NothingsoveryremarkablehappenedtoGodfreyduringthosetenyearsofhislifeinIndia,oratleastonlyoneortwothings。Thusoncehegotintoascrapeforwhichhewasnotreallyresponsible,andgotoutofitagain,asheimagined,withoutremark,untilIsobelshowedhercommonandratherpainfulintimacywithitsdetails,ofwhichsheappearedtotakeasomewhatuncharitableview,atanyratesofarastheladywasconcerned。
Theothermatterwasmoreserious,sinceitinvolvedthelossofhisgreatestfriend,ArthurThorburn。Briefly,whathappenedwasthis。
Therewasafrontierdisturbance。Godfrey,whobynowwasastaffofficer,hadbeensenttoafaroutpostheldbyThorburnwithacertainnumberofmen,andtheretookcommand。Areconnaissancewasnecessary,andThorburnwentoutforthatpurposewithoverhalfoftheavailablegarrisonofthepost,havingreceivedwrittenordersthathewasnottoengagetheenemyunlesshefoundhimselfabsolutelysurrounded。IntheendThorburndidengagetheenemywiththeresultthatpracticallyheandhisforcewereexterminated,butnotbeforetheyhadinflictedsuchalessononthesaidenemythatitsuedforpeaceandhasbeengreatfriendswiththeBritishpowereversince。
FirsthoweverafeebleattackwasmadeonGodfrey’scampthathebeatoffwithoutthelossofasingleman,exaggeratedaccountsofwhichweretelegraphedhomerepresentingitasa“Rorke’sDriftdefence。“
Godfreywasheartbroken;hehadlovedthismanasabrother,moreindeedthanbrothersoftenlove。AndnowThorburn,hisonlyfriend,wasdead。TheDarknesshadtakenhim,thatimpenetrable,devouringdarknessoutofwhichwecomeandintowhichwego。Religiontoldhimheshouldnotgrieve,thatThorburndoubtlesswasmuchbetteroffwhitherhehadgonethanhecouldeverhavebeenonearth,althoughitwastruethesamereligionsaidthathemightbemuchworseoff,sincethitherhisfailingswouldhavefollowedhim。Dismissingthelatterpossibility,howcouldhebehappyinanewworld,Godfreywondered,havingleftallhecaredforbehindhimandwithoutpossibilityofcommunicationwiththem?
Inshort,alltheoldproblemsofwhichhehadnotthoughtmuchsinceMissOgilvydied,camebacktoGodfreywithaddedforceandlefthimwretched。Norwasheconsoledbythesequeloftheaffairofwhichhewasboundtoreportthefacts。Thegallantmanwhowasdeadwasblamedunjustlyforwhathadhappened,asperhapshedeservedwhohadnotsucceeded,sincethosewhosettheirblindeyetothetelescopeasNelsondidmustjustifytheiractionbysuccess。
Godfrey,ontheotherhand,whohaddonelittlebutdefeatanattackmadebyexhaustedanddispiritedmen,waspraisedtotheskiesandfoundhimselffiguringasakindofherointheEnglishPress,whichafteralongperiodofpeacehavinglostallsenseofproportioninsuchmatters,wasgladofanythingthatcouldbemadetoservethepurposesofsensation。UltimatelyhewasthankedbytheGovernmentofIndia,madeabrevet-MajoranddecoratedwiththeD。S。O。,ofallofwhichitmaybesaidwithtruththatneverweresuchhonoursreceivedwithlesspleasure。
Somuchdidhegrieveoverthisunhappybusinessthathishealthwasaffectedandbeingrundown,intheendhetooksomesortoffeverandwasveryillindeed。WhenatlengthherecoveredmoreorlesshewentbeforeaMedicalBoardwhoorderedhimpromptlytoEnglandonsixmonths’leave。
Mostmenwouldhaverejoiced,butGodfreydidnot。HehadlittlewishtoreturntoEngland,where,exceptMrs。Parsons,therewerenonehedesiredtosee,saveonewhomhewasswornnottosee。Thishecouldbearwhiletheywerethousandsofmilesapart,buttobeinthesamecountrywithIsobel,inthesametownperhaps,andforbiddentohearhervoiceortotouchherhand,howcouldhebearthat?Stillhehadnochoiceinthismatter,arrangedbythehandofFate,andwent,reflectingthathewouldgotoLucerneandspentthetimewiththePasteur。PerhapsevenhewouldliveinthebeautifulhousethatMissOgilvyhadlefttohim,oracornerofit,seeingthatitwasempty,forthetenantstowhomithadbeenlethadgoneaway。
SohestartedattheendofthefirstweekinJuly,1914。
WhenhisshipreachedMarseillesitwastofindthattheworldwasbuzzingwithstrangerumours。TherewastalkofwarinEurope。Russiawassaidtobemobilising;Germanywassaidtobemobilising;Francewassaidtobemobilising;itwasevenrumouredthatEnglandmightbedrawnintosomeTitanicstruggleofthenations。Andyetnoaccurateinformationwasobtainable。TheEnglishpaperstheysawweresomewhatoldandtheirreportsvagueintheextreme。
Muchexcited,likeeveryoneelse,GodfreytelegraphedtotheIndiaOffice,askingleavetocomehomedirectoverland,whichhecouldnotdowithoutpermissionsincehewasincommandofanumberofsoldierswhowerereturningtoEnglandonfurlough。
Noanswercametohiswirebeforehisshipsailed,andthereforehewasobligedtoproceedbylongsea。Stillithadimportantconsequenceswhichatthemomenthecouldnotforesee。IntheBaythetidingsthatreachedthembyMarconigramwereevidentlysocarefullycensoredthatoutofthemtheycouldmakenothing,exceptthattheEmpirewasfilledwithgreatdoubtandanxiety,andthattheworldstoodonthevergeofsuchawarashadneverbeenknowninhistory。
AtlengththeycametoSouthamptonwherethepilot-boatbroughthimatelegramorderinghimtoreporthimselfwithoutdelay。ThreehourslaterhewasinLondon。AttheIndiaOffice,wherehewaskeptwaitingawhile,hewasshownintotheroomofaprominentandharassedofficialwhohadsomepapersinfrontofhim。
“YouareMajorKnight?“saidtheofficial。“Well,hereisyourrecordbeforemeanditisgood,verygoodindeed。ButIseethatyouareonsickleave。Areyoutooillforservice?“
“No,“answeredGodfrey,“thevoyagehassetmeup。IfeelaswellaseverIdid。“
“That’sfortunate,“answeredtheofficial,“butthereisadoctoronthepremises,andtomakesureheshallhavealookatyou。Godownandseehim,ifyouwill,andthencomebackherewithhisreport,“
andherangabellandgavesomeorders。
WithinhalfanhourGodfreywasbackintheroomwithacleanbillofhealth。TheofficialreadthecertificateandremarkedthathewasgoingtosendhimovertotheWarOffice,wherehewouldmakeanappointmentforhimbytelephone。
“Whatfor,Sir?“askedGodfrey。“YouseeIamonlyjustoffmyshipandveryignorantofthenews。“
“Thenewsis,MajorKnight,thatweshallbeatwarwithGermanybeforewearetwelvehoursolder,“wasthesolemnanswer。“Officersarewanted,andwearegivingeverygoodmanfromIndiaonwhomwecanlayourhands。Theywon’tputyouontheStaff,becauseyouhaveeverythingtolearnaboutEuropeanwork,butIexpecttheywillfindyouabilletinoneoftheexpeditionaryregiments。Andnowgood-byeandgoodlucktoyou,forIhavelotsofmentosee。Bytheway,I
takeitforgrantedthatyouvolunteeredforthejob?“
“Ofcourse,“repliedGodfreysimply,andwentawaytowanderabouttheendlesspassagesoftheWarOfficetillatlengthhediscoveredthemanwhomhemustsee。
Afewtumultuousdayswentby,andhefoundhimselfuponasteamercrossingtoFrance,attachedtoafamousEnglishregiment。
ThenextmonthalwaysremainedinGodfrey’smindasakindofnightmareinwhichhemovedonplainsstainedthecolourofblood,beneathaskyblackwithbellowingthunderandilluminedoccasionallybyablazeofsplendour。Itwouldbeuselesstoattempttosetouttheexperienceandadventuresoftheparticularcavalryregimenttowhichhewasattachedasamajor,since,notwithstandingtheirinfinitevariety,theyweresuchasallsharedwhosegloryitwastotakepartwithwhattheKaisercalledthe“contemptiblelittlearmy“ofEnglandintheineffableretreatfromMons,thatretreatwhichsavedFranceandCivilisation。
Godfreyplayedhispartwell,onceortwicewithheroismindeed,butwhatofthatamideightythousandheroes?Backhestaggeredwiththerest,exhausted,sleepless,fighting,fighting,fighting,hismindfilledalternatelywithhorrorandwithwonder,horroratthedeedstowhichmencansinkandthegeneralschemeofthingsthatmakesthempossible,wonderattheheightstowhichtheycanrisewhenliftedbytheinspirationofagreatidealandaholycause。Death,hereflected,couldnotafterallmeansoverymuchtoman,seeinghowbravelyitwasmeteveryminuteofthedayandnight,andthattheaspectofit,oftensoterrible,didbutencourageothersinlikefashiontosmileanddie。Butoh!whatdiditallmean,andwhoruledthisuniversewithsuchaflaming,blood-stainedsword?
ThenatlastcametheturnofthetidewhenthehungryGermanwolfwasobligedtoabandonthatPariswhichalreadyhethoughtbetweenhisjawsand,afewdaysafterit,thecharge,theonesplendid,perfectchargethatconsoledGodfreyandthosewithhimforallwhichtheyhadsuffered,lostandfeared。Hewasincommandoftheregimentnow,forthosesuperiortohimhadbeenkilled,andhedirectedandaccompaniedthatcharge。TheythunderedontothemassoftheGermanswhowereretreatingwithnotimetoentrenchorsetentanglements,agentleslopeinfront,andhard,cleargroundbeneaththeirhorses’feet。
Theycutthroughthem,theytrodthemdown,theydrovethembyscoresandhundredsintothestreambeyond,tillthosetwobattalions,orwhatremainedofthem,werebutatangled,drowningmob。Itwasfinished;theEnglishsquadronturnedtoretreatashadbeenordered。
ThenofasuddenGodfreyfeltadullblow。Forafewmomentsconsciousnessremainedtohim。Hecalledoutsomecommandabouttheretirement;itcametohismindthatthusitwaswelltodieinthemomentofhislittlevictory。Afterthat——blackness!
Whenhissensereturnedtohimhefoundhimselflyinginthecurtainedcornerofabigroom。Atleasthethoughtitwasbigbecauseofthevastexpanseofceilingwhichhecouldseeabovethecurtainrodsandthesoundswithout,someofwhichseemedtocomefromadistance。
Therewasawindow,too,throughwhichhecaughtsightoflawnsandstatuesandformaltrees。Justthenthecurtainwasdrawn,andthereappearedamiddle-agedwomandressedinwhite,lookingverycalm,verykindandveryspotless,whostartedalittlewhenshesawthathiseyeswereopenandthathisfacewasintelligent。
“WhereamI?“heasked,andwaspuzzledtoobservethatthesoundofhisvoiceseemedfeebleandfaraway。
“InthehospitalatVersailles,“sheansweredinapleasantvoice。
“Indeed!“hemurmured。“ItoccurredtomethatitmightbeHeavenorsomeplaceofthesort。“
“Ifyoulookedthroughthecurtainyouwouldn’tcallitHeaven,“shesaidwithasigh,adding,“No,Major,youwerenearto’goingwest,’
verynear,butyounevergottothegatesofHeaven。“
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