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第55章

  Mrs。Chapmanhadjustreachedtheatticfloor,whenMissPricecameoutofherroomcompletelydressed,andonlycivilitieswerenecessary;butFannyfeltheraunt’sattentionalmostasmuchasLadyBertramorMrs。Chapmancoulddothemselves。
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  Heruncleandbothherauntswereinthedrawing-roomwhenFannywentdown。Totheformershewasaninterestingobject,andhesawwithpleasurethegeneraleleganceofherappearance,andherbeinginremarkablygoodlooks。
  Theneatnessandproprietyofherdresswasallthathewouldallowhimselftocommendinherpresence,butuponherleavingtheroomagainsoonafterwards,hespokeofherbeautywithverydecidedpraise。
  “Yes,“saidLadyBertram,“shelooksverywell。
  IsentChapmantoher。“
  “Lookwell!Oh,yes!“criedMrs。Norris,“shehasgoodreasontolookwellwithallheradvantages:
  broughtupinthisfamilyasshehasbeen,withallthebenefitofhercousins’mannersbeforeher。
  Onlythink,mydearSirThomas,whatextraordinaryadvantagesyouandIhavebeenthemeansofgivingher。
  TheverygownyouhavebeentakingnoticeofisyourowngenerouspresenttoherwhendearMrs。Rushworthmarried。
  Whatwouldshehavebeenifwehadnottakenherbythehand?“
  SirThomassaidnomore;butwhentheysatdowntotabletheeyesofthetwoyoungmenassuredhimthatthesubjectmightbegentlytouchedagain,whentheladieswithdrew,withmoresuccess。Fannysawthatshewasapproved;
  andtheconsciousnessoflookingwellmadeherlookstillbetter。Fromavarietyofcausesshewashappy,andshewassoonmadestillhappier;forinfollowingherauntsoutoftheroom,Edmund,whowasholdingopenthedoor,said,asshepassedhim,“Youmustdancewithme,Fanny;
  youmustkeeptwodancesforme;anytwothatyoulike,exceptthefirst。“Shehadnothingmoretowishfor。
  Shehadhardlyeverbeeninastatesonearlyapproachinghighspiritsinherlife。Hercousins’formergaietyonthedayofaballwasnolongersurprisingtoher;
  shefeltittobeindeedverycharming,andwasactuallypractisingherstepsaboutthedrawing-roomaslongasshecouldbesafefromthenoticeofherauntNorris,whowasentirelytakenupatfirstinfresharrangingandinjuringthenoblefirewhichthebutlerhadprepared。
  Halfanhourfollowedthatwouldhavebeenatleastlanguidunderanyothercircumstances,butFanny’shappinessstillprevailed。ItwasbuttothinkofherconversationwithEdmund,andwhatwastherestlessnessofMrs。Norris?
  WhatweretheyawnsofLadyBertram?
  Thegentlemenjoinedthem;andsoonafterbeganthesweetexpectationofacarriage,whenageneralspiritofeaseandenjoymentseemeddiffused,andtheyallstoodaboutandtalkedandlaughed,andeverymomenthaditspleasureanditshope。FannyfeltthattheremustbeastruggleinEdmund’scheerfulness,butitwasdelightfultoseetheeffortsosuccessfullymade。
  Whenthecarriageswerereallyheard,whentheguestsbeganreallytoassemble,herowngaietyofheartwasmuchsubdued:
  thesightofsomanystrangersthrewherbackintoherself;
  andbesidesthegravityandformalityofthefirstgreatcircle,whichthemannersofneitherSirThomasnorLadyBertramwereofakindtodoaway,shefoundherselfoccasionallycalledontoenduresomethingworse。Shewasintroducedhereandtherebyheruncle,andforcedtobespokento,andtocurtsey,andspeakagain。Thiswasahardduty,andshewasneversummonedtoitwithoutlookingatWilliam,ashewalkedaboutathiseaseinthebackgroundofthescene,andlongingtobewithhim。
  TheentranceoftheGrantsandCrawfordswasafavourableepoch。
  Thestiffnessofthemeetingsoongavewaybeforetheirpopularmannersandmorediffusedintimacies:littlegroupswereformed,andeverybodygrewcomfortable。Fannyfelttheadvantage;and,drawingbackfromthetoilsofcivility,wouldhavebeenagainmosthappy,couldshehavekepthereyesfromwanderingbetweenEdmundandMaryCrawford。
  _She_lookedallloveliness——andwhatmightnotbetheendofit?HerownmusingswerebroughttoanendonperceivingMr。Crawfordbeforeher,andherthoughtswereputintoanotherchannelbyhisengagingheralmostinstantlyforthefirsttwodances。Herhappinessonthisoccasionwasverymuch_a__la__mortal_,finelychequered。
  Tobesecureofapartneratfirstwasamostessentialgood——
  forthemomentofbeginningwasnowgrowingseriouslynear;
  andshesolittleunderstoodherownclaimsastothinkthatifMr。Crawfordhadnotaskedher,shemusthavebeenthelasttobesoughtafter,andshouldhavereceivedapartneronlythroughaseriesofinquiry,andbustle,andinterference,whichwouldhavebeenterrible;butatthesametimetherewasapointednessinhismannerofaskingherwhichshedidnotlike,andshesawhiseyeglancingforamomentathernecklace,withasmile——shethoughttherewasasmile——whichmadeherblushandfeelwretched。
  Andthoughtherewasnosecondglancetodisturbher,thoughhisobjectseemedthentobeonlyquietlyagreeable,shecouldnotgetthebetterofherembarrassment,heightenedasitwasbytheideaofhisperceivingit,andhadnocomposuretillheturnedawaytosomeoneelse。
  Thenshecouldgraduallyriseuptothegenuinesatisfactionofhavingapartner,avoluntarypartner,securedagainstthedancingbegan。
  Whenthecompanyweremovingintotheballroom,shefoundherselfforthefirsttimenearMissCrawford,whoseeyesandsmileswereimmediatelyandmoreunequivocallydirectedasherbrother’shadbeen,andwhowasbeginningtospeakonthesubject,whenFanny,anxioustogetthestoryover,hastenedtogivetheexplanationofthesecondnecklace:
  therealchain。MissCrawfordlistened;andallherintendedcomplimentsandinsinuationstoFannywereforgotten:
  shefeltonlyonething;andhereyes,brightastheyhadbeenbefore,shewingtheycouldyetbebrighter,sheexclaimedwitheagerpleasure,“Didhe?DidEdmund?
  Thatwaslikehimself。Noothermanwouldhavethoughtofit。
  Ihonourhimbeyondexpression。“Andshelookedaroundasiflongingtotellhimso。Hewasnotnear,hewasattendingapartyofladiesoutoftheroom;andMrs。Grantcominguptothetwogirls,andtakinganarmofeach,theyfollowedwiththerest。
  Fanny’sheartsunk,buttherewasnoleisureforthinkinglongevenofMissCrawford’sfeelings。
  Theywereintheballroom,theviolinswereplaying,andhermindwasinaflutterthatforbadeitsfixingonanythingserious。Shemustwatchthegeneralarrangements,andseehoweverythingwasdone。
  InafewminutesSirThomascametoher,andaskedifshewereengaged;andthe“Yes,sir;toMr。Crawford,“
  wasexactlywhathehadintendedtohear。Mr。Crawfordwasnotfaroff;SirThomasbroughthimtoher,sayingsomethingwhichdiscoveredtoFanny,that_she_
  wastoleadthewayandopentheball;anideathathadneveroccurredtoherbefore。Whenevershehadthoughtoftheminutiaeoftheevening,ithadbeenasamatterofcoursethatEdmundwouldbeginwithMissCrawford;
  andtheimpressionwassostrong,thatthough_her__uncle_
  spokethecontrary,shecouldnothelpanexclamationofsurprise,ahintofherunfitness,anentreatyeventobeexcused。TobeurgingheropinionagainstSirThomas’swasaproofoftheextremityofthecase;butsuchwasherhorroratthefirstsuggestion,thatshecouldactuallylookhiminthefaceandsaythatshehopeditmightbesettledotherwise;invain,however:SirThomassmiled,triedtoencourageher,andthenlookedtooserious,andsaidtoodecidedly,“Itmustbeso,mydear,“forhertohazardanotherword;andshefoundherselfthenextmomentconductedbyMr。Crawfordtothetopoftheroom,andstandingtheretobejoinedbytherestofthedancers,coupleaftercouple,astheywereformed。
  Shecouldhardlybelieveit。Tobeplacedabovesomanyelegantyoungwomen!Thedistinctionwastoogreat。
  Itwastreatingherlikehercousins!Andherthoughtsflewtothoseabsentcousinswithmostunfeignedandtrulytenderregret,thattheywerenotathometotaketheirownplaceintheroom,andhavetheirshareofapleasurewhichwouldhavebeensoverydelightfultothem。
  Sooftenasshehadheardthemwishforaballathomeasthegreatestofallfelicities!Andtohavethemawaywhenitwasgiven——andfor_her_tobeopeningtheball——
  andwithMr。Crawfordtoo!Shehopedtheywouldnotenvyherthatdistinction_now_;butwhenshelookedbacktothestateofthingsintheautumn,towhattheyhadallbeentoeachotherwhenoncedancinginthathousebefore,thepresentarrangementwasalmostmorethanshecouldunderstandherself。
  Theballbegan。ItwasratherhonourthanhappinesstoFanny,forthefirstdanceatleast:herpartnerwasinexcellentspirits,andtriedtoimpartthemtoher;
  butshewasagreatdealtoomuchfrightenedtohaveanyenjoymenttillshecouldsupposeherselfnolongerlookedat。Young,pretty,andgentle,however,shehadnoawkwardnessesthatwerenotasgoodasgraces,andtherewerefewpersonspresentthatwerenotdisposedtopraiseher。Shewasattractive,shewasmodest,shewasSirThomas’sniece,andshewassoonsaidtobeadmiredbyMr。Crawford。Itwasenoughtogivehergeneralfavour。SirThomashimselfwaswatchingherprogressdownthedancewithmuchcomplacency;