NotwithstandingwhatmaybecalledinthesepagesthePruneyandPrismaticnatureofthefamilybanquet,MrDorritseveraltimesfellasleepwhileitwasinprogress。Hisfitsofdozingwereassuddenastheyhadbeenovernight,andwereasshortandprofound。
Whenthefirstoftheseslumberingsseizedhim,MrsGenerallookedalmostamazed:but,oneachrecurrenceofthesymptoms,shetoldherpolitebeads,Papa,Potatoes,Poultry,Prunes,andPrism;and,bydintofgoingthroughthatinfallibleperformanceveryslowly,appearedtofinishherrosaryataboutthesametimeasMrDorritstartedfromhissleep。
HewasagainpainfullyawareofasomnolenttendencyinFrederickwhichhadnoexistenceoutofhisownimagination,andafterdinner,whenFrederickhadwithdrawn,privatelyapologisedtoMrsGeneralforthepoorman。’Themostestimableandaffectionateofbrothers,’hesaid,’but——ha,hum——brokenupaltogether。
Unhappily,decliningfast。’
’MrFrederick,sir,’quothMrsGeneral,’ishabituallyabsentanddrooping,butletushopeitisnotsobadasthat。’
MrDorrit,however,wasdeterminednottolethimoff。’Fastdeclining,madam。Awreck。Aruin。Moulderingawaybeforeoureyes。Hum。GoodFrederick!’
’YouleftMrsSparklerquitewellandhappy,Itrust?’saidMrsGeneral,afterheavingacoolsighforFrederick。
’Surrounded,’repliedMrDorrit,’by——ha——allthatcancharmthetaste,and——hum——elevatethemind。Happy,mydearmadam,ina——hum——husband。’
MrsGeneralwasalittlefluttered;seemingdelicatelytoputthewordawaywithhergloves,asiftherewerenoknowingwhatitmightleadto。
’Fanny,’MrDorritcontinued。’Fanny,MrsGeneral,hashighqualities。Ha。Ambition——hum——purpose,consciousnessof——ha——
position,determinationtosupportthatposition——ha,hum——grace,beauty,andnativenobility。’
’Nodoubt,’saidMrsGeneralwithalittleextrastiffness。
’Combinedwiththesequalities,madam,’saidMrDorrit,’Fannyhas——ha——manifestedoneblemishwhichhasmademe——hum——mademeuneasy,and——ha——Imustadd,angry;butwhichItrustmaynowbeconsideredatanend,evenastoherself,andwhichisundoubtedlyatanendasto——ha——others。’
’Towhat,MrDorrit,’returnedMrsGeneral,withherglovesagainsomewhatexcited,’canyouallude?Iamatalossto——’
’Donotsaythat,mydearmadam,’interruptedMrDorrit。
MrsGeneral’svoice,asitdiedaway,pronouncedthewords,’atalosstoimagine。’
AfterwhichMrDorritwasseizedwithadozeforaboutaminute,outofwhichhesprangwithspasmodicnimbleness。
’Irefer,MrsGeneral,tothat——ha——strongspiritofopposition,or——hum——Imightsay——ha——jealousyinFanny,whichhasoccasionallyrisenagainstthe——ha——senseIentertainof——hum——theclaimsof——
ha——theladywithwhomIhavenowthehonourofcommuning。’
’MrDorrit,’returnedMrsGeneral,’iseverbuttooobliging,everbuttooappreciative。IftherehavebeenmomentswhenIhaveimaginedthatMissDorrithasindeedresentedthefavourableopinionMrDorrithasformedofmyservices,Ihavefound,inthatonlytoohighopinion,myconsolationandrecompense。’
’Opinionofyourservices,madam?’saidMrDorrit。
’Of,’MrsGeneralrepeated,inanelegantlyimpressivemanner,’myservices。’
’Ofyourservicesalone,dearmadam?’saidMrDorrit。
’Ipresume,’retortedMrsGeneral,inherformerimpressivemanner,’ofmyservicesalone。For,towhatelse,’saidMrsGeneral,withaslightlyinterrogativeactionofhergloves,’couldIimpute——’
’To——ha——yourself,MrsGeneral。Ha,hum。Toyourselfandyourmerits,’wasMrDorrit’srejoinder。
’MrDorritwillpardonme,’saidMrsGeneral,’ifIremarkthatthisisnotatimeorplaceforthepursuitofthepresentconversation。MrDorritwillexcusemeifIremindhimthatMissDorritisintheadjoiningroom,andisvisibletomyselfwhileI
utterhername。MrDorritwillforgivemeifIobservethatIamagitated,andthatIfindtherearemomentswhenweaknessesI
supposedmyselftohavesubdued,returnwithredoubledpower。MrDorritwillallowmetowithdraw。’
’Hum。Perhapswemayresumethis——ha——interestingconversation,’
saidMrDorrit,’atanothertime;unlessitshouldbe,whatIhopeitisnot——hum——inanywaydisagreeableto——ah——MrsGeneral。’
’MrDorrit,’saidMrsGeneral,castingdownhereyesassherosewithabend,’musteverclaimmyhomageandobedience。’
MrsGeneralthentookherselfoffinastatelyway,andnotwiththatamountoftrepidationuponherwhichmighthavebeenexpectedinalessremarkablewoman。MrDorrit,whohadconductedhispartofthedialoguewithacertainmajesticandadmiringcondescension——muchassomepeoplemaybeseentoconductthemselvesinChurch,andtoperformtheirpartintheservice——appeared,onthewhole,verywellsatisfiedwithhimselfandwithMrsGeneraltoo。Onthereturnofthatladytotea,shehadtouchedherselfupwithalittlepowderandpomatum,andwasnotwithoutmoralenchantmentlikewise:thelattershowingitselfinmuchsweetpatronageofmannertowardsMissDorrit,andinanairofastenderinterestinMrDorritaswasconsistentwithrigidpropriety。Atthecloseoftheevening,whensherosetoretire,MrDorrittookherbythehandasifheweregoingtoleadheroutintothePiazzaofthepeopletowalkaminuetbymoonlight,andwithgreatsolemnityconductedhertotheroomdoor,whereheraisedherknucklestohislips。Havingpartedfromherwithwhatmaybeconjecturedtohavebeenaratherbonykissofacosmeticflavour,hegavehisdaughterhisblessing,graciously。Andhavingthushintedthattherewassomethingremarkableinthewind,heagainwenttobed。
Heremainedintheseclusionofhisownchambernextmorning;but,earlyintheafternoon,sentdownhisbestcomplimentstoMrsGeneral,byMrTinkler,andbeggedshewouldaccompanyMissDorritonanairingwithouthim。HisdaughterwasdressedforMrsMerdle’sdinnerbeforeheappeared。Hethenpresentedhimselfinarefulgentconditionastohisattire,butlookingindefinablyshrunkenandold。However,ashewasplainlydeterminedtobeangrywithherifshesomuchasaskedhimhowhewas,sheonlyventuredtokisshischeek,beforeaccompanyinghimtoMrsMerdle’swithananxiousheart。
Thedistancethattheyhadtogowasveryshort,buthewasathisbuildingworkagainbeforethecarriagehadhalftraversedit。MrsMerdlereceivedhimwithgreatdistinction;thebosomwasinadmirablepreservation,andonthebesttermswithitself;thedinnerwasverychoice;andthecompanywasveryselect。
ItwasprincipallyEnglish;savingthatitcomprisedtheusualFrenchCountandtheusualItalianMarchese——decorativesocialmilestones,alwaystobefoundincertainplaces,andvaryingverylittleinappearance。Thetablewaslong,andthedinnerwaslong;
andLittleDorrit,overshadowedbyalargepairofblackwhiskersandalargewhitecravat,lostsightofherfatheraltogether,untilaservantputascrapofpaperinherhand,withawhisperedrequestfromMrsMerdlethatshewouldreaditdirectly。MrsMerdlehadwrittenonitinpencil,’PraycomeandspeaktoMrDorrit,Idoubtifheiswell。’
Shewashurryingtohim,unobserved,whenhegotupoutofhischair,andleaningoverthetablecalledtoher,supposinghertobestillinherplace:
’Amy,Amy,mychild!’
Theactionwassounusual,tosaynothingofhisstrangeeagerappearanceandstrangeeagervoice,thatitinstantaneouslycausedaprofoundsilence。
’Amy,mydear,’herepeated。’WillyougoandseeifBobisonthelock?’
Shewasathisside,andtouchinghim,buthestillperverselysupposedhertobeinherseat,andcalledout,stillleaningoverthetable,’Amy,Amy。Idon’tfeelquitemyself。Ha。Idon’tknowwhat’sthematterwithme。IparticularlywishtoseeBob。
Ha。Ofalltheturnkeys,he’sasmuchmyfriendasyours。SeeifBobisinthelodge,andbeghimtocometome。’
Alltheguestswerenowinconsternation,andeverybodyrose。
’Dearfather,Iamnotthere;Iamhere,byyou。’
’Oh!Youarehere,Amy!Good。Hum。Good。Ha。CallBob。Ifhehasbeenrelieved,andisnotonthelock,tellMrsBanghamtogoandfetchhim。’
Shewasgentlytryingtogethimaway;butheresisted,andwouldnotgo。
’Itellyou,child,’hesaidpetulantly,’Ican’tbegotupthenarrowstairswithoutBob。Ha。SendforBob。Hum。SendforBob——bestofalltheturnkeys——sendforBob!’
Helookedconfusedlyabouthim,and,becomingconsciousofthenumberoffacesbywhichhewassurrounded,addressedthem:
’Ladiesandgentlemen,theduty——ha——devolvesuponmeof——hum——
welcomingyoutotheMarshalsea!WelcometotheMarshalsea!Thespaceis——ha——limited——limited——theparademightbewider;butyouwillfinditapparentlygrowlargerafteratime——atime,ladiesandgentlemen——andtheairis,allthingsconsidered,verygood。
Itblowsoverthe——ha——Surreyhills。BlowsovertheSurreyhills。
ThisistheSnuggery。Hum。Supportedbyasmallsubscriptionofthe——ha——Collegiatebody。Inreturnforwhich——hotwater——generalkitchen——andlittledomesticadvantages。Thosewhoarehabituatedtothe——ha——Marshalsea,arepleasedtocallmeitsfather。Iamaccustomedtobecomplimentedbystrangersasthe——ha——FatheroftheMarshalsea。Certainly,ifyearsofresidencemayestablishaclaimtoso——ha——honourableatitle,Imayacceptthe——hum——
conferreddistinction。Mychild,ladiesandgentlemen。Mydaughter。Bornhere!’
Shewasnotashamedofit,orashamedofhim。Shewaspaleandfrightened;butshehadnoothercarethantosoothehimandgethimaway,forhisowndearsake。Shewasbetweenhimandthewonderingfaces,turnedrounduponhisbreastwithherownfaceraisedtohis。Heheldherclaspedinhisleftarm,andbetweenwhilesherlowvoicewasheardtenderlyimploringhimtogoawaywithher。
’Bornhere,’herepeated,sheddingtears。’Bredhere。Ladiesandgentlemen,mydaughter。Childofanunfortunatefather,but——ha——
alwaysagentleman。Poor,nodoubt,but——hum——proud。Alwaysproud。Ithasbecomea——hum——notinfrequentcustomformy——ha——
personaladmirers——personaladmirerssolely——tobepleasedtoexpresstheirdesiretoacknowledgemysemi-officialpositionhere,byoffering——ha——littletributes,whichusuallytaketheformof——
ha——voluntaryrecognitionsofmyhumbleendeavoursto——hum——toupholdaTonehere——aTone——IbegittobeunderstoodthatIdonotconsidermyselfcompromised。Ha。Notcompromised。Ha。Notabeggar。No;Irepudiatethetitle!Atthesametimefarbeitfrommeto——hum——toputuponthefinefeelingsbywhichmypartialfriendsareactuated,theslightofscruplingtoadmitthatthoseofferingsare——hum——highlyacceptable。Onthecontrary,theyaremostacceptable。Inmychild’sname,ifnotinmyown,Imaketheadmissioninthefullestmanner,atthesametimereserving——ha
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