ifshewerevexedandalarmed——butMarialookedallserenityandsatisfaction,andJuliawellknewthatonthisgroundMariacouldnotbehappybutatherexpense。
Withhastyindignation,therefore,andatremulousvoice,shesaidtohim,“YoudonotseemafraidofnotkeepingyourcountenancewhenIcomeinwithabasketofprovisions——thoughonemighthavesupposed——butitisonlyasAgathathatIwastobesooverpowering!“
Shestopped——HenryCrawfordlookedratherfoolish,andasifhedidnotknowwhattosay。TomBertrambeganagain——
“MissCrawfordmustbeAmelia。ShewillbeanexcellentAmelia。“
“Donotbeafraidof_my_wantingthecharacter,“
criedJulia,withangryquickness:“Iam_not_tobeAgatha,andIamsureIwilldonothingelse;andastoAmelia,itisofallpartsintheworldthemostdisgustingtome。
Iquitedetesther。Anodious,little,pert,unnatural,impudentgirl。Ihavealwaysprotestedagainstcomedy,andthisiscomedyinitsworstform。“Andsosaying,shewalkedhastilyoutoftheroom,leavingawkwardfeelingstomorethanone,butexcitingsmallcompassioninanyexceptFanny,whohadbeenaquietauditorofthewhole,andwhocouldnotthinkofherasundertheagitationsof_jealousy_withoutgreatpity。
Ashortsilencesucceededherleavingthem;butherbrothersoonreturnedtobusinessandLovers’Vows,andwaseagerlylookingovertheplay,withMr。Yates’shelp,toascertainwhatscenerywouldbenecessary——whileMariaandHenryCrawfordconversedtogetherinanunder-voice,andthedeclarationwithwhichshebeganof,“IamsureIwouldgiveuptheparttoJuliamostwillingly,butthatthoughIshallprobablydoitveryill,Ifeelpersuaded_she_woulddoitworse,“wasdoubtlessreceivingallthecomplimentsitcalledfor。
Whenthishadlastedsometime,thedivisionofthepartywascompletedbyTomBertramandMr。Yateswalkingofftogethertoconsultfartherintheroomnowbeginningtobecalled_the__Theatre_,andMissBertram’sresolvingtogodowntotheParsonageherselfwiththeofferofAmeliatoMissCrawford;andFannyremainedalone。
Thefirstuseshemadeofhersolitudewastotakeupthevolumewhichhadbeenleftonthetable,andbegintoacquaintherselfwiththeplayofwhichshehadheardsomuch。Hercuriositywasallawake,andsheranthroughitwithaneagernesswhichwassuspendedonlybyintervalsofastonishment,thatitcouldbechoseninthepresentinstance,thatitcouldbeproposedandacceptedinaprivatetheatre!AgathaandAmeliaappearedtoherintheirdifferentwayssototallyimproperforhomerepresentation——thesituationofone,andthelanguageoftheother,sounfittobeexpressedbyanywomanofmodesty,thatshecouldhardlysupposehercousinscouldbeawareofwhattheywereengagingin;
andlongedtohavethemrousedassoonaspossiblebytheremonstrancewhichEdmundwouldcertainlymake。
MissCrawfordacceptedthepartveryreadily;andsoonafterMissBertram’sreturnfromtheParsonage,Mr。Rushwortharrived,andanothercharacterwasconsequentlycast。
HehadtheofferofCountCasselandAnhalt,andatfirstdidnotknowwhichtochuse,andwantedMissBertramtodirecthim;butuponbeingmadetounderstandthedifferentstyleofthecharacters,andwhichwaswhich,andrecollectingthathehadonceseentheplayinLondon,andhadthoughtAnhaltaverystupidfellow,hesoondecidedfortheCount。MissBertramapprovedthedecision,forthelesshehadtolearnthebetter;andthoughshecouldnotsympathiseinhiswishthattheCountandAgathamightbetoacttogether,norwaitverypatientlywhilehewasslowlyturningovertheleaveswiththehopeofstilldiscoveringsuchascene,sheverykindlytookhispartinhand,andcurtailedeveryspeechthatadmittedbeingshortened;besidespointingoutthenecessityofhisbeingverymuchdressed,andchusinghiscolours。
Mr。Rushworthlikedtheideaofhisfineryverywell,thoughaffectingtodespiseit;andwastoomuchengagedwithwhathisownappearancewouldbetothinkoftheothers,ordrawanyofthoseconclusions,orfeelanyofthatdispleasurewhichMariahadbeenhalfpreparedfor。
ThusmuchwassettledbeforeEdmund,whohadbeenoutallthemorning,knewanythingofthematter;butwhenheenteredthedrawing-roombeforedinner,thebuzzofdiscussionwashighbetweenTom,Maria,andMr。Yates;
andMr。Rushworthsteppedforwardwithgreatalacritytotellhimtheagreeablenews。
“Wehavegotaplay,“saidhe。“ItistobeLovers’
Vows;andIamtobeCountCassel,andamtocomeinfirstwithabluedressandapinksatincloak,andafterwardsamtohaveanotherfinefancysuit,bywayofashooting-dress。IdonotknowhowIshalllikeit。“
Fanny’seyesfollowedEdmund,andherheartbeatforhimassheheardthisspeech,andsawhislook,andfeltwhathissensationsmustbe。
“Lovers’Vows!“inatoneofthegreatestamazement,washisonlyreplytoMr。Rushworth,andheturnedtowardshisbrotherandsistersasifhardlydoubtingacontradiction。
“Yes,“criedMr。Yates。“Afterallourdebatingsanddifficulties,wefindthereisnothingthatwillsuitusaltogethersowell,nothingsounexceptionable,asLovers’Vows。Thewonderisthatitshouldnothavebeenthoughtofbefore。Mystupiditywasabominable,forherewehavealltheadvantageofwhatIsawatEcclesford;
anditissousefultohaveanythingofamodel!
Wehavecastalmosteverypart。“
“Butwhatdoyoudoforwomen?“saidEdmundgravely,andlookingatMaria。
Mariablushedinspiteofherselfassheanswered,“ItakethepartwhichLadyRavenshawwastohavedone,and“withaboldereye“MissCrawfordistobeAmelia。“
“Ishouldnothavethoughtitthesortofplaytobesoeasilyfilledup,with_us_,“repliedEdmund,turningawaytothefire,wheresathismother,aunt,andFanny,andseatinghimselfwithalookofgreatvexation。
Mr。Rushworthfollowedhimtosay,“Icomeinthreetimes,andhavetwo-and-fortyspeeches。That’ssomething,isnotit?ButIdonotmuchliketheideaofbeingsofine。
Ishallhardlyknowmyselfinabluedressandapinksatincloak。“
Edmundcouldnotanswerhim。InafewminutesMr。Bertramwascalledoutoftheroomtosatisfysomedoubtsofthecarpenter;andbeingaccompaniedbyMr。Yates,andfollowedsoonafterwardsbyMr。Rushworth,Edmundalmostimmediatelytooktheopportunityofsaying,“Icannot,beforeMr。Yates,speakwhatIfeelastothisplay,withoutreflectingonhisfriendsatEcclesford;
butImustnow,mydearMaria,tell_you_,thatI
thinkitexceedinglyunfitforprivaterepresentation,andthatIhopeyouwillgiveitup。Icannotbutsupposeyou_will_whenyouhavereaditcarefullyover。
Readonlythefirstactaloudtoeitheryourmotheroraunt,andseehowyoucanapproveit。Itwillnotbenecessarytosendyoutoyour_father’s_judgment,Iamconvinced。“
“Weseethingsverydifferently,“criedMaria。
“Iamperfectlyacquaintedwiththeplay,Iassureyou;
andwithaveryfewomissions,andsoforth,whichwillbemade,ofcourse,Icanseenothingobjectionableinit;
and_I_amnotthe_only_youngwomanyoufindwhothinksitveryfitforprivaterepresentation。“
“Iamsorryforit,“washisanswer;“butinthismatteritis_you_whoaretolead。_You_mustsettheexample。
Ifothershaveblundered,itisyourplacetoputthemright,andshewthemwhattruedelicacyis。
Inallpointsofdecorum_your_conductmustbelawtotherestoftheparty。“
Thispictureofherconsequencehadsomeeffect,fornoonelovedbettertoleadthanMaria;andwithfarmoregood-humoursheanswered,“Iammuchobligedtoyou,Edmund;
youmeanverywell,Iamsure:butIstillthinkyouseethingstoostrongly;andIreallycannotundertaketoharanguealltherestuponasubjectofthiskind。
_There_wouldbethegreatestindecorum,Ithink。“
“DoyouimaginethatIcouldhavesuchanideainmyhead?No;letyourconductbetheonlyharangue。
Saythat,onexaminingthepart,youfeelyourselfunequaltoit;thatyoufinditrequiringmoreexertionandconfidencethanyoucanbesupposedtohave。
Saythiswithfirmness,anditwillbequiteenough。
Allwhocandistinguishwillunderstandyourmotive。
Theplaywillbegivenup,andyourdelicacyhonouredasitought。“
“Donotactanythingimproper,mydear,“saidLadyBertram。
“SirThomaswouldnotlikeit——Fanny,ringthebell;
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