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第23章

  andashemust,eitherinthenavyorarmy,havehadagreatmanymorepeopleunderhiscommandthanhehasnow,Ithinkmorewouldhavebeenmadeunhappybyhimasasailororsoldierthanasaclergyman。Besides,IcannotbutsupposethatwhatevertheremaybetowishotherwiseinDr。Grantwouldhavebeeninagreaterdangerofbecomingworseinamoreactiveandworldlyprofession,wherehewouldhavehadlesstimeandobligation——
  wherehemighthaveescapedthatknowledgeofhimself,the_frequency_,atleast,ofthatknowledgewhichitisimpossibleheshouldescapeasheisnow。Aman——
  asensiblemanlikeDr。Grant,cannotbeinthehabitofteachingotherstheirdutyeveryweek,cannotgotochurchtwiceeverySunday,andpreachsuchverygoodsermonsinsogoodamannerashedoes,withoutbeingthebetterforithimself。Itmustmakehimthink;
  andIhavenodoubtthatheoftenerendeavourstorestrainhimselfthanhewouldifhehadbeenanythingbutaclergyman。“
  “Wecannotprovetothecontrary,tobesure;butIwishyouabetterfate,MissPrice,thantobethewifeofamanwhoseamiablenessdependsuponhisownsermons;forthoughhemaypreachhimselfintoagood-humoureverySunday,itwillbebadenoughtohavehimquarrellingaboutgreengeesefromMondaymorningtillSaturdaynight。“
  “IthinkthemanwhocouldoftenquarrelwithFanny,“
  saidEdmundaffectionately,“mustbebeyondthereachofanysermons。“
  Fannyturnedfartherintothewindow;andMissCrawfordhadonlytimetosay,inapleasantmanner,“IfancyMissPricehasbeenmoreusedtodeservepraisethantohearit“;when,beingearnestlyinvitedbytheMissBertramstojoininaglee,shetrippedofftotheinstrument,leavingEdmundlookingafterherinanecstasyofadmirationofallhermanyvirtues,fromherobligingmannersdowntoherlightandgracefultread。
  “Theregoesgood-humour,Iamsure,“saidhepresently。
  “Theregoesatemperwhichwouldnevergivepain!
  Howwellshewalks!andhowreadilyshefallsinwiththeinclinationofothers!joiningthemthemomentsheisasked。
  Whatapity,“headded,afteraninstant’sreflection,“thatsheshouldhavebeeninsuchhands!“
  Fannyagreedtoit,andhadthepleasureofseeinghimcontinueatthewindowwithher,inspiteoftheexpectedglee;
  andofhavinghiseyessoonturned,likehers,towardsthescenewithout,whereallthatwassolemn,andsoothing,andlovely,appearedinthebrilliancyofanuncloudednight,andthecontrastofthedeepshadeofthewoods。Fannyspokeherfeelings。“Here’sharmony!“saidshe;“here’srepose!
  Here’swhatmayleaveallpaintingandallmusicbehind,andwhatpoetryonlycanattempttodescribe!Here’swhatmaytranquilliseeverycare,andliftthehearttorapture!
  WhenIlookoutonsuchanightasthis,Ifeelasiftherecouldbeneitherwickednessnorsorrowintheworld;
  andtherecertainlywouldbelessofbothifthesublimityofNatureweremoreattendedto,andpeoplewerecarriedmoreoutofthemselvesbycontemplatingsuchascene。“
  “Iliketohearyourenthusiasm,Fanny。Itisalovelynight,andtheyaremuchtobepitiedwhohavenotbeentaughttofeel,insomedegree,asyoudo;whohavenot,atleast,beengivenatasteforNatureinearlylife。
  Theyloseagreatdeal。“
  “_You_taughtmetothinkandfeelonthesubject,cousin。“
  “Ihadaveryaptscholar。There’sArcturuslookingverybright。“
  “Yes,andtheBear。IwishIcouldseeCassiopeia。“
  “Wemustgooutonthelawnforthat。Shouldyoubeafraid?“
  “Notintheleast。Itisagreatwhilesincewehavehadanystar-gazing。
  “Yes;Idonotknowhowithashappened。“Thegleebegan。
  “Wewillstaytillthisisfinished,Fanny,“saidhe,turninghisbackonthewindow;andasitadvanced,shehadthemortificationofseeinghimadvancetoo,movingforwardbygentledegreestowardstheinstrument,andwhenitceased,hewasclosebythesingers,amongthemosturgentinrequestingtohearthegleeagain。
  FannysighedaloneatthewindowtillscoldedawaybyMrs。Norris’sthreatsofcatchingcold。
  SirThomaswastoreturninNovember,andhiseldestsonhaddutiestocallhimearlierhome。TheapproachofSeptemberbroughttidingsofMr。Bertram,firstinalettertothegamekeeperandtheninalettertoEdmund;
  andbytheendofAugusthearrivedhimself,tobegay,agreeable,andgallantagainasoccasionserved,orMissCrawforddemanded;totellofracesandWeymouth,andpartiesandfriends,towhichshemighthavelistenedsixweeksbeforewithsomeinterest,andaltogethertogiveherthefullestconviction,bythepowerofactualcomparison,ofherpreferringhisyoungerbrother。
  Itwasveryvexatious,andshewasheartilysorryforit;
  butsoitwas;andsofarfromnowmeaningtomarrytheelder,shedidnotevenwanttoattracthimbeyondwhatthesimplestclaimsofconsciousbeautyrequired:
  hislengthenedabsencefromMansfield,withoutanythingbutpleasureinview,andhisownwilltoconsult,madeitperfectlyclearthathedidnotcareabouther;andhisindifferencewassomuchmorethanequalledbyherown,thatwerehenowtostepforththeownerofMansfieldPark,theSirThomascomplete,whichhewastobeintime,shedidnotbelieveshecouldaccepthim。
  TheseasonanddutieswhichbroughtMr。BertrambacktoMansfieldtookMr。CrawfordintoNorfolk。EveringhamcouldnotdowithouthiminthebeginningofSeptember。Hewentforafortnight——afortnightofsuchdullnesstotheMissBertramsasoughttohaveputthembothontheirguard,andmadeevenJuliaadmit,inherjealousyofhersister,theabsolutenecessityofdistrustinghisattentions,andwishinghimnottoreturn;andafortnightofsufficientleisure,intheintervalsofshootingandsleeping,tohaveconvincedthegentlemanthatheoughttokeeplongeraway,hadhebeenmoreinthehabitofexamininghisownmotives,andofreflectingtowhattheindulgenceofhisidlevanitywastending;but,thoughtlessandselfishfromprosperityandbadexample,hewouldnotlookbeyondthepresentmoment。
  Thesisters,handsome,clever,andencouraging,wereanamusementtohissatedmind;andfindingnothinginNorfolktoequalthesocialpleasuresofMansfield,hegladlyreturnedtoitatthetimeappointed,andwaswelcomedthitherquiteasgladlybythosewhomhecametotriflewithfurther。
  Maria,withonlyMr。Rushworthtoattendtoher,anddoomedtotherepeateddetailsofhisday’ssport,goodorbad,hisboastofhisdogs,hisjealousyofhisneighbours,hisdoubtsoftheirqualifications,andhiszealafterpoachers,subjectswhichwillnotfindtheirwaytofemalefeelingswithoutsometalentononesideorsomeattachmentontheother,hadmissedMr。Crawfordgrievously;andJulia,unengagedandunemployed,feltalltherightofmissinghimmuchmore。Eachsisterbelievedherselfthefavourite。
  JuliamightbejustifiedinsodoingbythehintsofMrs。Grant,inclinedtocreditwhatshewished,andMariabythehintsofMr。Crawfordhimself。
  Everythingreturnedintothesamechannelasbeforehisabsence;
  hismannersbeingtoeachsoanimatedandagreeableastolosenogroundwitheither,andjuststoppingshortoftheconsistence,thesteadiness,thesolicitude,andthewarmthwhichmightexcitegeneralnotice。
  Fannywastheonlyoneofthepartywhofoundanythingtodislike;butsincethedayatSotherton,shecouldneverseeMr。Crawfordwitheithersisterwithoutobservation,andseldomwithoutwonderorcensure;andhadherconfidenceinherownjudgmentbeenequaltoherexerciseofitineveryotherrespect,hadshebeensurethatshewasseeingclearly,andjudgingcandidly,shewouldprobablyhavemadesomeimportantcommunicationstoherusualconfidant。Asitwas,however,sheonlyhazardedahint,andthehintwaslost。“Iamrathersurprised,“
  saidshe,“thatMr。Crawfordshouldcomebackagainsosoon,afterbeingheresolongbefore,fullsevenweeks;
  forIhadunderstoodhewassoveryfondofchangeandmovingabout,thatIthoughtsomethingwouldcertainlyoccur,whenhewasoncegone,totakehimelsewhere。
  HeisusedtomuchgayerplacesthanMansfield。“
  “Itistohiscredit,“wasEdmund’sanswer;“andIdaresayitgiveshissisterpleasure。Shedoesnotlikehisunsettledhabits。“
  “Whatafavouriteheiswithmycousins!“
  “Yes,hismannerstowomenaresuchasmustplease。
  Mrs。Grant,Ibelieve,suspectshimofapreferenceforJulia;
  Ihaveneverseenmuchsymptomofit,butIwishitmaybeso。Hehasnofaultsbutwhataseriousattachmentwouldremove。“
  “IfMissBertramwerenotengaged,“saidFannycautiously,“IcouldsometimesalmostthinkthatheadmiredhermorethanJulia。“
  “Whichis,perhaps,moreinfavourofhislikingJuliabest,thanyou,Fanny,maybeaware;forIbelieveitoftenhappensthataman,beforehehasquitemadeuphisownmind,willdistinguishthesisterorintimatefriendofthewomanheisreallythinkingofmorethanthewomanherselfCrawfordhastoomuchsensetostayhereifhefoundhimselfinanydangerfromMaria;