butinvain,fortotteringtowardsachair,shesankintoit,lookingsodeadlypaleandhorror-struckthatIthoughteverymomentshewouldfaint。
’MercifulGod,keepusfromharmanddanger!’mutteredsheatlength。
’Whatcanhaveterrifiedyouso?’saidI,beginningtofearthatshehadseensomethingmorethanhadmetmyeye。’Youappearill,mypoorwoman!’
’Nothing,nothing,mylady,’saidshe,rising。’Ibegyourladyship’spardonformakingsobold。MaythegreatGoddefendusfrommisfortune!’
’Martha,’saidI,’somethingHASfrightenedyouverymuch,andIinsistonknowingwhatitis;yourkeepingmeinthedarkuponthesubjectwillmakememuchmoreuneasythananythingyoucouldtellme。I
desireyou,therefore,toletmeknowwhatagitatesyou;Icommandyoutotellme。’
’Yourladyshipsaidyousawablackcurtainfallingacrossthedoorwhenyouwerecomingintotheroom,’saidtheoldwoman。
’Idid,’saidI;’butthoughthewholethingappearssomewhatstrange,Icannotseeanythinginthemattertoagitateyousoexcessively。’
’It’sfornogoodyousawthat,mylady,’saidthecrone;’somethingterribleiscoming。It’sasign,mylady——asignthatneverfails。’
’Explain,explainwhatyoumean,mygoodwoman,’saidI,inspiteofmyself,catchingmorethanIcouldaccountfor,ofhersuperstitiousterror。
’Wheneversomething——somethingBADisgoingtohappentotheGlenfallenfamily,someonethatbelongstothemseesablackhandkerchieforcurtainjustwavedorfallingbeforetheirfaces。Isawitmyself,’
continuedshe,loweringhervoice,’whenI
wasonlyalittlegirl,andI’llneverforgetit。Ioftenheardofitbefore,thoughI
neversawittillthen,norsince,praisedbeGod。ButIwasgoingintoLadyJane’sroomtowakenherinthemorning;andsureenoughwhenIgotfirsttothebedandbegantodrawthecurtain,somethingdarkwaswavedacrossthedivision,butonlyforamoment;andwhenIsawrightlyintothebed,therewasshelyingcoldanddead,Godbemercifultome!So,mylady,thereissmallblametometobedauntedwhenanyoneofthefamilyseesit;forit’smany’sthestoryIheardofit,thoughIsawitbutonce。’
Iwasnotofasuperstitiousturnofmind,yetIcouldnotresistafeelingofaweverynearlyalliedtothefearwhichmycompanionhadsounreservedlyexpressed;andwhenyouconsidermysituation,theloneliness,antiquity,andgloomoftheplace,youwillallowthattheweaknesswasnotwithoutexcuse。
InspiteofoldMartha’sbodingpredictions,however,timeflowedoninanunruffledcourse。Onelittleincidenthowever,thoughtriflinginitself,Imustrelate,asitservestomakewhatfollowsmoreintelligible。
Uponthedayaftermyarrival,LordGlenfallenofcoursedesiredtomakemeacquaintedwiththehouseanddomain;andaccordinglywesetforthuponourramble。
Whenreturning,hebecameforsometimesilentandmoody,astatesounusualwithhimasconsiderablytoexcitemysurprise。
Iendeavouredbyobservationsandquestionstoarousehim——butinvain。Atlength,asweapproachedthehouse,hesaid,asifspeakingtohimself:
’’Tweremadness——madness——madness,’
repeatingthewordsbitterly——’sureandspeedyruin。’
Therewasherealongpause;andatlength,turningsharplytowardsme,inatoneveryunlikethatinwhichhehadhithertoaddressedme,hesaid:
’Doyouthinkitpossiblethatawomancankeepasecret?’
’Iamsure,’saidI,’thatwomenareverymuchbelieduponthescoreoftalkativeness,andthatImayansweryourquestionwiththesamedirectnesswithwhichyouputit——IreplythatIDOthinkawomancankeepasecret。’
’ButIdonot,’saidhe,drily。
Wewalkedoninsilenceforatime。I
wasmuchastonishedathisunwontedabruptness——Ihadalmostsaidrudeness。
Afteraconsiderablepauseheseemedtorecollecthimself,andwithaneffortresuminghissprightlymanner,hesaid:
’Well,well,thenextthingtokeepingasecretwellis,nottodesiretopossessone——talkativenessandcuriositygenerallygotogether。NowIshallmaketestofyou,inthefirstplace,respectingthelatterofthesequalities。IshallbeyourBLUEBEARD——
tush,whydoItriflethus?Listentome,mydearFanny;Ispeaknowinsolemnearnest。WhatIdesireisintimately,inseparably,connectedwithyourhappinessandhonouraswellasmyown;andyourcompliancewithmyrequestwillnotbedifficult。Itwillimposeuponyouaverytriflingrestraintduringyoursojournhere,whichcertaineventswhichhaveoccurredsinceourarrivalhavedeterminedmeshallnotbealongone。Youmustpromiseme,uponyoursacredhonour,thatyouwillvisitONLYthatpartofthecastlewhichcanbereachedfromthefrontentrance,leavingthebackentranceandthepartofthebuildingcommandedimmediatelybyittothemenials,asalsothesmallgardenwhosehighwallyouseeyonder;andneveratanytimeseektopryorpeepintothem,nortoopenthedoorwhichcommunicatesfromthefrontpartofthehousethroughthecorridorwiththeback。Idonoturgethisinjestorincaprice,butfromasolemnconvictionthatdangerandmiserywillbethecertainconsequencesofyournotobservingwhatIprescribe。Icannotexplainmyselffurtheratpresent。Promiseme,then,thesethings,asyouhopeforpeacehere,andformercyhereafter。’
Ididmakethepromiseasdesired,andheappearedrelieved;hismannerrecoveredallitsgaietyandelasticity:buttherecollectionofthestrangescenewhichIhavejustdescribeddweltpainfullyuponmymind。
Morethanamonthpassedawaywithoutanyoccurrenceworthrecording;butI
wasnotdestinedtoleaveCahergillaghwithoutfurtheradventure。Oneday,intendingtoenjoythepleasantsunshineinaramblethroughthewoods,Iranuptomyroomtoprocuremybonnetandshawl。
Uponenteringthechamber,Iwassurprisedandsomewhatstartledtofinditoccupied。
Besidethefireplace,andnearlyoppositethedoor,seatedinalarge,old-fashionedelbow-chair,wasplacedthefigureofalady。Sheappearedtobenearerfiftythanforty,andwasdressedsuitablytoherage,inahandsomesuitoffloweredsilk;shehadaprofusionoftrinketsandjewelleryaboutherperson,andmanyringsuponherfingers。Butalthoughveryrich,herdresswasnotgaudyorinilltaste。Butwhatwasremarkableintheladywas,thatalthoughherfeatureswerehandsome,anduponthewholepleasing,thepupilofeacheyewasdimmedwiththewhitenessofcataract,andshewasevidentlystone-blind。
Iwasforsomesecondssosurprisedatthisunaccountableapparition,thatIcouldnotfindwordstoaddressher。
’Madam,’saidI,’theremustbesomemistakehere——thisismybed-chamber。’
’Marrycomeup,’saidthelady,sharply;
’YOURchamber!WhereisLordGlenfallen?’
’Heisbelow,madam,’repliedI;’andIamconvincedhewillbenotalittlesurprisedtofindyouhere。’
’Idonotthinkhewill,’saidshe;’withyourgoodleave,talkofwhatyouknowsomethingabout。TellhimIwanthim。
Whydoestheminxdilly-dallyso?’
Inspiteoftheawewhichthisgrimladyinspired,therewassomethinginherairofconfidentsuperioritywhich,whenI
consideredourrelativesituations,wasnotalittleirritating。
’Doyouknow,madam,towhomyouspeak?’saidI。
’Ineitherknownorcare,’saidshe;
’butIpresumethatyouaresomeoneaboutthehouse,soagainIdesireyou,ifyouwishtocontinuehere,tobringyourmasterhitherforthwith。’
’Imusttellyou,madam,’saidI,’thatIamLadyGlenfallen。’
’What’sthat?’saidthestranger,rapidly。
’Isay,madam,’Irepeated,approachingherthatImightbemoredistinctlyheard,’thatIamLadyGlenfallen。’
’It’salie,youtrull!’criedshe,inanaccentwhichmademestart,andatthesametime,springingforward,sheseizedmeinhergrasp,andshookmeviolently,repeating,’It’salie——it’salie!’witharapidityandvehemencewhichswelledeveryveinofherface。Theviolenceofheraction,andthefurywhichconvulsedherface,effectuallyterrifiedme,anddis-
engagingmyselffromhergrasp,IscreamedasloudasIcouldforhelp。Theblindwomancontinuedtopouroutatorrentofabuseuponme,foamingatthemouthwithrage,andimpotentlyshakingherclenchedfiststowardsme。
IheardLordGlenfallen’sstepuponthestairs,andIinstantlyranout;asIpassedhimIperceivedthathewasdeadlypale,andjustcaughtthewords:’Ihopethatdemonhasnothurtyou?’
Imadesomeanswer,Iforgetwhat,andheenteredthechamber,thedoorofwhichhelockedupontheinside。WhatpassedwithinIknownot;butIheardthevoicesofthetwospeakersraisedinloudandangryaltercation。
IthoughtIheardtheshrillaccentsofthewomanrepeatthewords,’Letherlooktoherself;’butIcouldnotbequitesure。Thisshortsentence,however,was,tomyalarmedimagination,pregnantwithfearfulmeaning。
Thestormatlengthsubsided,thoughnotuntilafteraconferenceofmorethantwolonghours。LordGlenfallenthenreturned,paleandagitated。
’Thatunfortunatewoman,’saidhe,’isoutofhermind。Idaresayshetreatedyoutosomeofherravings;butyouneednotdreadanyfurtherinterruptionfromher:I
havebroughthersofartoreason。Shedidnothurtyou,Itrust。’
’No,no,’saidI;’butsheterrifiedmebeyondmeasure。’
’Well,’saidhe,’sheislikelytobehavebetterforthefuture;andIdareswearthatneitheryounorshewoulddesire,afterwhathaspassed,tomeetagain。’
Thisoccurrence,sostartlingandun-
pleasant,soinvolvedinmystery,andgivingrisetosomanypainfulsurmises,affordedmenoveryagreeablefoodforrumination。
Allattemptsonmyparttoarriveatthetruthwerebaffled;LordGlenfallenevadedallmyinquiries,andatlengthperemptorilyforbidanyfurtherallusiontothematter。
IwasthusobligedtorestsatisfiedwithwhatIhadactuallyseen,andtotrusttotimetoresolvetheperplexitiesinwhichthewholetransactionhadinvolvedme。
LordGlenfallen’stemperandspiritsgraduallyunderwentacompleteandmostpainfulchange;hebecamesilentandabstracted,hismannertomewasabruptandoftenharsh,somegrievousanxietyseemedeverpresenttohismind;andunderitsinfluencehisspiritssunkandhistemperbecamesoured。
Isoonperceivedthathisgaietywasratherthatwhichthestirandexcitementofsocietyproduce,thantheresultofahealthyhabitofmind;everydayconfirmedmeintheopinion,thattheconsiderategood-naturewhichIhadsomuchadmiredinhimwaslittlemorethanameremanner;andtomyinfinitegriefandsurprise,thegay,kind,open-heartednoblemanwhohadformonthsfollowedandflatteredme,wasrapidlyassumingtheformofagloomy,morose,andsingularlyselfishman。
Thiswasabitterdiscovery,andIstrovetoconcealitfrommyselfaslongasIcould;
butthetruthwasnottobedenied,andI
wasforcedtobelievethatLordGlenfallennolongerlovedme,andthathewasatlittlepainstoconcealthealterationinhissentiments。
Onemorningafterbreakfast,LordGlen-
fallenhadbeenforsometimewalkingsilentlyupanddowntheroom,buriedinhismoodyreflections,whenpausingsuddenly,andturningtowardsme,heexclaimed:
’Ihaveit——Ihaveit!Wemustgoabroad,andstaytheretoo;andifthatdoesnotanswer,why——why,wemusttrysomemoreeffectualexpedient。LadyGlenfallen,I
havebecomeinvolvedinheavyembarrassments。
Awife,youknow,mustsharethefortunesofherhusband,forbetterforworse;butIwillwaivemyrightifyoupreferremaininghere——hereatCahergillagh。
ForIwouldnothaveyouseenelsewherewithoutthestatetowhichyourrankentitlesyou;besides,itwouldbreakyourpoormother’sheart,’headded,withsneeringgravity。’Somakeupyourmind——
CahergillaghorFrance。Iwillstartifpossibleinaweek,sodeterminebetweenthisandthen。’
Helefttheroom,andinafewmomentsIsawhimridepastthewindow,followedbyamountedservant。Hehaddirectedadomestictoinformmethatheshouldnotbebackuntilthenextday。
IwasinverygreatdoubtastowhatcourseofconductIshouldpursue,astoaccompanyinghiminthecontinentaltoursosuddenlydeterminedupon。Ifeltthatitwouldbeahazardtoogreattoencounter;
foratCahergillaghIhadalwaystheconsciousnesstosustainme,thatifhistemperatanytimeledhimintoviolentorunwarrantabletreatmentofme,Ihadaremedywithinreach,intheprotectionandsupportofmyownfamily,fromallusefulandeffectivecommunicationwithwhom,ifonceinFrance,Ishouldbeentirelydebarred。
AstoremainingatCahergillaghinsolitude,and,foraughtIknew,exposedtohiddendangers,itappearedtomescarcelylessobjectionablethantheformerproposition;
andyetIfearedthatwithoneorotherImustcomply,unlessIwaspreparedtocometoanactualbreachwithLordGlenfallen。Fulloftheseunpleasingdoubtsandperplexities,Iretiredtorest。
Iwaswakened,afterhavingsleptuneasilyforsomehours,bysomepersonshakingmerudelybytheshoulder;asmalllampburnedinmyroom,andbyitslight,tomyhorrorandamazement,Idiscoveredthatmyvisitantwastheself-sameblindoldladywhohadsoterrifiedmeafewweeksbefore。
Istartedupinthebed,withaviewtoringthebell,andalarmthedomestics;butsheinstantlyanticipatedmebysaying:
’Donotbefrightened,sillygirl!IfIhadwishedtoharmyouIcouldhavedoneitwhileyouweresleeping;Ineednothavewakenedyou。Listentome,now,attentivelyandfearlessly,forwhatIhavetosayinterestsyoutothefullasmuchasitdoesme。Tellmehere,inthepresenceofGod,didLordGlenfallenmarryyou——ACTUALLY
MARRYyou?Speakthetruth,woman。’
’AssurelyasIliveandspeak,’I
replied,’didLordGlenfallenmarryme,inpresenceofmorethanahundredwitnesses。’
’Well,’continuedshe,’heshouldhavetoldyouTHEN,beforeyoumarriedhim,thathehadawifeliving,whichwifeIam。I
feelyoutremble——tush!donotbefrightened。
Idonotmeantoharmyou。Markmenow——youareNOThiswife。WhenI
makemystoryknownyouwillbesoneitherintheeyeofGodnorofman。Youmustleavethishouseuponto-morrow。
Lettheworldknowthatyourhusbandhasanotherwifeliving;goyouintoretirement,andleavehimtojustice,whichwillsurelyovertakehim。Ifyouremaininthishouseafterto-morrowyouwillreapthebitterfruitsofyoursin。’