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第51章

  Oftenherhusband,notingherpallor,askedifshewereunwell。
  “No,“saidEmma。
  “But,“hereplied,“youseemsostrangethisevening。“
  “Oh,it’snothing!nothing!“
  Therewereevendayswhenshehadnosoonercomeinthanshewentuptoherroom;andJustin,happeningtobethere,movedaboutnoiselessly,quickerathelpingherthanthebestofmaids。Heputthematchesready,thecandlestick,abook,arrangedhernightgown,turnedbackthebedclothes。
  “Come!“saidshe,“thatwilldo。Nowyoucango。“
  Forhestoodthere,hishandshangingdownandhiseyeswideopen,asifenmeshedintheinnumerablethreadsofasuddenreverie。
  Thefollowingdaywasfrightful,andthosethatcameafterstillmoreunbearable,becauseofherimpatiencetoonceagainseizeherhappiness;anardentlust,inflamedbytheimagesofpastexperience,andthatburstforthfreelyontheseventhdaybeneathLeon’scaresses。Hisardourswerehiddenbeneathoutburstsofwonderandgratitude。Emmatastedthisloveinadiscreet,absorbedfashion,maintaineditbyalltheartificesofhertenderness,andtrembledalittlelestitshouldbelostlateron。
  Sheoftensaidtohim,withhersweet,melancholyvoice——
  “Ah!youtoo,youwillleaveme!Youwillmarry!Youwillbelikealltheothers。“
  Heasked,“Whatothers?“
  “Why,likeallmen,“shereplied。Thenadded,repulsinghimwithalanguidmovement——
  “Youareallevil!“
  Oneday,astheyweretalkingphilosophicallyofearthlydisillusions,toexperimentonhisjealousy,oryielding,perhaps,toanover-strongneedtopouroutherheart,shetoldhimthatformerly,beforehim,shehadlovedsomeone。
  “Notlikeyou,“shewentonquickly,protestingbytheheadofherchildthat“nothinghadpassedbetweenthem。“
  Theyoungmanbelievedher,butnonethelessquestionedhertofindoutwhathewas。
  “Hewasaship’scaptain,mydear。“
  Wasthisnotpreventinganyinquiry,and,atthesametime,assumingahighergroundthroughthispretendedfascinationexercisedoveramanwhomusthavebeenofwarlikenatureandaccustomedtoreceivehomage?
  Theclerkthenfeltthelowlinessofhisposition;helongedforepaulettes,crosses,titles。Allthatwouldpleaseher——hegatheredthatfromherspendthrifthabits。
  Emmaneverthelessconcealedmanyoftheseextravagantfancies,suchasherwishtohaveabluetilburytodriveintoRouen,drawnbyanEnglishhorseanddrivenbyagroomintop-boots。ItwasJustinwhohadinspiredherwiththiswhim,bybegginghertotakehimintoherserviceasvalet-de-chambre*,andiftheprivationofitdidnotlessenthepleasureofherarrivalateachrendezvous,itcertainlyaugmentedthebitternessofthereturn。
  *Manservant。
  Often,whentheytalkedtogetherofParis,sheendedbymurmuring,“Ah!howhappyweshouldbethere!“
  “Arewenothappy?“gentlyansweredtheyoungmanpassinghishandsoverherhair。
  “Yes,thatistrue,“shesaid。“Iammad。Kissme!“
  Toherhusbandshewasmorecharmingthanever。Shemadehimpistachio-creams,andplayedhimwaltzesafterdinner。SohethoughthimselfthemostfortunateofmenandEmmawaswithoutuneasiness,when,oneeveningsuddenlyhesaid——
  “ItisMademoiselleLempereur,isn’tit,whogivesyoulessons?“
  “Yes。“
  “Well,Isawherjustnow,“Charleswenton,“atMadameLiegeard’s。Ispoketoheraboutyou,andshedoesn’tknowyou。“
  Thiswaslikeathunderclap。However,sherepliedquitenaturally——
  “Ah!nodoubtsheforgotmyname。“
  “Butperhaps,“saidthedoctor,“thereareseveralDemoisellesLempereuratRouenwhoaremusic-mistresses。“
  “Possibly!“Thenquickly——“ButIhavemyreceiptshere。See!“
  Andshewenttothewriting-table,ransackedallthedrawers,rummagedthepapers,andatlastlostherheadsocompletelythatCharlesearnestlybeggedhernottotakesomuchtroubleaboutthosewretchedreceipts。
  “Oh,Iwillfindthem,“shesaid。
  And,infact,onthefollowingFriday,asCharleswasputtingononeofhisbootsinthedarkcabinetwherehisclotheswerekept,hefeltapieceofpaperbetweentheleatherandhissock。Hetookitoutandread——
  “Received,forthreemonths’lessonsandseveralpiecesofmusic,thesumofsixty-threefrancs——FelicieLempereur,professorofmusic。“
  “Howthedevildiditgetintomyboots?“
  “Itmust,“shereplied,“havefallenfromtheoldboxofbillsthatisontheedgeoftheshelf。“
  >Fromthatmomentherexistencewasbutonelongtissueoflies,inwhichsheenvelopedherloveasinveilstohideit。Itwasawant,amania,apleasurecarriedtosuchanextentthatifshesaidshehadthedaybeforewalkedontherightsideofaroad,onemightknowshehadtakentheleft。
  Onemorning,whenshehadgone,asusual,ratherlightlyclothed,itsuddenlybegantosnow,andasCharleswaswatchingtheweatherfromthewindow,hecaughtsightofMonsieurBournisieninthechaiseofMonsieurTuvache,whowasdrivinghimtoRouen。
  ThenhewentdowntogivethepriestathickshawlthathewastohandovertoEmmaassoonashereachedthe“Croix-Rouge。“Whenhegottotheinn,MonsieurBournisienaskedforthewifeoftheYonvilledoctor。Thelandladyrepliedthatsheveryrarelycametoherestablishment。Sothatevening,whenherecognisedMadameBovaryinthe“Hirondelle,“thecuretoldherhisdilemma,without,however,appearingtoattachmuchimportancetoit,forhebeganpraisingapreacherwhowasdoingwondersattheCathedral,andwhomalltheladieswererushingtohear。
  Still,ifhedidnotaskforanyexplanation,others,lateron,mightprovelessdiscreet。Soshethoughtwelltogetdowneachtimeatthe“Croix-Rouge,“sothatthegoodfolkofhervillagewhosawheronthestairsshouldsuspectnothing。
  Oneday,however,MonsieurLheureuxmethercomingoutoftheHoteldeBoulogneonLeon’sarm;andshewasfrightened,thinkinghewouldgossip。Hewasnotsuchafool。Butthreedaysafterhecametoherroom,shutthedoor,andsaid,“Imusthavesomemoney。“
  Shedeclaredshecouldnotgivehimany。Lheureuxburstintolamentationsandremindedherofallthekindnesseshehadshownher。
  Infact,ofthetwobillssignedbyCharles,Emmauptothepresenthadpaidonlyone。Astothesecond,theshopkeeper,atherrequest,hadconsentedtoreplaceitbyanother,whichagainhadbeenrenewedforalongdate。Thenhedrewfromhispocketalistofgoodsnotpaidfor;towit,thecurtains,thecarpet,thematerialforthearmchairs,severaldresses,anddiversarticlesofdress,thebillsforwhichamountedtoabouttwothousandfrancs。
  Shebowedherhead。Hewenton——
  “Butifyouhaven’tanyreadymoney,youhaveanestate。“AndheremindedherofamiserablelittlehovelsituatedatBarneville,nearAumale,thatbroughtinalmostnothing。IthadformerlybeenpartofasmallfarmsoldbyMonsieurBovarysenior;forLheureuxkneweverything,eventothenumberofacresandthenamesoftheneighbours。
  “IfIwereinyourplace,“hesaid,“Ishouldclearmyselfofmydebts,andhavemoneyleftover。“
  Shepointedoutthedifficultyofgettingapurchaser。Heheldoutthehopeoffindingone;butsheaskedhimhowsheshouldmanagetosellit。
  “Haven’tyouyourpowerofattorney?“hereplied。
  Thephrasecametoherlikeabreathoffreshair。“Leavemethebill,“saidEmma。
  “Oh,itisn’tworthwhile,“answeredLheureux。
  Hecamebackthefollowingweekandboastedofhaving,aftermuchtrouble,atlastdiscoveredacertainLanglois,who,foralongtime,hadhadaneyeontheproperty,butwithoutmentioninghisprice。
  “Nevermindtheprice!“shecried。
  Buttheywould,onthecontrary,havetowait,tosoundthefellow。Thethingwasworthajourney,and,asshecouldnotundertakeit,heofferedtogototheplacetohaveaninterviewwithLanglois。Onhisreturnheannouncedthatthepurchaserproposedfourthousandfrancs。
  Emmawasradiantatthisnews。
  “Frankly,“headded,“that’sagoodprice。“
  Shedrewhalfthesumatonce,andwhenshewasabouttopayheraccounttheshopkeepersaid