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第42章

  “Ifanyonefacultyofournaturemaybecalled_more_
  wonderfulthantherest,Idothinkitismemory。
  Thereseemssomethingmorespeakinglyincomprehensibleinthepowers,thefailures,theinequalitiesofmemory,thaninanyotherofourintelligences。
  Thememoryissometimessoretentive,soserviceable,soobedient;atothers,sobewilderedandsoweak;
  andatothersagain,sotyrannic,sobeyondcontrol!
  Weare,tobesure,amiracleeveryway;butourpowersofrecollectingandofforgettingdoseempeculiarlypastfindingout。“
  MissCrawford,untouchedandinattentive,hadnothingtosay;andFanny,perceivingit,broughtbackherownmindtowhatshethoughtmustinterest。
  “Itmayseemimpertinentin_me_topraise,butImustadmirethetasteMrs。Granthasshewninallthis。
  Thereissuchaquietsimplicityintheplanofthewalk!
  Nottoomuchattempted!“
  “Yes,“repliedMissCrawfordcarelessly,“itdoesverywellforaplaceofthissort。Onedoesnotthinkofextent_here_;andbetweenourselves,tillIcametoMansfield,Ihadnotimaginedacountryparsoneveraspiredtoashrubbery,oranythingofthekind。“
  “Iamsogladtoseetheevergreensthrive!“saidFanny,inreply。“Myuncle’sgardeneralwayssaysthesoilhereisbetterthanhisown,andsoitappearsfromthegrowthofthelaurelsandevergreensingeneral。Theevergreen!
  Howbeautiful,howwelcome,howwonderfultheevergreen!
  Whenonethinksofit,howastonishingavarietyofnature!
  Insomecountriesweknowthetreethatshedsitsleafisthevariety,butthatdoesnotmakeitlessamazingthatthesamesoilandthesamesunshouldnurtureplantsdifferinginthefirstruleandlawoftheirexistence。
  Youwillthinkmerhapsodising;butwhenIamoutofdoors,especiallywhenIamsittingoutofdoors,Iamveryapttogetintothissortofwonderingstrain。Onecannotfixone’seyesonthecommonestnaturalproductionwithoutfindingfoodforaramblingfancy。“
  “Tosaythetruth,“repliedMissCrawford,“IamsomethinglikethefamousDogeatthecourtofLewisXIV。;
  andmaydeclarethatIseenowonderinthisshrubberyequaltoseeingmyselfinit。Ifanybodyhadtoldmeayearagothatthisplacewouldbemyhome,thatIshouldbespendingmonthaftermonthhere,asI
  havedone,Icertainlyshouldnothavebelievedthem。
  Ihavenowbeenherenearlyfivemonths;and,moreover,thequietestfivemonthsIeverpassed。“
  “_Too_quietforyou,Ibelieve。“
  “Ishouldhavethoughtso_theoretically_myself,but,“
  andhereyesbrightenedasshespoke,“takeitallandall,Ineverspentsohappyasummer。Butthen,“
  withamorethoughtfulairandloweredvoice,“thereisnosayingwhatitmayleadto。“
  Fanny’sheartbeatquick,andshefeltquiteunequaltosurmisingorsolicitinganythingmore。MissCrawford,however,withrenewedanimation,soonwenton——
  “IamconsciousofbeingfarbetterreconciledtoacountryresidencethanIhadeverexpectedtobe。Icanevensupposeitpleasanttospend_half_theyearinthecountry,undercertaincircumstances,verypleasant。Anelegant,moderate-sizedhouseinthecentreoffamilyconnexions;
  continualengagementsamongthem;commandingthefirstsocietyintheneighbourhood;lookedupto,perhaps,asleadingitevenmorethanthoseoflargerfortune,andturningfromthecheerfulroundofsuchamusementstonothingworsethana_tete-a-tete_withthepersononefeelsmostagreeableintheworld。Thereisnothingfrightfulinsuchapicture,isthere,MissPrice?OneneednotenvythenewMrs。Rushworthwithsuchahomeas_that_。“
  “EnvyMrs。Rushworth!“wasallthatFannyattemptedtosay。
  “Come,come,itwouldbeveryun-handsomeinustobesevereonMrs。Rushworth,forIlookforwardtoourowingheragreatmanygay,brilliant,happyhours。IexpectweshallbeallverymuchatSothertonanotheryear。
  SuchamatchasMissBertramhasmadeisapublicblessing;
  forthefirstpleasuresofMr。Rushworth’swifemustbetofillherhouse,andgivethebestballsinthecountry。“
  Fannywassilent,andMissCrawfordrelapsedintothoughtfulness,tillsuddenlylookingupattheendofafewminutes,sheexclaimed,“Ah!hereheis。“
  ItwasnotMr。Rushworth,however,butEdmund,whothenappearedwalkingtowardsthemwithMrs。Grant。
  “MysisterandMr。Bertram。Iamsogladyoureldestcousinisgone,thathemaybeMr。Bertramagain。ThereissomethinginthesoundofMr。_Edmund_Bertramsoformal,sopitiful,soyounger-brother-like,thatIdetestit。“
  “Howdifferentlywefeel!“criedFanny。“Tome,thesoundof_Mr。_Bertramissocoldandnothing-meaning,soentirelywithoutwarmthorcharacter!Itjuststandsforagentleman,andthat’sall。ButthereisnoblenessinthenameofEdmund。Itisanameofheroismandrenown;
  ofkings,princes,andknights;andseemstobreathethespiritofchivalryandwarmaffections。“
  “Igrantyouthenameisgoodinitself,and_Lord_Edmundor_Sir_Edmundsounddelightfully;butsinkitunderthechill,theannihilationofaMr。,andMr。EdmundisnomorethanMr。JohnorMr。Thomas。Well,shallwejoinanddisappointthemofhalftheirlectureuponsittingdownoutofdoorsatthistimeofyear,bybeingupbeforetheycanbegin?“
  Edmundmetthemwithparticularpleasure。Itwasthefirsttimeofhisseeingthemtogethersincethebeginningofthatbetteracquaintancewhichhehadbeenhearingofwithgreatsatisfaction。Afriendshipbetweentwosoverydeartohimwasexactlywhathecouldhavewished:
  andtothecreditofthelover’sunderstanding,beitstated,thathedidnotbyanymeansconsiderFannyastheonly,orevenasthegreatergainerbysuchafriendship。
  “Well,“saidMissCrawford,“anddoyounotscoldusforourimprudence?Whatdoyouthinkwehavebeensittingdownforbuttobetalkedtoaboutit,andentreatedandsupplicatednevertodosoagain?“
  “PerhapsImighthavescolded,“saidEdmund,“ifeitherofyouhadbeensittingdownalone;butwhileyoudowrongtogether,Icanoverlookagreatdeal。“
  “Theycannothavebeensittinglong,“criedMrs。Grant,“forwhenIwentupformyshawlIsawthemfromthestaircasewindow,andthentheywerewalking。“
  “Andreally,“addedEdmund,“thedayissomild,thatyoursittingdownforafewminutescanbehardlythoughtimprudent。Ourweathermustnotalwaysbejudgedbythecalendar。WemaysometimestakegreaterlibertiesinNovemberthaninMay。“
  “Uponmyword,“criedMissCrawford,“youaretwoofthemostdisappointingandunfeelingkindfriendsIevermetwith!
  Thereisnogivingyouamoment’suneasiness。Youdonotknowhowmuchwehavebeensuffering,norwhatchillswehavefelt!ButIhavelongthoughtMr。Bertramoneoftheworstsubjectstoworkon,inanylittlemanoeuvreagainstcommonsense,thatawomancouldbeplaguedwith。
  Ihadverylittlehopeof_him_fromthefirst;butyou,Mrs。Grant,mysister,myownsister,IthinkIhadarighttoalarmyoualittle。“
  “Donotflatteryourself,mydearestMary。Youhavenotthesmallestchanceofmovingme。Ihavemyalarms,buttheyarequiteinadifferentquarter;andifIcouldhavealteredtheweather,youwouldhavehadagoodsharpeastwindblowingonyouthewholetime——forherearesomeofmyplantswhichRobert_will_leaveoutbecausethenightsaresomild,andIknowtheendofitwillbe,thatweshallhaveasuddenchangeofweather,ahardfrostsettinginallatonce,takingeverybodyatleastRobert
  bysurprise,andIshallloseeveryone;andwhatisworse,cookhasjustbeentellingmethattheturkey,whichI
  particularlywishednottobedressedtillSunday,becauseIknowhowmuchmoreDr。GrantwouldenjoyitonSundayafterthefatiguesoftheday,willnotkeepbeyondto-morrow。Thesearesomethinglikegrievances,andmakemethinktheweathermostunseasonablyclose。“
  “Thesweetsofhousekeepinginacountryvillage!“
  saidMissCrawfordarchly。“Commendmetothenurserymanandthepoulterer。“
  “Mydearchild,commendDr。GranttothedeaneryofWestminsterorSt。Paul’s,andIshouldbeasgladofyournurserymanandpoultererasyoucouldbe。ButwehavenosuchpeopleinMansfield。Whatwouldyouhavemedo?“
  “Oh!youcandonothingbutwhatyoudoalready:
  beplaguedveryoften,andneverloseyourtemper。“
  “Thankyou;butthereisnoescapingtheselittlevexations,Mary,livewherewemay;andwhenyouaresettledintownandIcometoseeyou,IdaresayIshallfindyouwithyours,inspiteofthenurserymanandthepoulterer,perhapsontheirveryaccount。Theirremotenessandunpunctuality,ortheirexorbitantchargesandfrauds,willbedrawingforthbitterlamentations。“
  “Imeantobetoorichtolamentortofeelanythingofthesort。AlargeincomeisthebestrecipeforhappinessIeverheardof。Itcertainlymaysecureallthemyrtleandturkeypartofit。“