I’dmarryyoungSparklerfirst。’
’O,youwouldnevermarryhim,Fanny,underanycircumstances。’
’Uponmyword,mydear,’rejoinedthatyoungladywithexceedingindifference,’Iwouldn’tpositivelyanswerevenforthat。There’snoknowingwhatmighthappen。EspeciallyasIshouldhavemanyopportunities,afterwards,oftreatingthatwoman,hismother,inherownstyle。WhichImostdecidedlyshouldnotbeslowtoavailmyselfof,Amy。’
Nomorepassedbetweenthesistersthen;butwhathadpassedgavethetwosubjectsofMrsGeneralandMrSparklergreatprominenceinLittleDorrit’smind,andthenceforthshethoughtverymuchofboth。
MrsGeneral,havinglongagoformedherownsurfacetosuchperfectionthatithidwhateverwasbelowitifanything,noobservationwastobemadeinthatquarter。MrDorritwasundeniablyverypolitetoherandhadahighopinionofher;butFanny,impetuousatmosttimes,mighteasilybewrongforallthat。
Whereas,theSparklerquestionwasonthedifferentfootingthatanyonecouldseewhatwasgoingonthere,andLittleDorritsawitandponderedonitwithmanydoubtsandwonderings。
ThedevotionofMrSparklerwasonlytobeequalledbythecapriceandcrueltyofhisenslaver。Sometimesshewouldpreferhimtosuchdistinctionofnotice,thathewouldchucklealoudwithjoy;
nextday,ornexthour,shewouldoverlookhimsocompletely,anddrophimintosuchanabyssofobscurity,thathewouldgroanunderaweakpretenceofcoughing。TheconstancyofhisattendancenevertouchedFanny:thoughhewassoinseparablefromEdward,that,whenthatgentlemanwishedforachangeofsociety,hewasundertheirksomenecessityofglidingoutlikeaconspiratorindisguisedboatsandbysecretdoorsandbackways;thoughhewassosolicitoustoknowhowMrDorritwas,thathecalledeveryotherdaytoinquire,asifMrDorritwerethepreyofanintermittentfever;thoughhewassoconstantlybeingpaddledupanddownbeforetheprincipalwindows,thathemighthavebeensupposedtohavemadeawagerforalargestaketobepaddledathousandmilesinathousandhours;thoughwheneverthegondolaofhismistressleftthegate,thegondolaofMrSparklershotoutfromsomewateryambushandgavechase,asifshewereafairsmugglerandheacustom-houseofficer。Itwasprobablyowingtothisfortificationofthenaturalstrengthofhisconstitutionwithsomuchexposuretotheair,andthesaltsea,thatMrSparklerdidnotpineoutwardly;but,whateverthecause,hewassofarfromhavinganyprospectofmovinghismistressbyalanguishingstateofhealth,thathegrewbluffereveryday,andthatpeculiarityinhisappearanceofseemingratheraswelledboythanayoungman,becamedevelopedtoanextraordinarydegreeofruddypuffiness。
Blandoiscallingtopayhisrespects,MrDorritreceivedhimwithaffabilityasthefriendofMrGowan,andmentionedtohimhisideaofcommissioningMrGowantotransmithimtoposterity。Blandoishighlyextollingit,itoccurredtoMrDorritthatitmightbeagreeabletoBlandoistocommunicatetohisfriendthegreatopportunityreservedforhim。Blandoisacceptedthecommissionwithhisownfreeeleganceofmanner,andsworehewoulddischargeitbeforehewasanhourolder。OnhisimpartingthenewstoGowan,thatMastergaveMrDorrittotheDevilwithgreatliberalitysomerounddozenoftimesforheresentedpatronagealmostasmuchasheresentedthewantofit,andwasinclinedtoquarrelwithhisfriendforbringinghimthemessage。
’Itmaybeadefectinmymentalvision,Blandois,’saidhe,’butmayIdieifIseewhatyouhavetodowiththis。’
’Deathofmylife,’repliedBlandois,’norIneither,exceptthatIthoughtIwasservingmyfriend。’
’Byputtinganupstart’shireinhispocket?’saidGowan,frowning。
’Doyoumeanthat?Tellyourotherfriendtogethisheadpaintedforthesignofsomepublic-house,andtogetitdonebyasign-
painter。WhoamI,andwhoishe?’
’Professore,’returnedtheambassador,’andwhoisBlandois?’
Withoutappearingatallinterestedinthelatterquestion,GowanangrilywhistledMrDorritaway。But,nextday,heresumedthesubjectbysayinginhisoff-handmannerandwithaslightinglaugh,’Well,Blandois,whenshallwegotothisMaecenasofyours?
Wejourneymenmusttakejobswhenwecangetthem。Whenshallwegoandlookafterthisjob?’
’Whenyouwill,’saidtheinjuredBlandois,’asyouplease。WhathaveItodowithit?Whatisittome?’
’Icantellyouwhatitistome,’saidGowan。’Breadandcheese。
Onemusteat!Socomealong,myBlandois。’
MrDorritreceivedtheminthepresenceofhisdaughtersandofMrSparkler,whohappened,bysomesurprisingaccident,tobecallingthere。’Howareyou,Sparkler?’saidGowancarelessly。’Whenyouhavetolivebyyourmotherwit,oldboy,IhopeyoumaygetonbetterthanIdo。’
MrDorritthenmentionedhisproposal。’Sir,’saidGowan,laughing,afterreceivingitgracefullyenough,’Iamnewtothetrade,andnotexpertatitsmysteries。IbelieveIoughttolookatyouinvariouslights,tellyouyouareacapitalsubject,andconsiderwhenIshallbesufficientlydisengagedtodevotemyselfwiththenecessaryenthusiasmtothefinepictureImeantomakeofyou。Iassureyou,’andhelaughedagain,’Ifeelquiteatraitorinthecampofthosedear,gifted,good,noblefellows,mybrotherartists,bynotdoingthehocus-pocusbetter。ButIhavenotbeenbroughtuptoit,andit’stoolatetolearnit。Now,thefactis,Iamaverybadpainter,butnotmuchworsethanthegenerality。
Ifyouaregoingtothrowawayahundredguineasorso,Iamaspoorasapoorrelationofgreatpeopleusuallyis,andIshallbeverymuchobligedtoyou,ifyou’llthrowthemawayuponme。I’lldothebestIcanforthemoney;andifthebestshouldbebad,whyeventhen,youmayprobablyhaveabadpicturewithasmallnametoit,insteadofabadpicturewithalargenametoit。’
Thistone,thoughnotwhathehadexpected,onthewholesuitedMrDorritremarkablywell。Itshowedthatthegentleman,highlyconnected,andnotamereworkman,wouldbeunderanobligationtohim。HeexpressedhissatisfactioninplacinghimselfinMrGowan’shands,andtrustedthathewouldhavethepleasure,intheircharactersofprivategentlemen,ofimprovinghisacquaintance。
’Youareverygood,’saidGowan。’IhavenotforswornsocietysinceIjoinedthebrotherhoodofthebrushthemostdelightfulfellowsonthefaceoftheearth,andamgladenoughtosmelltheoldfinegunpowdernowandthen,thoughitdidblowmeintomid-airandmypresentcalling。You’llnotthink,MrDorrit,’andherehelaughedagainintheeasiestway,’thatIamlapsingintothefreemasonryofthecraft——forit’snotso;uponmylifeIcan’thelpbetrayingitwhereverIgo,though,byJupiter,Iloveandhonourthecraftwithallmymight——ifIproposeastipulationastotimeandplace?’
Ha!MrDorritcoulderectno——hum——suspicionofthatkindonMrGowan’sfrankness。
’Againyouareverygood,’saidGowan。’MrDorrit,IhearyouaregoingtoRome。IamgoingtoRome,havingfriendsthere。LetmebegintodoyoutheinjusticeIhaveconspiredtodoyou,there——
nothere。Weshallallbehurriedduringtherestofourstayhere;andthoughthere’snotapoorermanwithwholeelbowsinVenice,thanmyself,IhavenotquitegotalltheAmateuroutofmeyet——comprisingthetradeagain,yousee!——andcan’tfallontoorder,inahurry,forthemeresakeofthesixpences。’
TheseremarkswerenotlessfavourablyreceivedbyMrDorritthantheirpredecessors。TheywerethepreludetothefirstreceptionofMrandMrsGowanatdinner,andtheyskilfullyplacedGowanonhisusualgroundinthenewfamily。
Hiswife,too,theyplacedonherusualground。MissFannyunderstood,withparticulardistinctness,thatMrsGowan’sgoodlookshadcostherhusbandverydear;thattherehadbeenagreatdisturbanceaboutherintheBarnaclefamily;andthattheDowagerMrsGowan,nearlyheart-broken,hadresolutelysetherfaceagainstthemarriageuntiloverpoweredbyhermaternalfeelings。MrsGenerallikewiseclearlyunderstoodthattheattachmenthadoccasionedmuchfamilygriefanddissension。OfhonestMrMeaglesnomentionwasmade;exceptthatitwasnaturalenoughthatapersonofthatsortshouldwishtoraisehisdaughteroutofhisownobscurity,andthatnoonecouldblamehimfortryinghisbesttodoso。
LittleDorrit’sinterestinthefairsubjectofthiseasilyacceptedbeliefwastooearnestandwatchfultofailinaccurateobservation。ShecouldseethatithaditspartinthrowinguponMrsGowanthetouchofashadowunderwhichshelived,andsheevenhadaninstinctiveknowledgethattherewasnottheleasttruthinit。ButithadaninfluenceinplacingobstaclesinthewayofherassociationwithMrsGowanbymakingthePrunesandPrismschoolexcessivelypolitetoher,butnotveryintimatewithher;andLittleDorrit,asanenforcedsizarofthatcollege,wasobligedtosubmitherselfhumblytoitsordinances。
Nevertheless,therewasasympatheticunderstandingalreadyestablishedbetweenthetwo,whichwouldhavecarriedthemovergreaterdifficulties,andmadeafriendshipoutofamorerestrictedintercourse。Asthoughaccidentsweredeterminedtobefavourabletoit,theyhadanewassuranceofcongenialityintheaversionwhicheachperceivedthattheotherfelttowardsBlandoisofParis;anaversionamountingtotherepugnanceandhorrorofanaturalantipathytowardsanodiouscreatureofthereptilekind。
Andtherewasapassivecongenialitybetweenthem,besidesthisactiveone。Tobothofthem,Blandoisbehavedinexactlythesamemanner;andtobothofthemhismannerhaduniformlysomethinginit,whichtheybothknewtobedifferentfromhisbearingtowardsothers。Thedifferencewastoominuteinitsexpressiontobeperceivedbyothers,buttheyknewittobethere。Ameretrickofhisevileyes,amereturnofhissmoothwhitehand,amerehair’s-
breadthofadditiontothefallofhisnoseandtheriseofthemoustacheinthemostfrequentmovementofhisface,conveyedtobothofthem,equally,aswaggerpersonaltothemselves。Itwasasifhehadsaid,’Ihaveasecretpowerinthisquarter。IknowwhatIknow。’
Thishadneverbeenfeltbythembothinsogreatadegree,andneverbyeachsoperfectlytotheknowledgeoftheother,asonadaywhenhecametoMrDorrit’stotakehisleavebeforequittingVenice。MrsGowanwasherselfthereforthesamepurpose,andhecameuponthetwotogether;therestofthefamilybeingout。Thetwohadnotbeentogetherfiveminutes,andthepeculiarmannerseemedtoconveytothem,’Youweregoingtotalkaboutme。Ha!
Beholdmeheretopreventit!’
’Gowaniscominghere?’saidBlandois,withasmile。
MrsGowanrepliedhewasnotcoming。
’Notcoming!’saidBlandois。’Permityourdevotedservant,whenyouleavehere,toescortyouhome。’
’Thankyou:Iamnotgoinghome。’
’Notgoinghome!’saidBlandois。’ThenIamforlorn。’
Thathemightbe;buthewasnotsoforlornastoroamawayandleavethemtogether。Hesatentertainingthemwithhisfinestcompliments,andhischoicestconversation;butheconveyedtothem,allthetime,’No,no,no,dearladies。Beholdmehereexpresslytopreventit!’
Heconveyedittothemwithsomuchmeaning,andhehadsuchadiabolicalpersistencyinhim,thatatlength,MrsGowanrosetodepart。OnhisofferinghishandtoMrsGowantoleadherdownthestaircase,sheretainedLittleDorrit’shandinhers,withacautiouspressure,andsaid,’No,thankyou。But,ifyouwillpleasetoseeifmyboatmanisthere,Ishallbeobligedtoyou。’
Itlefthimnochoicebuttogodownbeforethem。Ashedidso,hatinhand,MrsGowanwhispered:
’Hekilledthedog。’
’DoesMrGowanknowit?’LittleDorritwhispered。
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