“Don’tyousee,Billy,thereissolittleworkatthisstationthatI’dbelookingoutofthewindowalldayjustthepitifulwayyoudo?“
“Oh!“Billypondered。“AndsoIsaidtoLin,“hecontinued,“whydidn’thesenddownhisownclothes,too,an’letyoufix’emall。AndHoneyWigginlaughedrightinhiscoffee-cupsoitallsploshedout。AndthecookheaskedmeifmotherusedtomendLin’sclothes。ButIguessshechucked’emlikeshealwaysdidfather’sandmine。Iwaswithfather,youknow,whenmotherwasmarriedtoLinthattime。“Hepausedagain,whilehisthoughtsandfearsstruggled。“ButLinsaysIneedn’tevergoback,“
hewenton,reasoningandconfidingtoher。“Lindon’tlikemotheranymore,Iguess。“Hisponderinggrewstilldeeper,andhelookedatJessamineforsomewhile。Thenhisfacewakenedwithanewtheory。“Don’tLinlikeyouanymore?“heinquired。
“Oh,“criedJessamine,crimsoning,“yes!Why,hesentyoutome!“
“Well,hegothotincampwhenIsaidthataboutsendinghisclothestoyou。Hequitsupperprettysoon,andwentawayoffawalking。Andthat’sanothertimetheysaidIwastooyoung。ButLindon’tcometoseeyouanymore。“
“Why,Ihopehelovesme,“murmuredJessamine。“Always。“
“Well,Ihopesotoo,“saidBilly,earnestly。“ForIlikeyou。WhenI
seenhimshowyouourcabinonBoxElder,andtheroomhehadfixedforyou,Iwasgladyouwerecomingtobemymother。Motherusedtobeawful。
Iwouldn’t’a’mindedherlickingmeifshe’ddoneotherthings。Ah,pshaw!Iwasn’tgoingtostandthat。“BillynowcameclosetoJessamine。
“IdowishyouwouldcomeandlivewithmeandLin,“saidhe。“Lin’sawfulnice。“
“Don’tIknowit?“saidJessamine,tenderly。
“CauseIheardyousayyouweregoingtomarryhim,“wentonBilly。“AndIseenhimkissyouandyoulethimthattimewewentawaywhenyoufoundoutaboutmother。Andyou’renotmad,andhe’snot,andnothinghappensatall,allthesame!Won’tyoutellme,please?“
Jessamine’seyeswereglistening,andshetookhiminherlap。Shewasnotgoingtotellhimthathewastooyoungthistime。Butwhateverthingsshehadshapedtosaytotheboywereneversaid。
Throughthenoiseofthegalecamethesteadiersoundofthetrain,andthegirlrosequicklytopresideoverherticket-officeanddutiesbehindtherailinginthefrontroomofthestation。TheboyrantothewindowtowatchthegreateventofSepar’sday。Thelocomotiveloomedoutfromtheyellowclotsofdrift,pausedatthewater-tank,andthenwithsteamandhummingcameslowlyonbytheplatform。Slowlyitslongdust-chokedtrainemergedtrundlingbehindit,andponderouslyhalted。Therewasnoonetogo。NoonecametobuyaticketofJessamine。Theconductorlookedinonbusiness,butshehadnotelegraphicordersforhim。Theexpressagentjumpedoffandlookedinforpleasure。Hereceivedhisdailysmileandnodoffriendlydiscouragement。Thenthelightbundleofmailwasflunginsidethedoor。Separhadnomailtogoout。AsshewaspickingupthelettersyoungBillypassedherlikeashadow,andfledout。Twopassengershaddescendedfromthetrain,amanandalargewoman。Hisclotheswerelooseandcarelessuponhim。Heheldvalises,andstooduncertainlylookingabouthiminthestorm。Herfirm,heavybodywascloselydressed。Inherhatwasalarge,handsomefeather。Alongbetweentheseveralcarsbrakemenleanedout,watchedher,andgrinnedtoeachother。Butherbig,hard-shiningblueeyeswerefixedcuriouslyuponthestationwhereJessaminewas。
“It’sallnightwemaybehere,isit?“shesaidtotheman,harshly。
“HowamItohelpthat?“heretorted。
“I’llhelpit。Ifthishotel’sthestyitusedtobe,I’llwalktoTommy’s。I’venotsawhimsinceIleftBearCreek。“
Shestalkedintothehotel,whilethemanwentslowlytothestation。Heentered,andfoundJessaminebehindherrailing,sortingtheslimmail。
“Good-evening,“hesaid。“Excuseme。Therewastobeawagonsenthere。“
“Forthetelegraph-mender?Yes,sir。ItcameTuesday。You’retofindthepole-wagonatDrybone。“
Thisnewswasgood,andallthathewishedtoknow。HecoulddriveoutandescapeanightattheHotelBrunswick。Buthelingered,becauseJessaminespokesopleasantlytohim。Hehadheardofheralso。
“GovernorBarkerhasnotbeenaroundhere?“hesaid。
“Notyet,sir。Weunderstandheisexpectedthroughonahunting-trip。“
“Isupposethereisroomfortwoandatrunkonthatwagon?“
“Ireckonso,sir。“Jessamineglancedattheman,andhetookhimselfout。MostmentookthemselvesoutifJessaminesowilled;anditwasmostlyachievedthus,inamity。
Ontheplatformthemanfoundhiswifeagain。
“ThenIneedn’ttowalktoTommy’s,“shesaid。“Andwe’lleataswetravel。Butyou’llwaittillI’mthroughwithher。“Shemadeagesturetowardthestation。
“Why——why——whatdoyouwantwithher。Don’tyouknowwhosheis?“
“Itwasmetoldyouwhoshewas,JamesLusk。You’llwaittillI’vebeenandaskedherafterLinMcLean’shealth,andtillI’vesawhowthelikesofhertalkstothelikesofme。“
Hemadeafeebleprotestthatthiswoulddonooneanygood。
“Sewyourselfup,JamesLusk。IfithasbeenyourideaIcomewithyusclearfromLaramietowatchyusplanttelegraph-polesinthesage-brush,whyyou’reoff。Iain’theardmuch’oLinsincethedayhelearneditwasyouandnothimthatwasmyhusband。AndI’vecomebackinthiscountrytohavealookatmyoldfriends——and“shelaughedloudlyandnoddedatthestation“myoldfriends’newfriends!“
Thusordered,thehusbandwanderedawaytofindhiswagonandthehorse。
Jessamine,intheoffice,hadfinishedherstationdutiesandreturnedtoherneedle。ShesatcontemplatingthescorchedsockofBilly’s,andheardaheavystepatthethreshold。Sheturned,andtherewasthelargewomanwiththefeatherquietlysurveyingher。Thewordswhichthestrangerspokethenwereusualenoughforabeginning。Buttherewassomethingofthreatinthestronganimalcountenance,somethingoflaughterreadytobreakout。Muchbeautyofitskindhadevidentlybeenintheface,andnow,assubstituteforwhatwasgone,wasthebraglookofassertionthatitwasstillallthere。ManystrandedtravellersknockedatJessamine’sdoor,andnow,asalways,sheofferedthehospitalitiesofherneatabode,theonlyroominSeparfitforawoman。Asshespoke,andtheguestsurveyedandlistened,thedoorblewshutwithacrash。
Outside,inashed,Billyhadplacedthewagonbetweenhimselfandhisfather。
“Howyouhavegrown!“themanwassaying;andhesmiled。“Come,shakehands。Ididnotthinktoseeyouhere。“
“Dareyoutotouchme!“Billyscreamed。“No,I’llnevercomewithyou。
LinsaysIneedn’tto。“
Themanpassedhishandacrosshisforehead,andleanedagainstthewheel。“Lord,Lord!“hemuttered。
Hissonwarilyslidoutoftheshedandlefthimleaningthere。
PARTII
LinMcLean,bachelor,satoutinfrontofhiscabin,lookingatasmallbrightpistolthatlayinhishand。Heheldittenderly,cherishingit,anddidnotceaseslowlytopolishit。Reveryfilledhiseyes,andinhiswholefacewassadnessunmasked,becauseonlytheanimalsweretheretoperceivehistruefeelings。Sunlightandwavingshadowsmovedtogetheruponthegreenofhispasture,cattleandhorsesloiteredintheopensbythestream。DownBoxElder’scourse,itsvalleyandgolden-chimneyedbluffswidenedawayintothelevelandtheblueofthegreatervalley。
Upstreamthebranchesandshining,quietleavesenteredthemountainswheretherockchimneysnarrowedtoagateway,acitadelofshaftsandturrets,crimsonandgoldabovethefilmyemeraldofthetrees。Throughtheretheroadwentupfromthecotton-woodsintothecoolquakingaspsandpines,andsoacrosstherangeandawaytoSepar。Alongtheridge-poleofthenewstable,twohundredyardsdown-stream,satMcLean’sturkeys,andcocksandhenswalkedinfrontofhimherebyhiscabinandfencedgarden。Slowsmokerosefromthecabin’schimneyintotheair,inwhichwerenosoundsbuttherunningwaterandtheafternoonchirpofbirds。Amidthisframeworkofahomethecow-punchersat,lonely,inattentive,polishingthetreasuredweaponasifitwerenotalreadylongclean。Histargetstoodsometwentystepsinfrontofhim——asmallcottonwood-tree,itstrunkchippedandhoneycombedwithbulletswhichhehadfiredintoiteachdayformemory’ssake。Presentlyheliftedthepistolandlookedatitsname——theword“Neighbor“engraveduponit。
“Iwonder,“saidhe,aloud,“ifshekeepstherustoffmine?“Thenhelifteditslowlytohislipsandkissedtheword“Neighbor。“
Theclankofwheelssoundedontheroad,andheputthepistolquicklydown。Dreaminessvanishedfromhisface。Helookedaroundalertly,butnoonehadseenhim。TheclankingwasstillamongthetreesalittledistanceupBoxElder。Itapproacheddeliberately,whilehewatchedforthevehicletoemergeupontheopenwherehiscabinstood;andthentheycame,amanandawoman。AtsightofherMr。McLeanhalfrose,butsatdownagain。Neitherofthemhadnoticedhim,sittingastheywereinsilenceandthedrowsinessofalongdrive。Themanwasweak-faced,withgoodlookssallowedbydissipation,andavanquishedglanceoftheeye。
AsthewomanhadstoodontheplatformatSepar,soshesatnow,upright,bold,andmassive。Thebragofpastbeautywasahabitsettleduponherstolidfeatures。Bothsatinattentivetoeachotherandtoeverythingaroundthem。Thewheelsturnedslowlyandwithadry,deadnoise,thereinsbelliedlooselytotheshafts,thehorse’sheadhunglow。Sotheydrewclose。ThenthemansawMcLean,andcolorcameintohisfaceandwentaway。
“Good-evening,“saidhe,clearinghisthroat。“Weheardyouwasincow-camp。“
Thecow-punchernotedhowhetriedtosmile,andafreakishchangecrossedhisowncountenance。Henoddedslightly,andstretchedhislegsoutashesat。
“Youlooknatural,“saidthewoman,familiarly。
“Seemtobefixednicehere,“continuedtheman。“Hadn’theardofit。
Well,we’llbegoingalong。Gladtohaveseenyou。“
“Yourwheelwantsgreasing,“saidMcLean,briefly,hiseyeupontheman。
“Can’tstop。Iexpectshe’lllasttoDrybone。Good-evening。“
“Staytosupper,“saidMcLean,alwaysseatedonhischair。
“Can’tstop,thankyou。IexpectwecanlasttoDrybone。“Hetwitchedthereins。
McLeanlevelledapistolatachicken,andknockedoffitshead。“Betterstaytosupper,“hesuggested,verydistinctly。
“It’sbusiness,Itellyou。I’vegottocatchGovernorBarkerbeforehe——“
Thepistolcracked,andasecondchickenshuffledinthedust。“Betterstaytosupper,“drawledMcLean。
Themanlookedupathiswife。
“Soyusneedme!“shebrokeout。“Ain’tgotheartenoughinyerplayed-outbodytostanduptoaman。We’lleathere。Getdown。“
Thehusbandsteppedtotheground。“Ididn’tsupposeyou’dwant——“
“Ho!want?What’sLin,oryou,oranythingtome?Helpmeout。“
Bothmencameforward。Shedescended,leaningheavilyuponeach,herbluestaringeyesfixeduponthecow-puncher。
“No,yusain’tchanged,“shesaid。“Sameinyourlooksandsameinyouractions。Wasyouexpectingyoucouldscareme,you,LinMcLean?“
“Ijustwantedchickensforsupper,“saidhe。
Mrs。Luskgaveahardhighlaugh。“I’lleat’em。It’snotIthatcares。
Asfor——“Shestopped。Hereyehadfallenuponthepistolandthename“Neighbor。““Asforyou,“shecontinuedtoMr。Lusk,“don’tyoubestandingdumbsameasthehorse。“
“Bettertakehimtothestable,Lusk,“saidMcLean。
Hepickedthechickensup,showedthewomantothebestchairinhisroom,andwentintohiskitchentocooksupperforthree。Hegavehisguestsnofurtherattention,nordideitherofthemcomeinwherehewas,nordidthehusbandrejointhewife。Hewalkedslowlyupanddownintheair,andshesatbyherselfintheroom。Lin’sstepsashemadereadyroundthestoveandtable,andLusk’sslowtreadoutinthesettingsunlight,weretheonlysoundsaboutthecabin。Whenthehostlookedintothedoorofthenextroomtoannouncethathismealwasserved,thewomansatinherchairnolonger,butstoodwithherbacktohimbyashelf。
Shegaveaslightstartathissummons,andreplacedsomething。Hesawthatshehadbeenexamining“Neighbor,“andhisfacehardenedsuddenlytofiercenessashelookedather;butherepeatedquietlythatshehadbettercomein。Thusdidthethreesitdowntotheirmeal。Occasionallyawordabouthandingsomedishfellfromoneorotherofthem,butnothingmore,untilLusktookouthiswatchandmentionedthehour。
“Yu’venotateespeciallyhearty,“saidLin,restinghisarmsuponthetable。
“I’mgoing,“assertedLusk。“GovernorBarkermaystartout。I’vegotmyintereststolookafter。“
“Why,sure,“saidLin。“Ican’thopeyou’llwasteallyourtimeonjustme。“
Luskroseandlookedathiswife。“It’llbetennowbeforewegettoDrybone,“saidhe。Andhewentdowntothestable。
Thewomansatstill,pressingthecrumbsofherbread。“Iknowyouseenme,“shesaid,withoutlookingathim。
“Sawyouwhen?“
“Iknowedit。AndIseenhowyoulookedatme。“Shesattwistingandpressingthecrumb。Sometimesitwasround,sometimesitwasacube,nowandthensheflattenedittoadisk。Mr。McLeanseemedtohavenothingthathewishedtoreply。
“Ifyouclaimthatpistolisyourn,“shesaidnext,“I’lltellyouIknowbetter。Ifyouaskmewhoseshoulditbeifnotyourn,Iwouldnothavetoguessthename。Shehastalkedtome,andmetoher。“
Shewasstilllookingawayfromhimatthebread-crumb,orshecouldhaveseenthatMcLean’shandwastremblingashewatchedherleaningonhisarms。
“Ohyes,shewaswillingtotalktome!“Thewomanutteredanothersuddenlaugh。“Iknowedabouther——all。Thingsgetheardofinthisworld。Didnotallaboutyouandmecometoherknowledgeinitsowngoodtime,anditdoneandgonehowmanyyears?My,my,my!“Hervoicegrewslowandabsent。Shestoppedforamoment,andthenmorerapidlyresumed:“Ithadtravelledaroundaboutyouandherlikeitalwayswilltravel。Itwasknownhowyouhadaskedher,andhowshehadtoldyoushewouldhaveyou,andthentoldyoushewouldnotwhenshelearnedaboutyouandme。Folksthatknowedyusandfolksthatneverseenyusintheirliveshadtohavetheirwordaboutherfacingyoudownyouhadanotherwife,thoughsheknowedthetruthaboutmebeingmarriedtoLuskandhimlivin’thedayyoumarriedme,andtenandtwentymarriagescouldnothavetiedyouandmeup,nomatterhowhonestyousworetonohinderance。Folkssaiditwasplainshedidnotwantyus。Itgivemeaqueerfeelin’toseethatgirl。
Itgivemeawishtotellhertoherfacethatshedidnotloveyusanddidnotknowlove。Wait——wait,Lin!Yu’neverhitmeyet。“
“No,“saidthecow-puncher。“Nornow。I’mnotLusk。“
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