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第35章

  Withhiselbowsonthelongboardonwhichshewasironing,hegreedilywatchedallthesewomen’sclothesspreadabouthim,thedimitypetticoats,thefichus,thecollars,andthedrawerswithrunningstrings,wideatthehipsandgrowingnarrowerbelow。
  “Whatisthatfor?“askedtheyoungfellow,passinghishandoverthecrinolineorthehooksandeyes。
  “Why,haven’tyoueverseenanything?“Feliciteansweredlaughing。“Asifyourmistress,MadameHomais,didn’twearthesame。“
  “Oh,Idaresay!MadameHomais!“Andheaddedwithameditativeair,“Asifshewerealadylikemadame!“
  ButFelicitegrewimpatientofseeinghimhangingroundher。Shewassixyearsolderthanhe,andTheodore,MonsieurGuillaumin’sservant,wasbeginningtopaycourttoher。
  “Letmealone,“shesaid,movingherpotofstarch。“You’dbetterbeoffandpoundalmonds;youarealwaysdanglingaboutwomen。
  Beforeyoumeddlewithsuchthings,badboy,waittillyou’vegotabeardtoyourchin。“
  “Oh,don’tbecross!I’llgoandcleanherboots。“
  AndheatoncetookdownfromtheshelfEmma’sboots,allcoatedwithmud,themudoftherendezvous,thatcrumbledintopowderbeneathhisfingers,andthathewatchedasitgentlyroseinarayofsunlight。
  “Howafraidyouareofspoilingthem!“saidtheservant,whowasn’tsoparticularwhenshecleanedthemherself,becauseassoonasthestuffofthebootswasnolongerfreshmadamehandedthemovertoher。
  Emmahadanumberinhercupboardthatshesquanderedoneaftertheother,withoutCharlesallowinghimselftheslightestobservation。SoalsohedisbursedthreehundredfrancsforawoodenlegthatshethoughtpropertomakeapresentoftoHippolyte。Itstopwascoveredwithcork,andithadspringjoints,acomplicatedmechanism,coveredoverbyblacktrousersendinginapatent-leatherboot。ButHippolyte,notdaringtousesuchahandsomelegeveryday,beggedMadameBovarytogethimanothermoreconvenientone。Thedoctor,ofcourse,hadagaintodefraytheexpenseofthispurchase。
  Solittlebylittlethestable-mantookuphisworkagain。Onesawhimrunningaboutthevillageasbefore,andwhenCharlesheardfromafarthesharpnoiseofthewoodenleg,heatoncewentinanotherdirection。
  ItwasMonsieurLheureux,theshopkeeper,whohadundertakentheorder;thisprovidedhimwithanexcuseforvisitingEmma。HechattedwithheraboutthenewgoodsfromParis,aboutathousandfemininetrifles,madehimselfveryobliging,andneveraskedforhismoney。Emmayieldedtothislazymodeofsatisfyingallhercaprices。Thusshewantedtohaveaveryhandsomeridding-whipthatwasatanumbrella-maker’satRouentogivetoRodolphe。TheweekafterMonsieurLheureuxplaceditonhertable。
  Butthenextdayhecalledonherwithabillfortwohundredandseventyfrancs,notcountingthecentimes。Emmawasmuchembarrassed;allthedrawersofthewriting-tablewereempty;
  theyowedoverafortnight’swagestoLestiboudois,twoquarterstotheservant,foranyquantityofotherthings,andBovarywasimpatientlyexpectingMonsieurDerozeray’saccount,whichhewasinthehabitofpayingeveryyearaboutMidsummer。
  ShesucceededatfirstinputtingoffLheureux。Atlasthelostpatience;hewasbeingsued;hiscapitalwasout,andunlesshegotsomeinheshouldbeforcedtotakebackallthegoodsshehadreceived。
  “Oh,verywell,takethem!“saidEmma。
  “Iwasonlyjoking,“hereplied;“theonlythingIregretisthewhip。Myword!I’llaskmonsieurtoreturnittome。“
  “No,no!“shesaid。
  “Ah!I’vegotyou!“thoughtLheureux。
  And,certainofhisdiscovery,hewentoutrepeatingtohimselfinanundertone,andwithhisusuallowwhistle——
  “Good!weshallsee!weshallsee!“
  Shewasthinkinghowtogetoutofthiswhentheservantcominginputonthemantelpieceasmallrollofbluepaper“fromMonsieurDerozeray’s。“Emmapounceduponandopenedit。Itcontainedfifteennapoleons;itwastheaccount。SheheardCharlesonthestairs;threwthegoldtothebackofherdrawer,andtookoutthekeyThreedaysafterLheureuxreappeared。
  “Ihaveanarrangementtosuggesttoyou,“hesaid。“If,insteadofthesumagreedon,youwouldtake——“
  “Hereitis,“shesaidplacingfourteennapoleonsinhishand。
  Thetradesmanwasdumfounded。Then,toconcealhisdisappointment,hewasprofuseinapologiesandproffersofservice,allofwhichEmmadeclined;thensheremainedafewmomentsfingeringinthepocketofherapronthetwofive-francpiecesthathehadgivenherinchange。Shepromisedherselfshewouldeconomiseinordertopaybacklateron。“Pshaw!“shethought,“hewon’tthinkaboutitagain。“
  Besidestheriding-whipwithitssilver-gilthandle,RodolphehadreceivedasealwiththemottoAmornelcor*furthermore,ascarfforamuffler,and,finally,acigar-caseexactlyliketheViscount’s,thatCharleshadformerlypickedupintheroad,andthatEmmahadkept。Thesepresents,however,humiliatedhim;herefusedseveral;sheinsisted,andheendedbyobeying,thinkinghertyrannicalandoverexacting。
  *Alovingheart。
  Thenshehadstrangeideas。
  “Whenmidnightstrikes,“shesaid,“youmustthinkofme。“
  Andifheconfessedthathehadnotthoughtofher,therewerefloodsofreproachesthatalwaysendedwiththeeternalquestion——
  “Doyouloveme?“
  “Why,ofcourseIloveyou,“heanswered。
  “Agreatdeal?“
  “Certainly!“
  “Youhaven’tlovedanyothers?“
  “Didyouthinkyou’dgotavirgin?“heexclaimedlaughing。
  Emmacried,andhetriedtoconsoleher,adorninghisprotestationswithpuns。
  “Oh,“shewenton,“Iloveyou!IloveyousothatIcouldnotlivewithoutyou,doyousee?TherearetimeswhenIlongtoseeyouagain,whenIamtornbyalltheangeroflove。Iaskmyself,Whereishe?Perhapsheistalkingtootherwomen。Theysmileuponhim;heapproaches。Ohno;nooneelsepleasesyou。Therearesomemorebeautiful,butIloveyoubest。Iknowhowtolovebest。Iamyourservant,yourconcubine!Youaremyking,myidol!Youaregood,youarebeautiful,youareclever,youarestrong!“
  Hehadsooftenheardthesethingssaidthattheydidnotstrikehimasoriginal。Emmawaslikeallhismistresses;andthecharmofnovelty,graduallyfallingawaylikeagarment,laidbaretheeternalmonotonyofpassion,thathasalwaysthesameformsandthesamelanguage。Hedidnotdistinguish,thismanofsomuchexperience,thedifferenceofsentimentbeneaththesamenessofexpression。Becauselipslibertineandvenalhadmurmuredsuchwordstohim,hebelievedbutlittleinthecandourofhers;
  exaggeratedspeecheshidingmediocreaffectionsmustbediscounted;asifthefullnessofthesouldidnotsometimesoverflowintheemptiestmetaphors,sincenoonecanevergivetheexactmeasureofhisneeds,norofhisconceptions,norofhissorrows;andsincehumanspeechislikeacrackedtinkettle,onwhichwehammerouttunestomaketearsdancewhenwelongtomovethestars。
  Butwiththatsuperiorcriticaljudgmentthatbelongstohimwho,innomatterwhatcircumstance,holdsback,Rodolphesawotherdelightstobegotoutofthislove。Hethoughtallmodestyintheway。Hetreatedherquitesansfacon。*Hemadeofhersomethingsuppleandcorrupt。Herswasanidioticsortofattachment,fullofadmirationforhim,ofvoluptuousnessforher,abeatitudethatbenumbedher;hersoulsankintothisdrunkenness,shrivelledup,drownedinit,likeClarenceinhisbuttofMalmsey。
  *Off-handedly。
  BythemereeffectofherloveMadameBovary’smannerschanged。
  Herlooksgrewbolder,herspeechmorefree;sheevencommittedtheimproprietyofwalkingoutwithMonsieurRodolphe,acigaretteinhermouth,“asiftodefythepeople。“Atlast,thosewhostilldoubteddoubtednolongerwhenonedaytheysawhergettingoutofthe“Hirondelle,“herwaistsqueezedintoawaistcoatlikeaman;andMadameBovarysenior,who,afterafearfulscenewithherhusband,hadtakenrefugeatherson’s,wasnottheleastscandalisedofthewomen-folk。Manyotherthingsdispleasedher。First,Charleshadnotattendedtoheradviceabouttheforbiddingofnovels;thenthe“waysofthehouse“annoyedher;sheallowedherselftomakesomeremarks,andtherewerequarrels,especiallyoneonaccountofFelicite。
  MadameBovarysenior,theeveningbefore,passingalongthepassage,hadsurprisedherincompanyofaman——amanwithabrowncollar,aboutfortyyearsold,who,atthesoundofherstep,hadquicklyescapedthroughthekitchen。ThenEmmabegantolaugh,butthegoodladygrewangry,declaringthatunlessmoralsweretobelaughedatoneoughttolookafterthoseofone’sservants。
  “Wherewereyoubroughtup?“askedthedaughter-in-law,withsoimpertinentalookthatMadameBovaryaskedherifshewerenotperhapsdefendingherowncase。
  “Leavetheroom!“saidtheyoungwoman,springingupwithabound。
  “Emma!Mamma!“criedCharles,tryingtoreconcilethem。