“Whynot?Itisaswelltofacethings。Lookatallthesemonumentsaboutus,andinscriptions,alotofthemtoyoungpeople,thoughnowitdoesn’tmatteriftheywereoldoryoung。Gone,everyoneofthemandquiteforgotten,thoughsomeweregreatfolkintheirtime。Goneutterlyandforalways,nothingleft,exceptperhapsdescendantsinalabourer’scottagehereandtherewhoneverevenheardofthem。“
“Idon’tbelieveit,“hesaidalmostpassionately,Ibelievethattheyarelivingforeverandever,perhapsasyouandI,perhapselsewhere。“
“IwishIcould,“sheanswered,smiling,“forthenmydreammighthavebeentrue,andyoumighthavebeenthatknightwhosebrassislost,“
andshepointedtoanemptymatrixalongsidethatofthegreatPlantagenetlady。
GodfreyglancedattheinscriptionwhichwasleftwhentheCromwellianstoreupthebrass。
“Hewasherhusband,“hesaid,translating,“whodiedonthefieldofCrecyin1346。“
“Oh!“exclaimedIsobel,andwassilent。
MeanwhileGodfrey,quiteundisturbed,wasspellingouttheinscriptionbeneaththefigureoftheknight’swife,andremarkedpresently:
“Sheseemstohavediedayearbeforehim。Yes,justaftermarriage,themonkishLatinsays,and——whatisit?Oh!Isee,’/insanguine/,’
thatis,inblood,whateverthatmaymean。Perhapsshewasmurdered。I
say,Isobel,Iwishyouwouldcopysomeoneelse’sdressforyourparty。“
“Nonsense,“sheanswered。“Ithinkitsawfullyinteresting。Iwonderwhathappenedtoher。“
“Idon’tknow。Ican’trememberanythingintheoldhistory,anditwouldbealmostimpossibletofindout。Therearenocoatsofarms,andwhatismore,nosurnameisgivenineitherinscription。Theonesays,’PrayforthesoulofEdmundus,Knight,husbandofPhillippa,andtheother,’PrayforthesoulofPhillippa,Dame,wifeofEdmundus。’Itlooksasthoughthesurnameshadbeenleftoutonpurpose,perhapsbecauseofsomequeerstoryaboutthepairwhichtheirrelationswishedtobeforgotten。“
“ThenwhydotheysaythatonediedinbloodandtheotheronthefieldofCrecy?“
Godfreyshookhisheadbecausehedidnotknow。Norindeedwasheeverabletofindout。Thatsecretwaslosthundredsofyearsago。Thentheconversationdiedawayandtheygottotheirwork。
Atlengththerubbing,asitistermedtechnically,wasfinishedandthetwopreparedtodepartoutofthegloomofthegreatchurchwhichhadgatheredaboutthemastheeveningclosedin。Solitaryandsmalltheylookedinitsurroundedbyallthosemementoesofthedead,envelopedasitwereintheveryatmosphereofdeath。WhohasnotfeltthatatmospherestandingaloneatnightfallinoneofourancientEnglishchurchesthatembodyinbaptism,marriageandburialthehopes,thedesires,andthefearsofunnumberedgenerations?
Forremember,thatinamajorityofinstances,longbeforetheCrossroseabovethesesites,theyhadbeenthesacredplacesoffaithafterfaith。Sun-worshippers,Nature-worshippers,Druids,votariesofJoveandVenus,servantsofOdin,ThorandFriga,earlyChristianswhowerehalfonethingandhalfanother,allhaveherebowedtheirbrowstoearthinadorationofGodastheyunderstoodHim,andinthesehallowedspotsliesmingledthedustofeveryoneofthem。
SoGodfreyfeltinthathourandthesameinfluencesimpingeduponandaffectedeventhegirl’sbold,denyingsoul。Sheacknowledgedthemtoherself,andafterawoman’sway,turnedandalmostfiercelylaidtheblameuponhercompanion。
“Youhaveinfectedmewithyoursillysuperstitions,“shesaid,stampingherfootastheyshutandlockedthedoorofthechurch。“I
feelafraidofsomething,Idon’tknowwhat,andIwasneverafraidofanythingbefore。“
“Whatsuperstitions?“heasked,apologetically。“Idon’tremembermentioningany。“
“Thereisnoneedforyoutomentionthem,theyoozeoutofyou。AsthoughIcouldnotreadyourmind!There’snoneedforyoutotalktotellmewhatyouarethinkingof,death——andseparationswhichareasbad,andunknownthingstocome,andallsortsofhorrors。“
“That’sodd,“heremarked,stillwithoutemotion,forhewasusedtotheseattacksfromIsobelwhich,asheknew,whenshewasupset,alwaysmeantanythingbutwhatshesaid,“forasamatteroffactI
wasthinkingofaseparation。Iamgoingaway,Isobel,orrather,myfatherissendingmeaway。“
Heturned,andpointingtothestormywesternskywherethedaydiedinsplendour,addedsimplyinthepoeticimagerythatsooftenspringstothelipsofyouth:
“Theresetsoursun;atleastitisthelastweshalllookupontogetherforawholeyear。YougotoLondonto-morrow,don’tyou?
BeforeyoucomebackIshallbegone。“
“Gone!Why?Where?Oh!what’stheuseofasking?Iknewsomethingofthesortwascoming。Ifeltitinthathorribleoldchurch。Andafterall,whyshouldImind?Whatdoesitmatterifyougoawayforayearortenyears——exceptthatyouaretheonlyfriendIhave——especiallyasnodoubtyouaregladtogetoutofthisdreadfulhole?Don’tstandtherelookingatmelikeamoon-calf,whateverthatmaybe,buttellmewhatyoumean,orI’ll,I’ll——“andshestopped。
Thenhetoldher——well,notquiteeverything,forheomittedhisfather’sdisparagingremarksaboutherself。
Shelistenedinherintentfashion,andfilledinthegapswithoutdifficulty。
“Isee,“shesaid。“YourfatherthinksthatIamcorruptingyouaboutreligion,asthoughanybodycouldcorruptyouwhenyouhavegotanideaintoyourstupidhead;atleast,onthosesubjects。Oh!Ihatehim,worseeventhanIdomyown,worsethanyoudoyourself。“
Godfrey,thinkingaloud,begantoquotetheFourthCommandment。Shecuthimshort:
“Honourmyfather!“shesaid。“Whyshouldwehonourourfathersunlesstheyareworthyofhonour?Whathavewetothankthemfor?“
“Life,“suggestedGodfrey。
“Why?YoubelievethatlifecomesfromGod,andsodoIinaway。Ifso,whathasafathertodowithitwhoisjustafatherandnomore?
Withmothersperhapsitisdifferent,butyouseeIlovemymotherandhetreatsherlike——likeadog,orworse,“andhergreyeyesfilledwithtears。“However,itisyourfatherwearetalkingof,andthereisnocommandmenttellingmetohonour/him/。IsayIhatehimandhehatesme,andthat’swhyheissendingyouaway。Well,Ihopeyouwon’tfindanyonetocontaminateyouinSwitzerland。“
“Oh!Isobel,Isobel,“hebrokeout,“don’tbesobitter,especiallyasitisofnouse。Besidesafterallyouhavegoteverythingthatagirlcanhave——moneyandpositionandlooks——“
“Looks!“sheexclaimed,seizingonthelastword,“whenyouknowIamasuglyasatoad。“
Hestaredather。
“Idon’tknowit;Ithinkyoubeautiful。“
“Waittillyouseesomeoneelseandyouwillchangeyourmind,“shesnapped,flushing。
“Andyouaregoingtocomeout,“hewentonhastily。
“Yes,atafancyballinthisPlantagenetlady’sdress,butIalmostwishIwas——togooutinstead——likeher。“
“AndIdaresayyouwillsoonbemarried,“heblurted,losinghisheadforshebewilderedhim。
“Married!Oh!youidiot。Doyouknowwhatmarriagemeans——toawoman?
Married!Icanbearnomoreofthis。Goodbye,“andturningshewalked,orratherranintothedarkness,leavinghimamazedandalone。
ThiswasthelasttimethatGodfreyspokewithIsobelforalongwhile。Nextmorninghereceivedanoteaddressedinherclearandpeculiarwriting,whichfromtheangularformationofthelettersandtheirregularity,atadistancelookednotunlikeasheetoffigures。
Itwasshortandran:——
DearOldGodfrey,——Don’tbevexedwithmebecauseIwassocrossthisevening。Somethinginthatoldchurchupsetme,andyouknowIhaveadreadfultemper。Ididn’tmeananythingIsaid。Idaresayitisagoodthingyoushouldgoawayandseetheworldinsteadofstickinginthishorridplace。LeaveyouraddresswithMotherParsons,andIwillwritetoyou;butmindyouanswermylettersorIshan’twriteanymore。Good-bye,oldboy。
YouraffectionateIsobel。
Whoisalwaysthinkingofyou。
P。S——I’llgetthistotheAbbeywithyourmilk。Can’tleaveitmyself,aswearestartingfortownathalf-pastsevento-morrowmorningtocatchtheearlytrain。
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