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第27章

  wild,beautiful,solitarynature-hermountainsandcascades,herforestsandstreams,herbirds,fishes,andwildanimals。Goto,AbGwilym,withthypseudo-amatoryodes,toMorfydd,orthisorthatotherlady,fairorugly;littledidstthoucareforanyofthem,DameNaturewasthylove,howeverthoumayestseektodisguisethetruth。Yes,yes,sendthylove-messagetoMorfydd,thefairwanton。Bywhomdostthousendit,Iwouldknow?bythesalmonforsooth,whichhauntstherushingstream!theglorioussalmonwhichboundsandgambolsintheflashingwater,andwhosewaysandcircumstancesthousowelldescribest-see,therehehurriesupwardsthroughtheflashingwater。Halloo!whataglimpseofglory-butwhereisMorfyddthewhile?What,anothermessagetothewifeofBwaBach?Ay,truly;andbywhom?-thewind!theswiftwind,therideroftheworld,whosecourseisnottobestayed;whogallopso’erthemountain,and,whenhecomestobroadestriver,asksneitherforboatnorferry;whohasdescribedthewindsowell-hisspeedandpower?ButwhereisMorfydd?AndnowthouartawaitingMorfydd,thewanton,thewifeoftheBwaBach;thouartawaitingherbeneaththetalltrees,amidsttheunderwood;butshecomesnot;noMorfyddisthere。Quiteright,AbGwilym;whatwantestthouwithMorfydd?Butanotherformisnighathand,thatofredReynard,who,seateduponhischineatthemouthofhiscave,looksverycomposedlyatthee;thoustartest,bendestthybow,thycross-bow,intendingtohitReynardwiththeboltjustaboutthejaw;butthebowbreaks,Reynardbarksanddisappearsintohiscave,whichbythineownaccountreacheshell-andthenthouravestatthemisfortuneofthybow,andthenon-appearanceofMorfydd,andabusestReynard。Goto,thoucarestneitherforthybownorforMorfydd,thoumerelyseekestanopportunitytospeakofReynard;andwhohasdescribedhimlikethee?thebrutewiththesharpshrillcry,theblackreverseofmelody,whosefacesometimeswearsasmilelikethedevil’sintheEvangile。ButnowthouartactuallywithMorfydd;yes,shehasstolenfromthedwellingoftheBwaBachandhasmettheebeneaththoserocks-sheisactuallywiththee,AbGwilym;butsheisnotlongwiththee,forastormcomeson,andthundershatterstherocks-Morfyddflees!Quiteright,AbGwilym;thouhadstnoneedofher,abetterthemeforsongisthevoiceoftheLord-therock-shatterer-thanthefrailwifeoftheBwaBach。Goto,AbGwilym,thouwastawiserandabettermanthanthouwouldstfainhavehadpeoplebelieve。
  Butenoughoftheeandthysongs!Thosetimespassedrapidly;withAbGwilyminmyhand,Iwasinthemidstofenchantedground,inwhichIexperiencedsensationsakintothoseIhadfeltofyorewhilstspellingmywaythroughthewonderfulbook-thedelightofmychildhood。Isayakin,forperhapsonlyonceinourlivesdoweexperienceunmixedwonderanddelight;andtheseIhadalreadyknown。
  CHAPTERXX
  Silvergray-Goodwordforeverybody-Aremarkableyouth-
  Clients-Gradesinsociety-Thearchdeacon-ReadingtheBible。
  ’IAMafraidthatIhavenotactedverywiselyinputtingthisboyofourstothelaw,’saidmyfathertomymother,astheysattogetheronesummereveningintheirlittlegarden,beneaththeshadeofsometallpoplars。
  Yes,theresatmyfatherinthegardenchairwhichleanedagainstthewallofhisquiethome,thehaveninwhichhehadsoughtrest,and,praisebetoGod,foundit,aftermanyayearofpoorly-
  requitedtoil;therehesat,withlocksofsilvergraywhichsetoffsonoblyhisfineboldbutbenevolentface,hisfaithfulconsortathisside,andhistrustydogathisfeet-aneccentricanimalofthegenuineregimentalbreed,who,bornamongstredcoats,hadnotyetbecomereconciledtothoseofanyotherhue,barkingandtearingatthemwhentheydrewnearthedoor,buttestifyinghisfondreminiscenceoftheformerbyhospitablewaggingsofthetailwheneverauniformmadeitsappearance-atpresentaveryunfrequentoccurrence。
  ’IamafraidIhavenotdonerightinputtinghimtothelaw,’saidmyfather,restinghischinuponhisgold-headedbamboocane。
  ’Why,whatmakesyouthinkso?’saidmymother。
  ’Ihavebeentakingmyusualeveningwalkuptheroad,withtheanimalhere,’saidmyfather;’and,asIwalkedalong,Iovertooktheboy’smaster,Mr。S。Weshookhands,and,afterwalkingalittlewayfarther,weturnedbacktogether,talkingaboutthisandthat;thestateofthecountry,theweather,andthedog,whichhegreatlyadmired;forheisagood-naturedman,andhasagoodwordforeverybody,thoughthedogallbutbithimwhenheattemptedtocoaxhishead;afterthedog,webegantalkingabouttheboy;itwasmyselfwhointroducedthatsubject:Ithoughtitwasagoodopportunitytolearnhowhewasgettingon,soIaskedwhathethoughtofmyson;hehesitatedatfirst,seemingscarcelytoknowwhattosay;atlengthhecameoutwith“Oh,averyextraordinaryyouth,amostremarkableyouthindeed,captain!““Indeed,“saidI,“Iamgladtohearit,butIhopeyoufindhimsteady?““Steady,steady,“saidhe,“why,yes,he’ssteady,Icannotsaythatheisnotsteady。““Come,come,“saidI,beginningtoberatheruneasy,“Iseeplainlythatyouarenotaltogethersatisfiedwithhim;I
  wasafraidyouwouldnotbe,for,thoughheismyownson,Iamanythingbutblindtohisimperfections;butdotellmewhatparticularfaultyouhavetofindwithhim;andIwilldomybesttomakehimalterhisconduct。““Nofaulttofindwithhim,captain,Iassureyou,nofaultwhatever;theyouthisaremarkableyouth,anextraordinaryyouth,only-“AsItoldyoubefore,Mr。
  S-isthebest-naturedmanintheworld,anditwasonlywiththegreatestdifficultythatIcouldgethimtosayasinglewordtothedisadvantageoftheboy,forwhomheseemstoentertainaverygreatregard。AtlastIforcedthetruthfromhim,andgrievedI
  wastohearit;thoughImustconfessthatIwassomewhatpreparedforit。Itappearsthattheladhasatotalwantofdiscrimination。’
  ’Idon’tunderstandyou,’saidmymother。
  ’Youcanunderstandnothingthatwouldseemforamomenttoimpugntheconductofthatchild。Iamnot,however,soblind;wantofdiscriminationwastheword,anditbothsoundswell,andisexpressive。Itappearsthat,sincehehasbeenplacedwhereis,hehasbeenguiltyofthegrossestblunders;onlytheotherday,Mr。
  S-toldme,ashewasengagedincloseconversationwithoneofhisprincipalclients,theboycametotellhimthatapersonwantedparticularlytospeakwithhim;and,ongoingout,hefoundalamentablefigurewithoneeye,whocametoaskforcharity;whom,nevertheless,theladhadusheredintoaprivateroom,andinstalledinanarm-chair,likeajusticeofthepeace,insteadoftellinghimtogoabouthisbusiness-nowwhatdidthatshow,butatotalwantofdiscrimination?’
  ’Iwishwemayneverhaveanythingworsetoreproachhimwith,’
  saidmymother。
  ’Idon’tknowwhatworsewecouldreproachhimwith,’saidmyfather;’Imeanofcourseasfarashisprofessionisconcerned;
  discriminationistheverykeystone;ifhetreatedallpeoplealike,hewouldsoonbecomeabeggarhimself;therearegradesinsocietyaswellasinthearmy;andaccordingtothosegradesweshouldfashionourbehaviour,elsetherewouldinstantlybeanendofallorderanddiscipline。Iamafraidthatthechildistoocondescendingtohisinferiors,whilsttohissuperiorsheisapttobeunbendingenough;Idon’tbelievethatwoulddointheworld;
  Iamsureitwouldnotinthearmy。Hetoldmeanotheranecdotewithrespecttohisbehaviour,whichshockedmemorethantheotherhaddone。Itappearsthathiswife,whobythebye,isaveryfinewoman,andhighlyfashionable,gavehimpermissiontoasktheboytoteaoneevening,forsheisherselfratherpartialtothelad;
  therehadbeenagreatdinnerpartytherethatday,andtherewereagreatmanyfashionablepeople,sotheboywentandbehavedverywellandmodestlyforsometime,andwasrathernoticed,till,unluckily,averygreatgentleman,anarchdeaconIthink,putsomequestionstohim,and,findingthatheunderstoodthelanguages,begantalkingtohimabouttheclassics。Whatdoyouthink?theboyhadtheimpertinencetosaythattheclassicsweremuchovervalued,andamongstotherthingsthatsomehorridfelloworother,someWelshmanIthinkthankGoditwasnotanIrishman,wasabetterpoetthanOvid;thecompanywereofcoursehorrified;
  thearchdeacon,whoisseventyyearsofage,andhasseventhousandayear,tooksnuffandturnedaway。Mrs。S-turneduphereyes,Mr。S-,however,toldmewithhisusualgood-natureIsupposetosparemyfeelingsthatheratherenjoyedthething,andthoughtitacapitaljoke。’
  ’Ithinksotoo,’saidmymother。
  ’Idonot,’saidmyfather;’thataboyofhisyearsshouldentertainanopinionofhisown-Imeanonewhichmilitatesagainstallestablishedauthority-isastounding;aswellmightarawrecruitpretendtoofferanunfavourableopiniononthemanualandplatoonexercise;theideaispreposterous;theladistooindependentbyhalf。Ineveryetknewoneofanindependentspiritgetoninthearmy,thesecretofsuccessinthearmyisthespiritofsubordination。’
  ’Whichisapoorspiritafterall,’saidmymother;’butthechildisnotinthearmy。’
  ’Anditiswellforhimthatheisnot,’saidmyfather;’butyoudonottalkwisely,theworldisafieldofbattle,andhewholeavestheranks,whatcanheexpectbuttobecutdown?Icallhispresentbehaviourleavingtheranks,andgoingvapouringaboutwithoutorders;hisonlychanceliesinfallinginagainasquickaspossible;doeshethinkhecancarrythedaybyhimself?anopinionofhisownattheseyears-IconfessIamexceedinglyuneasyaboutthelad。’
  ’Youmakemeuneasytoo,’saidmymother;’butIreallythinkyouaretooharduponthechild;heisnotabadchild,afterall,thoughnot,perhaps,allyoucouldwishhim;heisalwaysreadytoreadtheBible。Letusgoin;heisintheroomaboveus;atleasthewastwohoursago,Ilefthimtherebendingoverhisbooks;I
  wonderwhathehasbeendoingallthistime,itisnowgettinglate;letusgoin,andheshallreadtous。’
  ’Iamgettingold,’saidmyfather;’andIlovetoheartheBiblereadtome,formyownsightissomethingdim;yetIdonotwishthechildtoreadtomethisnight,IcannotsosoonforgetwhatI
  haveheard;butIhearmyeldestson’svoice,heisnowenteringthegate;heshallreadtheBibletousthisnight。Whatsayyou?’
  CHAPTERXXI
  Theeldestson-SayingofwildFinland-Thecriticaltime-
  Vauntingpolls-Onethingwanted-Afather’sblessing-Miracleofart-ThePope’shouse-Youngenthusiast-PicturesofEngland-Persistandwrestle-Thelittledarkman。