’Shecouldnotseehisface,’saidEmily,’andshewasinsuchahurrytoescapethatshescarcelynoticedhim。’
SirArthurappearedsatisfied,andtheconversationended。
Thisslightconversation,repeatedaccuratelytomebyEmily,hadtheeffectofconfirming,ifindeedanythingwasrequiredtodoso,allthatIhadbeforebelievedastoEdward’sactualpresence;andInaturallybecame,ifpossible,moreanxiousthanevertodespatchthelettertoMr。
Jefferies。Anopportunityatlengthoccurred。
AsEmilyandIwerewalkingonedaynearthegateofthedemesne,aladfromthevillagehappenedtobepassingdowntheavenuefromthehouse;thespotwassecluded,andasthispersonwasnotconnectedbyservicewiththosewhoseobservationIdreaded,Icommittedthelettertohiskeeping,withstrictinjunctionsthatheshouldputitwithoutdelayintothereceiverofthetownpost-office;atthesametimeIaddedasuitablegratuity,andthemanhavingmademanyprotestationsofpunctuality,wassoonoutofsight。
HewashardlygonewhenIbegantodoubtmydiscretioninhavingtrustedthisperson;butIhadnobetterorsafermeansofdespatchingtheletter,andIwasnotwarrantedinsuspectinghimofsuchwantondishonestyasaninclinationtotamperwithit;butIcouldnotbequitesatisfiedofitssafetyuntilIhadreceivedananswer,whichcouldnotarriveforafewdays。BeforeIdid,however,aneventoccurredwhichalittlesurprisedme。
Iwassittinginmybedroomearlyintheday,readingbymyself,whenIheardaknockatthedoor。
’Comein,’saidI;andmyuncleenteredtheroom。
’Willyouexcuseme?’saidhe。’I
soughtyouintheparlour,andthenceI
havecomehere。Idesiredtosayawordwithyou。Itrustthatyouhavehithertofoundmyconducttoyousuchasthatofaguardiantowardshiswardshouldbe。’
Idarednotwithholdmyconsent。
’And,’hecontinued,’Itrustthatyouhavenotfoundmeharshorunjust,andthatyouhaveperceived,mydearniece,thatIhavesoughttomakethispoorplaceasagreeabletoyouasmaybe。’
Iassentedagain;andheputhishandinhispocket,whencehedrewafoldedpaper,anddashingituponthetablewithstartlingemphasis,hesaid:
’Didyouwritethatletter?’
Thesuddenandtearfulalterationofhisvoice,manner,andface,but,morethanall,theunexpectedproductionofmylettertoMr。Jefferies,whichIatoncerecognised,soconfoundedandterrifiedme,thatIfeltalmostchoking。
Icouldnotutteraword。
’Didyouwritethatletter?’herepeatedwithslowandintenseemphasis。’Youdid,liarandhypocrite!Youdaredtowritethisfoulandinfamouslibel;butitshallbeyourlast。Menwilluniversallybelieveyoumad,ifIchoosetocallforaninquiry。Icanmakeyouappearso。Thesuspicionsexpressedinthisletterarethehallucinationsandalarmsofmopinglunacy。
Ihavedefeatedyourfirstattempt,madam;
andbytheholyGod,ifeveryoumakeanother,chains,straw,darkness,andthekeeper’swhipshallbeyourlastingportion!’
Withtheseastoundingwordshelefttheroom,leavingmealmostfainting。
Iwasnowalmostreducedtodespair;
mylastcasthadfailed;Ihadnocourseleftbutthatofelopingsecretlyfromthecastle,andplacingmyselfundertheprotectionofthenearestmagistrate。Ifeltifthiswerenotdone,andspeedily,thatI
shouldbeMURDERED。
Noone,frommeredescription,canhaveanideaoftheunmitigatedhorrorofmysituation——ahelpless,weak,inexperiencedgirl,placedunderthepowerandwhollyatthemercyofevilmen,andfeelingthatshehaditnotinherpowertoescapeforamomentfromthemalignantinfluencesunderwhichshewasprobablyfatedtofall;
andwithaconsciousnessthatifviolence,ifmurderweredesigned,herdyingshriekwouldbelostinvoidspace;nohumanbeingwouldbeneartoaidher,nohumaninterpositioncoulddeliverher。
IhadseenEdwardbutonceduringhisvisit,andasIdidnotmeetwithhimagain,Ibegantothinkthathemusthavetakenhisdeparture——aconvictionwhichwastoacertaindegreesatisfactory,asI
regardedhisabsenceasindicatingtheremovalofimmediatedanger。
Emilyalsoarrivedcircuitouslyatthesameconclusion,andnotwithoutgoodgrounds,forshemanagedindirectlytolearnthatEdward’sblackhorsehadactuallybeenforadayandpartofanightinthecastlestables,justatthetimeofherbrother’ssupposedvisit。Thehorsehadgone,and,assheargued,theridermusthavedepartedwithit。
Thispointbeingsofarsettled,Ifeltalittlelessuncomfortable:whenbeingonedayaloneinmybedroom,Ihappenedtolookoutfromthewindow,and,tomyun-
utterablehorror,Ibeheld,peeringthroughanoppositecasement,mycousinEdward’sface。HadIseentheevilonehimselfinbodilyshape,Icouldnothaveexperiencedamoresickeningrevulsion。
Iwastoomuchappalledtomoveatoncefromthewindow,butIdidsosoonenoughtoavoidhiseye。Hewaslookingfixedlyintothenarrowquadrangleuponwhichthewindowopened。Ishrankbackunperceived,topasstherestofthedayinterroranddespair。Iwenttomyroomearlythatnight,butIwastoomiserabletosleep。
Atabouttwelveo’clock,feelingverynervous,IdeterminedtocallmycousinEmily,whoslept,youwillremember,inthenextroom,whichcommunicatedwithminebyaseconddoor。BythisprivateentranceIfoundmywayintoherchamber,andwithoutdifficultypersuadedhertoreturntomyroomandsleepwithme。
Weaccordinglylaydowntogether,sheundressed,andIwithmyclotheson,forI
waseverymomentwalkingupanddowntheroom,andfelttoonervousandmiserabletothinkofrestorcomfort。
Emilywassoonfastasleep,andIlayawake,ferventlylongingforthefirstpalegleamofmorning,reckoningeverystrokeoftheoldclockwithanimpatiencewhichmadeeveryhourappearlikesix。
Itmusthavebeenaboutoneo’clockwhenIthoughtIheardaslightnoiseatthepartition-doorbetweenEmily’sroomandmine,asifcausedbysomebody’sturningthekeyinthelock。Iheldmybreath,andthesamesoundwasrepeatedattheseconddoorofmyroom——thatwhichopeneduponthelobby——thesoundwasheredistinctlycausedbytherevolutionoftheboltinthelock,anditwasfollowedbyaslightpressureuponthedooritself,asiftoascertainthesecurityofthelock。
Theperson,whoeveritmightbe,wasprobablysatisfied,forIheardtheoldboardsofthelobbycreakandstrain,asifundertheweightofsomebodymovingcautiouslyoverthem。Mysenseofhearingbecameunnaturally,almostpainfullyacute。Isupposetheimaginationaddeddistinctnesstosoundsvagueinthemselves。
IthoughtthatIcouldactuallyhearthebreathingofthepersonwhowasslowlyreturningdownthelobby。Attheheadofthestaircasethereappearedtooccurapause;andIcoulddistinctlyheartwoorthreesentenceshastilywhispered;thestepsthendescendedthestairswithapparentlylesscaution。Inowventuredtowalkquicklyandlightlytothelobby-door,andattemptedtoopenit;itwasindeedfastlockedupontheoutside,aswasalsotheother。
Inowfeltthatthedreadfulhourwascome;butonedesperateexpedientremained——itwastoawakenEmily,andbyourunitedstrengthtoattempttoforcethepartition-door,whichwasslighterthantheother,andthroughthistopasstothelowerpartofthehouse,whenceitmightbepossibletoescapetothegrounds,andforthtothevillage。
IreturnedtothebedsideandshookEmily,butinvain。NothingthatIcoulddoavailedtoproducefromhermorethanafewincoherentwords——itwasadeath-
likesleep。Shehadcertainlydrankofsomenarcotic,ashadIprobablyalso,spiteofallthecautionwithwhichIhadexaminedeverythingpresentedtoustoeatordrink。
Inowattempted,withaslittlenoiseaspossible,toforcefirstonedoor,thentheother——butallinvain。Ibelievenostrengthcouldhaveeffectedmyobject,forbothdoorsopenedinwards。IthereforecollectedwhatevermovablesIcouldcarrythither,andpiledthemagainstthedoors,soastoassistmeinwhateverattemptsI
shouldmaketoresisttheentranceofthosewithout。Ithenreturnedtothebedandendeavouredagain,butfruitlessly,toawakenmycousin。Itwasnotsleep,itwastorpor,lethargy,death。Ikneltdownandprayedwithanagonyofearnestness;
andthenseatingmyselfuponthebed,I
awaitedmyfatewithakindofterribletranquillity。
IheardafaintclankingsoundfromthenarrowcourtwhichIhavealreadymentioned,asifcausedbythescrapingofsomeironinstrumentagainststonesorrubbish。IatfirstdeterminednottodisturbthecalmnesswhichInowfelt,byuselesslywatchingtheproceedingsofthosewhosoughtmylife;butasthesoundscontinued,thehorriblecuriositywhichI
feltovercameeveryotheremotion,andI
determined,atallhazards,togratifyit。
Ithereforecrawleduponmykneestothewindow,soastoletthesmallestportionofmyheadappearabovethesill。
Themoonwasshiningwithanuncertainradianceupontheantiquegreybuildings,andobliquelyuponthenarrowcourtbeneath,onesideofwhichwasthereforeclearlyilluminated,whiletheotherwaslostinobscurity,thesharpoutlinesoftheoldgables,withtheirnoddingclustersofivy,beingatfirstalonevisible。
Whoeverorwhateveroccasionedthenoisewhichhadexcitedmycuriosity,wasconcealedundertheshadowofthedarksideofthequadrangle。Iplacedmyhandovermyeyestoshadethemfromthemoonlight,whichwassobrightastobealmostdazzling,and,peeringintothedarkness,Ifirstdimly,butafterwardsgradually,almostwithfulldistinctness,beheldtheformofamanengagedindiggingwhatappearedtobearudeholecloseunderthewall。Someimplements,probablyashovelandpickaxe,laybesidehim,andtotheseheeverynowandthenappliedhimselfasthenatureofthegroundrequired。Hepursuedhistaskrapidly,andwithaslittlenoiseaspossible。
’So,’thoughtI,as,shovelfulaftershovel-
ful,thedislodgedrubbishmountedintoaheap,’theyarediggingthegraveinwhich,beforetwohourspass,Imustlie,acold,mangledcorpse。IamTHEIRS——Icannotescape。’
Ifeltasifmyreasonwasleavingme。
Istartedtomyfeet,andinmeredespairI
appliedmyselfagaintoeachofthetwodoorsalternately。Istrainedeverynerveandsinew,butImightaswellhaveattempted,withmysinglestrength,toforcethebuildingitselffromitsfoundation。I
threwmyselfmadlyupontheground,andclaspedmyhandsovermyeyesasiftoshutoutthehorribleimageswhichcrowdeduponme。
Theparoxysmpassedaway。Iprayedoncemore,withthebitter,agonisedfervourofonewhofeelsthatthehourofdeathispresentandinevitable。WhenIarose,I
wentoncemoretothewindowandlookedout,justintimetoseeashadowyfigureglidestealthilyalongthewall。Thetaskwasfinished。Thecatastropheofthetragedymustsoonbeaccomplished。
Ideterminednowtodefendmylifetothelast;andthatImightbeabletodosowithsomeeffect,Isearchedtheroomforsomethingwhichmightserveasaweapon;buteitherthroughaccident,orfromananticipationofsuchapossibility,everythingwhichmighthavebeenmadeavailableforsuchapurposehadbeencarefullyremoved。Imustthendietamelyandwithoutanefforttodefendmyself。
Athoughtsuddenlystruckme——mightitnotbepossibletoescapethroughthedoor,whichtheassassinmustopeninordertoentertheroom?Iresolvedtomaketheattempt。Ifeltassuredthatthedoorthroughwhichingresstotheroomwouldbeeffected,wasthatwhichopeneduponthelobby。Itwasthemoredirectway,besidesbeing,forobviousreasons,lessliabletointerruptionthantheother。
Iresolved,then,toplacemyselfbehindaprojectionofthewall,whoseshadowwouldservefullytoconcealme,andwhenthedoorshouldbeopened,andbeforetheyshouldhavediscoveredtheidentityoftheoccupantofthebed,tocreepnoiselesslyfromtheroom,andthentotrusttoProvidenceforescape。
Inordertofacilitatethisscheme,I
removedallthelumberwhichIhadheapedagainstthedoor;andIhadnearlycompletedmyarrangements,whenIperceivedtheroomsuddenlydarkenedbythecloseapproachofsomeshadowyobjecttothewindow。Onturningmyeyesinthatdirection,Iobservedatthetopofthecasement,asifsuspendedfromabove,firstthefeet,thenthelegs,thenthebody,andatlengththewholefigureofamanpresenthimself。ItwasEdwardT——n。