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第43章

  “Youintendtobeveryrich?“saidEdmund,withalookwhich,toFanny’seye,hadagreatdealofseriousmeaning。
  “Tobesure。Donotyou?Donotweall?“
  “Icannotintendanythingwhichitmustbesocompletelybeyondmypowertocommand。MissCrawfordmaychuseherdegreeofwealth。Shehasonlytofixonhernumberofthousandsayear,andtherecanbenodoubtoftheircoming。
  Myintentionsareonlynottobepoor。“
  “Bymoderationandeconomy,andbringingdownyourwantstoyourincome,andallthat。Iunderstandyou——andaveryproperplanitisforapersonatyourtimeoflife,withsuchlimitedmeansandindifferentconnexions。
  Whatcan_you_wantbutadecentmaintenance?Youhavenotmuchtimebeforeyou;andyourrelationsareinnosituationtodoanythingforyou,ortomortifyyoubythecontrastoftheirownwealthandconsequence。
  Behonestandpoor,byallmeans——butIshallnotenvyyou;IdonotmuchthinkIshallevenrespectyou。
  Ihaveamuchgreaterrespectforthosethatarehonestandrich。“
  “Yourdegreeofrespectforhonesty,richorpoor,ispreciselywhatIhavenomannerofconcernwith。
  Idonotmeantobepoor。PovertyisexactlywhatIhavedeterminedagainst。Honesty,inthesomethingbetween,inthemiddlestateofworldlycircumstances,isallthatI
  amanxiousforyournotlookingdownon。“
  “ButIdolookdownuponit,ifitmighthavebeenhigher。
  Imustlookdownuponanythingcontentedwithobscuritywhenitmightrisetodistinction。“
  “Buthowmayitrise?Howmaymyhonestyatleastrisetoanydistinction?“
  Thiswasnotsoveryeasyaquestiontoanswer,andoccasionedan“Oh!“ofsomelengthfromthefairladybeforeshecouldadd,“Yououghttobeinparliament,oryoushouldhavegoneintothearmytenyearsago。“
  “_That_isnotmuchtothepurposenow;andastomybeinginparliament,IbelieveImustwaittillthereisanespecialassemblyfortherepresentationofyoungersonswhohavelittletoliveon。No,MissCrawford,“headded,inamoreserioustone,“there_are_distinctionswhichI
  shouldbemiserableifIthoughtmyselfwithoutanychance——
  absolutelywithoutchanceorpossibilityofobtaining——
  buttheyareofadifferentcharacter。“
  Alookofconsciousnessashespoke,andwhatseemedaconsciousnessofmanneronMissCrawford’ssideasshemadesomelaughinganswer,wassorrowfullfoodforFanny’sobservation;andfindingherselfquiteunabletoattendassheoughttoMrs。Grant,bywhosesideshewasnowfollowingtheothers,shehadnearlyresolvedongoinghomeimmediately,andonlywaitedforcouragetosayso,whenthesoundofthegreatclockatMansfieldPark,strikingthree,madeherfeelthatshehadreallybeenmuchlongerabsentthanusual,andbroughtthepreviousself-inquiryofwhethersheshouldtakeleaveornotjustthen,andhow,toaveryspeedyissue。
  Withundoubtingdecisionshedirectlybeganheradieus;
  andEdmundbeganatthesametimetorecollectthathismotherhadbeeninquiringforher,andthathehadwalkeddowntotheParsonageonpurposetobringherback。
  Fanny’shurryincreased;andwithoutintheleastexpectingEdmund’sattendance,shewouldhavehastenedawayalone;
  butthegeneralpacewasquickened,andtheyallaccompaniedherintothehouse,throughwhichitwasnecessarytopass。
  Dr。Grantwasinthevestibule,andastheystopttospeaktohimshefound,fromEdmund’smanner,thathe_did_meantogowithher。Hetoowastakingleave。
  Shecouldnotbutbethankful。Inthemomentofparting,EdmundwasinvitedbyDr。Granttoeathismuttonwithhimthenextday;andFannyhadbarelytimeforanunpleasantfeelingontheoccasion,whenMrs。Grant,withsuddenrecollection,turnedtoherandaskedforthepleasureofhercompanytoo。Thiswassonewanattention,soperfectlynewacircumstanceintheeventsofFanny’slife,thatshewasallsurpriseandembarrassment;
  andwhilestammeringouthergreatobligation,andher“butshedidnotsupposeitwouldbeinherpower,“
  waslookingatEdmundforhisopinionandhelp。ButEdmund,delightedwithherhavingsuchanhappinessoffered,andascertainingwithhalfalook,andhalfasentence,thatshehadnoobjectionbutonheraunt’saccount,couldnotimaginethathismotherwouldmakeanydifficultyofsparingher,andthereforegavehisdecidedopenadvicethattheinvitationshouldbeaccepted;andthoughFannywouldnotventure,evenonhisencouragement,tosuchaflightofaudaciousindependence,itwassoonsettled,thatifnothingwereheardtothecontrary,Mrs。Grantmightexpecther。
  “Andyouknowwhatyourdinnerwillbe,“
  saidMrs。Grant,smiling——“theturkey,andIassureyouaveryfineone;for,mydear,“turningtoherhusband,“cookinsistsupontheturkey’sbeingdressedto-morrow。“
  “Verywell,verywell,“criedDr。Grant,“allthebetter;
  Iamgladtohearyouhaveanythingsogoodinthehouse。
  ButMissPriceandMr。EdmundBertram,Idaresay,wouldtaketheirchance。Wenoneofuswanttohearthebilloffare。
  Afriendlymeeting,andnotafinedinner,isallwehaveinview。Aturkey,oragoose,oralegofmutton,orwhateveryouandyourcookchusetogiveus。“
  Thetwocousinswalkedhometogether;and,exceptintheimmediatediscussionofthisengagement,whichEdmundspokeofwiththewarmestsatisfaction,assoparticularlydesirableforherintheintimacywhichhesawwithsomuchpleasureestablished,itwasasilentwalk;
  forhavingfinishedthatsubject,hegrewthoughtfulandindisposedforanyother。
  “ButwhyshouldMrs。GrantaskFanny?“saidLadyBertram。
  “HowcameshetothinkofaskingFanny?Fannyneverdinesthere,youknow,inthissortofway。Icannotspareher,andIamsureshedoesnotwanttogo。
  Fanny,youdonotwanttogo,doyou?“
  “Ifyouputsuchaquestiontoher,“criedEdmund,preventinghiscousin’sspeaking,“FannywillimmediatelysayNo;butIamsure,mydearmother,shewouldliketogo;
  andIcanseenoreasonwhysheshouldnot。“
  “IcannotimaginewhyMrs。Grantshouldthinkofaskingher?
  Sheneverdidbefore。Sheusedtoaskyoursistersnowandthen,butsheneveraskedFanny。“
  “Ifyoucannotdowithoutme,ma’am——“saidFanny,inaself-denyingtone。
  “Butmymotherwillhavemyfatherwithheralltheevening。“
  “Tobesure,soIshall。“
  “Supposeyoutakemyfather’sopinion,ma’am。“
  “That’swellthoughtof。SoIwill,Edmund。IwillaskSirThomas,assoonashecomesin,whetherIcandowithouther。“
  “Asyouplease,ma’am,onthathead;butImeantmyfather’sopinionastothe_propriety_oftheinvitation’sbeingacceptedornot;andIthinkhewillconsideritarightthingbyMrs。Grant,aswellasbyFanny,thatbeingthe_first_invitationitshouldbeaccepted。“
  “Idonotknow。Wewillaskhim。ButhewillbeverymuchsurprisedthatMrs。GrantshouldaskFannyatall。“
  Therewasnothingmoretobesaid,orthatcouldbesaidtoanypurpose,tillSirThomaswerepresent;
  butthesubjectinvolving,asitdid,herownevening’scomfortforthemorrow,wassomuchuppermostinLadyBertram’smind,thathalfanhourafterwards,onhislookinginforaminuteinhiswayfromhisplantationtohisdressing-room,shecalledhimbackagain,whenhehadalmostclosedthedoor,with“SirThomas,stopamoment——Ihavesomethingtosaytoyou。“
  Hertoneofcalmlanguor,forshenevertookthetroubleofraisinghervoice,wasalwaysheardandattendedto;
  andSirThomascameback。Herstorybegan;andFannyimmediatelyslippedoutoftheroom;fortohearherselfthesubjectofanydiscussionwithherunclewasmorethanhernervescouldbear。Shewasanxious,sheknew——
  moreanxiousperhapsthansheoughttobe——forwhatwasitafterallwhethershewentorstaid?butifheruncleweretobeagreatwhileconsideringanddeciding,andwithverygravelooks,andthosegravelooksdirectedtoher,andatlastdecideagainsther,shemightnotbeabletoappearproperlysubmissiveandindifferent。
  Hercause,meanwhile,wentonwell。Itbegan,onLadyBertram’spart,with——“Ihavesomethingtotellyouthatwillsurpriseyou。Mrs。GranthasaskedFannytodinner。“