’Well,dear,andwhatfrightensyou?’
continuedshe。’Areyouafraidofatitle?
Whathashedonetoalarmyou?heisneitheroldnorugly。’
Iwassilent,thoughImighthavesaid,’Heisneitheryoungnorhandsome。’
’MydearFanny,’continuedmymother,’insoberseriousnessyouhavebeenmostfortunateinengagingtheaffectionsofanoblemansuchasLordGlenfallen,youngandwealthy,withfirst-rate——yes,acknowledgedFIRST-RATEabilities,andofafamilywhoseinfluenceisnotexceededbythatofanyinIreland。OfcourseyouseetheofferinthesamelightthatIdo——indeedIthinkyouMUST。’
Thiswasutteredinnoverydubioustone。IwassomuchastonishedbythesuddennessofthewholecommunicationthatIliterallydidnotknowwhattosay。
’Youarenotinlove?’saidmymother,turningsharply,andfixingherdarkeyesuponmewithseverescrutiny。
’No,madam,’saidI,promptly;horrified,aswhatyoungladywouldnothavebeen,atsuchaquery。
’I’mgladtohearit,’saidmymother,drily。’Once,nearlytwentyyearsago,afriendofmineconsultedmeastohowheshoulddealwithadaughterwhohadmadewhattheycallalove-match——beggaredherself,anddisgracedherfamily;andIsaid,withouthesitation,takenocareforher,butcastheroff。SuchpunishmentI
awardedforanoffencecommittedagainstthereputationofafamilynotmyown;
andwhatIadvisedrespectingthechildofanother,withfullassmallcompunctionIwouldDOwithmine。Icannotconceiveanythingmoreunreasonableorintolerablethanthatthefortuneandthecharacterofafamilyshouldbemarredbytheidlecapricesofagirl。’
Shespokethiswithgreatseverity,andpausedasifsheexpectedsomeobservationfromme。
I,however,saidnothing。
’ButIneednotexplaintoyou,mydearFanny,’shecontinued,’myviewsuponthissubject;youhavealwaysknownthemwell,andIhaveneveryethadreasontobelieveyoulikely,voluntarily,tooffendme,ortoabuseorneglectanyofthoseadvantageswhichreasonanddutytellyoushouldbeimproved。Comehither,mydear;kissme,anddonotlooksofrightened。Well,now,aboutthisletter,youneednotanswerityet;
ofcourseyoumustbeallowedtimetomakeupyourmind。InthemeantimeI
willwritetohislordshiptogivehimmypermissiontovisitusatAshtown。Good-
night,mylove。’
Andthusendedoneofthemostdisagreeable,nottosayastounding,conversationsIhadeverhad。ItwouldnotbeeasytodescribeexactlywhatweremyfeelingstowardsLordGlenfallen;——
whatevermighthavebeenmymother’ssuspicions,myheartwasperfectlydisengaged——andhitherto,althoughIhadnotbeenmadeintheslightestdegreeacquaintedwithhisrealviews,Ihadlikedhimverymuch,asanagreeable,well-
informedman,whomIwasalwaysgladtomeetinsociety。Hehadservedinthenavyinearlylife,andthepolishwhichhismannersreceivedinhisafterintercoursewithcourtsandcitieshadnotservedtoobliteratethatfranknessofmannerwhichbelongsproverbiallytothesailor。
Whetherthisapparentcandourwentdeeperthantheoutwardbearing,Iwasyettolearn。However,therewasnodoubtthat,asfarasIhadseenofLordGlenfallen,hewas,thoughperhapsnotsoyoungasmighthavebeendesiredinalover,asingularlypleasingman;andwhateverfeelingunfavourabletohimhadfounditswayintomymind,arosealtogetherfromthedread,notanunreasonableone,thatconstraintmightbepractiseduponmyinclinations。Ireflected,however,thatLordGlenfallenwasawealthyman,andonehighlythoughtof;andalthoughI
couldneverexpecttolovehimintheromanticsenseoftheterm,yetIhadnodoubtbutthat,allthingsconsidered,I
mightbemorehappywithhimthanI
couldhopetobeathome。
WhennextImethimitwaswithnosmallembarrassment,histactandgoodbreeding,however,soonreassuredme,andeffectuallypreventedmyawkwardnessbeingremarkedupon。AndIhadthesatisfactionofleavingDublinforthecountrywiththefullconvictionthatnobody,noteventhosemostintimatewithme,evensuspectedthefactofLordGlenfallen’shavingmademeaformalproposal。
Thiswastomeaveryserioussubjectofself-gratulation,for,besidesmyinstinctivedreadofbecomingthetopicofthespeculationsofgossip,IfeltthatifthesituationwhichIoccupiedinrelationtohimweremadepubliclyknown,Ishouldstandcommittedinamannerwhichwouldscarcelyleavemethepowerofretraction。
TheperiodatwhichLordGlenfallenhadarrangedtovisitAshtownHousewasnowfastapproaching,anditbecamemymother’swishtoformmethoroughlytoherwill,andtoobtainmyconsenttotheproposedmarriagebeforehisarrival,sothatallthingsmightproceedsmoothly,withoutapparentoppositionorobjectionuponmypart。Whateverobjections,therefore,Ihadentertainedweretobesubdued;
whateverdispositiontoresistanceI
hadexhibitedorhadbeensupposedtofeel,weretobecompletelyeradicatedbeforehemadehisappearance;andmymotheraddressedherselftothetaskwithadecisionandenergyagainstwhicheventhebarriers,whichherimaginationhadcreated,couldhardlyhavestood。
Ifshehad,however,expectedanydeterminedoppositionfromme,shewasagree-
ablydisappointed。Myheartwasperfectlyfree,andallmyfeelingsoflikingandpreferencewereinfavourofLordGlenfallen;andIwellknewthatincaseI
refusedtodisposeofmyselfasIwasdesired,mymotherhadalikethepowerandthewilltorendermyexistenceasutterlymiserableaseventhemostill-
assortedmarriagecouldpossiblyhavedone。
Youwillremember,mygoodfriend,thatIwasveryyoungandverycompletelyunderthecontrolofmyparents,bothofwhom,mymotherparticularly,wereunscrupulouslydeterminedinmattersofthiskind,andwilling,whenvoluntaryobedienceonthepartofthosewithintheirpowerwaswithheld,tocompelaforcedacquiescencebyanunsparinguseofalltheenginesofthemoststernandrigorousdomesticdiscipline。
Allthesecombined,notunnaturally,inducedmetoresolveuponyieldingatonce,andwithoutuselessopposition,towhatappearedalmosttobemyfate。
Theappointedtimewascome,andmynowacceptedsuitorarrived;hewasinhighspirits,and,ifpossible,moreentertainingthanever。
Iwasnot,however,quiteinthemoodtoenjoyhissprightliness;butwhateverIwantedingaietywasamplymadeupinthetriumphantandgraciousgood-humourofmymother,whosesmilesofbenevolenceandexultationwereshoweredaroundasbountifullyasthesummersunshine。
Iwillnotwearyyouwithunnecessaryprolixity。Letitsufficetosay,thatIwasmarriedtoLordGlenfallenwithalltheattendantpompandcircumstanceofwealth,rank,andgrandeur。Accordingtotheusageofthetimes,nowhumanelyreformed,theceremonywasmade,untillongpastmidnight,theseasonofwild,uproarious,andpromiscuousfeastingandrevelry。
OfallthisIhaveapainfullyvividrecollection,andparticularlyofthelittleannoyancesinflicteduponmebythedullandcoarsejokesofthewitsandwagswhoaboundinallsuchplaces,anduponallsuchoccasions。
Iwasnotsorrywhen,afterafewdays,LordGlenfallen’scarriageappearedatthedoortoconveyusbothfromAshtown;foranychangewouldhavebeenarelieffromtheirksomenessofceremonialandformalitywhichthevisitsreceivedinhonourofmynewly-acquiredtitleshourlyentaileduponme。
ItwasarrangedthatweweretoproceedtoCahergillagh,oneoftheGlenfallenestates,lying,however,inasoutherncounty,sothat,owingtothedifficultyoftheroadsatthetime,atediousjourneyofthreedaysintervened。
Isetforthwithmynoblecompanion,followedbytheregretsofsome,andbytheenvyofmany;thoughGodknowsI
littledeservedthelatter。Thethreedaysoftravelwerenowalmostspent,when,passingthebrowofawildheathyhill,thedomainofCahergillaghopenedsuddenlyuponourview。
Itformedastrikingandabeautifulscene。
Alakeofconsiderableextentstretchingawaytowardsthewest,andreflectingfromitsbroad,smoothwaters,therichglowofthesettingsun,wasoverhungbysteephills,coveredbyarichmantleofvelvetsward,brokenhereandtherebythegreyfrontofsomeoldrock,andexhibitingontheirshelvingsides,theirslopesandhollows,everyvarietyoflightandshade;athickwoodofdwarfoak,birch,andhazelskirtedthesehills,andclothedtheshoresofthelake,runningoutinrichluxurianceuponeverypromontory,andspreadingupwardconsiderablyuponthesideofthehills。
’Thereliestheenchantedcastle,’saidLordGlenfallen,pointingtowardsaconsiderablelevelspaceinterveningbetweentwoofthepicturesquehills,whichrosedimlyaroundthelake。
Thislittleplainwaschieflyoccupiedbythesamelow,wildwoodwhichcoveredtheotherpartsofthedomain;buttowardsthecentreamassoftallerandstatelierforesttreesstooddarklygroupedtogether,andamongthemstoodanancientsquaretower,withmanybuildingsofahumblercharacter,formingtogetherthemanor-
house,or,asitwasmoreusuallycalled,theCourtofCahergillagh。
Asweapproachedtheleveluponwhichthemansionstood,thewindingroadgaveusmanyglimpsesofthetime-worncastleanditssurroundingbuildings;andseenasitwasthroughthelongvistasofthefineoldtrees,andwiththerichglowofeveninguponit,Ihaveseldombeheldanobjectmorepicturesquelystriking。
Iwasgladtoperceive,too,thathereandtherethebluecurlingsmokeascendedfromstacksofchimneysnowhiddenbytherich,darkivywhich,inagreatmeasure,coveredthebuilding。Otherindicationsofcomfortmadethemselvesmanifestasweapproached;andindeed,thoughtheplacewasevidentlyoneofconsiderableantiquity,ithadnothingwhateverofthegloomofdecayaboutit。
’Youmustnot,mylove,’saidLordGlenfallen,’imaginethisplaceworsethanitis。Ihavenotasteforantiquity——atleastIshouldnotchooseahousetoresideinbecauseitisold。IndeedIdonotrecollectthatIwasevensoromanticastoovercomemyaversiontoratsandrheumatism,thosefaithfulattendantsuponyournoblerelicsoffeudalism;andImuchpreferasnug,modern,unmysteriousbedroom,withwell-
airedsheets,tothewavingtapestry,mildewedcushions,andalltheotherinterestingappliancesofromance。However,thoughI
cannotpromiseyouallthediscomfortgenerallybelongingtoanoldcastle,youwillfindlegendsandghostlyloreenoughtoclaimyourrespect;andifoldMarthabestilltothefore,asItrustsheis,youwillsoonhaveasupernaturalandappropriateanecdoteforeveryclosetandcornerofthemansion;buthereweare——so,withoutmoreado,welcometoCahergillagh!’
Wenowenteredthehallofthecastle,andwhilethedomesticswereemployedinconveyingourtrunksandotherluggagewhichwehadbroughtwithusforimmediateusetotheapartmentswhichLordGlenfallenhadselectedforhimselfandme,Iwentwithhimintoaspacioussitting-room,wainscotedwithfinelypolishedblackoak,andhungroundwiththeportraitsofvariousworthiesoftheGlenfallenfamily。
Thisroomlookedoutuponanextensivelevelcoveredwiththesoftestgreensward,andirregularlyboundedbythewildwoodI
havebeforementioned,throughtheleafyarcadeformedbywhoseboughsandtrunksthelevelbeamsofthesettingsunwerepouring。Inthedistanceagroupofdairy-
maidswereplyingtheirtask,whichtheyaccompaniedthroughoutwithsnatchesofIrishsongswhich,mellowedbythedistance,floatednotunpleasinglytotheear;andbesidethemsatorlay,withallthegraveimportanceofconsciousprotection,sixorsevenlargedogsofvariouskinds。Fartherinthedistance,andthroughthecloistersofthearchingwood,twoorthreeraggedurchinswereemployedindrivingsuchstraykineashadwanderedfartherthantheresttojointheirfellows。
AsIlookeduponthisscenewhichIhavedescribed,afeelingoftranquillityandhappinesscameuponme,whichIhaveneverexperiencedinsostrongadegree;andsostrangetomewasthesensationthatmyeyesfilledwithtears。
LordGlenfallenmistookthecauseofmyemotion,andtakingmekindlyandtenderlybythehand,hesaid:
’Donotsuppose,mylove,thatitismyintentiontoSETTLEhere。Wheneveryoudesiretoleavethis,youhaveonlytoletmeknowyourwish,anditshallbecompliedwith;soImustentreatofyounottosufferanycircumstanceswhichIcancontroltogiveyouonemoment’suneasiness。ButhereisoldMartha;youmustbeintroducedtoher,oneoftheheirloomsofourfamily。’
Ahale,good-humoured,erectoldwomanwasMartha,andanagreeablecontrasttothegrim,decrepidhagwhichmyfancyhadconjuredup,asthedepositoryofallthehorribletalesinwhichIdoubtednotthisoldplacewasmostfruitful。
Shewelcomedmeandhermasterwithaprofusionofgratulations,alternatelykissingourhandsandapologisingfortheliberty,untilatlengthLordGlenfallenputanendtothissomewhatfatiguingceremonialbyrequestinghertoconductmetomychamberifitwerepreparedformyreception。
IfollowedMarthaupanold-fashionedoakstaircaseintoalong,dimpassage,attheendofwhichlaythedoorwhichcommunicatedwiththeapartmentswhichhadbeenselectedforouruse;heretheoldwomanstopped,andrespectfullyrequestedmetoproceed。
Iaccordinglyopenedthedoor,andwasabouttoenter,whensomethinglikeamassofblacktapestry,asitappeared,disturbedbymysuddenapproach,fellfromabovethedoor,soascompletelytoscreentheaperture;thestartlingunexpectednessoftheoccurrence,andtherustlingnoisewhichthedraperymadeinitsdescent,causedmeinvoluntarilytosteptwoorthreepacesbackwards。Iturned,smilingandhalf-
ashamed,totheoldservant,andsaid:
’YouseewhatacowardIam。’
Thewomanlookedpuzzled,and,withoutsayinganymore,Iwasabouttodrawasidethecurtainandentertheroom,when,uponturningtodoso,Iwassurprisedtofindthatnothingwhateverinterposedtoobstructthepassage。
Iwentintotheroom,followedbytheservant-woman,andwasamazedtofindthatit,liketheonebelow,waswainscoted,andthatnothinglikedraperywastobefoundnearthedoor。
’Whereisit?’saidI;’whathasbecomeofit?’
’Whatdoesyourladyshipwishtoknow?’
saidtheoldwoman。
’Whereistheblackcurtainthatfellacrossthedoor,whenIattemptedfirsttocometomychamber?’answeredI。
’ThecrossofChristaboutus!’saidtheoldwoman,turningsuddenlypale。
’Whatisthematter,mygoodfriend?’
saidI;’youseemfrightened。’
’Ohno,no,yourladyship,’saidtheoldwoman,endeavouringtoconcealheragitation;