Mrs。Norriswasalittleconfoundedandasnearlybeingsilencedasevershehadbeeninherlife;forshewasashamedtoconfesshavingneverseenanyoftheimproprietywhichwassoglaringtoSirThomas,andwouldnothaveadmittedthatherinfluencewasinsufficient——
thatshemighthavetalkedinvain。Heronlyresourcewastogetoutofthesubjectasfastaspossible,andturnthecurrentofSirThomas’sideasintoahappierchannel。
Shehadagreatdealtoinsinuateinherownpraiseasto_general_attentiontotheinterestandcomfortofhisfamily,muchexertionandmanysacrificestoglanceatintheformofhurriedwalksandsuddenremovalsfromherownfireside,andmanyexcellenthintsofdistrustandeconomytoLadyBertramandEdmundtodetail,wherebyamostconsiderablesavinghadalwaysarisen,andmorethanonebadservantbeendetected。ButherchiefstrengthlayinSotherton。HergreatestsupportandglorywasinhavingformedtheconnexionwiththeRushworths。
_There_shewasimpregnable。ShetooktoherselfallthecreditofbringingMr。Rushworth’sadmirationofMariatoanyeffect。“IfIhadnotbeenactive,“saidshe,“andmadeapointofbeingintroducedtohismother,andthenprevailedonmysistertopaythefirstvisit,IamascertainasIsitherethatnothingwouldhavecomeofit;forMr。Rushworthisthesortofamiablemodestyoungmanwhowantsagreatdealofencouragement,andthereweregirlsenoughonthecatchforhimifwehadbeenidle。ButIleftnostoneunturned。Iwasreadytomoveheavenandearthtopersuademysister,andatlastIdidpersuadeher。YouknowthedistancetoSotherton;itwasinthemiddleofwinter,andtheroadsalmostimpassable,butIdidpersuadeher。“
“Iknowhowgreat,howjustlygreat,yourinfluenceiswithLadyBertramandherchildren,andamthemoreconcernedthatitshouldnothavebeen。“
“MydearSirThomas,ifyouhadseenthestateoftheroads_that_day!Ithoughtweshouldneverhavegotthroughthem,thoughwehadthefourhorsesofcourse;
andpooroldcoachmanwouldattendus,outofhisgreatloveandkindness,thoughhewashardlyabletosittheboxonaccountoftherheumatismwhichIhadbeendoctoringhimforeversinceMichaelmas。Icuredhimatlast;
buthewasverybadallthewinter——andthiswassuchaday,Icouldnothelpgoingtohimupinhisroombeforewesetofftoadvisehimnottoventure:hewasputtingonhiswig;
soIsaid,’Coachman,youhadmuchbetternotgo;yourLadyandIshallbeverysafe;youknowhowsteadyStephenis,andCharleshasbeenupontheleaderssooftennow,thatIamsurethereisnofear。’But,however,Isoonfounditwouldnotdo;hewasbentupongoing,andasI
hatetobeworryingandofficious,Isaidnomore;butmyheartquiteachedforhimateveryjolt,andwhenwegotintotheroughlanesaboutStoke,where,whatwithfrostandsnowuponbedsofstones,itwasworsethananythingyoucanimagine,Iwasquiteinanagonyabouthim。
Andthenthepoorhorsestoo!Toseethemstrainingaway!
YouknowhowIalwaysfeelforthehorses。AndwhenwegottothebottomofSandcroftHill,whatdoyouthinkIdid?
Youwilllaughatme;butIgotoutandwalkedup。
Ididindeed。Itmightnotbesavingthemmuch,butitwassomething,andIcouldnotbeartositatmyeaseandbedraggedupattheexpenseofthosenobleanimals。
Icaughtadreadfulcold,but_that_Ididnotregard。
Myobjectwasaccomplishedinthevisit。“
“Ihopeweshallalwaysthinktheacquaintanceworthanytroublethatmightbetakentoestablishit。
ThereisnothingverystrikinginMr。Rushworth’smanners,butIwaspleasedlastnightwithwhatappearedtobehisopinionononesubject:hisdecidedpreferenceofaquietfamilypartytothebustleandconfusionofacting。
Heseemedtofeelexactlyasonecouldwish。“
“Yes,indeed,andthemoreyouknowofhimthebetteryouwilllikehim。Heisnotashiningcharacter,buthehasathousandgoodqualities;andissodisposedtolookuptoyou,thatIamquitelaughedataboutit,foreverybodyconsidersitasmydoing。’Uponmyword,Mrs。Norris,’saidMrs。Granttheotherday,’ifMr。Rushworthwereasonofyourown,hecouldnotholdSirThomasingreaterrespect。’“
SirThomasgaveupthepoint,foiledbyherevasions,disarmedbyherflattery;andwasobligedtorestsatisfiedwiththeconvictionthatwherethepresentpleasureofthoseshelovedwasatstake,herkindnessdidsometimesoverpowerherjudgment。
Itwasabusymorningwithhim。Conversationwithanyofthemoccupiedbutasmallpartofit。HehadtoreinstatehimselfinallthewontedconcernsofhisMansfieldlife:toseehisstewardandhisbailiff;
toexamineandcompute,and,intheintervalsofbusiness,towalkintohisstablesandhisgardens,andnearestplantations;butactiveandmethodical,hehadnotonlydoneallthisbeforeheresumedhisseatasmasterofthehouseatdinner,hehadalsosetthecarpentertoworkinpullingdownwhathadbeensolatelyputupinthebilliard-room,andgiventhescene-painterhisdismissallongenoughtojustifythepleasingbeliefofhisbeingthenatleastasfaroffasNorthampton。
Thescene-painterwasgone,havingspoiltonlythefloorofoneroom,ruinedallthecoachman’ssponges,andmadefiveoftheunder-servantsidleanddissatisfied;
andSirThomaswasinhopesthatanotherdayortwowouldsufficetowipeawayeveryoutwardmementoofwhathadbeen,eventothedestructionofeveryunboundcopyofLovers’
Vowsinthehouse,forhewasburningallthatmethiseyeMr。YateswasbeginningnowtounderstandSirThomas’sintentions,thoughasfaraseverfromunderstandingtheirsource。
Heandhisfriendhadbeenoutwiththeirgunsthechiefofthemorning,andTomhadtakentheopportunityofexplaining,withproperapologiesforhisfather’sparticularity,whatwastobeexpected。Mr。Yatesfeltitasacutelyasmightbesupposed。Tobeasecondtimedisappointedinthesamewaywasaninstanceofverysevereill-luck;
andhisindignationwassuch,thathaditnotbeenfordelicacytowardshisfriend,andhisfriend’syoungestsister,hebelievedheshouldcertainlyattackthebaronetontheabsurdityofhisproceedings,andarguehimintoalittlemorerationality。HebelievedthisverystoutlywhilehewasinMansfieldWood,andallthewayhome;
buttherewasasomethinginSirThomas,whentheysatroundthesametable,whichmadeMr。Yatesthinkitwisertolethimpursuehisownway,andfeelthefollyofitwithoutopposition。Hehadknownmanydisagreeablefathersbefore,andoftenbeenstruckwiththeinconveniencestheyoccasioned,butnever,inthewholecourseofhislife,hadheseenoneofthatclasssounintelligiblymoral,soinfamouslytyrannicalasSirThomas。Hewasnotamantobeenduredbutforhischildren’ssake,andhemightbethankfultohisfairdaughterJuliathatMr。Yatesdidyetmeantostayafewdayslongerunderhisroof。
Theeveningpassedwithexternalsmoothness,thoughalmosteverymindwasruffled;andthemusicwhichSirThomascalledforfromhisdaughtershelpedtoconcealthewantofrealharmony。Mariawasinagooddealofagitation。
ItwasoftheutmostconsequencetoherthatCrawfordshouldnowlosenotimeindeclaringhimself,andshewasdisturbedthatevenadayshouldbegonebywithoutseemingtoadvancethatpoint。Shehadbeenexpectingtoseehimthewholemorning,andalltheevening,too,wasstillexpectinghim。Mr。RushworthhadsetoffearlywiththegreatnewsforSotherton;andshehadfondlyhopedforsuchanimmediate_eclaircissement_asmightsavehimthetroubleofevercomingbackagain。ButtheyhadseennoonefromtheParsonage,notacreature,andhadheardnotidingsbeyondafriendlynoteofcongratulationandinquiryfromMrs。GranttoLadyBertram。Itwasthefirstdayformany,manyweeks,inwhichthefamilieshadbeenwhollydivided。Four-and-twentyhourshadneverpassedbefore,sinceAugustbegan,withoutbringingthemtogetherinsomewayorother。Itwasasad,anxiousday;
andthemorrow,thoughdifferinginthesortofevil,didbynomeansbringless。Afewmomentsoffeverishenjoymentwerefollowedbyhoursofacutesuffering。
HenryCrawfordwasagaininthehouse:hewalkedupwithDr。Grant,whowasanxioustopayhisrespectstoSirThomas,andatratheranearlyhourtheywereusheredintothebreakfast-room,whereweremostofthefamily。
SirThomassoonappeared,andMariasawwithdelightandagitationtheintroductionofthemanshelovedtoherfather。Hersensationswereindefinable,andsoweretheyafewminutesafterwardsuponhearingHenryCrawford,whohadachairbetweenherselfandTom,askthelatterinanundervoicewhethertherewereanyplansforresumingtheplayafterthepresenthappyinterruptionwithacourteousglanceatSirThomas,because,inthatcase,heshouldmakeapointofreturningtoMansfieldatanytimerequiredbytheparty:hewasgoingawayimmediately,beingtomeethisuncleatBathwithoutdelay;butiftherewereanyprospectofarenewalofLovers’Vows,heshouldholdhimselfpositivelyengaged,heshouldbreakthrougheveryotherclaim,heshouldabsolutelyconditionwithhisuncleforattendingthemwheneverhemightbewanted。
Theplayshouldnotbelostby_his_absence。
“FromBath,Norfolk,London,York,whereverImaybe,“
saidhe;“IwillattendyoufromanyplaceinEngland,atanhour’snotice。“
ItwaswellatthatmomentthatTomhadtospeak,andnothissister。Hecouldimmediatelysaywitheasyfluency,“Iamsorryyouaregoing;butastoourplay,_that_isallover——entirelyatanend“lookingsignificantlyathisfather。“Thepainterwassentoffyesterday,andverylittlewillremainofthetheatreto-morrow。Iknewhow_that_wouldbefromthefirst。ItisearlyforBath。
Youwillfindnobodythere。“
“Itisaboutmyuncle’susualtime。“
“Whendoyouthinkofgoing?“
“Imay,perhaps,getasfarasBanburyto-day。“
“WhosestablesdoyouuseatBath?“wasthenextquestion;
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