首页 >出版文学> LADY CHATTERLEY’S LOVER>第27章
  `Ah!Butthatisfunk。You’vegotit:fatedtoit。Andyoushouldliveuptoit。Whohasgiventhecolliersalltheyhavethat’sworthhaving:
  alltheirpoliticalliberty,andtheireducation,suchasitis,theirsanitation,theirhealth-conditions,theirbooks,theirmusic,everything。
  Whohasgivenitthem?Havecolliersgivenittocolliers?No!AlltheWragbysandShipleysinEnglandhavegiventheirpart,andmustgoongiving。
  There’syourresponsibility。’
  Connielistened,andflushedveryred。
  `I’dliketogivesomething,’shesaid。`ButI’mnotallowed。Everythingistobesoldandpaidfornow;andallthethingsyoumentionnow,WragbyandShipleysellsthemtothepeople,atagoodprofit。Everythingissold。Youdon’tgiveoneheart-beatofrealsympathy。Andbesides,whohastakenawayfromthepeopletheirnaturallifeandmanhood,andgiventhemthisindustrialhorror?Whohasdonethat?’
  `AndwhatmustIdo?’heasked,green。`Askthemtocomeandpillageme?’
  `WhyisTevershallsougly,sohideous?Whyaretheirlivessohopeless?’
  `TheybuilttheirownTevershall,that’spartoftheirdisplayoffreedom。
  TheybuiltthemselvestheirprettyTevershall,andtheylivetheirownprettylives。Ican’tlivetheirlivesforthem。Everybeetlemustliveitsownlife。’
  `Butyoumakethemworkforyou。Theylivethelifeofyourcoal-mine。’
  `Notatall。Everybeetlefindsitsownfood。Notonemanisforcedtoworkforme。
  `Theirlivesareindustrializedandhopeless,andsoareours,’shecried。
  `Idon’tthinktheyare。That’sjustaromanticfigureofspeech,arelicoftheswooninganddie-awayromanticism。Youdon’tlookatallahopelessfigurestandingthere,Conniemydear。’
  Whichwastrue。Forherdark-blueeyeswereflashing,hercolourwashotinhercheeks,shelookedfullofarebelliouspassionfarfromthedejectionofhopelessness。Shenoticed,illthetussockyplacesofthegrass,cottonyyoungcowslipsstandingupstillblearedintheirdown。
  Andshewonderedwithrage,whyitwasshefeltCliffordwassowrong,yetshecouldn’tsayittohim,shecouldnotsayexactlywherehewaswrong。
  `Nowonderthemenhateyou,’shesaid。
  `Theydon’t!’hereplied。`Anddon’tfallintoerrors:inyoursenseoftheword,theyarenotmen。Theyareanimalsyoudon’tunderstand,andnevercould。Don’tthrustyourillusionsonotherpeople。Themasseswerealwaysthesame,andwillalwaysbethesame。Nero’sslaveswereextremelylittledifferentfromourcolliersortheFordmotor-carworkmen。ImeanNero’smineslavesandhisfieldslaves。Itisthemasses:theyaretheunchangeable。Anindividualmayemergefromthemasses。Buttheemergencedoesn’talterthemass。Themassesareunalterable。Itisoneofthemostmomentousfactsofsocialscience。Panemetcircenses!Onlytodayeducationisoneofthebadsubstitutesforacircus。Whatiswrongtodayisthatwe’vemadeaprofoundhashofthecircusespartoftheprogramme,andpoisonedourmasseswithalittleeducation。’
  WhenCliffordbecamereallyrousedinhisfeelingsaboutthecommonpeople,Conniewasfrightened。Therewassomethingdevastatinglytrueinwhathesaid。Butitwasatruththatkilled。
  Seeingherpaleandsilent,Cliffordstartedthechairagain,andnomorewassaidtillhehaltedagainatthewoodgate,whichsheopened。
  `Andwhatweneedtotakeupnow,’hesaid,`iswhips,notswords。Themasseshavebeenruledsincetimebegan,andtilltimeends,ruledtheywillhavetobe。Itissheerhypocrisyandfarcetosaytheycanrulethemselves。’
  `Butcanyourulethem?’sheasked。
  `I?Ohyes!Neithermymindnormywilliscrippled,andIdon’trulewithmylegs。Icandomyshareofruling:absolutely,myshare;andgivemeason,andhewillbeabletorulehisportionafterme。’
  `Buthewouldn’tbeyourownson,ofyourownrulingclass;orperhapsnot,’shestammered。
  `Idon’tcarewhohisfathermaybe,solongasheisahealthymannotbelownormalintelligence。Givemethechildofanyhealthy,normallyintelligentman,andIwillmakeaperfectlycompetentChatterleyofhim。
  Itisnotwhobegetsus,thatmatters,butwherefateplacesus。Placeanychildamongtherulingclasses,andhewillgrowup,tohisownextent,aruler。Putkings’anddukes’childrenamongthemasses,andthey’llbelittleplebeians,massproducts。Itistheoverwhelmingpressureofenvironment。’
  `Thenthecommonpeoplearen’tarace,andthearistocratsaren’tblood,’
  shesaid。
  `No,mychild!Allthatisromanticillusion。Aristocracyisafunction,apartoffate。Andthemassesareafunctioningofanotherpartoffate。
  Theindividualhardlymatters。Itisaquestionofwhichfunctionyouarebroughtuptoandadaptedto。Itisnottheindividualsthatmakeanaristocracy:
  itisthefunctioningofthearistocraticwhole。Anditisthefunctioningofthewholemassthatmakesthecommonmanwhatheis。’
  `Thenthereisnocommonhumanitybetweenusall!’
  `Justasyoulike。Weallneedtofillourbellies。Butwhenitcomestoexpressiveorexecutivefunctioning,Ibelievethereisagulfandanabsoluteone,betweentherulingandtheservingclasses。Thetwofunctionsareopposed。Andthefunctiondeterminestheindividual。’
  Connielookedathimwithdazedeyes。
  `Won’tyoucomeon?’shesaid。
  Andhestartedhischair。Hehadsaidhissay。Nowhelapsedintohispeculiarandrathervacantapathy,thatConniefoundsotrying。Inthewood,anyhow,shewasdeterminednottoargue。
  Infrontofthemrantheopencleftoftheriding,betweenthehazelwallsandthegaygreytrees。Thechairpuffedslowlyon,slowlysurgingintotheforget-me-notsthatroseupinthedrivelikemilkfroth,beyondthehazelshadows。Cliffordsteeredthemiddlecourse,wherefeetpassinghadkeptachannelthroughtheflowers。ButConnie,walkingbehind,hadwatchedthewheelsjoltoverthewood-ruffandthebugle,andsquashthelittleyellowcupsofthecreeping-jenny。Nowtheymadeawakethroughtheforget-me-nots。
  Alltheflowerswerethere,thefirstbluebellsinbluepools,likestandingwater。
  `Youarequiterightaboutitsbeingbeautiful,’saidClifford。`Itissoamazingly。WhatisquitesolovelyasanEnglishspring!’
  ConniethoughtitsoundedasifeventhespringbloomedbyactofParliament。
  AnEnglishspring!WhynotanIrishone?orJewish?Thechairmovedslowlyahead,pasttuftsofsturdybluebellsthatstooduplikewheatandovergreyburdockleaves。Whentheycametotheopenplacewherethetreeshadbeenfelled,thelightfloodedinratherstark。Andthebluebellsmadesheetsofbrightbluecolour,hereandthere,sheeringoffintolilacandpurple。Andbetween,thebrackenwasliftingitsbrowncurledheads,likelegionsofyoungsnakeswithanewsecrettowhispertoEve。Cliffordkeptthechairgoingtillhecametothebrowofthehill;Conniefollowedslowlybehind。Theoak-budswereopeningsoftandbrown。Everythingcametenderlyoutoftheoldhardness。Eventhesnaggycraggyoak-treesputoutthesoftestyoungleaves,spreadingthin,brownlittlewingslikeyoungbat-wingsinthelight。Whyhadmenneveranynewnessinthem,anyfreshnesstocomeforthwith!Stalemen!
  Cliffordstoppedthechairatthetopoftheriseandlookeddown。Thebluebellswashedbluelikeflood-wateroverthebroadriding,andlitupthedownhillwithawarmblueness。
  `It’saveryfinecolourinitself,’saidClifford,`butuselessformakingapainting。’
  `Quite!’saidConnie,completelyuninterested。
  `ShallIventureasfarasthespring?’saidClifford。
  `Willthechairgetupagain?’shesaid。
  `We’lltry;nothingventure,nothingwin!’
  Andthechairbegantoadvanceslowly,joltinglydownthebeautifulbroadridingwashedoverwithblueencroachinghyacinths。Olastofallships,throughthehyacinthianshallows!Opinnaceonthelastwildwaters,sailinginthelastvoyageofourcivilization!Whither,Oweirdwheeledship,yourslowcoursesteering。Quietandcomplacent,Cliffordsatatthewheelofadventure:inhisoldblackhatandtweedjacket,motionlessandcautious。OCaptain,myCaptain,oursplendidtripisdone!Notyetthough!Downhill,inthewake,cameConstanceinhergreydress,watchingthechairjoltdownwards。
  Theypassedthenarrowtracktothehut。Thankheavenitwasnotwideenoughforthechair:hardlywideenoughforoneperson。Thechairreachedthebottomoftheslope,andswervedround,todisappear。AndConnieheardalowwhistlebehindher。Sheglancedsharplyround:thekeeperwasstridingdownhilltowardsher,hisdogkeepingbehindhim。
  `IsSirCliffordgoingtothecottage?’heasked,lookingintohereyes。
  `No,onlytothewell。’
  `Ah!Good!ThenIcankeepoutofsight。ButIshallseeyoutonight。
  Ishallwaitforyouatthepark-gateaboutten。’
  Helookedagaindirectintohereyes。
  `Yes,’shefaltered。
  TheyheardthePapp!Papp!ofClifford’shorn,tootingforConnie。She`Coo-eed!’inreply。Thekeeper’sfaceflickeredwithalittlegrimace,andwithhishandhesoftlybrushedherbreastupwards,fromunderneath。
  Shelookedathim,frightened,andstartedrunningdownthehill,callingCoo-ee!againtoClifford。Themanabovewatchedher,thenturned,grinningfaintly,backintohispath。
  ShefoundCliffordslowlymountingtothespring,whichwashalfwayuptheslopeofthedarklarch-wood。Hewastherebythetimeshecaughthimup。
  `Shedidthatallright,’hesaid,referringtothechair。
  Connielookedatthegreatgreyleavesofburdockthatgrewoutghostlyfromtheedgeofthelarch-wood。ThepeoplecallitRobinHood’sRhubarb。
  Howsilentandgloomyitseemedbythewell!Yetthewaterbubbledsobright,wonderful!Andtherewerebitsofeye-brightandstrongbluebugle……Andthere,underthebank,theyellowearthwasmoving。Amole!Itemerged,rowingitspinkhands,andwavingitsblindgimletofaface,withthetinypinknose-tipuplifted。
  `Itseemstoseewiththeendofitsnose,’saidConnie。
  `Betterthanwithitseyes!’hesaid。`Willyoudrink?’
  `Willyou?’
  Shetookanenamelmugfromatwigonatree,andstoopedtofillitforhim。Hedrankinsips。Thenshestoopedagain,anddrankalittleherself。
  `Soicy!’shesaidgasping。
  `Good,isn’tit!Didyouwish?’
  `Didyou?’
  `Yes,Iwished。ButIwon’ttell。’
  Shewasawareoftherappingofawoodpecker,thenofthewind,softandeeriethroughthelarches。Shelookedup。Whitecloudswerecrossingtheblue。
  `Clouds!’shesaid。
  `Whitelambsonly,’hereplied。
  Ashadowcrossedthelittleclearing。Themolehadswumoutontothesoftyellowearth。
  `Unpleasantlittlebeast,weoughttokillhim,’saidClifford。
  `Look!he’slikeaparsoninapulpit,’shesaid。
  Shegatheredsomesprigsofwoodruffandbroughtthemtohim。
  `New-mownhay!’hesaid。`Doesn’titsmellliketheromanticladiesofthelastcentury,whohadtheirheadsscrewedontherightwayafterall!’
  Shewaslookingatthewhiteclouds。
  `Iwonderifitwillrain,’shesaid。
  `Rain!Why!Doyouwantitto?’
  Theystartedonthereturnjourney,Cliffordjoltingcautiouslydownhill。
  Theycametothedarkbottomofthehollow,turnedtotheright,andafterahundredyardsswervedupthefootofthelongslope,wherebluebellsstoodinthelight。
  `Now,oldgirl!’saidClifford,puttingthechairtoit。
  Itwasasteepandjoltyclimb。Thechairpuggedslowly,inastrugglingunwillingfashion。Still,shenosedherwayupunevenly,tillshecametowherethehyacinthswereallaroundher,thenshebalked,struggled,jerkedalittlewayoutoftheflowers,thenstopped`We’dbettersoundthehornandseeifthekeeperwillcome,’saidConnie。
  `Hecouldpushherabit。Forthatmatter,Iwillpush。Ithelps。’
  `We’llletherbreathe,’saidClifford。`Doyoumindputtingascotchunderthewheel?’
  Conniefoundastone,andtheywaited。AfterawhileCliffordstartedhismotoragain,thensetthechairinmotion。Itstruggledandfalteredlikeasickthing,withcuriousnoises。
  `Letmepush!’saidConnie,comingupbehind。
  `No!Don’tpush!’hesaidangrily。`What’sthegoodofthedamnedthing,ifithastobepushed!Putthestoneunder!’
  Therewasanotherpause,thenanotherstart;butmoreineffectualthanbefore。
  `Youmustletmepush,’saidshe。`Orsoundthehornforthekeeper。’
  `Wait!’
  Shewaited;andhehadanothertry,doingmoreharmthangood。
  `Soundthehornthen,ifyouwon’tletmepush,’shesaid。`Hell!Bequietamoment!’
  Shewasquietamoment:hemadeshatteringeffortswiththelittlemotor。
  `You’llonlybreakthethingdownaltogether,Clifford,’sheremonstrated;
  `besideswastingyournervousenergy。’
  `IfIcouldonlygetoutandlookatthedamnedthing!’hesaid,exasperated。
  Andhesoundedthehornstridently。`PerhapsMellorscanseewhat’swrong。’
  Theywaited,amongthemashedflowersunderaskysoftlycurdlingwithcloud。Inthesilenceawood-pigeonbegantocooroo-hoohoo!roo-hoohoo!
  Cliffordshutherupwithablastonthehorn。
  Thekeeperappeareddirectly,stridinginquiringlyroundthecorner。
  Hesaluted。
  `Doyouknowanythingaboutmotors?’askedCliffordsharply。
  `IamafraidIdon’t。Hasshegonewrong?’
  `Apparently!’snappedClifford。
  Themancrouchedsolicitouslybythewheel,andpeeredatthelittleengine。
  `I’mafraidIknownothingatallaboutthesemechanicalthings,SirClifford,’hesaidcalmly。`Ifshehasenoughpetrolandoil——’
  `Justlookcarefullyandseeifyoucanseeanythingbroken,’snappedClifford。
  Themanlaidhisgunagainstatree,tookoilhiscoat,andthrewitbesideit。Thebrowndogsatguard。Thenhesatdownonhisheelsandpeeredunderthechair,pokingwithhisfingeratthegreasylittleengine,andresentingthegrease-marksonhiscleanSundayshirt。
  `Doesn’tseemanythingbroken,’hesaid。Andhestoodup,pushingbackhishatfromhisforehead,rubbinghisbrowandapparentlystudying。
  `Haveyoulookedattherodsunderneath?’askedClifford。`Seeiftheyareallright!’