“MissBertramthoughtyouwouldfollowher。“
“Ishouldnothavehadtofollowherifshehadstaid。“
Thiscouldnotbedenied,andFannywassilenced。
Afteranotherpause,hewenton——“Pray,MissPrice,areyousuchagreatadmirerofthisMr。Crawfordassomepeopleare?Formypart,Icanseenothinginhim。“
“Idonotthinkhimatallhandsome。“
“Handsome!Nobodycancallsuchanundersizedmanhandsome。
Heisnotfivefootnine。Ishouldnotwonderifheisnotmorethanfivefooteight。Ithinkheisanill-lookingfellow。
Inmyopinion,theseCrawfordsarenoadditionatall。
Wedidverywellwithoutthem。“
AsmallsighescapedFannyhere,andshedidnotknowhowtocontradicthim。
“IfIhadmadeanydifficultyaboutfetchingthekey,theremighthavebeensomeexcuse,butIwenttheverymomentshesaidshewantedit。“
“Nothingcouldbemoreobligingthanyourmanner,Iamsure,andIdaresayyouwalkedasfastasyoucould;butstillitissomedistance,youknow,fromthisspottothehouse,quiteintothehouse;andwhenpeoplearewaiting,theyarebadjudgesoftime,andeveryhalfminuteseemslikefive。“
Hegotupandwalkedtothegateagain,and“wishedhehadhadthekeyabouthimatthetime。“Fannythoughtshediscernedinhisstandingthereanindicationofrelenting,whichencouragedhertoanotherattempt,andshesaid,therefore,“Itisapityyoushouldnotjointhem。
Theyexpectedtohaveabetterviewofthehousefromthatpartofthepark,andwillbethinkinghowitmaybeimproved;andnothingofthatsort,youknow,canbesettledwithoutyou。“
Shefoundherselfmoresuccessfulinsendingawaythaninretainingacompanion。Mr。Rushworthwasworkedon。
“Well,“saidhe,“ifyoureallythinkIhadbettergo:
itwouldbefoolishtobringthekeyfornothing。“
Andlettinghimselfout,hewalkedoffwithoutfartherceremony。
Fanny’sthoughtswerenowallengrossedbythetwowhohadlefthersolongago,andgettingquiteimpatient,sheresolvedtogoinsearchofthem。Shefollowedtheirstepsalongthebottomwalk,andhadjustturnedupintoanother,whenthevoiceandthelaughofMissCrawfordoncemorecaughtherear;thesoundapproached,andafewmorewindingsbroughtthembeforeher。
Theywerejustreturnedintothewildernessfromthepark,towhichasidegate,notfastened,hadtemptedthemverysoonaftertheirleavingher,andtheyhadbeenacrossaportionoftheparkintotheveryavenuewhichFannyhadbeenhopingthewholemorningtoreachatlast,andhadbeensittingdownunderoneofthetrees。
Thiswastheirhistory。Itwasevidentthattheyhadbeenspendingtheirtimepleasantly,andwerenotawareofthelengthoftheirabsence。Fanny’sbestconsolationwasinbeingassuredthatEdmundhadwishedforherverymuch,andthatheshouldcertainlyhavecomebackforher,hadshenotbeentiredalready;butthiswasnotquitesufficienttodoawaywiththepainofhavingbeenleftawholehour,whenhehadtalkedofonlyafewminutes,nortobanishthesortofcuriosityshefelttoknowwhattheyhadbeenconversingaboutallthattime;
andtheresultofthewholewastoherdisappointmentanddepression,astheypreparedbygeneralagreementtoreturntothehouse。
Onreachingthebottomofthestepstotheterrace,Mrs。RushworthandMrs。Norrispresentedthemselvesatthetop,justreadyforthewilderness,attheendofanhourandahalffromtheirleavingthehouse。
Mrs。Norrishadbeentoowellemployedtomovefaster。
Whatevercross-accidentshadoccurredtointerceptthepleasuresofhernieces,shehadfoundamorningofcompleteenjoyment;
forthehousekeeper,afteragreatmanycourtesiesonthesubjectofpheasants,hadtakenhertothedairy,toldherallabouttheircows,andgivenherthereceiptforafamouscreamcheese;andsinceJulia’sleavingthemtheyhadbeenmetbythegardener,withwhomshehadmadeamostsatisfactoryacquaintance,forshehadsethimrightastohisgrandson’sillness,convincedhimthatitwasanague,andpromisedhimacharmforit;andhe,inreturn,hadshewnherallhischoicestnurseryofplants,andactuallypresentedherwithaverycuriousspecimenofheath。
Onthis_rencontre_theyallreturnedtothehousetogether,theretoloungeawaythetimeastheycouldwithsofas,andchit-chat,andQuarterlyReviews,tillthereturnoftheothers,andthearrivalofdinner。ItwaslatebeforetheMissBertramsandthetwogentlemencamein,andtheirrambledidnotappeartohavebeenmorethanpartiallyagreeable,oratallproductiveofanythingusefulwithregardtotheobjectoftheday。Bytheirownaccountstheyhadbeenallwalkingaftereachother,andthejunctionwhichhadtakenplaceatlastseemed,toFanny’sobservation,tohavebeenasmuchtoolateforre-establishingharmony,asitconfessedlyhadbeenfordeterminingonanyalteration。Shefelt,asshelookedatJuliaandMr。Rushworth,thatherswasnottheonlydissatisfiedbosomamongstthem:
therewasgloomonthefaceofeach。Mr。CrawfordandMissBertramweremuchmoregay,andshethoughtthathewastakingparticularpains,duringdinner,todoawayanylittleresentmentoftheothertwo,andrestoregeneralgood-humour。
Dinnerwassoonfollowedbyteaandcoffee,atenmiles’
drivehomeallowednowasteofhours;andfromthetimeoftheirsittingdowntotable,itwasaquicksuccessionofbusynothingstillthecarriagecametothedoor,andMrs。Norris,havingfidgetedabout,andobtainedafewpheasants’eggsandacreamcheesefromthehousekeeper,andmadeabundanceofcivilspeechestoMrs。Rushworth,wasreadytoleadtheway。AtthesamemomentMr。Crawford,approachingJulia,said,“IhopeIamnottolosemycompanion,unlesssheisafraidoftheeveningairinsoexposedaseat。“Therequesthadnotbeenforeseen,butwasverygraciouslyreceived,andJulia’sdaywaslikelytoendalmostaswellasitbegan。MissBertramhadmadeuphermindtosomethingdifferent,andwasalittledisappointed;butherconvictionofbeingreallytheonepreferredcomfortedherunderit,andenabledhertoreceiveMr。Rushworth’spartingattentionsassheought。
Hewascertainlybetterpleasedtohandherintothebarouchethantoassistherinascendingthebox,andhiscomplacencyseemedconfirmedbythearrangement。
“Well,Fanny,thishasbeenafinedayforyou,uponmyword,“
saidMrs。Norris,astheydrovethroughthepark。
“Nothingbutpleasurefrombeginningtoend!IamsureyououghttobeverymuchobligedtoyourauntBertramandmeforcontrivingtoletyougo。Aprettygoodday’samusementyouhavehad!“
Mariawasjustdiscontentedenoughtosaydirectly,“Ithink_you_havedoneprettywellyourself,ma’am。Yourlapseemsfullofgoodthings,andhereisabasketofsomethingbetweenuswhichhasbeenknockingmyelbowunmercifully。“
“Mydear,itisonlyabeautifullittleheath,whichthatniceoldgardenerwouldmakemetake;butifitisinyourway,Iwillhaveitinmylapdirectly。
There,Fanny,youshallcarrythatparcelforme;
takegreatcareofit:donotletitfall;itisacreamcheese,justliketheexcellentonewehadatdinner。
NothingwouldsatisfythatgoodoldMrs。Whitaker,butmytakingoneofthecheeses。IstoodoutaslongasIcould,tillthetearsalmostcameintohereyes,andIknewitwasjustthesortthatmysisterwouldbedelightedwith。ThatMrs。Whitakerisatreasure!
ShewasquiteshockedwhenIaskedherwhetherwinewasallowedatthesecondtable,andshehasturnedawaytwohousemaidsforwearingwhitegowns。Takecareofthecheese,Fanny。
NowIcanmanagetheotherparcelandthebasketverywell。“
“Whatelsehaveyoubeenspunging?“saidMaria,half-pleasedthatSothertonshouldbesocomplimented。
“Spunging,mydear!Itisnothingbutfourofthosebeautifulpheasants’eggs,whichMrs。Whitakerwouldquiteforceuponme:shewouldnottakeadenial。
Shesaiditmustbesuchanamusementtome,assheunderstoodIlivedquitealone,tohaveafewlivingcreaturesofthatsort;andsotobesureitwill。
Ishallgetthedairymaidtosetthemunderthefirstsparehen,andiftheycometogoodIcanhavethemmovedtomyownhouseandborrowacoop;anditwillbeagreatdelighttomeinmylonelyhourstoattendtothem。
AndifIhavegoodluck,yourmothershallhavesome。“
Itwasabeautifulevening,mildandstill,andthedrivewasaspleasantastheserenityofNaturecouldmakeit;butwhenMrs。Norrisceasedspeaking,itwasaltogetherasilentdrivetothosewithin。
Theirspiritswereingeneralexhausted;andtodeterminewhetherthedayhadaffordedmostpleasureorpain,mightoccupythemeditationsofalmostall。
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