Imusthavemydinner——Tobesure,Juliaisdressedbythistime。“
“Iamconvinced,madam,“saidEdmund,preventingFanny,“thatSirThomaswouldnotlikeit。“
“There,mydear,doyouhearwhatEdmundsays?“
“IfIweretodeclinethepart,“saidMaria,withrenewedzeal,“Juliawouldcertainlytakeit。“
“What!“criedEdmund,“ifsheknewyourreasons!“
“Oh!shemightthinkthedifferencebetweenus——
thedifferenceinoursituations——that_she_neednotbesoscrupulousas_I_mightfeelnecessary。
Iamsureshewouldargueso。No;youmustexcuseme;
Icannotretractmyconsent;itistoofarsettled,everybodywouldbesodisappointed,Tomwouldbequiteangry;
andifwearesoverynice,weshallneveractanything。“
“Iwasjustgoingtosaytheverysamething,“saidMrs。Norris。
“Ifeveryplayistobeobjectedto,youwillactnothing,andthepreparationswillbeallsomuchmoneythrownaway,andIamsure_that_wouldbeadiscredittousall。
Idonotknowtheplay;but,asMariasays,ifthereisanythingalittletoowarmanditissowithmostofthemitcanbeeasilyleftout。Wemustnotbeover-precise,Edmund。AsMr。Rushworthistoacttoo,therecanbenoharm。IonlywishTomhadknownhisownmindwhenthecarpentersbegan,fortherewasthelossofhalfaday’sworkaboutthoseside-doors。Thecurtainwillbeagoodjob,however。Themaidsdotheirworkverywell,andIthinkweshallbeabletosendbacksomedozensoftherings。Thereisnooccasiontoputthemsoveryclosetogether。I_am_ofsomeuse,Ihope,inpreventingwasteandmakingthemostofthings。
Thereshouldalwaysbeonesteadyheadtosuperintendsomanyyoungones。IforgottotellTomofsomethingthathappenedtomethisveryday。Ihadbeenlookingaboutmeinthepoultry-yard,andwasjustcomingout,whenwhoshouldIseebutDickJacksonmakinguptotheservants’hall-doorwithtwobitsofdealboardinhishand,bringingthemtofather,youmaybesure;
motherhadchancedtosendhimofamessagetofather,andthenfatherhadbidhimbringupthemtwobitsofboard,forhecouldnotnohowdowithoutthem。Iknewwhatallthismeant,fortheservants’dinner-bellwasringingattheverymomentoverourheads;andasIhatesuchencroachingpeopletheJacksonsareveryencroaching,Ihavealwayssaidso:justthesortofpeopletogetalltheycan,Isaidtotheboydirectlyagreatlubberlyfellowoftenyearsold,youknow,whooughttobeashamedofhimself,“_I’ll_taketheboardstoyourfather,Dick,sogetyouhomeagainasfastasyoucan。“
Theboylookedverysilly,andturnedawaywithoutofferingaword,forIbelieveImightspeakprettysharp;
andIdaresayitwillcurehimofcomingmaraudingaboutthehouseforonewhile。Ihatesuchgreediness——
sogoodasyourfatheristothefamily,employingthemanalltheyearround!“
Nobodywasatthetroubleofananswer;theotherssoonreturned;andEdmundfoundthattohaveendeavouredtosetthemrightmustbehisonlysatisfaction。
Dinnerpassedheavily。Mrs。NorrisrelatedagainhertriumphoverDickJackson,butneitherplaynorpreparationwereotherwisemuchtalkedof,forEdmund’sdisapprobationwasfeltevenbyhisbrother,thoughhewouldnothaveownedit。Maria,wantingHenryCrawford’sanimatingsupport,thoughtthesubjectbetteravoided。
Mr。Yates,whowastryingtomakehimselfagreeabletoJulia,foundhergloomlessimpenetrableonanytopicthanthatofhisregretathersecessionfromtheircompany;
andMr。Rushworth,havingonlyhisownpartandhisowndressinhishead,hadsoontalkedawayallthatcouldbesaidofeither。
Buttheconcernsofthetheatreweresuspendedonlyforanhourortwo:therewasstillagreatdealtobesettled;
andthespiritsofeveninggivingfreshcourage,Tom,Maria,andMr。Yates,soonaftertheirbeingreassembledinthedrawing-room,seatedthemselvesincommitteeataseparatetable,withtheplayopenbeforethem,andwerejustgettingdeepinthesubjectwhenamostwelcomeinterruptionwasgivenbytheentranceofMr。andMissCrawford,who,lateanddarkanddirtyasitwas,couldnothelpcoming,andwerereceivedwiththemostgratefuljoy。
“Well,howdoyougoon?“and“Whathaveyousettled?“
and“Oh!wecandonothingwithoutyou,“followedthefirstsalutations;andHenryCrawfordwassoonseatedwiththeotherthreeatthetable,whilehissistermadeherwaytoLadyBertram,andwithpleasantattentionwascomplimenting_her_。“Imustreallycongratulateyourladyship,“saidshe,“ontheplaybeingchosen;
forthoughyouhaveborneitwithexemplarypatience,Iamsureyoumustbesickofallournoiseanddifficulties。
Theactorsmaybeglad,butthebystandersmustbeinfinitelymorethankfulforadecision;andIdosincerelygiveyoujoy,madam,aswellasMrs。Norris,andeverybodyelsewhoisinthesamepredicament,“glancinghalffearfully,halfslyly,beyondFannytoEdmund。
ShewasverycivillyansweredbyLadyBertram,butEdmundsaidnothing。Hisbeingonlyabystanderwasnotdisclaimed。Aftercontinuinginchatwiththepartyroundthefireafewminutes,MissCrawfordreturnedtothepartyroundthetable;andstandingbythem,seemedtointerestherselfintheirarrangementstill,asifstruckbyasuddenrecollection,sheexclaimed,“Mygoodfriends,youaremostcomposedlyatworkuponthesecottagesandalehouses,insideandout;butprayletmeknowmyfateinthemeanwhile。WhoistobeAnhalt?
WhatgentlemanamongyouamItohavethepleasureofmakingloveto?“
Foramomentnoonespoke;andthenmanyspoketogethertotellthesamemelancholytruth,thattheyhadnotyetgotanyAnhalt。“Mr。RushworthwastobeCountCassel,butnoonehadyetundertakenAnhalt。“
“Ihadmychoiceoftheparts,“saidMr。Rushworth;
“butIthoughtIshouldliketheCountbest,thoughIdonotmuchrelishthefineryIamtohave。“
“Youchoseverywisely,Iamsure,“repliedMissCrawford,withabrightenedlook;“Anhaltisaheavypart。“
“_The__Count_hastwo-and-fortyspeeches,“
returnedMr。Rushworth,“whichisnotrifle。“
“Iamnotatallsurprised,“saidMissCrawford,afterashortpause,“atthiswantofanAnhalt。
Ameliadeservesnobetter。Suchaforwardyoungladymaywellfrightenthemen。“
“Ishouldbebuttoohappyintakingthepart,ifitwerepossible,“criedTom;“but,unluckily,theButlerandAnhaltareintogether。Iwillnotentirelygiveitup,however;Iwilltrywhatcanbedone——Iwilllookitoveragain。“
“Your_brother_shouldtakethepart,“saidMr。Yates,inalowvoice。“Donotyouthinkhewould?“
“_I_shallnotaskhim,“repliedTom,inacold,determinedmanner。
MissCrawfordtalkedofsomethingelse,andsoonafterwardsrejoinedthepartyatthefire。
“Theydonotwantmeatall,“saidshe,seatingherself。
“Ionlypuzzlethem,andobligethemtomakecivilspeeches。
Mr。EdmundBertram,asyoudonotactyourself,youwillbeadisinterestedadviser;and,therefore,Iapplyto_you_。WhatshallwedoforanAnhalt?
Isitpracticableforanyoftheotherstodoubleit?
Whatisyouradvice?“
“Myadvice,“saidhecalmly,“isthatyouchangetheplay。“
“_I_shouldhavenoobjection,“shereplied;“forthoughIshouldnotparticularlydislikethepartofAmeliaifwellsupported,thatis,ifeverythingwentwell,Ishallbesorrytobeaninconvenience;butastheydonotchusetohearyouradviceat_that__table_“
lookinground,“itcertainlywillnotbetaken。“
Edmundsaidnomore。
“If_any_partcouldtempt_you_toact,IsupposeitwouldbeAnhalt,“observedtheladyarchly,afterashortpause;
“forheisaclergyman,youknow。“
“_That_circumstancewouldbynomeanstemptme,“
hereplied,“forIshouldbesorrytomakethecharacterridiculousbybadacting。ItmustbeverydifficulttokeepAnhaltfromappearingaformal,solemnlecturer;
andthemanwhochusestheprofessionitselfis,perhaps,oneofthelastwhowouldwishtorepresentitonthestage。“
MissCrawfordwassilenced,andwithsomefeelingsofresentmentandmortification,movedherchairconsiderablynearerthetea-table,andgaveallherattentiontoMrs。Norris,whowaspresidingthere。
“Fanny,“criedTomBertram,fromtheothertable,wheretheconferencewaseagerlycarryingon,andtheconversationincessant,“wewantyourservices“
Fannywasupinamoment,expectingsomeerrand;forthehabitofemployingherinthatwaywasnotyetovercome,inspiteofallthatEdmundcoulddo。
“Oh!wedonotwanttodisturbyoufromyourseat。
Wedonotwantyour_present_services。Weshallonlywantyouinourplay。YoumustbeCottager’swife。“
“Me!“criedFanny,sittingdownagainwithamostfrightenedlook。
“Indeedyoumustexcuseme。Icouldnotactanythingifyouweretogivemetheworld。No,indeed,Icannotact。“
“Indeed,butyoumust,forwecannotexcuseyou。
Itneednotfrightenyou:itisanothingofapart,amerenothing,notabovehalfadozenspeechesaltogether,anditwillnotmuchsignifyifnobodyhearsawordyousay;
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