“Itreallygrievesme,onmyword!toseeyoudeprivingyourselfallatonceofsuchabigsumasthat。“
Thenshelookedatthebank-notes,anddreamingoftheunlimitednumberofrendezvousrepresentedbythosetwothousandfrancs,shestammered——
“What!what!“
“Oh!“hewenton,laughinggood-naturedly,“oneputsanythingonelikesonreceipts。Don’tyouthinkIknowwhathouseholdaffairsare?“Andhelookedatherfixedly,whileinhishandheheldtwolongpapersthatheslidbetweenhisnails。Atlast,openinghispocket-book,hespreadoutonthetablefourbillstoorder,eachforathousandfrancs。
“Signthese,“hesaid,“andkeepitall!“
Shecriedout,scandalised。
“ButifIgiveyouthesurplus,“repliedMonsieurLheureuximpudently,“isthatnothelpingyou?“
Andtakingapenhewroteatthebottomoftheaccount,“ReceivedofMadameBovaryfourthousandfrancs。“
“Nowwhocantroubleyou,sinceinsixmonthsyou’lldrawthearrearsforyourcottage,andIdon’tmakethelastbillduetillafteryou’vebeenpaid?“
Emmagrewratherconfusedinhercalculations,andherearstingledasifgoldpieces,burstingfromtheirbags,rangallroundheronthefloor。AtlastLheureuxexplainedthathehadaverygoodfriend,Vincart,abrokeratRouen,whowoulddiscountthesefourbills。Thenhehimselfwouldhandovertomadametheremainderaftertheactualdebtwaspaid。
Butinsteadoftwothousandfrancshebroughtonlyeighteenhundred,forthefriendVincartwhichwasonlyfairhaddeductedtwohundredfrancsforcommissionanddiscount。Thenhecarelesslyaskedforareceipt。
“Youunderstand——inbusiness——sometimes。Andwiththedate,ifyouplease,withthedate。“
AhorizonofrealisablewhimsopenedoutbeforeEmma。Shewasprudentenoughtolaybyathousandcrowns,withwhichthefirstthreebillswerepaidwhentheyfelldue;butthefourth,bychance,cametothehouseonaThursday,andCharles,quiteupset,patientlyawaitedhiswife’sreturnforanexplanation。
Ifshehadnottoldhimaboutthisbill,itwasonlytosparehimsuchdomesticworries;shesatonhisknees,caressedhim,cooedtohim,gavehimalongenumerationofalltheindispensablethingsthathadbeengotoncredit。
“Really,youmustconfess,consideringthequantity,itisn’ttoodear。“
Charles,athiswit’send,soonhadrecoursetotheeternalLheureux,whosworehewouldarrangemattersifthedoctorwouldsignhimtwobills,oneofwhichwasforsevenhundredfrancs,payableinthreemonths。Inordertoarrangeforthishewrotehismotherapatheticletter。Insteadofsendingareplyshecameherself;andwhenEmmawantedtoknowwhetherhehadgotanythingoutofher,“Yes,“hereplied;“butshewantstoseetheaccount。“ThenextmorningatdaybreakEmmarantoLheureuxtobeghimtomakeoutanotheraccountfornotmorethanathousandfrancs,fortoshowtheoneforfourthousanditwouldbenecessarytosaythatshehadpaidtwo-thirds,andconfess,consequently,thesaleoftheestate——anegotiationadmirablycarriedoutbytheshopkeeper,andwhich,infact,wasonlyactuallyknownlateron。
Despitethelowpriceofeacharticle,MadameBovarysenior,ofcourse,thoughttheexpenditureextravagant。
“Couldn’tyoudowithoutacarpet?Whyhaverecoveredthearm-chairs?Inmytimetherewasasinglearm-chairinahouse,forelderlypersons——atanyrateitwassoatmymother’s,whowasagoodwoman,Icantellyou。Everybodycan’tberich!Nofortunecanholdoutagainstwaste!Ishouldbeashamedtocoddlemyselfasyoudo!AndyetIamold。Ineedlookingafter。Andthere!there!fittingupgowns!fallals!What!silkforliningattwofrancs,whenyoucangetjaconetfortensous,orevenforeight,thatwoulddowellenough!“
Emma,lyingonalounge,repliedasquietlyaspossible——“Ah!
Madame,enough!enough!“
Theotherwentonlecturingher,predictingtheywouldendintheworkhouse。ButitwasBovary’sfault。Luckilyhehadpromisedtodestroythatpowerofattorney。
“What?“
“Ah!hesworehewould,“wentonthegoodwoman。
Emmaopenedthewindow,calledCharles,andthepoorfellowwasobligedtoconfessthepromisetornfromhimbyhismother。
Emmadisappeared,thencamebackquickly,andmajesticallyhandedherathickpieceofpaper。
“Thankyou,“saidtheoldwoman。Andshethrewthepowerofattorneyintothefire。
Emmabegantolaugh,astrident,piercing,continuouslaugh;shehadanattackofhysterics。
“Oh,myGod!“criedCharles。“Ah!youreallyarewrong!Youcomehereandmakesceneswithher!“
Hismother,shrugginghershoulders,declareditwas“allputon。“
ButCharles,rebellingforthefirsttime,tookhiswife’spart,sothatMadameBovary,senior,saidshewouldleave。Shewenttheverynextday,andonthethreshold,ashewastryingtodetainher,shereplied——
“No,no!Youloveherbetterthanme,andyouareright。Itisnatural。Fortherest,somuchtheworse!Youwillsee。Goodday——forIamnotlikelytocomesoonagain,asyousay,tomakescenes。“
CharlesneverthelesswasverycrestfallenbeforeEmma,whodidnothidetheresentmentshestillfeltathiswantofconfidence,anditneededmanyprayersbeforeshewouldconsenttohaveanotherpowerofattorney。HeevenaccompaniedhertoMonsieurGuillaumintohaveasecondone,justliketheother,drawnup。
“Iunderstand,“saidthenotary;“amanofsciencecan’tbeworriedwiththepracticaldetailsoflife。“
AndCharlesfeltrelievedbythiscomfortablereflection,whichgavehisweaknesstheflatteringappearanceofhigherpre-occupation。
AndwhatanoutburstthenextThursdayatthehotelintheirroomwithLeon!Shelaughed,cried,sang,sentforsherbets,wantedtosmokecigarettes,seemedtohimwildandextravagant,butadorable,superb。
Hedidnotknowwhatrecreationofherwholebeingdrovehermoreandmoretoplungeintothepleasuresoflife。Shewasbecomingirritable,greedy,voluptuous;andshewalkedaboutthestreetswithhimcarryingherheadhigh,withoutfear,soshesaid,ofcompromisingherself。Attimes,however,EmmashudderedatthesuddenthoughtofmeetingRodolphe,foritseemedtoherthat,althoughtheywereseparatedforever,shewasnotcompletelyfreefromhersubjugationtohim。
OnenightshedidnotreturntoYonvilleatall。Charleslosthisheadwithanxiety,andlittleBerthewouldnotgotobedwithouthermamma,andsobbedenoughtobreakherheart。Justinhadgoneoutsearchingtheroadatrandom。MonsieurHomaisevenhadlefthispharmacy。
Atlast,ateleveno’clock,abletobearitnolonger,Charlesharnessedhischaise,jumpedin,whippeduphishorse,andreachedthe“Croix-Rouge“abouttwoo’clockinthemorning。Noonethere!Hethoughtthattheclerkhadperhapsseenher;butwheredidhelive?Happily,Charlesrememberedhisemployer’saddress,andrushedoffthere。
Daywasbreaking,andhecoulddistinguishtheescutcheonsoverthedoor,andknocked。Someone,withoutopeningthedoor,shoutedouttherequiredinformation,addingafewinsultstothosewhodisturbpeopleinthemiddleofthenight。
Thehouseinhabitedbytheclerkhadneitherbell,knocker,norporter。Charlesknockedloudlyattheshutterswithhishands。A
policemanhappenedtopassby。Thenhewasfrightened,andwentaway。
“Iammad,“hesaid;“nodoubttheykepthertodinneratMonsieurLormeaux’。“ButtheLormeauxnolongerlivedatRouen。
“SheprobablystayedtolookafterMadameDubreuil。Why,MadameDubreuilhasbeendeadthesetenmonths!Wherecanshebe?“
Anideaoccurredtohim。AtacafeheaskedforaDirectory,andhurriedlylookedforthenameofMademoiselleLempereur,wholivedatNo。74RuedelaRenelle-des-Maroquiniers。
Ashewasturningintothestreet,Emmaherselfappearedattheotherendofit。Hethrewhimselfuponherratherthanembracedher,crying——
“Whatkeptyouyesterday?“
“Iwasnotwell。“
“Whatwasit?Where?How?“
Shepassedherhandoverherforeheadandanswered,“AtMademoiselleLempereur’s。“
“Iwassureofit!Iwasgoingthere。“
“Oh,itisn’tworthwhile,“saidEmma。“Shewentoutjustnow;
butforthefuturedon’tworry。Idonotfeelfree,yousee,ifI
knowthattheleastdelayupsetsyoulikethis。“
Thiswasasortofpermissionthatshegaveherself,soastogetperfectfreedominherescapades。Andsheprofitedbyitfreely,fully。WhenshewasseizedwiththedesiretoseeLeon,shesetoutuponanypretext;andashewasnotexpectingheronthatday,shewenttofetchhimathisoffice。
Itwasagreatdelightatfirst,butsoonhenolongerconcealedthetruth,whichwas,thathismastercomplainedverymuchabouttheseinterruptions。
“Pshaw!comealong,“shesaid。
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