’Ihearyouareacquainted,MrSparkler,’saidhishostatdinner,’with——ha——MrGowan。MrHenryGowan?’
’Perfectly,sir,’returnedMrSparkler。’Hismotherandmymotherarecroniesinfact。’
’IfIhadthoughtofit,Amy,’saidMrDorrit,withapatronageasmagnificentasthatofLordDecimushimself,’youshouldhavedespatchedanotetothem,askingthemtodineto-day。Someofourpeoplecouldhave——ha——fetchedthem,andtakenthemhome。Wecouldhavespareda——hum——gondolaforthatpurpose。Iamsorrytohaveforgottenthis。Prayremindmeofthemto-morrow。’
LittleDorritwasnotwithoutdoubtshowMrHenryGowanmighttaketheirpatronage;butshepromisednottofailinthereminder。
’Pray,doesMrHenryGowanpaint——ha——Portraits?’inquiredMrDorrit。
MrSparkleropinedthathepaintedanything,ifhecouldgetthejob。
’Hehasnoparticularwalk?’saidMrDorrit。
MrSparkler,stimulatedbyLovetobrilliancy,repliedthatforaparticularwalkamanoughttohaveaparticularpairofshoes;as,forexample,shooting,shooting-shoes;cricket,cricket-shoes。
Whereas,hebelievedthatHenryGowanhadnoparticularpairofshoes。
’Nospeciality?’saidMrDorrit。
ThisbeingaverylongwordforMrSparkler,andhismindbeingexhaustedbyhislateeffort,hereplied,’No,thankyou。Iseldomtakeit。’
’Well!’saidMrDorrit。’Itwouldbeveryagreeabletometopresentagentlemansoconnected,withsome——ha——Testimonialofmydesiretofurtherhisinterests,anddevelopthe——hum——germsofhisgenius。IthinkImustengageMrGowantopaintmypicture。Iftheresultshouldbe——ha——mutuallysatisfactory,Imightafterwardsengagehimtotryhishanduponmyfamily。’
TheexquisitelyboldandoriginalthoughtpresenteditselftoMrSparkler,thattherewasanopeninghereforsayingthereweresomeofthefamilyemphasising’some’inamarkedmannertowhomnopaintercouldrenderjustice。But,forwantofaformofwordsinwhichtoexpresstheidea,itreturnedtotheskies。
ThiswasthemoretoberegrettedasMissFannygreatlyapplaudedthenotionoftheportrait,andurgedherpapatoactuponit。Shesurmised,shesaid,thatMrGowanhadlostbetterandhigheropportunitiesbymarryinghisprettywife;andLoveinacottage,paintingpicturesfordinner,wassodelightfullyinteresting,thatshebeggedherpapatogivehimthecommissionwhetherhecouldpaintalikenessornot:thoughindeedbothsheandAmyknewhecould,fromhavingseenaspeakinglikenessonhiseaselthatday,andhavinghadtheopportunityofcomparingitwiththeoriginal。
TheseremarksmadeMrSparklerasperhapstheywereintendedtodonearlydistracted;forwhileontheonehandtheyexpressedMissFanny’ssusceptibilityofthetenderpassion,sheherselfshowedsuchaninnocentunconsciousnessofhisadmirationthathiseyesgoggledinhisheadwithjealousyofanunknownrival。
Descendingintotheseaagainafterdinner,andascendingoutofitattheOperastaircase,precededbyoneoftheirgondoliers,likeanattendantMerman,withagreatlinenlantern,theyenteredtheirbox,andMrSparklerenteredonaneveningofagony。Thetheatrebeingdark,andtheboxlight,severalvisitorsloungedinduringtherepresentation;inwhomFannywassointerested,andinconversationwithwhomshefellintosuchcharmingattitudes,asshehadlittleconfidenceswiththem,andlittledisputesconcerningtheidentityofpeopleindistantboxes,thatthewretchedSparklerhatedallmankind。Buthehadtwoconsolationsatthecloseoftheperformance。Shegavehimherfantoholdwhilesheadjustedhercloak,anditwashisblessedprivilegetogiveherhisarmdown-stairsagain。Thesecrumbsofencouragement,MrSparklerthought,wouldjustkeephimgoing;anditisnotimpossiblethatMissDorritthoughtsotoo。
TheMermanwithhislightwasreadyatthebox-door,andotherMermenwithotherlightswerereadyatmanyofthedoors。TheDorritMermanheldhislanternlow,toshowthesteps,andMrSparklerputonanotherheavysetoffettersoverhisformerset,ashewatchedherradiantfeettwinklingdownthestairsbesidehim。Amongtheloiterershere,wasBlandoisofParis。Hespoke,andmovedforwardbesideFanny。
LittleDorritwasinfrontwithherbrotherandMrsGeneralMrDorrithadremainedathome,butonthebrinkofthequaytheyallcametogether。ShestartedagaintofindBlandoisclosetoher,handingFannyintotheboat。
’Gowanhashadaloss,’hesaid,’sincehewasmadehappyto-daybyavisitfromfairladies。’
’Aloss?’repeatedFanny,relinquishedbythebereavedSparkler,andtakingherseat。
’Aloss,’saidBlandois。’HisdogLion。’
LittleDorrit’shandwasinhis,ashespoke。
’Heisdead,’saidBlandois。
’Dead?’echoedLittleDorrit。’Thatnobledog?’
’Faith,dearladies!’saidBlandois,smilingandshrugginghisshoulders,’somebodyhaspoisonedthatnobledog。HeisasdeadastheDoges!’
Mostly,PrunesandPrismMrsGeneral,alwaysonhercoach-boxkeepingtheproprietieswelltogether,tookpainstoformasurfaceonherverydearyoungfriend,andMrsGeneral’sverydearyoungfriendtriedhardtoreceiveit。Hardasshehadtriedinherlaboriouslifetoattainmanyends,shehadnevertriedharderthanshedidnow,tobevarnishedbyMrsGeneral。Itmadeheranxiousandillateasetobeoperateduponbythatsmoothinghand,itistrue;butshesubmittedherselftothefamilywantinitsgreatnessasshehadsubmittedherselftothefamilywantinitslittleness,andyieldedtoherowninclinationsinthisthingnomorethanshehadyieldedtoherhungeritself,inthedayswhenshehadsavedherdinnerthatherfathermighthavehissupper。
OnecomfortthatshehadundertheOrdealbyGeneralwasmoresustainingtoher,andmadehermoregratefulthantoalessdevotedandaffectionatespirit,nothabituatedtoherstrugglesandsacrifices,mightappearquitereasonable;and,indeed,itmayoftenbeobservedinlife,thatspiritslikeLittleDorritdonotappeartoreasonhalfascarefullyasthefolkswhogetthebetterofthem。ThecontinuedkindnessofhersisterwasthiscomforttoLittleDorrit。Itwasnothingtoherthatthekindnesstooktheformoftolerantpatronage;shewasusedtothat。Itwasnothingtoherthatitkeptherinatributaryposition,andshowedherinattendanceontheflamingcarinwhichMissFannysatonanelevatedseat,exactinghomage;shesoughtnobetterplace。AlwaysadmiringFanny’sbeauty,andgrace,andreadiness,andnotnowaskingherselfhowmuchofherdispositiontobestronglyattachedtoFannywasduetoherownheart,andhowmuchtoFanny’s,shegaveherallthesisterlyfondnesshergreatheartcontained。
ThewholesaleamountofPrunesandPrismwhichMrsGeneralinfusedintothefamilylife,combinedwiththeperpetualplungesmadebyFannyintosociety,leftbutaverysmallresidueofanynaturaldepositatthebottomofthemixture。ThisrenderedconfidenceswithFannydoublyprecioustoLittleDorrit,andheightenedtherelieftheyaffordedher。
’Amy,’saidFannytoheronenightwhentheywerealone,afteradaysotiringthatLittleDorritwasquitewornout,thoughFannywouldhavetakenanotherdipintosocietywiththegreatestpleasureinlife,’Iamgoingtoputsomethingintoyourlittlehead。Youwon’tguesswhatitis,Isuspect。’
’Idon’tthinkthat’slikely,dear,’saidLittleDorrit。
’Come,I’llgiveyouaclue,child,’saidFanny。’MrsGeneral。’
PrunesandPrism,inathousandcombinations,havingbeenwearilyintheascendantallday——everythinghavingbeensurfaceandvarnishandshowwithoutsubstance——LittleDorritlookedasifshehadhopedthatMrsGeneralwassafelytuckedupinbedforsomehours。
’Now,canyouguess,Amy?’saidFanny。
’No,dear。UnlessIhavedoneanything,’saidLittleDorrit,ratheralarmed,andmeaninganythingcalculatedtocrackvarnishandrufflesurface。
Fannywassoverymuchamusedbythemisgiving,thatshetookupherfavouritefanbeingthenseatedatherdressing-tablewithherarmouryofcruelinstrumentsabouther,mostofthemreekingfromtheheartofSparkler,andtappedhersisterfrequentlyonthenosewithit,laughingallthetime。
’Oh,ourAmy,ourAmy!’saidFanny。’WhatatimidlittlegooseourAmyis!Butthisisnothingtolaughat。Onthecontrary,Iamverycross,mydear。’
’Asitisnotwithme,Fanny,Idon’tmind,’returnedhersister,smiling。
’Ah!ButIdomind,’saidFanny,’andsowillyou,Pet,whenI
enlightenyou。Amy,hasitneverstruckyouthatsomebodyismonstrouslypolitetoMrsGeneral?’
’EverybodyispolitetoMrsGeneral,’saidLittleDorrit。
’Because——’
’Becauseshefreezesthemintoit?’interruptedFanny。’Idon’tmeanthat;quitedifferentfromthat。Come!Hasitneverstruckyou,Amy,thatPaismonstrouslypolitetoMrsGeneral。’
Amy,murmuring’No,’lookedquiteconfounded。
’No;Idaresaynot。Butheis,’saidFanny。’Heis,Amy。Andremembermywords。MrsGeneralhasdesignsonPa!’
’DearFanny,doyouthinkitpossiblethatMrsGeneralhasdesignsonanyone?’
’DoIthinkitpossible?’retortedFanny。’Mylove,Iknowit。I
tellyoushehasdesignsonPa。Andmorethanthat,ItellyouPaconsidershersuchawonder,suchaparagonofaccomplishment,andsuchanacquisitiontoourfamily,thatheisreadytogethimselfintoastateofperfectinfatuationwithheratanymoment。Andthatopensaprettypictureofthings,Ihope?ThinkofmewithMrsGeneralforaMama!’
LittleDorritdidnotreply,’ThinkofmewithMrsGeneralforaMama;’butshelookedanxious,andseriouslyinquiredwhathadledFannytotheseconclusions。
’Lord,mydarling,’saidFanny,tartly。’YoumightaswellaskmehowIknowwhenamanisstruckwithmyself!But,ofcourseIdoknow。Ithappensprettyoften:butIalwaysknowit。Iknowthisinmuchthesameway,Isuppose。Atallevents,Iknowit。’
’YouneverheardPapasayanything?’
’Sayanything?’repeatedFanny。’Mydearest,darlingchild,whatnecessityhashehad,yetawhile,tosayanything?’
’AndyouhaveneverheardMrsGeneralsayanything?’
’Mygoodnessme,Amy,’returnedFanny,’isshethesortofwomantosayanything?Isn’titperfectlyplainandclearthatshehasnothingtodoatpresentbuttoholdherselfupright,keepheraggravatinggloveson,andgosweepingabout?Sayanything!Ifshehadtheaceoftrumpsinherhandatwhist,shewouldn’tsayanything,child。Itwouldcomeoutwhensheplayedit。’
’Atleast,youmaybemistaken,Fanny。Now,mayyounot?’
’Oyes,IMAYbe,’saidFanny,’butIamnot。However,Iamgladyoucancontemplatesuchanescape,mydear,andIamgladthatyoucantakethisforthepresentwithsufficientcoolnesstothinkofsuchachance。Itmakesmehopethatyoumaybeabletobeartheconnection。Ishouldnotbeabletobearit,andIshouldnottry。
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