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第7章

  “Whynot?Itisaswelltofacethings。Lookatallthesemonumentsaboutus,andinscriptions,alotofthemtoyoungpeople,thoughnowitdoesn’tmatteriftheywereoldoryoung。Gone,everyoneofthemandquiteforgotten,thoughsomeweregreatfolkintheirtime。Goneutterlyandforalways,nothingleft,exceptperhapsdescendantsinalabourer’scottagehereandtherewhoneverevenheardofthem。“
  “Idon’tbelieveit,“hesaidalmostpassionately,Ibelievethattheyarelivingforeverandever,perhapsasyouandI,perhapselsewhere。“
  “IwishIcould,“sheanswered,smiling,“forthenmydreammighthavebeentrue,andyoumighthavebeenthatknightwhosebrassislost,“
  andshepointedtoanemptymatrixalongsidethatofthegreatPlantagenetlady。
  GodfreyglancedattheinscriptionwhichwasleftwhentheCromwellianstoreupthebrass。
  “Hewasherhusband,“hesaid,translating,“whodiedonthefieldofCrecyin1346。“
  “Oh!“exclaimedIsobel,andwassilent。
  MeanwhileGodfrey,quiteundisturbed,wasspellingouttheinscriptionbeneaththefigureoftheknight’swife,andremarkedpresently:
  “Sheseemstohavediedayearbeforehim。Yes,justaftermarriage,themonkishLatinsays,and——whatisit?Oh!Isee,’/insanguine/,’
  thatis,inblood,whateverthatmaymean。Perhapsshewasmurdered。I
  say,Isobel,Iwishyouwouldcopysomeoneelse’sdressforyourparty。“
  “Nonsense,“sheanswered。“Ithinkitsawfullyinteresting。Iwonderwhathappenedtoher。“
  “Idon’tknow。Ican’trememberanythingintheoldhistory,anditwouldbealmostimpossibletofindout。Therearenocoatsofarms,andwhatismore,nosurnameisgivenineitherinscription。Theonesays,’PrayforthesoulofEdmundus,Knight,husbandofPhillippa,andtheother,’PrayforthesoulofPhillippa,Dame,wifeofEdmundus。’Itlooksasthoughthesurnameshadbeenleftoutonpurpose,perhapsbecauseofsomequeerstoryaboutthepairwhichtheirrelationswishedtobeforgotten。“
  “ThenwhydotheysaythatonediedinbloodandtheotheronthefieldofCrecy?“
  Godfreyshookhisheadbecausehedidnotknow。Norindeedwasheeverabletofindout。Thatsecretwaslosthundredsofyearsago。Thentheconversationdiedawayandtheygottotheirwork。
  Atlengththerubbing,asitistermedtechnically,wasfinishedandthetwopreparedtodepartoutofthegloomofthegreatchurchwhichhadgatheredaboutthemastheeveningclosedin。Solitaryandsmalltheylookedinitsurroundedbyallthosemementoesofthedead,envelopedasitwereintheveryatmosphereofdeath。WhohasnotfeltthatatmospherestandingaloneatnightfallinoneofourancientEnglishchurchesthatembodyinbaptism,marriageandburialthehopes,thedesires,andthefearsofunnumberedgenerations?
  Forremember,thatinamajorityofinstances,longbeforetheCrossroseabovethesesites,theyhadbeenthesacredplacesoffaithafterfaith。Sun-worshippers,Nature-worshippers,Druids,votariesofJoveandVenus,servantsofOdin,ThorandFriga,earlyChristianswhowerehalfonethingandhalfanother,allhaveherebowedtheirbrowstoearthinadorationofGodastheyunderstoodHim,andinthesehallowedspotsliesmingledthedustofeveryoneofthem。
  SoGodfreyfeltinthathourandthesameinfluencesimpingeduponandaffectedeventhegirl’sbold,denyingsoul。Sheacknowledgedthemtoherself,andafterawoman’sway,turnedandalmostfiercelylaidtheblameuponhercompanion。
  “Youhaveinfectedmewithyoursillysuperstitions,“shesaid,stampingherfootastheyshutandlockedthedoorofthechurch。“I
  feelafraidofsomething,Idon’tknowwhat,andIwasneverafraidofanythingbefore。“
  “Whatsuperstitions?“heasked,apologetically。“Idon’tremembermentioningany。“
  “Thereisnoneedforyoutomentionthem,theyoozeoutofyou。AsthoughIcouldnotreadyourmind!There’snoneedforyoutotalktotellmewhatyouarethinkingof,death——andseparationswhichareasbad,andunknownthingstocome,andallsortsofhorrors。“
  “That’sodd,“heremarked,stillwithoutemotion,forhewasusedtotheseattacksfromIsobelwhich,asheknew,whenshewasupset,alwaysmeantanythingbutwhatshesaid,“forasamatteroffactI
  wasthinkingofaseparation。Iamgoingaway,Isobel,orrather,myfatherissendingmeaway。“
  Heturned,andpointingtothestormywesternskywherethedaydiedinsplendour,addedsimplyinthepoeticimagerythatsooftenspringstothelipsofyouth:
  “Theresetsoursun;atleastitisthelastweshalllookupontogetherforawholeyear。YougotoLondonto-morrow,don’tyou?
  BeforeyoucomebackIshallbegone。“
  “Gone!Why?Where?Oh!what’stheuseofasking?Iknewsomethingofthesortwascoming。Ifeltitinthathorribleoldchurch。Andafterall,whyshouldImind?Whatdoesitmatterifyougoawayforayearortenyears——exceptthatyouaretheonlyfriendIhave——especiallyasnodoubtyouaregladtogetoutofthisdreadfulhole?Don’tstandtherelookingatmelikeamoon-calf,whateverthatmaybe,buttellmewhatyoumean,orI’ll,I’ll——“andshestopped。
  Thenhetoldher——well,notquiteeverything,forheomittedhisfather’sdisparagingremarksaboutherself。
  Shelistenedinherintentfashion,andfilledinthegapswithoutdifficulty。
  “Isee,“shesaid。“YourfatherthinksthatIamcorruptingyouaboutreligion,asthoughanybodycouldcorruptyouwhenyouhavegotanideaintoyourstupidhead;atleast,onthosesubjects。Oh!Ihatehim,worseeventhanIdomyown,worsethanyoudoyourself。“
  Godfrey,thinkingaloud,begantoquotetheFourthCommandment。Shecuthimshort:
  “Honourmyfather!“shesaid。“Whyshouldwehonourourfathersunlesstheyareworthyofhonour?Whathavewetothankthemfor?“
  “Life,“suggestedGodfrey。
  “Why?YoubelievethatlifecomesfromGod,andsodoIinaway。Ifso,whathasafathertodowithitwhoisjustafatherandnomore?
  Withmothersperhapsitisdifferent,butyouseeIlovemymotherandhetreatsherlike——likeadog,orworse,“andhergreyeyesfilledwithtears。“However,itisyourfatherwearetalkingof,andthereisnocommandmenttellingmetohonour/him/。IsayIhatehimandhehatesme,andthat’swhyheissendingyouaway。Well,Ihopeyouwon’tfindanyonetocontaminateyouinSwitzerland。“
  “Oh!Isobel,Isobel,“hebrokeout,“don’tbesobitter,especiallyasitisofnouse。Besidesafterallyouhavegoteverythingthatagirlcanhave——moneyandpositionandlooks——“
  “Looks!“sheexclaimed,seizingonthelastword,“whenyouknowIamasuglyasatoad。“
  Hestaredather。
  “Idon’tknowit;Ithinkyoubeautiful。“
  “Waittillyouseesomeoneelseandyouwillchangeyourmind,“shesnapped,flushing。
  “Andyouaregoingtocomeout,“hewentonhastily。
  “Yes,atafancyballinthisPlantagenetlady’sdress,butIalmostwishIwas——togooutinstead——likeher。“
  “AndIdaresayyouwillsoonbemarried,“heblurted,losinghisheadforshebewilderedhim。
  “Married!Oh!youidiot。Doyouknowwhatmarriagemeans——toawoman?
  Married!Icanbearnomoreofthis。Goodbye,“andturningshewalked,orratherranintothedarkness,leavinghimamazedandalone。
  ThiswasthelasttimethatGodfreyspokewithIsobelforalongwhile。Nextmorninghereceivedanoteaddressedinherclearandpeculiarwriting,whichfromtheangularformationofthelettersandtheirregularity,atadistancelookednotunlikeasheetoffigures。
  Itwasshortandran:——
  DearOldGodfrey,——Don’tbevexedwithmebecauseIwassocrossthisevening。Somethinginthatoldchurchupsetme,andyouknowIhaveadreadfultemper。Ididn’tmeananythingIsaid。Idaresayitisagoodthingyoushouldgoawayandseetheworldinsteadofstickinginthishorridplace。LeaveyouraddresswithMotherParsons,andIwillwritetoyou;butmindyouanswermylettersorIshan’twriteanymore。Good-bye,oldboy。
  YouraffectionateIsobel。
  Whoisalwaysthinkingofyou。
  P。S——I’llgetthistotheAbbeywithyourmilk。Can’tleaveitmyself,aswearestartingfortownathalf-pastsevento-morrowmorningtocatchtheearlytrain。