首页 >出版文学> Letters on Literature>第36章
  ’Well,dear,andwhatfrightensyou?’
  continuedshe。’Areyouafraidofatitle?
  Whathashedonetoalarmyou?heisneitheroldnorugly。’
  Iwassilent,thoughImighthavesaid,’Heisneitheryoungnorhandsome。’
  ’MydearFanny,’continuedmymother,’insoberseriousnessyouhavebeenmostfortunateinengagingtheaffectionsofanoblemansuchasLordGlenfallen,youngandwealthy,withfirst-rate——yes,acknowledgedFIRST-RATEabilities,andofafamilywhoseinfluenceisnotexceededbythatofanyinIreland。OfcourseyouseetheofferinthesamelightthatIdo——indeedIthinkyouMUST。’
  Thiswasutteredinnoverydubioustone。IwassomuchastonishedbythesuddennessofthewholecommunicationthatIliterallydidnotknowwhattosay。
  ’Youarenotinlove?’saidmymother,turningsharply,andfixingherdarkeyesuponmewithseverescrutiny。
  ’No,madam,’saidI,promptly;horrified,aswhatyoungladywouldnothavebeen,atsuchaquery。
  ’I’mgladtohearit,’saidmymother,drily。’Once,nearlytwentyyearsago,afriendofmineconsultedmeastohowheshoulddealwithadaughterwhohadmadewhattheycallalove-match——beggaredherself,anddisgracedherfamily;andIsaid,withouthesitation,takenocareforher,butcastheroff。SuchpunishmentI
  awardedforanoffencecommittedagainstthereputationofafamilynotmyown;
  andwhatIadvisedrespectingthechildofanother,withfullassmallcompunctionIwouldDOwithmine。Icannotconceiveanythingmoreunreasonableorintolerablethanthatthefortuneandthecharacterofafamilyshouldbemarredbytheidlecapricesofagirl。’
  Shespokethiswithgreatseverity,andpausedasifsheexpectedsomeobservationfromme。
  I,however,saidnothing。
  ’ButIneednotexplaintoyou,mydearFanny,’shecontinued,’myviewsuponthissubject;youhavealwaysknownthemwell,andIhaveneveryethadreasontobelieveyoulikely,voluntarily,tooffendme,ortoabuseorneglectanyofthoseadvantageswhichreasonanddutytellyoushouldbeimproved。Comehither,mydear;kissme,anddonotlooksofrightened。Well,now,aboutthisletter,youneednotanswerityet;
  ofcourseyoumustbeallowedtimetomakeupyourmind。InthemeantimeI
  willwritetohislordshiptogivehimmypermissiontovisitusatAshtown。Good-
  night,mylove。’
  Andthusendedoneofthemostdisagreeable,nottosayastounding,conversationsIhadeverhad。ItwouldnotbeeasytodescribeexactlywhatweremyfeelingstowardsLordGlenfallen;——
  whatevermighthavebeenmymother’ssuspicions,myheartwasperfectlydisengaged——andhitherto,althoughIhadnotbeenmadeintheslightestdegreeacquaintedwithhisrealviews,Ihadlikedhimverymuch,asanagreeable,well-
  informedman,whomIwasalwaysgladtomeetinsociety。Hehadservedinthenavyinearlylife,andthepolishwhichhismannersreceivedinhisafterintercoursewithcourtsandcitieshadnotservedtoobliteratethatfranknessofmannerwhichbelongsproverbiallytothesailor。
  Whetherthisapparentcandourwentdeeperthantheoutwardbearing,Iwasyettolearn。However,therewasnodoubtthat,asfarasIhadseenofLordGlenfallen,hewas,thoughperhapsnotsoyoungasmighthavebeendesiredinalover,asingularlypleasingman;andwhateverfeelingunfavourabletohimhadfounditswayintomymind,arosealtogetherfromthedread,notanunreasonableone,thatconstraintmightbepractiseduponmyinclinations。Ireflected,however,thatLordGlenfallenwasawealthyman,andonehighlythoughtof;andalthoughI
  couldneverexpecttolovehimintheromanticsenseoftheterm,yetIhadnodoubtbutthat,allthingsconsidered,I
  mightbemorehappywithhimthanI
  couldhopetobeathome。
  WhennextImethimitwaswithnosmallembarrassment,histactandgoodbreeding,however,soonreassuredme,andeffectuallypreventedmyawkwardnessbeingremarkedupon。AndIhadthesatisfactionofleavingDublinforthecountrywiththefullconvictionthatnobody,noteventhosemostintimatewithme,evensuspectedthefactofLordGlenfallen’shavingmademeaformalproposal。
  Thiswastomeaveryserioussubjectofself-gratulation,for,besidesmyinstinctivedreadofbecomingthetopicofthespeculationsofgossip,IfeltthatifthesituationwhichIoccupiedinrelationtohimweremadepubliclyknown,Ishouldstandcommittedinamannerwhichwouldscarcelyleavemethepowerofretraction。
  TheperiodatwhichLordGlenfallenhadarrangedtovisitAshtownHousewasnowfastapproaching,anditbecamemymother’swishtoformmethoroughlytoherwill,andtoobtainmyconsenttotheproposedmarriagebeforehisarrival,sothatallthingsmightproceedsmoothly,withoutapparentoppositionorobjectionuponmypart。Whateverobjections,therefore,Ihadentertainedweretobesubdued;
  whateverdispositiontoresistanceI
  hadexhibitedorhadbeensupposedtofeel,weretobecompletelyeradicatedbeforehemadehisappearance;andmymotheraddressedherselftothetaskwithadecisionandenergyagainstwhicheventhebarriers,whichherimaginationhadcreated,couldhardlyhavestood。
  Ifshehad,however,expectedanydeterminedoppositionfromme,shewasagree-
  ablydisappointed。Myheartwasperfectlyfree,andallmyfeelingsoflikingandpreferencewereinfavourofLordGlenfallen;andIwellknewthatincaseI
  refusedtodisposeofmyselfasIwasdesired,mymotherhadalikethepowerandthewilltorendermyexistenceasutterlymiserableaseventhemostill-
  assortedmarriagecouldpossiblyhavedone。
  Youwillremember,mygoodfriend,thatIwasveryyoungandverycompletelyunderthecontrolofmyparents,bothofwhom,mymotherparticularly,wereunscrupulouslydeterminedinmattersofthiskind,andwilling,whenvoluntaryobedienceonthepartofthosewithintheirpowerwaswithheld,tocompelaforcedacquiescencebyanunsparinguseofalltheenginesofthemoststernandrigorousdomesticdiscipline。
  Allthesecombined,notunnaturally,inducedmetoresolveuponyieldingatonce,andwithoutuselessopposition,towhatappearedalmosttobemyfate。
  Theappointedtimewascome,andmynowacceptedsuitorarrived;hewasinhighspirits,and,ifpossible,moreentertainingthanever。
  Iwasnot,however,quiteinthemoodtoenjoyhissprightliness;butwhateverIwantedingaietywasamplymadeupinthetriumphantandgraciousgood-humourofmymother,whosesmilesofbenevolenceandexultationwereshoweredaroundasbountifullyasthesummersunshine。
  Iwillnotwearyyouwithunnecessaryprolixity。Letitsufficetosay,thatIwasmarriedtoLordGlenfallenwithalltheattendantpompandcircumstanceofwealth,rank,andgrandeur。Accordingtotheusageofthetimes,nowhumanelyreformed,theceremonywasmade,untillongpastmidnight,theseasonofwild,uproarious,andpromiscuousfeastingandrevelry。
  OfallthisIhaveapainfullyvividrecollection,andparticularlyofthelittleannoyancesinflicteduponmebythedullandcoarsejokesofthewitsandwagswhoaboundinallsuchplaces,anduponallsuchoccasions。
  Iwasnotsorrywhen,afterafewdays,LordGlenfallen’scarriageappearedatthedoortoconveyusbothfromAshtown;foranychangewouldhavebeenarelieffromtheirksomenessofceremonialandformalitywhichthevisitsreceivedinhonourofmynewly-acquiredtitleshourlyentaileduponme。
  ItwasarrangedthatweweretoproceedtoCahergillagh,oneoftheGlenfallenestates,lying,however,inasoutherncounty,sothat,owingtothedifficultyoftheroadsatthetime,atediousjourneyofthreedaysintervened。
  Isetforthwithmynoblecompanion,followedbytheregretsofsome,andbytheenvyofmany;thoughGodknowsI
  littledeservedthelatter。Thethreedaysoftravelwerenowalmostspent,when,passingthebrowofawildheathyhill,thedomainofCahergillaghopenedsuddenlyuponourview。
  Itformedastrikingandabeautifulscene。
  Alakeofconsiderableextentstretchingawaytowardsthewest,andreflectingfromitsbroad,smoothwaters,therichglowofthesettingsun,wasoverhungbysteephills,coveredbyarichmantleofvelvetsward,brokenhereandtherebythegreyfrontofsomeoldrock,andexhibitingontheirshelvingsides,theirslopesandhollows,everyvarietyoflightandshade;athickwoodofdwarfoak,birch,andhazelskirtedthesehills,andclothedtheshoresofthelake,runningoutinrichluxurianceuponeverypromontory,andspreadingupwardconsiderablyuponthesideofthehills。
  ’Thereliestheenchantedcastle,’saidLordGlenfallen,pointingtowardsaconsiderablelevelspaceinterveningbetweentwoofthepicturesquehills,whichrosedimlyaroundthelake。
  Thislittleplainwaschieflyoccupiedbythesamelow,wildwoodwhichcoveredtheotherpartsofthedomain;buttowardsthecentreamassoftallerandstatelierforesttreesstooddarklygroupedtogether,andamongthemstoodanancientsquaretower,withmanybuildingsofahumblercharacter,formingtogetherthemanor-
  house,or,asitwasmoreusuallycalled,theCourtofCahergillagh。
  Asweapproachedtheleveluponwhichthemansionstood,thewindingroadgaveusmanyglimpsesofthetime-worncastleanditssurroundingbuildings;andseenasitwasthroughthelongvistasofthefineoldtrees,andwiththerichglowofeveninguponit,Ihaveseldombeheldanobjectmorepicturesquelystriking。
  Iwasgladtoperceive,too,thathereandtherethebluecurlingsmokeascendedfromstacksofchimneysnowhiddenbytherich,darkivywhich,inagreatmeasure,coveredthebuilding。Otherindicationsofcomfortmadethemselvesmanifestasweapproached;andindeed,thoughtheplacewasevidentlyoneofconsiderableantiquity,ithadnothingwhateverofthegloomofdecayaboutit。
  ’Youmustnot,mylove,’saidLordGlenfallen,’imaginethisplaceworsethanitis。Ihavenotasteforantiquity——atleastIshouldnotchooseahousetoresideinbecauseitisold。IndeedIdonotrecollectthatIwasevensoromanticastoovercomemyaversiontoratsandrheumatism,thosefaithfulattendantsuponyournoblerelicsoffeudalism;andImuchpreferasnug,modern,unmysteriousbedroom,withwell-
  airedsheets,tothewavingtapestry,mildewedcushions,andalltheotherinterestingappliancesofromance。However,thoughI
  cannotpromiseyouallthediscomfortgenerallybelongingtoanoldcastle,youwillfindlegendsandghostlyloreenoughtoclaimyourrespect;andifoldMarthabestilltothefore,asItrustsheis,youwillsoonhaveasupernaturalandappropriateanecdoteforeveryclosetandcornerofthemansion;buthereweare——so,withoutmoreado,welcometoCahergillagh!’
  Wenowenteredthehallofthecastle,andwhilethedomesticswereemployedinconveyingourtrunksandotherluggagewhichwehadbroughtwithusforimmediateusetotheapartmentswhichLordGlenfallenhadselectedforhimselfandme,Iwentwithhimintoaspacioussitting-room,wainscotedwithfinelypolishedblackoak,andhungroundwiththeportraitsofvariousworthiesoftheGlenfallenfamily。
  Thisroomlookedoutuponanextensivelevelcoveredwiththesoftestgreensward,andirregularlyboundedbythewildwoodI
  havebeforementioned,throughtheleafyarcadeformedbywhoseboughsandtrunksthelevelbeamsofthesettingsunwerepouring。Inthedistanceagroupofdairy-
  maidswereplyingtheirtask,whichtheyaccompaniedthroughoutwithsnatchesofIrishsongswhich,mellowedbythedistance,floatednotunpleasinglytotheear;andbesidethemsatorlay,withallthegraveimportanceofconsciousprotection,sixorsevenlargedogsofvariouskinds。Fartherinthedistance,andthroughthecloistersofthearchingwood,twoorthreeraggedurchinswereemployedindrivingsuchstraykineashadwanderedfartherthantheresttojointheirfellows。
  AsIlookeduponthisscenewhichIhavedescribed,afeelingoftranquillityandhappinesscameuponme,whichIhaveneverexperiencedinsostrongadegree;andsostrangetomewasthesensationthatmyeyesfilledwithtears。
  LordGlenfallenmistookthecauseofmyemotion,andtakingmekindlyandtenderlybythehand,hesaid:
  ’Donotsuppose,mylove,thatitismyintentiontoSETTLEhere。Wheneveryoudesiretoleavethis,youhaveonlytoletmeknowyourwish,anditshallbecompliedwith;soImustentreatofyounottosufferanycircumstanceswhichIcancontroltogiveyouonemoment’suneasiness。ButhereisoldMartha;youmustbeintroducedtoher,oneoftheheirloomsofourfamily。’
  Ahale,good-humoured,erectoldwomanwasMartha,andanagreeablecontrasttothegrim,decrepidhagwhichmyfancyhadconjuredup,asthedepositoryofallthehorribletalesinwhichIdoubtednotthisoldplacewasmostfruitful。
  Shewelcomedmeandhermasterwithaprofusionofgratulations,alternatelykissingourhandsandapologisingfortheliberty,untilatlengthLordGlenfallenputanendtothissomewhatfatiguingceremonialbyrequestinghertoconductmetomychamberifitwerepreparedformyreception。
  IfollowedMarthaupanold-fashionedoakstaircaseintoalong,dimpassage,attheendofwhichlaythedoorwhichcommunicatedwiththeapartmentswhichhadbeenselectedforouruse;heretheoldwomanstopped,andrespectfullyrequestedmetoproceed。
  Iaccordinglyopenedthedoor,andwasabouttoenter,whensomethinglikeamassofblacktapestry,asitappeared,disturbedbymysuddenapproach,fellfromabovethedoor,soascompletelytoscreentheaperture;thestartlingunexpectednessoftheoccurrence,andtherustlingnoisewhichthedraperymadeinitsdescent,causedmeinvoluntarilytosteptwoorthreepacesbackwards。Iturned,smilingandhalf-
  ashamed,totheoldservant,andsaid:
  ’YouseewhatacowardIam。’
  Thewomanlookedpuzzled,and,withoutsayinganymore,Iwasabouttodrawasidethecurtainandentertheroom,when,uponturningtodoso,Iwassurprisedtofindthatnothingwhateverinterposedtoobstructthepassage。
  Iwentintotheroom,followedbytheservant-woman,andwasamazedtofindthatit,liketheonebelow,waswainscoted,andthatnothinglikedraperywastobefoundnearthedoor。
  ’Whereisit?’saidI;’whathasbecomeofit?’
  ’Whatdoesyourladyshipwishtoknow?’
  saidtheoldwoman。
  ’Whereistheblackcurtainthatfellacrossthedoor,whenIattemptedfirsttocometomychamber?’answeredI。
  ’ThecrossofChristaboutus!’saidtheoldwoman,turningsuddenlypale。
  ’Whatisthematter,mygoodfriend?’
  saidI;’youseemfrightened。’
  ’Ohno,no,yourladyship,’saidtheoldwoman,endeavouringtoconcealheragitation;