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第36章

  Butbothhadfledintheirexasperation。Emmawasstampingherfeetassherepeated——
  “Oh!whatmanners!Whatapeasant!“
  Herantohismother;shewasbesideherself。Shestammered“Sheisaninsolent,giddy-headedthing,orperhapsworse!“
  Andshewasforleavingatonceiftheotherdidnotapologise。
  SoCharleswentbackagaintohiswifeandimploredhertogiveway;heknelttoher;sheendedbysaying——
  “Verywell!I’llgotoher。“
  Andinfactsheheldoutherhandtohermother-in-lawwiththedignityofamarchionessasshesaid——
  “Excuseme,madame。“
  Then,havinggoneupagaintoherroom,shethrewherselfflatonherbedandcriedtherelikeachild,herfaceburiedinthepillow。
  SheandRodolphehadagreedthatintheeventofanythingextraordinaryoccurring,sheshouldfastenasmallpieceofwhitepapertotheblind,sothatifbychancehehappenedtobeinYonville,hecouldhurrytothelanebehindthehouse。Emmamadethesignal;shehadbeenwaitingthree-quartersofanhourwhenshesuddenlycaughtsightofRodolpheatthecornerofthemarket。Shefelttemptedtoopenthewindowandcallhim,buthehadalreadydisappeared。Shefellbackindespair。
  Soon,however,itseemedtoherthatsomeonewaswalkingonthepavement。Itwashe,nodoubt。Shewentdownstairs,crossedtheyard。Hewasthereoutside。Shethrewherselfintohisarms。
  “Dotakecare!“hesaid。
  “Ah!ifyouknew!“shereplied。
  Andshebegantellinghimeverything,hurriedly,disjointedly,exaggeratingthefacts,inventingmany,andsoprodigalofparenthesesthatheunderstoodnothingofit。
  “Come,mypoorangel,courage!Becomforted!bepatient!“
  “ButIhavebeenpatient;Ihavesufferedforfouryears。Alovelikeoursoughttoshowitselfinthefaceofheaven。Theytortureme!Icanbearitnolonger!Saveme!“
  SheclungtoRodolphe。Hereyes,fulloftears,flashedlikeflamesbeneathawave;herbreastheaved;hehadneverlovedhersomuch,sothathelosthisheadandsaid“Whatis,it?Whatdoyouwish?“
  “Takemeaway,“shecried,“carrymeoff!Oh,Iprayyou!“
  Andshethrewherselfuponhismouth,asiftoseizetheretheunexpectedconsentifbreathedforthinakiss。
  “But——“Rodolpheresumed。
  “What?“
  “Yourlittlegirl!“
  Shereflectedafewmoments,thenreplied——
  “Wewilltakeher!Itcan’tbehelped!“
  “Whatawoman!“hesaidtohimself,watchingherasshewent。Forshehadrunintothegarden。Someonewascallingher。
  OnthefollowingdaysMadameBovaryseniorwasmuchsurprisedatthechangeinherdaughter-in-law。Emma,infact,wasshowingherselfmoredocile,andevencarriedherdeferencesofarastoaskforarecipeforpicklinggherkins。
  Wasitthebettertodeceivethemboth?Ordidshewishbyasortofvoluptuousstoicismtofeelthemoreprofoundlythebitternessofthethingsshewasabouttoleave?
  Butshepaidnoheedtothem;onthecontrary,shelivedaslostintheanticipateddelightofhercominghappiness。
  ItwasaneternalsubjectforconversationwithRodolphe。Sheleantonhisshouldermurmuring——
  “Ah!whenweareinthemail-coach!Doyouthinkaboutit?Canitbe?ItseemstomethatthemomentIfeelthecarriagestart,itwillbeasifwewererisinginaballoon,asifweweresettingoutfortheclouds。DoyouknowthatIcountthehours?Andyou?“
  NeverhadMadameBovarybeensobeautifulasatthisperiod;shehadthatindefinablebeautythatresultsfromjoy,fromenthusiasm,fromsuccess,andthatisonlytheharmonyoftemperamentwithcircumstances。Herdesires,hersorrows,theexperienceofpleasure,andherever-youngillusions,thathad,assoilandrainandwindsandthesunmakeflowersgrow,graduallydevelopedher,andsheatlengthblossomedforthinalltheplenitudeofhernature。Hereyelidsseemedchiselledexpresslyforherlongamorouslooksinwhichthepupildisappeared,whileastronginspirationexpandedherdelicatenostrilsandraisedthefleshycornerofherlips,shadedinthelightbyalittleblackdown。Onewouldhavethoughtthatanartistaptinconceptionhadarrangedthecurlsofhairuponherneck;theyfellinathickmass,negligently,andwiththechangingchancesoftheiradultery,thatunboundthemeveryday。
  Hervoicenowtookmoremellowinfections,herfigurealso;
  somethingsubtleandpenetratingescapedevenfromthefoldsofhergownandfromthelineofherfoot。Charles,aswhentheywerefirstmarried,thoughtherdeliciousandquiteirresistible。
  Whenhecamehomeinthemiddleofthenight,hedidnotdaretowakeher。Theporcelainnight-lightthrewaroundtremblinggleamupontheceiling,andthedrawncurtainsofthelittlecotformedasitwereawhitehutstandingoutintheshade,andbythebedsideCharleslookedatthem。Heseemedtohearthelightbreathingofhischild。Shewouldgrowbignow;everyseasonwouldbringrapidprogress。Healreadysawhercomingfromschoolasthedaydrewin,laughing,withink-stainsonherjacket,andcarryingherbasketonherarm。Thenshewouldhavetobesenttotheboarding-school;thatwouldcostmuch;howwasittobedone?
  Thenhereflected。Hethoughtofhiringasmallfarmintheneighbourhood,thathewouldsuperintendeverymorningonhiswaytohispatients。Hewouldsaveupwhathebroughtin;hewouldputitinthesavings-bank。Thenhewouldbuysharessomewhere,nomatterwhere;besides,hispracticewouldincrease;hecounteduponthat,forhewantedBerthetobewell-educated,tobeaccomplished,tolearntoplaythepiano。Ah!howprettyshewouldbelateronwhenshewasfifteen,when,resemblinghermother,shewould,likeher,wearlargestrawhatsinthesummer-time;fromadistancetheywouldbetakenfortwosisters。
  Hepicturedhertohimselfworkingintheeveningbytheirsidebeneaththelightofthelamp;shewouldembroiderhimslippers;
  shewouldlookafterthehouse;shewouldfillallthehomewithhercharmandhergaiety。Atlast,theywouldthinkofhermarriage;theywouldfindhersomegoodyoungfellowwithasteadybusiness;hewouldmakeherhappy;thiswouldlastforever。
  Emmawasnotasleep;shepretendedtobe;andwhilehedozedoffbyhersidesheawakenedtootherdreams。
  Tothegallopoffourhorsesshewascarriedawayforaweektowardsanewland,whencetheywouldreturnnomore。Theywentonandon,theirarmsentwined,withoutaword。Oftenfromthetopofamountaintheresuddenlyglimpsedsomesplendidcitywithdomes,andbridges,andships,forestsofcitrontrees,andcathedralsofwhitemarble,onwhosepointedsteepleswerestorks’nests。Theywentatawalking-pacebecauseofthegreatflag-stones,andonthegroundtherewerebouquetsofflowers,offeredyoubywomendressedinredbodices。Theyheardthechimingofbells,theneighingofmules,togetherwiththemurmurofguitarsandthenoiseoffountains,whoserisingsprayrefreshedheapsoffruitarrangedlikeapyramidatthefootofpalestatuesthatsmiledbeneathplayingwaters。Andthen,onenighttheycametoafishingvillage,wherebrownnetsweredryinginthewindalongthecliffsandinfrontofthehuts。Itwastherethattheywouldstay;theywouldliveinalow,flat-roofedhouse,shadedbyapalm-tree,intheheartofagulf,bythesea。Theywouldrowingondolas,swinginhammocks,andtheirexistencewouldbeeasyandlargeastheirsilkgowns,warmandstar-spangledasthenightstheywouldcontemplate。However,intheimmensityofthisfuturethatsheconjuredup,nothingspecialstoodforth;thedays,allmagnificent,resembledeachotherlikewaves;anditswayedinthehorizon,infinite,harmonised,azure,andbathedinsunshine。ButthechildbegantocoughinhercotorBovarysnoredmoreloudly,andEmmadidnotfallasleeptillmorning,whenthedawnwhitenedthewindows,andwhenlittleJustinwasalreadyinthesquaretakingdowntheshuttersofthechemist’sshop。
  ShehadsentforMonsieurLheureux,andhadsaidtohim——
  “Iwantacloak——alargelinedcloakwithadeepcollar。“
  “Youaregoingonajourney?“heasked。
  “No;but——nevermind。Imaycountonyou,mayInot,andquickly?“
  Hebowed。
  “Besides,Ishallwant,“shewenton,“atrunk——nottooheavy——
  handy。“
  “Yes,yes,Iunderstand。Aboutthreefeetbyafootandahalf,astheyarebeingmadejustnow。“
  “Andatravellingbag。“
  “Decidedly,“thoughtLheureux。“there’sarowonhere。“
  “And,“saidMadameBovary,takingherwatchfromherbelt,“takethis;youcanpayyourselfoutofit。“
  Butthetradesmancriedoutthatshewaswrong;theyknewoneanother;didhedoubther?Whatchildishness!