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第106章

  ’Soweareverymuchdisposed,areMotherandI,’saidMrMeagles,’topackupbagsandbaggageandgoamongtheAllongersandMarshongersoncemore。Imean,weareverymuchdisposedtobeoff,strikerightthroughFranceintoItaly,andseeourPet。’
  ’AndIdon’tthink,’repliedArthur,touchedbythemotherlyanticipationinthebrightfaceofMrsMeaglesshemusthavebeenverylikeherdaughter,once,’thatyoucoulddobetter。Andifyouaskmeformyadvice,itisthatyousetoffto-morrow。’
  ’Isitreally,though?’saidMrMeagles。’Mother,thisisbeingbackedinanidea!’
  Mother,withalookwhichthankedClennaminamannerveryagreeabletohim,answeredthatitwasindeed。
  ’Thefactis,besides,Arthur,’saidMrMeagles,theoldcloudcomingoverhisface,’thatmyson-in-lawisalreadyindebtagain,andthatIsupposeImustclearhimagain。Itmaybeaswell,evenonthisaccount,thatIshouldstepoverthere,andlookhimupinafriendlyway。Thenagain,here’sMotherfoolishlyanxiousandyetnaturallytooaboutPet’sstateofhealth,andthatsheshouldnotbelefttofeellonesomeatthepresenttime。It’sundeniablyalongwayoff,Arthur,andastrangeplaceforthepoorloveunderallthecircumstances。Letherbeaswellcaredforasanyladyinthatland,stillitisalongwayoff。justasHomeisHomethoughit’sneversoHomely,whyyousee,’saidMrMeagles,addinganewversiontotheproverb,’RomeisRome,thoughit’sneversoRomely。’
  ’Allperfectlytrue,’observedArthur,’andallsufficientreasonsforgoing。’
  ’Iamgladyouthinkso;itdecidesme。Mother,mydear,youmaygetready。Wehavelostourpleasantinterpretershespokethreeforeignlanguagesbeautifully,Arthur;youhaveheardhermanyatime,andyoumustpullmethroughit,Mother,aswellasyoucan。
  Irequireadealofpullingthrough,Arthur,’saidMrMeagles,shakinghishead,’adealofpullingthrough。Istickateverythingbeyondanoun-substantive——andIstickathim,ifhe’satallatightone。’
  ’NowIthinkofit,’returnedClennam,’there’sCavalletto。Heshallgowithyou,ifyoulike。Icouldnotaffordtolosehim,butyouwillbringhimsafeback。’
  ’Well!Iammuchobligedtoyou,myboy,’saidMrMeagles,turningitover,’butIthinknot。No,IthinkI’llbepulledthroughbyMother。CavallooroIstickathisverynametostartwith,anditsoundslikethechorustoacomicsongissonecessarytoyou,thatIdon’tlikethethoughtoftakinghimaway。Morethanthat,there’snosayingwhenwemaycomehomeagain;anditwouldneverdototakehimawayforanindefinitetime。Thecottageisnotwhatitwas。Itonlyholdstwolittlepeoplelessthaniteverdid,Pet,andherpoorunfortunatemaidTattycoram;butitseemsemptynow。Onceoutofit,there’snoknowingwhenwemaycomebacktoit。No,Arthur,I’llbepulledthroughbyMother。’
  Theywoulddobestbythemselvesperhaps,afterall,Clennamthought;thereforedidnotpresshisproposal。
  ’Ifyouwouldcomedownandstayhereforachange,whenitwouldn’ttroubleyou,’MrMeaglesresumed,’Ishouldbegladtothink——andsowouldMothertoo,Iknow——thatyouwerebrighteninguptheoldplacewithabitoflifeitwasusedtowhenitwasfull,andthattheBabiesonthewalltherehadakindeyeuponthemsometimes。Yousobelongtothespot,andtothem,Arthur,andweshouldeveryoneofushavebeensohappyifithadfallenout——but,letussee——how’stheweatherfortravellingnow?’MrMeaglesbrokeoff,clearedhisthroat,andgotuptolookoutofthewindow。
  Theyagreedthattheweatherwasofhighpromise;andClennamkeptthetalkinthatsafedirectionuntilithadbecomeeasyagain,whenhegentlydivertedittoHenryGowanandhisquicksenseandagreeablequalitieswhenhewasdelicatelydealtWith;helikewisedweltontheindisputableaffectionheentertainedforhiswife。
  ClennamdidnotfailofhiseffectupongoodMrMeagles,whomthesecommendationsgreatlycheered;andwhotookMothertowitnessthatthesingleandcordialdesireofhisheartinreferencetotheirdaughter’shusband,washarmoniouslytoexchangefriendshipforfriendship,andconfidenceforconfidence。Withinafewhoursthecottagefurniturebegantobewrappedupforpreservationinthefamilyabsence——or,asMrMeaglesexpressedit,thehousebegantoputitshairinpapers——andwithinafewdaysFatherandMotherweregone,MrsTickitandDrBuchanwereposted,asofyore,behindtheparlourblind,andArthur’ssolitaryfeetwererustlingamongthedryfallenleavesinthegardenwalks。
  Ashehadalikingforthespot,heseldomletaweekpasswithoutpayingavisit。Sometimes,hewentdownalonefromSaturdaytoMonday;sometimeshispartneraccompaniedhim;sometimes,hemerelystrolledforanhourortwoaboutthehouseandgarden,sawthatallwasright,andreturnedtoLondonagain。Atalltimes,andunderallcircumstances,MrsTickit,withherdarkrowofcurls,andDrBuchan,satintheparlourwindow,lookingoutforthefamilyreturn。
  OnoneofhisvisitsMrsTickitreceivedhimwiththewords,’I
  havesomethingtotellyou,MrClennam,thatwillsurpriseyou。’
  Sosurprisingwasthesomethinginquestion,thatitactuallybroughtMrsTickitoutoftheparlourwindowandproducedherinthegardenwalk,whenClennamwentinatthegateonitsbeingopenedforhim。
  ’Whatisit,MrsTickit?’saidhe。
  ’Sir,’returnedthatfaithfulhousekeeper,havingtakenhimintotheparlourandclosedthedoor;’ifeverIsawtheledawayanddeludedchildinmylife,Isawheridenticallyintheduskofyesterdayevening。’
  ’Youdon’tmeanTatty——’
  ’CoramyesIdo!’quothMrsTickit,clearingthedisclosureataleap。
  ’Where?’
  ’MrClennam,’returnedMrsTickit,’Iwasalittleheavyinmyeyes,beingthatIwaswaitinglongerthancustomaryformycupofteawhichwasthenpreparingbyMaryJane。Iwasnotsleeping,norwhatapersonwouldtermcorrectly,dozing。Iwasmorewhatapersonwouldstrictlycallwatchingwithmyeyesclosed。’
  Withoutenteringuponaninquiryintothiscuriousabnormalcondition,Clennamsaid,’Exactly。Well?’
  ’Well,sir,’proceededMrsTickit,’Iwasthinkingofonethingandthinkingofanother。justasyouyourselfmight。justasanybodymight。’
  ’Preciselyso,’saidClennam。’Well?’
  ’AndwhenIdothinkofonethinganddothinkofanother,’pursuedMrsTickit,’Ihardlyneedtotellyou,MrClennam,thatIthinkofthefamily。Because,dearme!aperson’sthoughts,’MrsTickitsaidthiswithanargumentativeandphilosophicair,’howevertheymaystray,willgomoreorlessonwhatisuppermostintheirminds。Theywilldoit,sir,andapersoncan’tpreventthem。’
  Arthursubscribedtothisdiscoverywithanod。
  ’Youfinditsoyourself,sir,I’llbeboldtosay,’saidMrsTickit,’andweallfinditso。Itan’tourstationsinlifethatchangesus,MrClennam;thoughtsisfree!——AsIwassaying,Iwasthinkingofonethingandthinkingofanother,andthinkingverymuchofthefamily。Notofthefamilyinthepresenttimesonly,butinthepasttimestoo。Forwhenapersondoesbeginthinkingofonethingandthinkingofanotherinthatmanner,asit’sgettingdark,whatIsayis,thatalltimesseemtobepresent,andapersonmustgetoutofthatstateandconsiderbeforetheycansaywhichiswhich。’
  Henoddedagain;afraidtoutteraword,lestitshouldpresentanynewopeningtoMrsTickit’sconversationalpowers。
  ’Inconsequenceofwhich,’saidMrsTickit,’whenIquiveredmyeyesandsawheractualformandfigurelookinginatthegate,I
  letthemcloseagainwithoutsomuchasstarting,forthatactualformandfigurecamesopattothetimewhenitbelongedtothehouseasmuchasmineoryourown,thatIneverthoughtatthemomentofitshavinggoneaway。But,sir,whenIquiveredmyeyesagain,andsawthatitwasn’tthere,thenitallfloodeduponmewithafright,andIjumpedup。’
  ’Youranoutdirectly?’saidClennam。
  ’Iranout,’assentedMrsTickit,’asfastasevermyfeetwouldcarryme;andifyou’llcreditit,MrClennam,therewasn’tinthewholeshiningHeavens,nonotsomuchasafingerofthatyoungwoman。’
  Passingovertheabsencefromthefirmamentofthisnovelconstellation,ArthurinquiredofMrsTickitifsheherselfwentbeyondthegate?
  ’Wenttoandfro,andhighandlow,’saidMrsTickit,’andsawnosignofher!’
  HethenaskedMrsTickithowlongaspaceoftimeshesupposedtheremighthavebeenbetweenthetwosetsofocularquiveringsshehadexperienced?MrsTickit,thoughminutelycircumstantialinherreply,hadnosettledopinionbetweenfivesecondsandtenminutes。
  Shewassoplainlyatseaonthispartofthecase,andhadsoclearlybeenstartledoutofslumber,thatClennamwasmuchdisposedtoregardtheappearanceasadream。WithouthurtingMrsTickit’sfeelingswiththatinfidelsolutionofhermystery,hetookitawayfromthecottagewithhim;andprobablywouldhaveretainediteverafterwardsifacircumstancehadnotsoonhappenedtochangehisopinion。
  HewaspassingatnightfallalongtheStrand,andthelamp-lighterwasgoingonbeforehim,underwhosehandthestreet-lamps,blurredbythefoggyair,burstoutoneafteranother,likesomanyblazingsunflowerscomingintofull-blowallatonce,——whenastoppageonthepavement,causedbyatrainofcoal-waggonstoilingupfromthewharvesattheriver-side,broughthimtoastand-still。Hehadbeenwalkingquickly,andgoingwithsomecurrentofthought,andthesuddencheckgiventobothoperationscausedhimtolookfreshlyabouthim,aspeopleundersuchcircumstancesusuallydo。
  Immediately,hesawinadvance——afewpeopleintervening,butstillsoneartohimthathecouldhavetouchedthembystretchingouthisarm——Tattycoramandastrangemanofaremarkableappearance:
  aswaggeringman,withahighnose,andablackmoustacheasfalseinitscolourashiseyeswerefalseintheirexpression,whoworehisheavycloakwiththeairofaforeigner。Hisdressandgeneralappearancewerethoseofamanontravel,andheseemedtohaveveryrecentlyjoinedthegirl。Inbendingdownbeingmuchtallerthanshewas,listeningtowhatevershesaidtohim,helookedoverhisshoulderwiththesuspiciousglanceofonewhowasnotunusedtobemistrustfulthathisfootstepsmightbedogged。ItwasthenthatClennamsawhisface;ashiseyesloweredonthepeoplebehindhimintheaggregate,withoutparticularlyrestinguponClennam’sfaceoranyother。
  Hehadscarcelyturnedhisheadaboutagain,anditwasstillbentdown,listeningtothegirl,whenthestoppageceased,andtheobstructedstreamofpeopleflowedon。Stillbendinghisheadandlisteningtothegirl,hewentonatherside,andClennamfollowedthem,resolvedtoplaythisunexpectedplayout,andseewheretheywent。
  Hehadhardlymadethedeterminationthoughhewasnotlongaboutit,whenhewasagainassuddenlybroughtupashehadbeenbythestoppage。TheyturnedshortintotheAdelphi,——thegirlevidentlyleading,——andwentstraighton,asiftheyweregoingtotheTerracewhichoverhangstheriver。
  Thereisalways,tothisday,asuddenpauseinthatplacetotheroarofthegreatthoroughfare。Themanysoundsbecomesodeadenedthatthechangeislikeputtingcottonintheears,orhavingtheheadthicklymuffled。Atthattimethecontrastwasfargreater;
  therebeingnosmallsteam-boatsontheriver,nolandingplacesbutslipperywoodenstairsandfoot-causeways,norailroadontheoppositebank,nohangingbridgeorfish-marketnearathand,notrafficonthenearestbridgeofstone,nothingmovingonthestreambutwatermen’swherriesandcoal-lighters。Longandbroadblacktiersofthelatter,mooredfastinthemudasiftheywerenevertomoveagain,madetheshorefunerealandsilentafterdark;
  andkeptwhatlittlewater-movementtherewas,farouttowardsmid-