andwithagreatdealofgratitudeonhersideforsuchreadyandkindattention,theyproceededindoors,andupstairs,andweresoondeepintheinterestingsubject。MissCrawford,pleasedwiththeappeal,gaveherallherbestjudgmentandtaste,madeeverythingeasybyhersuggestions,andtriedtomakeeverythingagreeablebyherencouragement。
Thedressbeingsettledinallitsgranderparts——
“Butwhatshallyouhavebywayofnecklace?“saidMissCrawford。“Shallnotyouwearyourbrother’scross?“
Andasshespokeshewasundoingasmallparcel,whichFannyhadobservedinherhandwhentheymet。
Fannyacknowledgedherwishesanddoubtsonthispoint:
shedidnotknowhoweithertowearthecross,ortorefrainfromwearingit。Shewasansweredbyhavingasmalltrinket-boxplacedbeforeher,andbeingrequestedtochusefromamongseveralgoldchainsandnecklaces。
SuchhadbeentheparcelwithwhichMissCrawfordwasprovided,andsuchtheobjectofherintendedvisit:
andinthekindestmannershenowurgedFanny’stakingoneforthecrossandtokeepforhersake,sayingeverythingshecouldthinkoftoobviatethescrupleswhichweremakingFannystartbackatfirstwithalookofhorrorattheproposal。
“YouseewhatacollectionIhave,“saidshe;“morebyhalfthanIeveruseorthinkof。Idonotofferthemasnew。
Ioffernothingbutanoldnecklace。Youmustforgivetheliberty,andobligeme。“
Fannystillresisted,andfromherheart。Thegiftwastoovaluable。ButMissCrawfordpersevered,andarguedthecasewithsomuchaffectionateearnestnessthroughalltheheadsofWilliamandthecross,andtheball,andherself,astobefinallysuccessful。Fannyfoundherselfobligedtoyield,thatshemightnotbeaccusedofprideorindifference,orsomeotherlittleness;
andhavingwithmodestreluctancegivenherconsent,proceededtomaketheselection。Shelookedandlooked,longingtoknowwhichmightbeleastvaluable;andwasdeterminedinherchoiceatlast,byfancyingtherewasonenecklacemorefrequentlyplacedbeforehereyesthantherest。Itwasofgold,prettilyworked;andthoughFannywouldhavepreferredalongerandaplainerchainasmoreadaptedforherpurpose,shehoped,infixingonthis,tobechusingwhatMissCrawfordleastwishedtokeep。
MissCrawfordsmiledherperfectapprobation;andhastenedtocompletethegiftbyputtingthenecklaceroundher,andmakingherseehowwellitlooked。Fannyhadnotawordtosayagainstitsbecomingness,and,exceptingwhatremainedofherscruples,wasexceedinglypleasedwithanacquisitionsoveryapropos。Shewouldrather,perhaps,havebeenobligedtosomeotherperson。Butthiswasanunworthyfeeling。MissCrawfordhadanticipatedherwantswithakindnesswhichprovedherarealfriend。
“WhenIwearthisnecklaceIshallalwaysthinkofyou,“
saidshe,“andfeelhowverykindyouwere。“
“Youmustthinkofsomebodyelsetoo,whenyouwearthatnecklace,“repliedMissCrawford。“YoumustthinkofHenry,foritwashischoiceinthefirstplace。
Hegaveittome,andwiththenecklaceImakeovertoyouallthedutyofrememberingtheoriginalgiver。
Itistobeafamilyremembrancer。Thesisterisnottobeinyourmindwithoutbringingthebrothertoo。“
Fanny,ingreatastonishmentandconfusion,wouldhavereturnedthepresentinstantly。Totakewhathadbeenthegiftofanotherperson,ofabrothertoo,impossible!itmustnotbe!andwithaneagernessandembarrassmentquitedivertingtohercompanion,shelaiddownthenecklaceagainonitscotton,andseemedresolvedeithertotakeanotherornoneatall。MissCrawfordthoughtshehadneverseenaprettierconsciousness。
“Mydearchild,“saidshe,laughing,“whatareyouafraidof?
DoyouthinkHenrywillclaimthenecklaceasmine,andfancyyoudidnotcomehonestlybyit?orareyouimagininghewouldbetoomuchflatteredbyseeingroundyourlovelythroatanornamentwhichhismoneypurchasedthreeyearsago,beforeheknewtherewassuchathroatintheworld?orperhaps“——lookingarchly——
“yoususpectaconfederacybetweenus,andthatwhatIamnowdoingiswithhisknowledgeandathisdesire?“
WiththedeepestblushesFannyprotestedagainstsuchathought。
“Well,then,“repliedMissCrawfordmoreseriously,butwithoutatallbelievingher,“toconvincemethatyoususpectnotrick,andareasunsuspiciousofcomplimentasIhavealwaysfoundyou,takethenecklaceandsaynomoreaboutit。Itsbeingagiftofmybrother’sneednotmakethesmallestdifferenceinyouracceptingit,asIassureyouitmakesnoneinmywillingnesstopartwithit。Heisalwaysgivingmesomethingorother。
Ihavesuchinnumerablepresentsfromhimthatitisquiteimpossibleformetovalueorforhimtorememberhalf。
Andasforthisnecklace,IdonotsupposeIhavewornitsixtimes:itisverypretty,butIneverthinkofit;
andthoughyouwouldbemostheartilywelcometoanyotherinmytrinket-box,youhavehappenedtofixontheveryonewhich,ifIhaveachoice,Iwouldratherpartwithandseeinyourpossessionthananyother。
Saynomoreagainstit,Ientreatyou。Suchatrifleisnotworthhalfsomanywords。“
Fannydarednotmakeanyfartheropposition;andwithrenewedbutlesshappythanksacceptedthenecklaceagain,fortherewasanexpressioninMissCrawford’seyeswhichshecouldnotbesatisfiedwith。
ItwasimpossibleforhertobeinsensibleofMr。Crawford’schangeofmanners。Shehadlongseenit。Heevidentlytriedtopleaseher:hewasgallant,hewasattentive,hewassomethinglikewhathehadbeentohercousins:
hewanted,shesupposed,tocheatherofhertranquillityashehadcheatedthem;andwhetherhemightnothavesomeconcerninthisnecklace——shecouldnotbeconvincedthathehadnot,forMissCrawford,complaisantasasister,wascarelessasawomanandafriend。
Reflectinganddoubting,andfeelingthatthepossessionofwhatshehadsomuchwishedfordidnotbringmuchsatisfaction,shenowwalkedhomeagain,withachangeratherthanadiminutionofcaressincehertreadingthatpathbefore。
OnreachinghomeFannywentimmediatelyupstairstodepositthisunexpectedacquisition,thisdoubtfulgoodofanecklace,insomefavouriteboxintheEastroom,whichheldallhersmallertreasures;butonopeningthedoor,whatwashersurprisetofindhercousinEdmundtherewritingatthetable!Suchasighthavingneveroccurredbefore,wasalmostaswonderfulasitwaswelcome。
“Fanny,“saidhedirectly,leavinghisseatandhispen,andmeetingherwithsomethinginhishand,“Ibegyourpardonforbeinghere。Icametolookforyou,andafterwaitingalittlewhileinhopeofyourcomingin,wasmakinguseofyourinkstandtoexplainmyerrand。
Youwillfindthebeginningofanotetoyourself;
butIcannowspeakmybusiness,whichismerelytobegyouracceptanceofthislittletrifle——achainforWilliam’scross。Yououghttohavehaditaweekago,buttherehasbeenadelayfrommybrother’snotbeingintownbyseveraldayssosoonasIexpected;
andIhaveonlyjustnowreceiveditatNorthampton。
Ihopeyouwilllikethechainitself,Fanny。Iendeavouredtoconsultthesimplicityofyourtaste;but,atanyrate,Iknowyouwillbekindtomyintentions,andconsiderit,asitreallyis,atokenoftheloveofoneofyouroldestfriends。“
Andsosaying,hewashurryingaway,beforeFanny,overpoweredbyathousandfeelingsofpainandpleasure,couldattempttospeak;butquickenedbyonesovereignwish,shethencalledout,“Oh!cousin,stopamoment,praystop!“
Heturnedback。
“Icannotattempttothankyou,“shecontinued,inaveryagitatedmanner;“thanksareoutofthequestion。
IfeelmuchmorethanIcanpossiblyexpress。
Yourgoodnessinthinkingofmeinsuchawayisbeyond——
“
“Ifthatisallyouhavetosay,Fanny“smilingandturningawayagain。
“No,no,itisnot。Iwanttoconsultyou。“
Almostunconsciouslyshehadnowundonetheparcelhehadjustputintoherhand,andseeingbeforeher,inallthenicenessofjewellers’packing,aplaingoldchain,perfectlysimpleandneat,shecouldnothelpburstingforthagain,“Oh,thisisbeautifulindeed!
Thisistheverything,preciselywhatIwishedfor!
ThisistheonlyornamentIhaveeverhadadesiretopossess。
Itwillexactlysuitmycross。Theymustandshallbeworntogether。Itcomes,too,insuchanacceptablemoment。
Oh,cousin,youdonotknowhowacceptableitis。“
“MydearFanny,youfeelthesethingsagreatdealtoomuch。
Iammosthappythatyoulikethechain,andthatitshouldbehereintimeforto-morrow;butyourthanksarefarbeyondtheoccasion。Believeme,Ihavenopleasureintheworldsuperiortothatofcontributingtoyours。
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