andtheservicewasimpressivelyreadbyDr。Grant。
Nothingcouldbeobjectedtowhenitcameunderthediscussionoftheneighbourhood,exceptthatthecarriagewhichconveyedthebrideandbridegroomandJuliafromthechurch-doortoSothertonwasthesamechaisewhichMr。Rushworthhadusedforatwelvemonthbefore。
Ineverythingelsetheetiquetteofthedaymightstandthestrictestinvestigation。
Itwasdone,andtheyweregone。SirThomasfeltasananxiousfathermustfeel,andwasindeedexperiencingmuchoftheagitationwhichhiswifehadbeenapprehensiveofforherself,buthadfortunatelyescaped。Mrs。Norris,mosthappytoassistinthedutiesoftheday,byspendingitattheParktosupporthersister’sspirits,anddrinkingthehealthofMr。andMrs。Rushworthinasupernumeraryglassortwo,wasalljoyousdelight;
forshehadmadethematch;shehaddoneeverything;
andnoonewouldhavesupposed,fromherconfidenttriumph,thatshehadeverheardofconjugalinfelicityinherlife,orcouldhavethesmallestinsightintothedispositionoftheniecewhohadbeenbroughtupunderhereye。
Theplanoftheyoungcouplewastoproceed,afterafewdays,toBrighton,andtakeahousethereforsomeweeks。EverypublicplacewasnewtoMaria,andBrightonisalmostasgayinwinterasinsummer。
Whenthenoveltyofamusementtherewasover,itwouldbetimeforthewiderrangeofLondon。
JuliawastogowiththemtoBrighton。Sincerivalrybetweenthesistershadceased,theyhadbeengraduallyrecoveringmuchoftheirformergoodunderstanding;
andwereatleastsufficientlyfriendstomakeeachofthemexceedinglygladtobewiththeotheratsuchatime。
SomeothercompanionthanMr。Rushworthwasofthefirstconsequencetohislady;andJuliawasquiteaseagerfornoveltyandpleasureasMaria,thoughshemightnothavestruggledthroughsomuchtoobtainthem,andcouldbetterbearasubordinatesituation。
TheirdeparturemadeanothermaterialchangeatMansfield,achasmwhichrequiredsometimetofillup。Thefamilycirclebecamegreatlycontracted;andthoughtheMissBertramshadlatterlyaddedlittletoitsgaiety,theycouldnotbutbemissed。Eventheirmothermissedthem;
andhowmuchmoretheirtenderheartedcousin,whowanderedaboutthehouse,andthoughtofthem,andfeltforthem,withadegreeofaffectionateregretwhichtheyhadneverdonemuchtodeserve!
Fanny’sconsequenceincreasedonthedepartureofhercousins。Becoming,asshethendid,theonlyyoungwomaninthedrawing-room,theonlyoccupierofthatinterestingdivisionofafamilyinwhichshehadhithertoheldsohumbleathird,itwasimpossibleforhernottobemorelookedat,morethoughtofandattendedto,thanshehadeverbeenbefore;and“WhereisFanny?“
becamenouncommonquestion,evenwithoutherbeingwantedforanyone’sconvenience。
Notonlyathomedidhervalueincrease,butattheParsonagetoo。Inthathouse,whichshehadhardlyenteredtwiceayearsinceMr。Norris’sdeath,shebecameawelcome,aninvitedguest,andinthegloomanddirtofaNovemberday,mostacceptabletoMaryCrawford。
Hervisitsthere,beginningbychance,werecontinuedbysolicitation。Mrs。Grant,reallyeagertogetanychangeforhersister,could,bytheeasiestself-deceit,persuadeherselfthatshewasdoingthekindestthingbyFanny,andgivingherthemostimportantopportunitiesofimprovementinpressingherfrequentcalls。
Fanny,havingbeensentintothevillageonsomeerrandbyherauntNorris,wasovertakenbyaheavyshowerclosetotheParsonage;andbeingdescriedfromoneofthewindowsendeavouringtofindshelterunderthebranchesandlingeringleavesofanoakjustbeyondtheirpremises,wasforced,thoughnotwithoutsomemodestreluctanceonherpart,tocomein。Acivilservantshehadwithstood;
butwhenDr。Granthimselfwentoutwithanumbrella,therewasnothingtobedonebuttobeverymuchashamed,andtogetintothehouseasfastaspossible;andtopoorMissCrawford,whohadjustbeencontemplatingthedismalraininaverydespondingstateofmind,sighingovertheruinofallherplanofexerciseforthatmorning,andofeverychanceofseeingasinglecreaturebeyondthemselvesforthenexttwenty-fourhours,thesoundofalittlebustleatthefrontdoor,andthesightofMissPricedrippingwithwetinthevestibule,wasdelightful。
Thevalueofaneventonawetdayinthecountrywasmostforciblybroughtbeforeher。Shewasallaliveagaindirectly,andamongthemostactiveinbeingusefultoFanny,indetectinghertobewetterthanshewouldatfirstallow,andprovidingherwithdryclothes;andFanny,afterbeingobligedtosubmittoallthisattention,andtobeingassistedandwaitedonbymistressesandmaids,beingalsoobliged,onreturningdownstairs,tobefixedintheirdrawing-roomforanhourwhiletheraincontinued,theblessingofsomethingfreshtoseeandthinkofwasthusextendedtoMissCrawford,andmightcarryonherspiritstotheperiodofdressinganddinner。
Thetwosistersweresokindtoher,andsopleasant,thatFannymighthaveenjoyedhervisitcouldshehavebelievedherselfnotintheway,andcouldshehaveforeseenthattheweatherwouldcertainlyclearattheendofthehour,andsaveherfromtheshameofhavingDr。Grant’scarriageandhorsesouttotakeherhome,withwhichshewasthreatened。Astoanxietyforanyalarmthatherabsenceinsuchweathermightoccasionathome,shehadnothingtosufferonthatscore;forasherbeingoutwasknownonlytohertwoaunts,shewasperfectlyawarethatnonewouldbefelt,andthatinwhatevercottageauntNorrismightchusetoestablishherduringtherain,herbeinginsuchcottagewouldbeindubitabletoauntBertram。
Itwasbeginningtolookbrighter,whenFanny,observingaharpintheroom,askedsomequestionsaboutit,whichsoonledtoanacknowledgmentofherwishingverymuchtohearit,andaconfession,whichcouldhardlybebelieved,ofherhavingneveryethearditsinceitsbeinginMansfield。ToFannyherselfitappearedaverysimpleandnaturalcircumstance。ShehadscarcelyeverbeenattheParsonagesincetheinstrument’sarrival,therehadbeennoreasonthatsheshould;butMissCrawford,callingtomindanearlyexpressedwishonthesubject,wasconcernedatherownneglect;and“ShallIplaytoyounow?“and“Whatwillyouhave?“werequestionsimmediatelyfollowingwiththereadiestgood-humour。
Sheplayedaccordingly;happytohaveanewlistener,andalistenerwhoseemedsomuchobliged,sofullofwonderattheperformance,andwhoshewedherselfnotwantingintaste。SheplayedtillFanny’seyes,strayingtothewindowontheweather’sbeingevidentlyfair,spokewhatshefeltmustbedone。
“Anotherquarterofanhour,“saidMissCrawford,“andweshallseehowitwillbe。Donotrunawaythefirstmomentofitsholdingup。Thosecloudslookalarming。“
“Buttheyarepassedover,“saidFanny。“Ihavebeenwatchingthem。Thisweatherisallfromthesouth。“
“Southornorth,IknowablackcloudwhenIseeit;
andyoumustnotsetforwardwhileitissothreatening。
Andbesides,Iwanttoplaysomethingmoretoyou——averyprettypiece——andyourcousinEdmund’sprimefavourite。
Youmuststayandhearyourcousin’sfavourite。“
Fannyfeltthatshemust;andthoughshehadnotwaitedforthatsentencetobethinkingofEdmund,suchamementomadeherparticularlyawaketohisidea,andshefanciedhimsittinginthatroomagainandagain,perhapsintheveryspotwhereshesatnow,listeningwithconstantdelighttothefavouriteair,played,asitappearedtoher,withsuperiortoneandexpression;
andthoughpleasedwithitherself,andgladtolikewhateverwaslikedbyhim,shewasmoresincerelyimpatienttogoawayattheconclusionofitthanshehadbeenbefore;
andonthisbeingevident,shewassokindlyaskedtocallagain,totaketheminherwalkwhenevershecould,tocomeandhearmoreoftheharp,thatshefeltitnecessarytobedone,ifnoobjectionaroseathome。
SuchwastheoriginofthesortofintimacywhichtookplacebetweenthemwithinthefirstfortnightaftertheMissBertrams’goingaway——anintimacyresultingprincipallyfromMissCrawford’sdesireofsomethingnew,andwhichhadlittlerealityinFanny’sfeelings。
Fannywenttohereverytwoorthreedays:itseemedakindoffascination:shecouldnotbeeasywithoutgoing,andyetitwaswithoutlovingher,withouteverthinkinglikeher,withoutanysenseofobligationforbeingsoughtafternowwhennobodyelsewastobehad;
andderivingnohigherpleasurefromherconversationthanoccasionalamusement,and_that_oftenattheexpenseofherjudgment,whenitwasraisedbypleasantryonpeopleorsubjectswhichshewishedtoberespected。
Shewent,however,andtheysaunteredabouttogethermanyanhalf-hourinMrs。Grant’sshrubbery,theweatherbeingunusuallymildforthetimeofyear,andventuringsometimeseventositdownononeofthebenchesnowcomparativelyunsheltered,remainingthereperhapstill,inthemidstofsometenderejaculationofFanny’sonthesweetsofsoprotractedanautumn,theywereforced,bythesuddenswellofacoldgustshakingdownthelastfewyellowleavesaboutthem,tojumpupandwalkforwarmth。
“Thisispretty,verypretty,“saidFanny,lookingaroundherastheywerethussittingtogetheroneday;“everytimeIcomeintothisshrubberyIammorestruckwithitsgrowthandbeauty。Threeyearsago,thiswasnothingbutaroughhedgerowalongtheuppersideofthefield,neverthoughtofasanything,orcapableofbecominganything;
andnowitisconvertedintoawalk,anditwouldbedifficulttosaywhethermostvaluableasaconvenienceoranornament;andperhaps,inanotherthreeyears,wemaybeforgetting——almostforgettingwhatitwasbefore。
Howwonderful,howverywonderfultheoperationsoftime,andthechangesofthehumanmind!“Andfollowingthelattertrainofthought,shesoonafterwardsadded:
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