Rememberthisdaymonth——notonewordsooner。’
Hethenrose,andIlefttheroom,muchagitatedandexhausted。
Thisinterview,allthecircumstancesattendingit,butmostparticularlytheformidableexpressionofmyuncle’scountenancewhilehetalked,thoughhypothetically,ofmurder,combinedtoarouseallmyworstsuspicionsofhim。Idreadedtolookuponthefacethathadsorecentlyworntheappallingliveryofguiltandmalignity。Iregardeditwiththemingledfearandloathingwithwhichonelooksuponanobjectwhichhastorturedtheminanightmare。
Inafewdaysaftertheinterview,theparticularsofwhichIhavejustrelated,I
foundanoteuponmytoilet-table,andonopeningitIreadasfollows:
’MYDEARLADYMARGARET,’Youwillbeperhapssurprisedtoseeastrangefaceinyourroomto-day。I
havedismissedyourIrishmaid,andsecuredaFrenchonetowaituponyou——asteprenderednecessarybymyproposingshortlytovisittheContinent,withallmyfamily。
’Yourfaithfulguardian,’ARTHURT——N。’
Oninquiry,Ifoundthatmyfaithfulattendantwasactuallygone,andfaronherwaytothetownofGalway;andinhersteadthereappearedatall,raw-boned,ill-looking,elderlyFrenchwoman,whosesullenandpresumingmannersseemedtoimplythathervocationhadneverbeforebeenthatofalady’s-maid。Icouldnothelpregardingherasacreatureofmyuncle’s,andthereforetobedreaded,evenhadshebeeninnootherwaysuspicious。
Daysandweekspassedawaywithoutany,evenamomentarydoubtuponmypart,astothecoursetobepursuedbyme。
Theallottedperiodhadatlengthelapsed;
thedayarrivedonwhichIwastocommunicatemydecisiontomyuncle。
Althoughmyresolutionhadneverforamomentwavered,Icouldnotshakeofthedreadoftheapproachingcolloquy;
andmyheartsunkwithinmeasIheardtheexpectedsummons。
IhadnotseenmycousinEdwardsincetheoccurrenceofthegrandeclaircissment;
hemusthavestudiouslyavoidedme——Isupposefrompolicy,itcouldnothavebeenfromdelicacy。Iwaspreparedforaterrificburstoffuryfrommyuncle,assoonasIshouldmakeknownmydetermination;andInotunreasonablyfearedthatsomeactofviolenceorofintimidationwouldnextberesortedto。
Filledwiththesedrearyforebodings,I
fearfullyopenedthestudydoor,andthenextminuteIstoodinmyuncle’spresence。HereceivedmewithapolitenesswhichIdreaded,asarguingafavourableanticipationrespectingtheanswerwhichIwastogive;andaftersomeslightdelay,hebeganbysaying:
’Itwillbearelieftobothofus,I
believe,tobringthisconversationassoonaspossibletoanissue。Youwillexcuseme,then,mydearniece,forspeakingwithanabruptnesswhich,underothercircumstances,wouldbeunpardonable。Youhave,Iamcertain,giventhesubjectofourlastinterviewfairandseriouscon-
sideration;andItrustthatyouarenowpreparedwithcandourtolayyouranswerbeforeme。Afewwordswillsuffice——weperfectlyunderstandoneanother。’
Hepaused,andI,thoughfeelingthatI
stooduponaminewhichmightinaninstantexplode,neverthelessansweredwithperfectcomposure:
’Imustnow,sir,makethesamereplywhichIdiduponthelastoccasion,andI
reiteratethedeclarationwhichIthenmade,thatInevercannorwill,whilelifeandreasonremain,consenttoaunionwithmycousinEdward。’
ThisannouncementwroughtnoapparentchangeinSirArthur,exceptthathebecamedeadly,almostlividlypale。Heseemedlostindarkthoughtforaminute,andthenwithaslighteffortsaid:
’Youhaveansweredmehonestlyanddirectly;andyousayyourresolutionisunchangeable。Well,wouldithadbeenotherwise——wouldithadbeenotherwise——
butbeitasitis——Iamsatisfied。’
Hegavemehishand——itwascoldanddampasdeath;underanassumedcalmness,itwasevidentthathewasfearfullyagitated。Hecontinuedtoholdmyhandwithanalmostpainfulpressure,while,asifunconsciously,seemingtoforgetmypresence,hemuttered:
’Strange,strange,strange,indeed!
fatuity,helplessfatuity!’therewasherealongpause。’MadnessINDEEDtostrainacablethatisrottentotheveryheart——itmustbreak——andthen——allgoes。’
Therewasagainapauseofsomeminutes,afterwhich,suddenlychanginghisvoiceandmannertooneofwakefulalacrity,heexclaimed:
’Margaret,mysonEdwardshallplagueyounomore。Heleavesthiscountryonto-morrowforFrance——heshallspeaknomoreuponthissubject——never,nevermore——whatevereventsdependeduponyouranswermustnowtaketheirowncourse;but,asforthisfruitlessproposal,ithasbeentriedenough;itcanberepeatednomore。’
Atthesewordshecoldlysufferedmyhandtodrop,asiftoexpresshistotalabandonmentofallhisprojectedschemesofalliance;andcertainlytheaction,withtheaccompanyingwords,produceduponmymindamoresolemnanddepressingeffectthanIbelievedpossibletohavebeencausedbythecoursewhichIhaddeterminedtopursue;itstruckuponmyheartwithanaweandheavinesswhichWILLaccompanytheaccomplishmentofanimportantandirrevocableact,eventhoughnodoubtorscrupleremainstomakeitpossiblethattheagentshouldwishitundone。
’Well,’saidmyuncle,afteralittletime,’wenowceasetospeakuponthistopic,nevertoresumeitagain。RememberyoushallhavenofartheruneasinessfromEdward;heleavesIrelandforFranceonto-morrow;thiswillbearelieftoyou。
MayIdependuponyourHONOURthatnowordtouchingthesubjectofthisinterviewshalleverescapeyou?’
Igavehimthedesiredassurance;hesaid:
’Itiswell——Iamsatisfied——wehavenothingmore,Ibelieve,tosayuponeitherside,andmypresencemustbearestraintuponyou,Ishallthereforebidyoufarewell。’
Ithenlefttheapartment,scarcelyknowingwhattothinkofthestrangeinterviewwhichhadjusttakenplace。
OnthenextdaymyuncletookoccasiontotellmethatEdwardhadactuallysailed,ifhisintentionhadnotbeeninterferedwithbyadversecircumstances;andtwodayssubsequentlyheactuallyproducedaletterfromhisson,written,asitsaid,ONBOARD,anddespatchedwhiletheshipwasgettingunderweigh。Thiswasagreatsatisfactiontome,andasbeinglikelytoproveso,itwasnodoubtcommunicatedtomebySirArthur。
Duringallthistryingperiod,IhadfoundinfiniteconsolationinthesocietyandsympathyofmydearcousinEmily。
Ineverinafter-lifeformedafriendshipsoclose,sofervent,anduponwhich,inallitsprogress,Icouldlookbackwithfeelingsofsuchunalloyedpleasure,uponwhoseterminationImusteverdwellwithsodeep,yetsounembitteredregret。IncheerfulconversewithherIsoonrecoveredmyspiritsconsiderably,andpassedmytimeagreeablyenough,althoughstillinthestrictestseclusion。
Matterswentonsufficientlysmooth,althoughIcouldnothelpsometimesfeelingamomentary,buthorribleuncertaintyrespectingmyuncle’scharacter;
whichwasnotaltogetherunwarrantedbythecircumstancesofthetwotryinginterviewswhoseparticularsIhavejustdetailed。Theunpleasantimpressionwhichtheseconferenceswerecalculatedtoleaveuponmymind,wasfastwearingaway,whenthereoccurredacircumstance,slightindeedinitself,butcalculatedirresistiblytoawakenallmyworstsuspicions,andtooverwhelmmeagainwithanxietyandterror。
IhadonedayleftthehousewithmycousinEmily,inordertotakearambleofconsiderablelength,forthepurposeofsketchingsomefavouriteviews,andwehadwalkedabouthalfamilewhenI
perceivedthatwehadforgottenourdrawingmaterials,theabsenceofwhichwouldhavedefeatedtheobjectofourwalk。Laughingatourownthoughtlessness,wereturnedtothehouse,andleavingEmilywithout,I
ranupstairstoprocurethedrawing-booksandpencils,whichlayinmybedroom。
AsIranupthestairsIwasmetbythetall,ill-lookingFrenchwoman,evidentlyagooddealflurried。
’Queveut,madame?’saidshe,withamoredecidedefforttobepolitethanIhadeverknownhermakebefore。
’No,no——nomatter,’saidI,hastilyrunningbyherinthedirectionofmyroom。
’Madame,’criedshe,inahighkey,’restezici,s’ilvousplait;votrechambren’estpasfaite——yourroomisnotreadyforyourreceptionyet。’
Icontinuedtomoveonwithoutheedingher。Shewassomewaybehindme,andfeelingthatshecouldnototherwisepreventmyentrance,forIwasnowupontheverylobby,shemadeadesperateattempttoseizeholdofmyperson:shesucceededingraspingtheendofmyshawl,whichshedrewfrommyshoulders;butslippingatthesametimeuponthepolishedoakfloor,shefellatfulllengthupontheboards。
Alittlefrightenedaswellasangryattherudenessofthisstrangewoman,I
hastilypushedopenthedoorofmyroom,atwhichInowstood,inordertoescapefromher;butgreatwasmyamazementonenteringtofindtheapartmentpreoccupied。
Thewindowwasopen,andbesideitstoodtwomalefigures;theyappearedtobeexaminingthefasteningsofthecasement,andtheirbackswereturnedtowardsthedoor。Oneofthemwasmyuncle;
theybothturnedonmyentrance,asifstartled。Thestrangerwasbootedandcloaked,andworeaheavybroad-leafedhatoverhisbrows。Heturnedbutforamoment,andavertedhisface;butIhadseenenoughtoconvincemethathewasnootherthanmycousinEdward。Myunclehadsomeironinstrumentinhishand,whichhehastilyconcealedbehindhisback;
andcomingtowardsme,saidsomethingasifinanexplanatorytone;butIwastoomuchshockedandconfoundedtounderstandwhatitmightbe。Hesaidsomethingabout’REPAIRS——window——frames——
cold,andsafety。’
Ididnotwait,however,toaskortoreceiveexplanations,buthastilylefttheroom。AsIwentdownthestairsI
thoughtIheardthevoiceoftheFrenchwomaninalltheshrillvolubilityofexcuse,whichwasmet,however,bysuppressedbutvehementimprecations,orwhatseemedtometobesuch,inwhichthevoiceofmycousinEdwarddistinctlymingled。
IjoinedmycousinEmilyquiteoutofbreath。Ineednotsaythatmyheadwastoofullofotherthingstothinkmuchofdrawingforthatday。Iimpartedtoherfranklythecauseofmyalarms,butatthesametimeasgentlyasIcould;andwithtearsshepromisedvigilance,anddevotion,andlove。IneverhadreasonforamomenttorepenttheunreservedconfidencewhichIthenreposedinher。ShewasnolesssurprisedthanIattheunexpectedappearanceofEdward,whosedepartureforFranceneitherofushadforamomentdoubted,butwhichwasnowprovedbyhisactualpresencetobenothingmorethananimposture,practised,Ifeared,fornogoodend。
ThesituationinwhichIhadfoundmyunclehadremovedcompletelyallmydoubtsastohisdesigns。Imagnifiedsuspicionsintocertainties,anddreadednightafternightthatIshouldbemurderedinmybed。Thenervousnessproducedbysleeplessnightsanddaysofanxiousfearsincreasedthehorrorsofmysituationtosuchadegree,thatIatlengthwrotealettertoaMr。Jefferies,anoldandfaithfulfriendofmyfather’s,andperfectlyacquaintedwithallhisaffairs,prayinghim,forGod’ssake,torelievemefrommypresentterriblesituation,andcommunicatingwithoutreservethenatureandgroundsofmysuspicions。
ThisletterIkeptsealedanddirectedfortwoorthreedaysalwaysaboutmyperson,fordiscoverywouldhavebeenruinous,inexpectationofanopportunitywhichmightbesafelytrusted,wherebytohaveitplacedinthepost-office。AsneitherEmilynorIwerepermittedtopassbeyondtheprecinctsofthedemesneitself,whichwassurroundedbyhighwallsformedofdrystone,thedifficultyofprocuringsuchanopportunitywasgreatlyenhanced。
AtthistimeEmilyhadashortconver-
sationwithherfather,whichshereportedtomeinstantly。
Aftersomeindifferentmatter,hehadaskedherwhethersheandIwereupongoodterms,andwhetherIwasunreservedinmydisposition。Sheansweredintheaffirmative;andhetheninquiredwhetherIhadbeenmuchsurprisedtofindhiminmychamberontheotherday。SheansweredthatIhadbeenbothsurprisedandamused。
’AndwhatdidshethinkofGeorgeWilson’sappearance?’
’Who?’inquiredshe。
’Oh,thearchitect,’heanswered,’whoistocontractfortherepairsofthehouse;
heisaccountedahandsomefellow。’