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第22章

  ThedayatSotherton,withallitsimperfections,affordedtheMissBertramsmuchmoreagreeablefeelingsthanwerederivedfromthelettersfromAntigua,whichsoonafterwardsreachedMansfield。ItwasmuchpleasantertothinkofHenryCrawfordthanoftheirfather;
  andtothinkoftheirfatherinEnglandagainwithinacertainperiod,whichtheselettersobligedthemtodo,wasamostunwelcomeexercise。
  Novemberwastheblackmonthfixedforhisreturn。
  SirThomaswroteofitwithasmuchdecisionasexperienceandanxietycouldauthorise。HisbusinesswassonearlyconcludedastojustifyhiminproposingtotakehispassageintheSeptemberpacket,andheconsequentlylookedforwardwiththehopeofbeingwithhisbelovedfamilyagainearlyinNovember。
  MariawasmoretobepitiedthanJulia;fortoherthefatherbroughtahusband,andthereturnofthefriendmostsolicitousforherhappinesswouldunitehertothelover,onwhomshehadchosenthathappinessshoulddepend。
  Itwasagloomyprospect,andallshecoulddowastothrowamistoverit,andhopewhenthemistclearedawaysheshouldseesomethingelse。Itwouldhardlybe_early_inNovember,thereweregenerallydelays,abadpassageor_something_;thatfavouring_something_
  whicheverybodywhoshutstheireyeswhiletheylook,ortheirunderstandingswhiletheyreason,feelsthecomfortof。ItwouldprobablybethemiddleofNovemberatleast;themiddleofNovemberwasthreemonthsoff。
  Threemonthscomprisedthirteenweeks。Muchmighthappeninthirteenweeks。
  SirThomaswouldhavebeendeeplymortifiedbyasuspicionofhalfthathisdaughtersfeltonthesubjectofhisreturn,andwouldhardlyhavefoundconsolationinaknowledgeoftheinterestitexcitedinthebreastofanotheryounglady。
  MissCrawford,onwalkingupwithherbrothertospendtheeveningatMansfieldPark,heardthegoodnews;
  andthoughseemingtohavenoconcernintheaffairbeyondpoliteness,andtohaveventedallherfeelingsinaquietcongratulation,hearditwithanattentionnotsoeasilysatisfied。Mrs。Norrisgavetheparticularsoftheletters,andthesubjectwasdropt;butaftertea,asMissCrawfordwasstandingatanopenwindowwithEdmundandFannylookingoutonatwilightscene,whiletheMissBertrams,Mr。Rushworth,andHenryCrawfordwereallbusywithcandlesatthepianoforte,shesuddenlyreviveditbyturningroundtowardsthegroup,andsaying,“HowhappyMr。Rushworthlooks!HeisthinkingofNovember。“
  EdmundlookedroundatMr。Rushworthtoo,buthadnothingtosay。
  “Yourfather’sreturnwillbeaveryinterestingevent。“
  “Itwill,indeed,aftersuchanabsence;anabsencenotonlylong,butincludingsomanydangers。“
  “Itwillbetheforerunneralsoofotherinterestingevents:
  yoursister’smarriage,andyourtakingorders。“
  “Yes。“
  “Don’tbeaffronted,“saidshe,laughing,“butitdoesputmeinmindofsomeoftheoldheathenheroes,who,afterperforminggreatexploitsinaforeignland,offeredsacrificestothegodsontheirsafereturn。“
  “Thereisnosacrificeinthecase,“repliedEdmund,withaserioussmile,andglancingatthepianoforteagain;
  “itisentirelyherowndoing。“
  “OhyesIknowitis。Iwasmerelyjoking。Shehasdonenomorethanwhateveryyoungwomanwoulddo;
  andIhavenodoubtofherbeingextremelyhappy。
  Myothersacrifice,ofcourse,youdonotunderstand。“
  “Mytakingorders,Iassureyou,isquiteasvoluntaryasMaria’smarrying。“
  “Itisfortunatethatyourinclinationandyourfather’sconvenienceshouldaccordsowell。Thereisaverygoodlivingkeptforyou,Iunderstand,hereabouts。“
  “Whichyousupposehasbiassedme?“
  “But_that_Iamsureithasnot,“criedFanny。
  “Thankyouforyourgoodword,Fanny,butitismorethanIwouldaffirmmyself。Onthecontrary,theknowingthattherewassuchaprovisionformeprobablydidbiasme。NorcanIthinkitwrongthatitshould。
  Therewasnonaturaldisinclinationtobeovercome,andIseenoreasonwhyamanshouldmakeaworseclergymanforknowingthathewillhaveacompetenceearlyinlife。
  Iwasinsafehands。IhopeIshouldnothavebeeninfluencedmyselfinawrongway,andIamsuremyfatherwastooconscientioustohaveallowedit。IhavenodoubtthatIwasbiased,butIthinkitwasblamelessly。“
  “Itisthesamesortofthing,“saidFanny,afterashortpause,“asforthesonofanadmiraltogointothenavy,orthesonofageneraltobeinthearmy,andnobodyseesanythingwronginthat。Nobodywondersthattheyshouldpreferthelinewheretheirfriendscanservethembest,orsuspectsthemtobelessinearnestinitthantheyappear。“
  “No,mydearMissPrice,andforreasonsgood。Theprofession,eithernavyorarmy,isitsownjustification。Ithaseverythinginitsfavour:heroism,danger,bustle,fashion。
  Soldiersandsailorsarealwaysacceptableinsociety。
  Nobodycanwonderthatmenaresoldiersandsailors。“
  “Butthemotivesofamanwhotakesorderswiththecertaintyofprefermentmaybefairlysuspected,youthink?“
  saidEdmund。“Tobejustifiedinyoureyes,hemustdoitinthemostcompleteuncertaintyofanyprovision。“
  “What!takeorderswithoutaliving!No;thatismadnessindeed;absolutemadness。“
  “ShallIaskyouhowthechurchistobefilled,ifamanisneithertotakeorderswithalivingnorwithout?
  No;foryoucertainlywouldnotknowwhattosay。
  ButImustbegsomeadvantagetotheclergymanfromyourownargument。Ashecannotbeinfluencedbythosefeelingswhichyourankhighlyastemptationandrewardtothesoldierandsailorintheirchoiceofaprofession,asheroism,andnoise,andfashion,areallagainsthim,heoughttobelessliabletothesuspicionofwantingsincerityorgoodintentionsinthechoiceofhis。“
  “Oh!nodoubtheisverysincereinpreferringanincomereadymade,tothetroubleofworkingforone;andhasthebestintentionsofdoingnothingalltherestofhisdaysbuteat,drink,andgrowfat。Itisindolence,Mr。Bertram,indeed。Indolenceandloveofease;awantofalllaudableambition,oftasteforgoodcompany,orofinclinationtotakethetroubleofbeingagreeable,whichmakemenclergymen。Aclergymanhasnothingtodobutbeslovenlyandselfish——readthenewspaper,watchtheweather,andquarrelwithhiswife。Hiscuratedoesallthework,andthebusinessofhisownlifeistodine。“
  “Therearesuchclergymen,nodoubt,butIthinktheyarenotsocommonastojustifyMissCrawfordinesteemingittheirgeneralcharacter。IsuspectthatinthiscomprehensiveandmayIsaycommonplacecensure,youarenotjudgingfromyourself,butfromprejudicedpersons,whoseopinionsyouhavebeeninthehabitofhearing。
  Itisimpossiblethatyourownobservationcanhavegivenyoumuchknowledgeoftheclergy。Youcanhavebeenpersonallyacquaintedwithveryfewofasetofmenyoucondemnsoconclusively。Youarespeakingwhatyouhavebeentoldatyouruncle’stable。“
  “Ispeakwhatappearstomethegeneralopinion;
  andwhereanopinionisgeneral,itisusuallycorrect。
  Though_I_havenotseenmuchofthedomesticlivesofclergymen,itisseenbytoomanytoleaveanydeficiencyofinformation。“
  “Whereanyonebodyofeducatedmen,ofwhateverdenomination,arecondemnedindiscriminately,theremustbeadeficiencyofinformation,orsmilingofsomethingelse。
  Youruncle,andhisbrotheradmirals,perhapsknewlittleofclergymenbeyondthechaplainswhom,goodorbad,theywerealwayswishingaway。“
  “PoorWilliam!HehasmetwithgreatkindnessfromthechaplainoftheAntwerp,“wasatenderapostropheofFanny’s,verymuchtothepurposeofherownfeelingsifnotoftheconversation。
  “Ihavebeensolittleaddictedtotakemyopinionsfrommyuncle,“saidMissCrawford,“thatIcanhardlysuppose——
  andsinceyoupushmesohard,Imustobserve,thatIamnotentirelywithoutthemeansofseeingwhatclergymenare,beingatthispresenttimetheguestofmyownbrother,Dr。Grant。AndthoughDr。Grantismostkindandobligingtome,andthoughheisreallyagentleman,and,Idaresay,agoodscholarandclever,andoftenpreachesgoodsermons,andisveryrespectable,_I_seehimtobeanindolent,selfish_bon__vivant_,whomusthavehispalateconsultedineverything;whowillnotstirafingerfortheconvenienceofanyone;andwho,moreover,ifthecookmakesablunder,isoutofhumourwithhisexcellentwife。Toownthetruth,HenryandIwerepartlydrivenoutthisveryeveningbyadisappointmentaboutagreengoose,whichhecouldnotgetthebetterof。Mypoorsisterwasforcedtostayandbearit。“
  “Idonotwonderatyourdisapprobation,uponmyword。
  Itisagreatdefectoftemper,madeworsebyaveryfaultyhabitofself-indulgence;andtoseeyoursistersufferingfromitmustbeexceedinglypainfultosuchfeelingsasyours。Fanny,itgoesagainstus。WecannotattempttodefendDr。Grant。“
  “No,“repliedFanny,“butweneednotgiveuphisprofessionforallthat;because,whateverprofessionDr。Granthadchosen,hewouldhavetakena——notagoodtemperintoit;