyselfasheavilycompromisedbyhavinghadanythingtodowiththisfellow。YetheneverpassedinatMYdoor——neversatincolloquywithMEuntilmidnight。’
Shetookherrevengeforheroldgrudgeinthusturninghissubjectagainsthim。Herswasnotthenaturetosparehim,andshehadnocompunction。
’Thatheisalow,mercenarywretch;thatIfirstsawhimprowlingaboutItalywhereIwas,notlongago,andthatIhiredhimthere,asthesuitableinstrumentofapurposeIhappenedtohave;
Ihavenoobjectiontotellyou。Inshort,itwasworthmywhile,formyownpleasure——thegratificationofastrongfeeling——topayaspywhowouldfetchandcarryformoney。Ipaidthiscreature。
AndIdaresaythatifIhadwantedtomakesuchabargain,andifIcouldhavepaidhimenough,andifhecouldhavedoneitinthedark,freefromallrisk,hewouldhavetakenanylifewithaslittlescrupleashetookmymoney。That,atleast,ismyopinionofhim;andIseeitisnotveryfarremovedfromyours。Yourmother’sopinionofhim,Iamtoassumefollowingyourexampleofassumingthisandthat,wasvastlydifferent。’
’Mymother,letmeremindyou,’saidClennam,’wasfirstbroughtintocommunicationwithhimintheunluckycourseofbusiness。’
’Itappearstohavebeenanunluckycourseofbusinessthatlastbroughtherintocommunicationwithhim,’returnedMissWade;’andbusinesshoursonthatoccasionwerelate。’
’Youimply,’saidArthur,smartingunderthesecool-handedthrusts,ofwhichhehaddeeplyfelttheforcealready,’thattherewassomething——’
’MrClennam,’shecomposedlyinterrupted,’recollectthatIdonotspeakbyimplicationabouttheman。Heis,Isayagainwithoutdisguise,alowmercenarywretch。Isupposesuchacreaturegoeswherethereisoccasionforhim。IfIhadnothadoccasionforhim,youwouldnothaveseenhimandmetogether。’
Wrungbyherpersistenceinkeepingthatdarksideofthecasebeforehim,ofwhichtherewasahalf-hiddenshadowinhisownbreast,Clennamwassilent。
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