hewasproudofhisniece;andwithoutattributingallherpersonalbeauty,asMrs。Norrisseemedtodo,tohertransplantationtoMansfield,hewaspleasedwithhimselfforhavingsuppliedeverythingelse:
educationandmannerssheowedtohim。
MissCrawfordsawmuchofSirThomas’sthoughtsashestood,andhaving,inspiteofallhiswrongstowardsher,ageneralprevailingdesireofrecommendingherselftohim,tookanopportunityofsteppingasidetosaysomethingagreeableofFanny。Herpraisewaswarm,andhereceiveditasshecouldwish,joininginitasfarasdiscretion,andpoliteness,andslownessofspeechwouldallow,andcertainlyappearingtogreateradvantageonthesubjectthanhisladydidsoonafterwards,whenMary,perceivingheronasofaverynear,turnedroundbeforeshebegantodance,tocomplimentheronMissPrice’slooks。
“Yes,shedoeslookverywell,“wasLadyBertram’splacidreply。
“Chapmanhelpedhertodress。IsentChapmantoher。“
NotbutthatshewasreallypleasedtohaveFannyadmired;
butshewassomuchmorestruckwithherownkindnessinsendingChapmantoher,thatshecouldnotgetitoutofherhead。
MissCrawfordknewMrs。Norristoowelltothinkofgratifying_her_bycommendationofFanny;toher,itwasastheoccasionoffered——“Ah!ma’am,howmuchwewantdearMrs。RushworthandJuliato-night!“andMrs。Norrispaidherwithasmanysmilesandcourteouswordsasshehadtimefor,amidsomuchoccupationasshefoundforherselfinmakingupcard-tables,givinghintstoSirThomas,andtryingtomoveallthechaperonstoabetterpartoftheroom。
MissCrawfordblunderedmosttowardsFannyherselfinherintentionstoplease。Shemeanttobegivingherlittleheartahappyflutter,andfillingherwithsensationsofdelightfulself-consequence;and,misinterpretingFanny’sblushes,stillthoughtshemustbedoingsowhenshewenttoherafterthetwofirstdances,andsaid,withasignificantlook,“Perhaps_you_cantellmewhymybrothergoestotownto-morrow?Hesayshehasbusinessthere,butwillnottellmewhat。Thefirsttimeheeverdeniedmehisconfidence!Butthisiswhatweallcometo。
Allaresupplantedsoonerorlater。Now,Imustapplytoyouforinformation。Pray,whatisHenrygoingfor?“
Fannyprotestedherignoranceassteadilyasherembarrassmentallowed。
“Well,then,“repliedMissCrawford,laughing,“Imustsupposeittobepurelyforthepleasureofconveyingyourbrother,andoftalkingofyoubytheway。“
Fannywasconfused,butitwastheconfusionofdiscontent;
whileMissCrawfordwonderedshedidnotsmile,andthoughtherover-anxious,orthoughtherodd,orthoughtheranythingratherthaninsensibleofpleasureinHenry’sattentions。
Fannyhadagooddealofenjoymentinthecourseoftheevening;
butHenry’sattentionshadverylittletodowithit。
Shewouldmuchrather_not_havebeenaskedbyhimagainsoverysoon,andshewishedshehadnotbeenobligedtosuspectthathispreviousinquiriesofMrs。Norris,aboutthesupperhour,wereallforthesakeofsecuringheratthatpartoftheevening。Butitwasnottobeavoided:
hemadeherfeelthatshewastheobjectofall;thoughshecouldnotsaythatitwasunpleasantlydone,thattherewasindelicacyorostentationinhismanner;andsometimes,whenhetalkedofWilliam,hewasreallynotunagreeable,andshewedevenawarmthofheartwhichdidhimcredit。
Butstillhisattentionsmadenopartofhersatisfaction。
ShewashappywhenevershelookedatWilliam,andsawhowperfectlyhewasenjoyinghimself,ineveryfiveminutesthatshecouldwalkaboutwithhimandhearhisaccountofhispartners;shewashappyinknowingherselfadmired;
andshewashappyinhavingthetwodanceswithEdmundstilltolookforwardto,duringthegreatestpartoftheevening,herhandbeingsoeagerlysoughtafterthatherindefiniteengagementwith_him_wasincontinualperspective。
Shewashappyevenwhentheydidtakeplace;butnotfromanyflowofspiritsonhisside,oranysuchexpressionsoftendergallantryashadblessedthemorning。
Hismindwasfagged,andherhappinesssprungfrombeingthefriendwithwhomitcouldfindrepose。
“Iamwornoutwithcivility,“saidhe。“Ihavebeentalkingincessantlyallnight,andwithnothingtosay。
Butwith_you_,Fanny,theremaybepeace。Youwillnotwanttobetalkedto。Letushavetheluxuryofsilence。“
Fannywouldhardlyevenspeakheragreement。Aweariness,arisingprobably,ingreatmeasure,fromthesamefeelingswhichhehadacknowledgedinthemorning,waspeculiarlytoberespected,andtheywentdowntheirtwodancestogetherwithsuchsobertranquillityasmightsatisfyanylooker-onthatSirThomashadbeenbringingupnowifeforhisyoungerson。
TheeveninghadaffordedEdmundlittlepleasure。MissCrawfordhadbeeningayspiritswhentheyfirstdancedtogether,butitwasnothergaietythatcoulddohimgood:
itrathersankthanraisedhiscomfort;andafterwards,forhefoundhimselfstillimpelledtoseekheragain,shehadabsolutelypainedhimbyhermannerofspeakingoftheprofessiontowhichhewasnowonthepointofbelonging。
Theyhadtalked,andtheyhadbeensilent;hehadreasoned,shehadridiculed;andtheyhadpartedatlastwithmutualvexation。Fanny,notabletorefrainentirelyfromobservingthem,hadseenenoughtobetolerablysatisfied。
ItwasbarbaroustobehappywhenEdmundwassuffering。
Yetsomehappinessmustandwouldarisefromtheveryconvictionthathedidsuffer。
Whenhertwodanceswithhimwereover,herinclinationandstrengthformorewereprettywellatanend;
andSirThomas,havingseenherwalkratherthandancedowntheshorteningset,breathless,andwithherhandatherside,gavehisordersforhersittingdownentirely。
FromthattimeMr。Crawfordsatdownlikewise。
“PoorFanny!“criedWilliam,comingforamomenttovisither,andworkingawayhispartner’sfanasifforlife,“howsoonsheisknockedup!Why,thesportisbutjustbegun。
Ihopeweshallkeepitupthesetwohours。Howcanyoubetiredsosoon?“
“Sosoon!mygoodfriend,“saidSirThomas,producinghiswatchwithallnecessarycaution;“itisthreeo’clock,andyoursisterisnotusedtothesesortofhours。“
“Well,then,Fanny,youshallnotgetupto-morrowbeforeIgo。Sleepaslongasyoucan,andnevermindme。“
“Oh!William。“
“What!Didshethinkofbeingupbeforeyousetoff?“
“Oh!yes,sir,“criedFanny,risingeagerlyfromherseattobenearerheruncle;“Imustgetupandbreakfastwithhim。
Itwillbethelasttime,youknow;thelastmorning。“
“Youhadbetternot。Heistohavebreakfastedandbegonebyhalf-pastnine。Mr。Crawford,Ithinkyoucallforhimathalf-pastnine?“
Fannywastoourgent,however,andhadtoomanytearsinhereyesfordenial;anditendedinagracious“Well,well!“
whichwaspermission。
“Yes,half-pastnine,“saidCrawfordtoWilliamasthelatterwasleavingthem,“andIshallbepunctual,fortherewillbenokindsistertogetupfor_me_。“
AndinalowertonetoFanny,“Ishallhaveonlyadesolatehousetohurryfrom。Yourbrotherwillfindmyideasoftimeandhisownverydifferentto-morrow。“
Afterashortconsideration,SirThomasaskedCrawfordtojointheearlybreakfastpartyinthathouseinsteadofeatingalone:heshouldhimselfbeofit;
andthereadinesswithwhichhisinvitationwasacceptedconvincedhimthatthesuspicionswhence,hemustconfesstohimself,thisveryballhadingreatmeasuresprung,werewellfounded。Mr。CrawfordwasinlovewithFanny。
Hehadapleasinganticipationofwhatwouldbe。Hisniece,meanwhile,didnotthankhimforwhathehadjustdone。
ShehadhopedtohaveWilliamalltoherselfthelastmorning。
Itwouldhavebeenanunspeakableindulgence。Butthoughherwisheswereoverthrown,therewasnospiritofmurmuringwithinher。Onthecontrary,shewassototallyunusedtohaveherpleasureconsulted,ortohaveanythingtakeplaceatallinthewayshecoulddesire,thatshewasmoredisposedtowonderandrejoiceinhavingcarriedherpointsofar,thantorepineatthecounteractionwhichfollowed。
Shortlyafterward,SirThomaswasagaininterferingalittlewithherinclination,byadvisinghertogoimmediatelytobed。“Advise“washisword,butitwastheadviceofabsolutepower,andshehadonlytorise,and,withMr。Crawford’sverycordialadieus,passquietlyaway;stoppingattheentrance-door,liketheLadyofBranxholmHall,“onemomentandnomore,“
toviewthehappyscene,andtakealastlookatthefiveorsixdeterminedcouplewhowerestillhardatwork;
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