Atlastthebrickhousesbegantofollowoneanothermoreclosely,theearthresoundedbeneaththewheels,the“Hirondelle“
glidedbetweenthegardens,wherethroughanopeningonesawstatues,aperiwinkleplant,clippedyews,andaswing。Thenonasuddenthetownappeared。Slopingdownlikeanamphitheatre,anddrownedinthefog,itwidenedoutbeyondthebridgesconfusedly。
Thentheopencountryspreadawaywithamonotonousmovementtillittouchedinthedistancethevaguelineofthepalesky。Seenthusfromabove,thewholelandscapelookedimmovableasapicture;theanchoredshipsweremassedinonecorner,therivercurvedroundthefootofthegreenhills,andtheisles,obliqueinshape,layonthewater,likelarge,motionless,blackfishes。
Thefactorychimneysbelchedforthimmensebrownfumesthatwereblownawayatthetop。Oneheardtherumblingofthefoundries,togetherwiththeclearchimesofthechurchesthatstoodoutinthemist。Theleaflesstreesontheboulevardsmadevioletthicketsinthemidstofthehouses,andtheroofs,allshiningwiththerain,threwbackunequalreflections,accordingtotheheightofthequartersinwhichtheywere。SometimesagustofwinddrovethecloudstowardstheSaintCatherinehills,likeaerialwavesthatbrokesilentlyagainstacliff。
Agiddinessseemedtohertodetachitselffromthismassofexistence,andherheartswelledasifthehundredandtwentythousandsoulsthatpalpitatedtherehadallatoncesentintoitthevapourofthepassionsshefanciedtheirs。Herlovegrewinthepresenceofthisvastness,andexpandedwithtumulttothevaguemurmuringsthatrosetowardsher。Shepoureditoutuponthesquare,onthewalks,onthestreets,andtheoldNormancityoutspreadbeforehereyesasanenormouscapital,asaBabylonintowhichshewasentering。Sheleantwithbothhandsagainstthewindow,drinkinginthebreeze;thethreehorsesgalloped,thestonesgratedinthemud,thediligencerocked,andHivert,fromafar,hailedthecartsontheroad,whilethebourgeoiswhohadspentthenightattheGuillaumewoodscamequietlydownthehillintheirlittlefamilycarriages。
Theystoppedatthebarrier;Emmaundidherovershoes,putonothergloves,rearrangedhershawl,andsometwentypacesfarthershegotdownfromthe“Hirondelle。“
Thetownwasthenawakening。Shop-boysincapswerecleaninguptheshop-fronts,andwomenwithbasketsagainsttheirhips,atintervalsutteredsonorouscriesatthecornersofstreets。Shewalkedwithdowncasteyes,closetothewalls,andsmilingwithpleasureunderherloweredblackveil。
Forfearofbeingseen,shedidnotusuallytakethemostdirectroad。Sheplungedintodarkalleys,and,allperspiring,reachedthebottomoftheRueNationale,nearthefountainthatstandsthere。It,isthequarterfortheatres,public-houses,andwhores。Oftenacartwouldpassnearher,bearingsomeshakingscenery。Waitersinapronsweresprinklingsandontheflagstonesbetweengreenshrubs。Itallsmeltofabsinthe,cigars,andoysters。
Sheturneddownastreet;sherecognisedhimbyhiscurlinghairthatescapedfrombeneathhishat。
Leonwalkedalongthepavement。Shefollowedhimtothehotel。Hewentup,openedthedoor,entered——Whatanembrace!
Then,afterthekisses,thewordsgushedforth。Theytoldeachotherthesorrowsoftheweek,thepresentiments,theanxietyfortheletters;butnoweverythingwasforgotten;theygazedintoeachother’sfaceswithvoluptuouslaughs,andtendernames。
Thebedwaslarge,ofmahogany,intheshapeofaboat。Thecurtainswereinredlevantine,thathungfromtheceilingandbulgedouttoomuchtowardsthebell-shapedbedside;andnothingintheworldwassolovelyasherbrownheadandwhiteskinstandingoutagainstthispurplecolour,when,withamovementofshame,shecrossedherbarearms,hidingherfaceinherhands。
Thewarmroom,withitsdiscreetcarpet,itsgayornaments,anditscalmlight,seemedmadefortheintimaciesofpassion。Thecurtain-rods,endinginarrows,theirbrasspegs,andthegreatballsofthefire-dogsshonesuddenlywhenthesuncamein。Onthechimneybetweenthecandelabrathereweretwoofthosepinkshellsinwhichonehearsthemurmuroftheseaifoneholdsthemtotheear。
Howtheylovedthatdearroom,sofullofgaiety,despiteitsratherfadedsplendour!Theyalwaysfoundthefurnitureinthesameplace,andsometimeshairpins,thatshehadforgottentheThursdaybefore,underthepedestaloftheclock。Theylunchedbythefiresideonalittleroundtable,inlaidwithrosewood。Emmacarved,putbitsonhisplatewithallsortsofcoquettishways,andshelaughedwithasonorousandlibertinelaughwhenthefrothofthechampagneranoverfromtheglasstotheringsonherfingers。Theyweresocompletelylostinthepossessionofeachotherthattheythoughtthemselvesintheirownhouse,andthattheywouldlivetheretilldeath,liketwospouseseternallyyoung。Theysaid“ourroom,““ourcarpet,“sheevensaid“myslippers,“agiftofLeon’s,awhimshehadhad。Theywerepinksatin,borderedwithswansdown。Whenshesatonhisknees,herleg,thentooshort,hungintheair,andthedaintyshoe,thathadnobacktoit,washeldonlybythetoestoherbarefoot。
Heforthefirsttimeenjoyedtheinexpressibledelicacyoffemininerefinements。Hehadnevermetthisgraceoflanguage,thisreserveofclothing,theseposesofthewearydove。Headmiredtheexaltationofhersoulandthelaceonherpetticoat。
Besides,wasshenot“alady“andamarriedwoman——arealmistress,infine?
Bythediversityofherhumour,inturnmysticalormirthful,talkative,taciturn,passionate,careless,sheawakenedinhimathousanddesires,calledupinstinctsormemories。Shewasthemistressofallthenovels,theheroineofallthedramas,thevague“she“ofallthevolumesofverse。Hefoundagainonhershouldertheambercolouringofthe“OdalisqueBathing“;shehadthelongwaistoffeudalchatelaines,andsheresembledthe“PaleWomanofBarcelona。“ButaboveallshewastheAngel!
Oftenlookingather,itseemedtohimthathissoul,escapingtowardsher,spreadlikeawaveabouttheoutlineofherhead,anddescendeddrawndownintothewhitenessofherbreast。Hekneltonthegroundbeforeher,andwithbothelbowsonherkneeslookedatherwithasmile,hisfaceupturned。
Shebentoverhim,andmurmured,asifchokingwithintoxication——
“Oh,donotmove!donotspeak!lookatme!Somethingsosweetcomesfromyoureyesthathelpsmesomuch!“
Shecalledhim“child。““Child,doyouloveme?“
Andshedidnotlistenforhisanswerinthehasteofherlipsthatfastenedtohismouth。
Ontheclocktherewasabronzecupid,whosmirkedashebenthisarmbeneathagoldengarland。Theyhadlaughedatitmanyatime,butwhentheyhadtoparteverythingseemedserioustothem。
Motionlessinfrontofeachother,theykeptrepeating,“TillThursday,tillThursday。“
Suddenlysheseizedhisheadbetweenherhands,kissedhimhurriedlyontheforehead,crying,“Adieu!“andrusheddownthestairs。
Shewenttoahairdresser’sintheRuedelaComedietohaveherhairarranged。Nightfell;thegaswaslightedintheshop。Sheheardthebellatthetheatrecallingthemummerstotheperformance,andshesaw,passingopposite,menwithwhitefacesandwomeninfadedgownsgoinginatthestage-door。
Itwashotintheroom,small,andtoolowwherethestovewashissinginthemidstofwigsandpomades。Thesmellofthetongs,togetherwiththegreasyhandsthathandledherhead,soonstunnedher,andshedozedalittleinherwrapper。Often,ashedidherhair,themanofferedherticketsforamaskedball。
Thenshewentaway。Shewentupthestreets;reachedtheCroix-Rouge,putonherovershoes,thatshehadhiddeninthemorningundertheseat,andsankintoherplaceamongtheimpatientpassengers。Somegotoutatthefootofthehill。Sheremainedaloneinthecarriage。Ateveryturningallthelightsofthetownwereseenmoreandmorecompletely,makingagreatluminousvapouraboutthedimhouses。Emmakneltonthecushionsandhereyeswanderedoverthedazzlinglight。Shesobbed;calledonLeon,senthimtenderwordsandkisseslostinthewind。
Onthehillsideapoordevilwanderedaboutwithhisstickinthemidstofthediligences。Amassofragscoveredhisshoulders,andanoldstaved-inbeaver,turnedoutlikeabasin,hidhisface;butwhenhetookitoffhediscoveredintheplaceofeyelidsemptyandbloodyorbits。Thefleshhunginredshreds,andthereflowedfromitliquidsthatcongealedintogreenscaledowntothenose,whoseblacknostrilssniffedconvulsively。Tospeaktoyouhethrewbackhisheadwithanidioticlaugh;thenhisbluisheyeballs,rollingconstantly,atthetemplesbeatagainsttheedgeoftheopenwound。Hesangalittlesongashefollowedthecarriages——
“MaidsanthewarmthofasummerdayDreamoflove,andoflovealways“
Andalltherestwasaboutbirdsandsunshineandgreenleaves。
SometimesheappearedsuddenlybehindEmma,bareheaded,andshedrewbackwithacry。Hivertmadefunofhim。HewouldadvisehimtogetaboothattheSaintRomainfair,orelseaskhim,laughing,howhisyoungwomanwas。
Oftentheyhadstartedwhen,withasuddenmovement,hishatenteredthediligencethroughthesmallwindow,whileheclungwithhisotherarmtothefootboard,betweenthewheelssplashingmud。Hisvoice,feebleatfirstandquavering,grewsharp;itresoundedinthenightliketheindistinctmoanofavaguedistress;andthroughtheringingofthebells,themurmurofthetrees,andtherumblingoftheemptyvehicle,ithadafar-offsoundthatdisturbedEmma。Itwenttothebottomofhersoul,likeawhirlwindinanabyss,andcarriedherawayintothedistancesofaboundlessmelancholy。ButHivert,noticingaweightbehind,gavetheblindmansharpcutswithhiswhip。Thethonglashedhiswounds,andhefellbackintothemudwithayell。Thenthe,passengersinthe“Hirondelle“endedbyfallingasleep,somewithopenmouths,otherswithloweredchins,leaningagainsttheirneighbour’sshoulder,orwiththeirarmpassedthroughthestrap,oscillatingregularlywiththejoltingofthecarriage;andthereflectionofthelanternswingingwithout,onthecrupperofthewheeler;penetratingintotheinteriorthroughthechocolatecalicocurtains,threwsanguineousshadowsoverallthesemotionlesspeople。Emma,drunkwithgrief,shiveredinherclothes,feelingherfeetgrowcolderandcolder,anddeathinhersoul。
Charlesathomewaswaitingforher;the“Hirondelle“wasalwayslateonThursdays。Madamearrivedatlast,andscarcelykissedthechild。Thedinnerwasnotready。Nomatter!Sheexcusedtheservant。Thisgirlnowseemedallowedtodojustassheliked。
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