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  andItoldO’ConnorthatuponsecondthoughtsIwouldridedownwithhimtothetown,andwaituponMr。Fitzgerald。
  Wefoundhimathome;andchattedwithhimforaconsiderabletime。Tomysurprisehismannerswereperfectlythoseofagentleman,andhisconversation,ifnotpeculiarlyengaging,wascertainlyamusing。Thepolitenessofhisdemeanour,andtheeasyfluencywithwhichhetoldhisstoriesandhisanecdotes,manyofthemcurious,andallmoreorlessentertaining,accountedtomymindatonceforthefacilitywithwhichhehadimprovedhisacquaintancewithO’Connor;andwhenhepresseduponusaninvitationtosupwithhimthatnight,IhadalmostjoinedO’Connorinacceptingit。Idetermined,however,againstdoingso,forI
  hadnowishtobeontermsoffamiliaritywithMr。Fitzgerald;andIknewthatoneeveningspenttogetherasheproposedwouldgofurthertowardsestablishinganintimacybetweenusthanfiftymorningvisitscoulddo。WhenIarosetodepart,itwaswithfeelingsalmostfavourabletoFitzgerald;indeedIwasmorethanhalfashamedtoacknowledgetomycompanionhowcompletearevolutioninmyopinionrespectinghisfriendhalfanhour’sconversationwithhimhadwrought。HisappearancecertainlyWASagainsthim;butthen,undertheinfluenceofhismanner,onelostsightofmuchofitsungainliness,andofnearlyallitsvulgarity;and,onthewhole,Ifeltconvincedthatreporthaddonehimgrievouswrong,inasmuchasanybody,byanobservanceofthecommoncourtesiesofsociety,mighteasilyavoidcomingintopersonalcollisionwithagentlemansostudiouslypoliteasFitzgerald。Atparting,O’Connorrequestedmetocalluponhimthenextday,asheintendedtomaketrialofthemeritsofapairofgreyhounds,whichhehadthoughtsofpurchasing;adding,thatifhecouldescapeinanythingliketolerabletimefromFitzgerald’ssupper-party,hewouldtakethefieldsoonaftertenonthenextmorning。Attheappointedhour,orperhapsalittlelater,IdismountedatCastleConnor;and,onenteringthehall,IobservedagentlemanissuingfromO’Connor’sprivateroom。Irecognisedhim,asheapproached,asaMr。
  M’Donough,and,beingbutslightlyacquaintedwithhim,wasabouttopasshimwithabow,whenhestoppedme。
  Therewassomethinginhismannerwhichstruckmeasodd;heseemedagooddealflurriedifnotagitated,andsaid,inahurriedtone:
  ’Thisisaveryfoolishbusiness,Mr。
  Purcell。YouhavesomeinfluencewithmyfriendO’Connor;Ihopeyoucaninducehimtoadoptsomemoremoderatelineofconductthanthathehasdecidedupon。Ifyouwillallowme,Iwillreturnforamomentwithyou,andtalkoverthematteragainwithO’Connor。’
  AsM’Donoughutteredthesewords,I
  feltthatsuddensinkingoftheheartwhichaccompaniestheimmediateanticipationofsomethingdreadedanddreadful。IwasinstantlyconvincedthatO’ConnorhadquarrelledwithFitzgerald,andIknewthatifsuchwerethecase,nothingshortofamiraclecouldextricatehimfromtheconsequences。IsignedtoM’Donoughtoleadtheway,andweenteredthelittlestudytogether。O’Connorwasstandingwithhisbacktothefire;onthetablelaythebreakfast-thingsinthedisorderinwhichahurriedmealhadleftthem;andonanothersmallertable,placednearthehearth,laypen,ink,andpaper。AssoonasO’Connorsawme,hecameforwardandshookmecordiallybythehand。
  ’MydearPurcell,’saidhe,’youaretheverymanIwanted。Ihavegotintoanuglyscrape,andItrusttomyfriendstogetmeoutofit。’
  ’Youhavehadnodisputewiththatman——thatFitzgerald,Ihope,’saidI,givingutterancetotheconjecturewhosetruthImostdreaded。
  ’Faith,Icannotsayexactlywhatpassedbetweenus,’saidhe,’inasmuchasIwasatthetimenearlyhalfseasover;butofthismuchIamcertain,thatweexchangedangrywordslastnight。I
  lostmytempermostconfoundedly;but,aswellasIcanrecollect,heappearedperfectlycoolandcollected。Whathesaidwas,therefore,deliberatelysaid,andonthataccountmustberesented。’
  ’MydearO’Connor,areyoumad?’I
  exclaimed。’Whywillyouseektodrivetoadeadlyissueafewhastywords,utteredundertheinfluenceofwine,andforgottenalmostassoonasuttered?A
  quarrelwithFitzgeralditistwentychancestoonewouldterminatefatallytoyou。’
  ’ItisexactlybecauseFitzgeraldISsuchanaccomplishedshot,’saidhe,’thatI
  becomeliabletothemostinjuriousandintolerablesuspicionsifIsubmittoanythingfromhimwhichcouldbeconstruedintoanaffront;andforthatreasonFitzgeraldistheverylastmantowhomI
  wouldconcedeaninchinacaseofhonour。’
  ’Idonotrequireyoutomakeany,theslightestsacrificeofwhatyoutermyourhonour,’Ireplied;’butifyouhaveactuallywrittenachallengetoFitzgerald,asIsuspectyouhavedone,Iconjureyoutoreconsiderthematterbeforeyoudespatchit。FromallthatIhaveheardyousay,Fitzgeraldhasmoretocomplainofinthealtercationwhichhastakenplacethanyou。Youoweittoyouronlysurvivingparentnottothrustyourselfthuswantonlyupon——Iwillsayit,themostappallingdanger。Nobody,mydearO’Connor,canhaveadoubtofyourcourage;andifatanytime,whichGodforbid,youshallbecalleduponthustoriskyourlife,youshouldhaveitinyourpowertoenterthefieldundertheconsciousnessthatyouhaveactedthroughouttemperatelyandlikeaman,andnot,asI
  fearyounowwoulddo,havingrashlyandmostcauselesslyendangeredyourownlifeandthatofyourfriend。’
  ’Ibelieve,Purcell,yourareright,’saidhe。’IbelieveIHAVEviewedthematterintoodecidedalight;mynote,Ithink,scarcelyallowshimanhonourablealternative,andthatiscertainlygoingasteptoofar——furtherthanIintended。Mr。
  M’Donough,I’llthankyoutohandmethenote。’
  Hebroketheseal,and,castinghiseyehastilyoverit,hecontinued:
  ’Itis,indeed,amonumentoffolly。I
  amveryglad,Purcell,youhappenedtocomein,otherwiseitwouldhavereacheditsdestinationbythistime。’
  Hethrewitintothefire;and,afteramoment’spause,resumed:
  ’Youmustnotmistakeme,however。
  Iamperfectlysatisfiedastothepropriety,nay,thenecessity,ofcommunicatingwithFitzgerald。ThedifficultyisinwhattoneIshouldaddresshim。Icannotsaythatthemandirectlyaffrontedme——IcannotrecollectanyoneexpressionwhichIcouldlayholduponasoffensive——buthislanguagewasambiguous,andadmittedfrequentlyofthemostinsultingconstruction,andhismannerthroughoutwasinsupportablydomineering。IknowitimpressedmewiththeideathathepresumeduponhisreputationasaDEADSHOT,andthatwouldbeutterlyunendurable’
  ’Iwouldnowrecommend,asIhavealreadydone,’saidM’Donough,’thatifyouwritetoFitzgerald,itshouldbeinsuchastrainastoleavehimatperfectliberty,withoutacompromiseofhonour,inafriendlyway,tosatisfyyourdoubtsastohisconduct。’
  Isecondedtheproposalwarmly,andO’Connor,inafewminutes,finishedanote,whichhedesiredustoread。Itwastothiseffect:
  ’O’Connor,ofCastleConnor,feelingthatsomeexpressionsemployedbyMr。
  Fitzgeralduponlastnight,admittedofaconstructionoffensivetohim,andinjurioustohischaracter,requeststoknowwhetherMr。Fitzgeraldintendedtoconveysuchameaning。
  ’CastleConnor,Thursdaymorning。’
  ThisnotewasconsignedtothecareofMr。M’Donough,whoforthwithdepartedtoexecutehismission。Thesoundofhishorse’shoofs,asheroderapidlyaway,struckheavilyatmyheart;butIfoundsomesatisfactioninthereflectionthatM’DonoughappearedasaversefromextrememeasuresasIwasmyself,forI
  wellknew,withrespecttothefinalresultoftheaffair,thatasmuchdependeduponthetoneadoptedbytheSECOND,asuponthenatureofthewrittencommunication。
  Ihaveseldompassedamoreanxioushourthanthatwhichintervenedbetweenthedepartureandthereturnofthatgentleman。EveryinstantIimaginedIheardthetrampofahorseapproaching,andeverytimethatadooropenedIfancieditwastogiveentrancetotheeagerlyexpectedcourier。AtlengthIdidhearthehollowandrapidtreadofahorse’shoofupontheavenue。Itapproached——itstopped——ahurriedsteptraversedthehall——theroomdooropened,andM’Donoughentered。
  ’Youhavemadegreathaste,’saidO’Connor;’didyoufindhimathome?’
  ’Idid,’repliedM’Donough,’andmadethegreaterhasteasFitzgeralddidnotletmeknowthecontentsofhisreply。’
  AtthesametimehehandedanotetoO’Connor,whoinstantlybroketheseal。
  Thewordswereasfollow:
  ’Mr。FitzgeraldregretsthatanythingwhichhasfallenfromhimshouldhaveappearedtoMr。O’Connortobeintendedtoconveyareflectionuponhishonournonesuchhavingbeenmeant,andbegsleavetodisavowanywishtoquarrelunnecessarilywithMr。O’Connor。
  ’T——Inn,Thursdaymorning。’
  IcannotdescribehowmuchIfeltrelievedonreadingtheabovecommunication。
  ItookO’Connor’shandandpresseditwarmly,butmyemotionsweredeeperandstrongerthanIcaredtoshow,forI
  wasconvincedthathehadescapedamostimminentdanger。Nobodywhosenotionsuponthesubjectarederivedfromtheduellingofmoderntimes,inwhichmattersareconductedwithoutanyverysanguinarydeterminationuponeitherside,andwithequalwantofskillandcoolnessbybothparties,canformajustestimateofthedangerincurredbyonewhoventuredtoencounteraduellistoftheoldschool。
  Perfectcoolnessinthefield,andasteadinessandaccuracywhichtotheunpractisedappearedalmostmiraculousintheuseofthepistol,formedthecharacteristicsofthisclass;andinadditiontothistheregenerallyexistedakindofprofessionalpride,whichpromptedtheduellist,indefaultofanymoremalignantfeeling,frommotivesofmerevanity,toseekthelifeofhisantagonist。Fitzgerald’scareerhadbeenaremarkablysuccessfulone,andIknewthatoutofthirteenduelswhichhehadfoughtinIreland,inninecaseshehadKILLEDhisman。Inthosedaysoneneverheardofthepartiesleavingthefield,asnotunfrequentlynowoccurs,withoutbloodhavingbeenspilt;andtheoddswere,ofcourse,inallcasestremendouslyagainstayoungandunpractisedman,whenmatchedwithanexperiencedantagonist。Myimpressionrespectingthemagnitudeofthedangerwhichmyfriendhadincurredwasthereforebynomeansunwarranted。
  InowquestionedO’ConnormoreaccuratelyrespectingthecircumstancesofhisquarrelwithFitzgerald。Itarosefromsomedisputerespectingtheapplicationofaruleofpiquet,atwhichgametheyhadbeenplaying,eachinterpretingitfavourablytohimself,andO’Connor,havinglostconsiderably,wasinnomoodtoconductanargumentwithtemper——analtercationensued,andthatofratherapungentnature,andtheresultwasthatheleftFitzgerald’sroomratherabruptly,determinedtodemandanexplanationinthemostperemptorytone。ForthispurposehehadsentforM’Donough,andhadcommissionedhimtodeliverthenote,whichmyarrivalhadfortunatelyintercepted。
  Asitwasnowpastnoon,O’Connormademepromisetoremainwithhimtodinner;andwesatdownapartyofthree,allinhighspiritsattheterminationofouranxieties。Itisnecessarytomention,forthepurposeofaccountingforwhatfollows,thatMrs。O’Connor,or,asshewasmoreeuphoniouslystyled,theladyofCastleConnor,wasprecludedbyill-healthfromtakingherplaceatthedinner-table,and,indeed,seldomleftherroombeforefouro’clock。[4]Weweresittingafterdinnersippingourclaret,andtalking,andlaughing,andenjoyingourselvesexceedingly,whenaservant,steppingintotheroom,informedhismasterthatagentlemanwantedtospeakwithhim。
  [4]Itisscarcelynecessarytoremindthereader,thatattheperiodspokenof,theimportanthourofdinneroccurredverynearlyatnoon。
  ’Requesthim,withmycompliments,towalkin,’saidO’Connor;andinafewmomentsagentlemanenteredtheroom。
  Hisappearancewasanythingbutprepossessing。Hewasalittleabovethemiddlesize,spare,andraw-boned;hisfaceveryred,hisfeaturessharpandbluish,andhisagemightbeaboutsixty。HisattiresavouredagooddealoftheSHABBY-
  GENTEEL;hisclothes,whichhadmuchoftarnishedandfadedpretensionaboutthem,didnotfithim,andhadnotimprobablyflutteredinthestallsofPlunketStreet。Wehadrisenonhisentrance,andO’Connorhadtwicerequestedofhimtotakeachairatthetable,withouthishearing,oratleastnoticing,theinvitation;whilewithaslowpace,andwithanairofmingledimportanceandeffrontery,headvancedintothecentreoftheapartment,andregardingoursmallpartywithasuperciliousair,hesaid:
  ’Itakethelibertyofintroducingmyself——IamCaptainM’Creagh,formerlyofthe——infantry。MybusinesshereiswithaMr。O’Connor,andthesooneritisdespatchedthebetter。’