Aquarterofanhour,twentyminutes,passedaway,andFannywasstillthinkingofEdmund,MissCrawford,andherself,withoutinterruptionfromanyone。Shebegantobesurprisedatbeingleftsolong,andtolistenwithananxiousdesireofhearingtheirstepsandtheirvoicesagain。Shelistened,andatlengthsheheard;
sheheardvoicesandfeetapproaching;butshehadjustsatisfiedherselfthatitwasnotthoseshewanted,whenMissBertram,Mr。Rushworth,andMr。Crawfordissuedfromthesamepathwhichshehadtrodherself,andwerebeforeher。
“MissPriceallalone“and“MydearFanny,howcomesthis?“
werethefirstsalutations。Shetoldherstory。
“PoordearFanny,“criedhercousin,“howillyouhavebeenusedbythem!Youhadbetterhavestaidwithus。“
Thenseatingherselfwithagentlemanoneachside,sheresumedtheconversationwhichhadengagedthembefore,anddiscussedthepossibilityofimprovementswithmuchanimation。Nothingwasfixedon;butHenryCrawfordwasfullofideasandprojects,and,generallyspeaking,whateverheproposedwasimmediatelyapproved,firstbyher,andthenbyMr。Rushworth,whoseprincipalbusinessseemedtobetoheartheothers,andwhoscarcelyriskedanoriginalthoughtofhisownbeyondawishthattheyhadseenhisfriendSmith’splace。
Aftersomeminutesspentinthisway,MissBertram,observingtheirongate,expressedawishofpassingthroughitintothepark,thattheirviewsandtheirplansmightbemorecomprehensive。Itwastheverythingofallotherstobewished,itwasthebest,itwastheonlywayofproceedingwithanyadvantage,inHenryCrawford’sopinion;andhedirectlysawaknollnothalfamileoff,whichwouldgivethemexactlytherequisitecommandofthehouse。Gothereforetheymusttothatknoll,andthroughthatgate;butthegatewaslocked。
Mr。Rushworthwishedhehadbroughtthekey;hehadbeenverynearthinkingwhetherheshouldnotbringthekey;
hewasdeterminedhewouldnevercomewithoutthekeyagain;
butstillthisdidnotremovethepresentevil。Theycouldnotgetthrough;andasMissBertram’sinclinationforsodoingdidbynomeanslessen,itendedinMr。Rushworth’sdeclaringoutrightthathewouldgoandfetchthekey。
Hesetoffaccordingly。
“Itisundoubtedlythebestthingwecandonow,aswearesofarfromthehousealready,“saidMr。Crawford,whenhewasgone。
“Yes,thereisnothingelsetobedone。Butnow,sincerely,donotyoufindtheplacealtogetherworsethanyouexpected?“
“No,indeed,farotherwise。Ifinditbetter,grander,morecompleteinitsstyle,thoughthatstylemaynotbethebest。
Andtotellyouthetruth,“speakingratherlower,“Idonotthinkthat_I_shalleverseeSothertonagainwithsomuchpleasureasIdonow。Anothersummerwillhardlyimproveittome。“
Afteramoment’sembarrassmenttheladyreplied,“Youaretoomuchamanoftheworldnottoseewiththeeyesoftheworld。IfotherpeoplethinkSothertonimproved,Ihavenodoubtthatyouwill。“
“IamafraidIamnotquitesomuchthemanoftheworldasmightbegoodformeinsomepoints。Myfeelingsarenotquitesoevanescent,normymemoryofthepastundersucheasydominionasonefindstobethecasewithmenoftheworld。“
Thiswasfollowedbyashortsilence。MissBertrambeganagain。“Youseemedtoenjoyyourdrivehereverymuchthismorning。Iwasgladtoseeyousowellentertained。
YouandJuliawerelaughingthewholeway。“
“Werewe?Yes,Ibelievewewere;butIhavenottheleastrecollectionatwhat。Oh!IbelieveIwasrelatingtohersomeridiculousstoriesofanoldIrishgroomofmyuncle’s。Yoursisterlovestolaugh。“
“Youthinkhermorelight-heartedthanIam?“
“Moreeasilyamused,“hereplied;“consequently,youknow,“
smiling,“bettercompany。IcouldnothavehopedtoentertainyouwithIrishanecdotesduringatenmiles’drive。“
“Naturally,Ibelieve,IamaslivelyasJulia,butI
havemoretothinkofnow。“
“Youhave,undoubtedly;andtherearesituationsinwhichveryhighspiritswoulddenoteinsensibility。
Yourprospects,however,aretoofairtojustifywantofspirits。Youhaveaverysmilingscenebeforeyou。“
“Doyoumeanliterallyorfiguratively?Literally,Iconclude。Yes,certainly,thesunshines,andtheparklooksverycheerful。Butunluckilythatirongate,thatha-ha,givemeafeelingofrestraintandhardship。
“Icannotgetout,asthestarlingsaid。“Asshespoke,anditwaswithexpression,shewalkedtothegate:
hefollowedher。“Mr。Rushworthissolongfetchingthiskey!“
“AndfortheworldyouwouldnotgetoutwithoutthekeyandwithoutMr。Rushworth’sauthorityandprotection,orIthinkyoumightwithlittledifficultypassroundtheedgeofthegate,here,withmyassistance;Ithinkitmightbedone,ifyoureallywishedtobemoreatlarge,andcouldallowyourselftothinkitnotprohibited。“
“Prohibited!nonsense!Icertainlycangetoutthatway,andIwill。Mr。Rushworthwillbehereinamoment,youknow;weshallnotbeoutofsight。“
“Orifweare,MissPricewillbesogoodastotellhimthathewillfindusnearthatknoll:thegroveofoakontheknoll。“
Fanny,feelingallthistobewrong,couldnothelpmakinganefforttopreventit。“Youwillhurtyourself,MissBertram,“shecried;“youwillcertainlyhurtyourselfagainstthosespikes;youwilltearyourgown;
youwillbeindangerofslippingintotheha-ha。Youhadbetternotgo。“
Hercousinwassafeontheothersidewhilethesewordswerespoken,and,smilingwithallthegood-humourofsuccess,shesaid,“Thankyou,mydearFanny,butIandmygownarealiveandwell,andsogood-bye。“
Fannywasagainlefttohersolitude,andwithnoincreaseofpleasantfeelings,forshewassorryforalmostallthatshehadseenandheard,astonishedatMissBertram,andangrywithMr。Crawford。Bytakingacircuitousroute,and,asitappearedtoher,veryunreasonabledirectiontotheknoll,theyweresoonbeyondhereye;
andforsomeminuteslongersheremainedwithoutsightorsoundofanycompanion。Sheseemedtohavethelittlewoodalltoherself。ShecouldalmosthavethoughtthatEdmundandMissCrawfordhadleftit,butthatitwasimpossibleforEdmundtoforgethersoentirely。
Shewasagainrousedfromdisagreeablemusingsbysuddenfootsteps:
somebodywascomingataquickpacedowntheprincipalwalk。
SheexpectedMr。Rushworth,butitwasJulia,who,hotandoutofbreath,andwithalookofdisappointment,criedoutonseeingher,“Heyday!Wherearetheothers?
IthoughtMariaandMr。Crawfordwerewithyou。“
Fannyexplained。
“Aprettytrick,uponmyword!Icannotseethemanywhere,“
lookingeagerlyintothepark。“Buttheycannotbeveryfaroff,andIthinkIamequaltoasmuchasMaria,evenwithouthelp。“
“But,Julia,Mr。Rushworthwillbehereinamomentwiththekey。DowaitforMr。Rushworth。“
“NotI,indeed。Ihavehadenoughofthefamilyforonemorning。Why,child,Ihavebutthismomentescapedfromhishorriblemother。SuchapenanceasIhavebeenenduring,whileyouweresittingheresocomposedandsohappy!
Itmighthavebeenaswell,perhaps,ifyouhadbeeninmyplace,butyoualwayscontrivetokeepoutofthesescrapes。“
Thiswasamostunjustreflection,butFannycouldallowforit,andletitpass:Juliawasvexed,andhertemperwashasty;butshefeltthatitwouldnotlast,andtherefore,takingnonotice,onlyaskedherifshehadnotseenMr。Rushworth。
“Yes,yes,wesawhim。Hewaspostingawayasifuponlifeanddeath,andcouldbutjustsparetimetotellushiserrand,andwhereyouallwere。“
“Itisapityheshouldhavesomuchtroublefornothing。“
“_That_isMissMaria’sconcern。Iamnotobligedtopunishmyselffor_her_sins。ThemotherIcouldnotavoid,aslongasmytiresomeauntwasdancingaboutwiththehousekeeper,butthesonI_can_getawayfrom。“
Andsheimmediatelyscrambledacrossthefence,andwalkedaway,notattendingtoFanny’slastquestionofwhethershehadseenanythingofMissCrawfordandEdmund。
ThesortofdreadinwhichFannynowsatofseeingMr。Rushworthpreventedherthinkingsomuchoftheircontinuedabsence,however,asshemighthavedone。
Shefeltthathehadbeenveryill-used,andwasquiteunhappyinhavingtocommunicatewhathadpassed。
HejoinedherwithinfiveminutesafterJulia’sexit;
andthoughshemadethebestofthestory,hewasevidentlymortifiedanddispleasedinnocommondegree。Atfirsthescarcelysaidanything;hislooksonlyexpressedhisextremesurpriseandvexation,andhewalkedtothegateandstoodthere,withoutseemingtoknowwhattodo。
“Theydesiredmetostay——mycousinMariachargedmetosaythatyouwouldfindthematthatknoll,orthereabouts。“
“IdonotbelieveIshallgoanyfarther,“saidhesullenly;
“Iseenothingofthem。BythetimeIgettotheknolltheymaybegonesomewhereelse。Ihavehadwalkingenough。“
AndhesatdownwithamostgloomycountenancebyFanny。
“Iamverysorry,“saidshe;“itisveryunlucky。“Andshelongedtobeabletosaysomethingmoretothepurpose。
Afteranintervalofsilence,“Ithinktheymightaswellhavestaidforme,“saidhe。
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