“Well,“saidSirThomas,asifwaitingmoretoaccomplishthesurprise。
“Edmundwantshertogo。ButhowcanIspareher?“
“Shewillbelate,“saidSirThomas,takingouthiswatch;
“butwhatisyourdifficulty?“
Edmundfoundhimselfobligedtospeakandfilluptheblanksinhismother’sstory。Hetoldthewhole;
andshehadonlytoadd,“Sostrange!forMrs。Grantneverusedtoaskher。“
“Butisitnotverynatural,“observedEdmund,“thatMrs。Grantshouldwishtoprocuresoagreeableavisitorforhersister?“
“Nothingcanbemorenatural,“saidSirThomas,afterashortdeliberation;“nor,weretherenosisterinthecase,couldanything,inmyopinion,bemorenatural。
Mrs。Grant’sshewingcivilitytoMissPrice,toLadyBertram’sniece,couldneverwantexplanation。TheonlysurpriseIcanfeelis,thatthisshouldbethe_first_
timeofitsbeingpaid。Fannywasperfectlyrightingivingonlyaconditionalanswer。Sheappearstofeelassheought。ButasIconcludethatshemustwishtogo,sinceallyoungpeopleliketobetogether,Icanseenoreasonwhysheshouldbedeniedtheindulgence。“
“ButcanIdowithouther,SirThomas?“
“IndeedIthinkyoumay。“
“Shealwaysmakestea,youknow,whenmysisterisnothere。“
“Yoursister,perhaps,maybeprevailedontospendthedaywithus,andIshallcertainlybeathome。“
“Verywell,then,Fannymaygo,Edmund。“
Thegoodnewssoonfollowedher。Edmundknockedatherdoorinhiswaytohisown。
“Well,Fanny,itisallhappilysettled,andwithoutthesmallesthesitationonyouruncle’sside。
Hehadbutoneopinion。Youaretogo。“
“Thankyou,Iam_so_glad,“wasFanny’sinstinctivereply;
thoughwhenshehadturnedfromhimandshutthedoor,shecouldnothelpfeeling,“AndyetwhyshouldIbeglad?
foramInotcertainofseeingorhearingsomethingtheretopainme?“
Inspiteofthisconviction,however,shewasglad。
Simpleassuchanengagementmightappearinothereyes,ithadnoveltyandimportanceinhers,forexceptingthedayatSotherton,shehadscarcelyeverdinedoutbefore;
andthoughnowgoingonlyhalfamile,andonlytothreepeople,stillitwasdiningout,andallthelittleinterestsofpreparationwereenjoymentsinthemselves。
Shehadneithersympathynorassistancefromthosewhooughttohaveenteredintoherfeelingsanddirectedhertaste;
forLadyBertramneverthoughtofbeingusefultoanybody,andMrs。Norris,whenshecameonthemorrow,inconsequenceofanearlycallandinvitationfromSirThomas,wasinaveryillhumour,andseemedintentonlyonlesseningherniece’spleasure,bothpresentandfuture,asmuchaspossible。
“Uponmyword,Fanny,youareinhighlucktomeetwithsuchattentionandindulgence!YououghttobeverymuchobligedtoMrs。Grantforthinkingofyou,andtoyourauntforlettingyougo,andyououghttolookuponitassomethingextraordinary;forIhopeyouareawarethatthereisnorealoccasionforyourgoingintocompanyinthissortofway,oreverdiningoutatall;
anditiswhatyoumustnotdependuponeverbeingrepeated。
Normustyoubefancyingthattheinvitationismeantasanyparticularcomplimentto_you_;thecomplimentisintendedtoyouruncleandauntandme。Mrs。Grantthinksitacivilitydueto_us_totakealittlenoticeofyou,orelseitwouldneverhavecomeintoherhead,andyoumaybeverycertainthat,ifyourcousinJuliahadbeenathome,youwouldnothavebeenaskedatall。“
Mrs。NorrishadnowsoingeniouslydoneawayallMrs。Grant’spartofthefavour,thatFanny,whofoundherselfexpectedtospeak,couldonlysaythatshewasverymuchobligedtoherauntBertramforsparingher,andthatshewasendeavouringtoputheraunt’seveningworkinsuchastateastopreventherbeingmissed。
“Oh!dependuponit,yourauntcandoverywellwithoutyou,oryouwouldnotbeallowedtogo。_I_shallbehere,soyoumaybequiteeasyaboutyouraunt。AndIhopeyouwillhaveavery_agreeable_day,andfinditallmighty_delightful_。
ButImustobservethatfiveistheveryawkwardestofallpossiblenumberstositdowntotable;andIcannotbutbesurprisedthatsuchan_elegant_ladyasMrs。Grantshouldnotcontrivebetter!Androundtheirenormousgreatwidetable,too,whichfillsuptheroomsodreadfully!
Hadthedoctorbeencontentedtotakemydining-tablewhenI
cameaway,asanybodyintheirsenseswouldhavedone,insteadofhavingthatabsurdnewoneofhisown,whichiswider,literallywiderthanthedinner-tablehere,howinfinitelybetteritwouldhavebeen!andhowmuchmorehewouldhavebeenrespected!forpeopleareneverrespectedwhentheystepoutoftheirpropersphere。
Rememberthat,Fanny。Five——onlyfivetobesittingroundthattable。However,youwillhavedinnerenoughonitforten,Idaresay。“
Mrs。Norrisfetchedbreath,andwentonagain。
“Thenonsenseandfollyofpeople’ssteppingoutoftheirrankandtryingtoappearabovethemselves,makesmethinkitrighttogive_you_ahint,Fanny,nowthatyouaregoingintocompanywithoutanyofus;andIdobeseechandentreatyounottobeputtingyourselfforward,andtalkingandgivingyouropinionasifyouwereoneofyourcousins——asifyouweredearMrs。RushworthorJulia。
_That_willneverdo,believeme。Remember,whereveryouare,youmustbethelowestandlast;andthoughMissCrawfordisinamannerathomeattheParsonage,youarenottobetakingplaceofher。Andastocomingawayatnight,youaretostayjustaslongasEdmundchuses。
Leavehimtosettle_that_。“
“Yes,ma’am,Ishouldnotthinkofanythingelse。“
“Andifitshouldrain,whichIthinkexceedinglylikely,forIneversawitmorethreateningforaweteveninginmylife,youmustmanageaswellasyoucan,andnotbeexpectingthecarriagetobesentforyou。Icertainlydonotgohometo-night,and,therefore,thecarriagewillnotbeoutonmyaccount;soyoumustmakeupyourmindtowhatmayhappen,andtakeyourthingsaccordingly。“
Herniecethoughtitperfectlyreasonable。SheratedherownclaimstocomfortaslowevenasMrs。Norriscould;
andwhenSirThomassoonafterwards,justopeningthedoor,said,“Fanny,atwhattimewouldyouhavethecarriagecomeround?“shefeltadegreeofastonishmentwhichmadeitimpossibleforhertospeak。
“MydearSirThomas!“criedMrs。Norris,redwithanger,“Fannycanwalk。“
“Walk!“repeatedSirThomas,inatoneofmostunanswerabledignity,andcomingfartherintotheroom。“Myniecewalktoadinnerengagementatthistimeoftheyear!
Willtwentyminutesafterfoursuityou?“
“Yes,sir,“wasFanny’shumbleanswer,givenwiththefeelingsalmostofacriminaltowardsMrs。Norris;
andnotbearingtoremainwithherinwhatmightseemastateoftriumph,shefollowedheruncleoutoftheroom,havingstaidbehindhimonlylongenoughtohearthesewordsspokeninangryagitation——
“Quiteunnecessary!agreatdealtookind!
ButEdmundgoes;true,itisuponEdmund’saccount。
IobservedhewashoarseonThursdaynight。“
ButthiscouldnotimposeonFanny。Shefeltthatthecarriagewasforherself,andherselfalone:
andheruncle’sconsiderationofher,comingimmediatelyaftersuchrepresentationsfromheraunt,costhersometearsofgratitudewhenshewasalone。
Thecoachmandroveroundtoaminute;anotherminutebroughtdownthegentleman;andastheladyhad,withamostscrupulousfearofbeinglate,beenmanyminutesseatedinthedrawing-room,SirThomassawthemoffinasgoodtimeashisowncorrectlypunctualhabitsrequired。
“NowImustlookatyou,Fanny,“saidEdmund,withthekindsmileofanaffectionatebrother,“andtellyouhowIlikeyou;andaswellasIcanjudgebythislight,youlookverynicelyindeed。Whathaveyougoton?“
“Thenewdressthatmyunclewassogoodastogivemeonmycousin’smarriage。Ihopeitisnottoofine;butI
thoughtIoughttowearitassoonasIcould,andthatI
mightnothavesuchanotheropportunityallthewinter。
Ihopeyoudonotthinkmetoofine。“
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