houseinHampstead,workingforthemostpart,sincehewasabsolutelydeterminedtojustifyhimselfandgetonintheprofessionwhichhehadchosen。InthesummerheandArthurwentwalkingtours,andonce,withsomeotheryoungmen,visitedtheContinenttostudyvariousbattlefields,andimprovetheirminds。AtleastGodfreystudiedthebattlefields,whileArthurgavemostofhisattentiontotheyoungerpartofthefemalepopulationofFranceandItaly。AtEasteragaintheywenttoScotland,whereArthurhadsomepropertysettledonhim——
forhewasayoungmanwellsuppliedwiththisworld’sgoods——andfishedforsalmonandtrout。Altogether,forGodfrey,itwasaprofitableandhappytwoyears。AtSandhurstandelsewhereeveryonethoughtwellofhim,whileoldGeneralCubittebecamehisdevotedfriendandcouldnotsayenoughinhispraise。
“Damnit!Sir,“heexclaimedonce,“doyoumeantotellmethatyouneveroverdrawyourallowance?Itisnotnatural;almostwrongindeed。
Iwonderwhatyoursecretvicesare?Well,solongasyoukeepthemsecret,yououghttobeabigmanonedayandendupinaverydifferentpositiontoGeorgeCubitte——calledaGeneral——whoneversawashotfiredinhislife。There’llbelotsofthemflyingaboutbeforeyou’reold,myboy,anddoubtlessyou’llgetyourshareofgunpowder——
ornitro-glycerine——ifyougoonasyouhavebegun。IfIweren’tafraidofmakingyoucocky,I’dtellyouwhattheysayaboutyoudownatthatSandhurstshop,whereIhaveanoldpalortwo。
Shortlyafterthiscamethefinalexamination,throughwhich,ashasbeensaid,Godfreysailedouttop,aneasyfirstindeed——apositiontowhichhisthoroughknowledgeofFrenchandgeneralaptitudeforforeignlanguages,togetherwithhispowersofworkandapplication,reallyentitledhim。Allhisfriendsweredelighted,especiallyArthur,wholookedonhimasakindof/lususnatur?/,andfromhishumblepositionatthebottomofthetree,gazedadmiringlyatGodfreypercheduponitstopmostbough。TheoldPasteur,too,withwhomGodfreykeptupanalmostweeklycorrespondence,continuinghisastronomicalstudiesbyletter,wasenrapturedandcoveredhimwithcompliments,asdidhisinstructorsattheCollege。
Allofthiswouldhavebeenenoughtoturntheheadsofmanyyoungmen,butasithappenedGodfreywasbynaturemodest,withenoughintelligencetoappreciatetheabysmaldepthsofhisownignorancebythelightofthelittlelampofknowledgewithwhichhehadfurnishedhimselfonhisjourneyintotheirblackness。Thisintensemodestyalwaysremainedaleadingcharacteristicofhis,whichendearedhimtomany,althoughitwasnotonethathelpedhimforwardinlife。Itisthebold,self-confidentman,whoknowshowtomakethemostofhissmallgifts,whotravelsfastestandfarthestinthisworldofours。
When,however,actuallyhereceivedquiteanaffectionateandpleasedletterfromhisfather,hedid,forawhile,feelalittleproud。Theletterenclosedacuttingfromthelocalpaperrecordinghissuccess,anddiggingupforthebenefitofitsreadersanaccountofhisadventureontheAlps。Also,itmentionedprominentlythathewasthesonoftheRev。Mr。Knight,theincumbentofMonk’sAbbey,andhadreceivedhiseducationinthatgentleman’sestablishment;soprominently,indeed,thateventheunsuspiciousGodfreycouldnothelpwonderingifhisfatherhadeverseenthatparagraphbeforeitappearedinprint。Theletterendedwiththispassage:
“Wehavenotmetforalongwhile,owingtocausestowhichIwillnotallude,andIsupposethatshortlyyouwillbegoingtoIndia。
IfyoucaretocomehereIshouldliketoseeyoubeforeyouleaveEngland。Thisisnatural,asafterallyouaremyonlychildandI
amgrowingold。Onceyouhavedepartedtothatfarcountrywhoknowswhetherweshallevermeetagaininthisworld?“
Godfrey,agenerous-heartedandforgivingperson,wasmuchtouchedwhenhereadthesewords,andwroteatoncetosaythatifitwereconvenient,hewouldcomedowntoMonk’sAbbeyatthebeginningofthefollowingweekandspendsomeofhisleavethere。So,induecourse,hewent。
Asithappened,ataboutthesametimeDestinyhadarrangedthatanothercharacterinthishistorywasreturningtothatquietEssexvillage,namelyIsobelBlake。
IsobelwenttoMexicowithheruncleandtherehadamostinterestingtime。ShestudiedAztechistorywithherusualthoroughness;sowell,indeed,thatshebecamearecognisedauthorityonthesubject。SheclimbedPopocatepetl,themysterious“SleepingWoman“thatoverhandstheancienttown,andlookedintoitscrater。Greatlydaring,sheevenvisitedYucatanandsawsomeofthepre-Aztecremains。Forthisadventureshepaidwithanattackoffeverwhichneverquitelefthersystem。Indeed,thatfeverhadapeculiareffectuponher,whichmayhavebeenphysicalorsomethingelse。Isobel’sfault,orrathercharacteristic,asthereadermayhavegathered,wasthatshebuilttoomuchuponthematerialsideofthings。Whatshesaw,whatsheknew,whatherbodytoldher,whattherecordedexperienceoftheworldtaught——thesewerereal;alltherest,toher,wasphantasyorimagination。Shekeptherfeetuponthesolidgroundoffact,andleftallelsetodreamers;or,asshewouldhaveexpressedit,tothevictimsofsuperstitioninheritedoracquired。
Well,somethinghappenedtoheratthecrisisofthatfever,whichwassharp,andtookheronherreturnfromYucatan,atahorribleportcalledFrontera,wheretherewerepalmtreesand/zopilotes/——akindofvileAmericanvulture——whichsatsilentlyontheverandahoutsideherdoorinthedreadfullittlehotelbuiltuponpilesinthemudofthegreatriver,andmosquitoesbythetenmillion,andsleepy-eyed,crushed-lookingIndians,andhorriblehalfbreeds,andeverythingelsewhichsuggestsanearthlyhell,excepttheglorioussunshine。
Ofasudden,whenshewasatherworst,allthemateriality——iftherebesuchaword——whichcircumstancesandinnatetendencyhadwovenaboutherasagarment,seemedtomeltaway,andshebecameawareofsomethingvastinwhichshefloatedlikeaninsectintheatmosphere——
somesurroundingseawhichshecouldneithermeasurenortravel。
SheknewthatshewasnotmerelyIsobelBlake,butapartoftheuniverseinitslargestsense,andthattheuniverseexpresseditselfinminiaturewithinhersoul。Sheknewthateversinceithadbeen,shewas,andthatwhileitexistedshewouldendure。Thisimaginationorinspiration,whicheveritmayhavebeen,wentnofurtherthanthat,andafterwardsshesetitdowntodelirium,ortotheexaltationthatoftenaccompaniesfever。Still,itleftamarkuponher,openinganewdoorinherheart,sotospeak。
Fortherest,thelifeinMexicoCitywasgay,especiallyinthepositionwhichshefilledasthenieceoftheBritishMinister,whowasoftencalledupontoactashostess,asherauntwasdelicateandhercousinwasyoungerthanherselfandnotaptatthebusiness。TherewereDiazandtheforeignDiplomaticMinisters;alsotheleadingMexicanstobeentertained,forwhichpurposeshelearnedSpanish。
ThentherewereEnglishtravellers,distinguished,someofthem,andGermannobles,generallyintheDiplomaticServiceoftheircountry,whombysomepeculiarfeminineinstinctofherown,shesuspectedofbeingspiesandgenerallypersonsofevilintentions。AlsotherewastheBritishcolony,amongwhomweresomeverynicepeoplethatshemadeherfriends,thestrange,adventurouspioneersofourEmpirewhoaretobeboundineverypartoftheworld,andinasenseitscream。
Lastly,thereweretheAmericantouristsandbusinessmen,manyofwhomshethoughtamusing。Oneofthese,amillionairewhohadtodowitha“beeftrust,“thoughwhatthatmightbesheneverquiteunderstood,proposedtoher。Hewasaniceyoungfellowenough,ofarealoldAmericanfamilywhoseancestorsweresupposedtohavecomeoverinthe/Mayflower/,andpossessedofaremarkableveinoforiginalhumour;alsohewasmuchinlove。ButIsobelwouldhavenoneofit,andsaidsoinsuchplain,unmistakablelanguagethatthemillionairestraightwayleftMexicoCityinhisprivaterailwaycar,disconsolatelytopursuehisbeefspeculationsinotherlands。
OnthedaythathedepartedIsobelreceivedanotefromhimwhichran:
“Ihavelostyou,andsinceIamtoosore-heartedtostayinthisantiquecountryandconcludethebusinessthatbroughtmehere,I
reckonthatIhavealsolost250,000dollars。Thatsum,however,I
wouldgladlyhavegivenforthehonourandjoyofyourfriendship,andasmuchmoreadded。SoIthinkitwellspent,especiallyasitneverfiguredinmyaccounts。Good-bye。Godblessyouandwhoeveritmaybewithwhomyouareinlove,forthatthereissomeoneI
amquitesure,alsothathemustbeagoodfellow。“
Fromwhichitwillbeseenthatthismillionairewasaveryniceyoungman。So,atleast,thoughtIsobel,thoughhedidwriteaboutherbeinginlovewithsomeone,whichwastherankestnonsense。Inlove,indeed!
Why,shehadnevermetamanforwhomshecouldpossiblyentertainanyfeelingsofthatsort,no,notevenifhehadbeenabletomakeaqueenofher,ortoendowherwithallthecashresourcesofallthebeeftrustsintheworld。Meninthataspectwererepellentandhatefultoher;thepossibilityofsuchaunionwithanyoneofthemwaspoisonous,evenunnaturaltoher,soulandbody。
Once,itistrue,therehadbeenacertainboy——buthehadpassedoutofherlife——oh!yearsago,and,whatismore,hadaffrontedherbyrefusingtoansweraletterwhichshehadwrittentohim,just,assheimagined——thoughofcoursethiswasonlyaguess——becauseofhisridiculousandunwarrantablejealousyandtheatrociouspridethatwashisfailing。AlsoshehadreadinthepapersofaverybraveactwhichhehaddoneontheAlps,onewhichfilledherwithapridethatwasnotatrocious,butquitenaturalwhereanoldplaymatewasconcerned,andhadnoticedthatitwasayoungladywhomhehadrescued。That,ofcourse,explainedeverything,andifherfirstsuppositionshouldbeincorrect,wouldquiteaccountforherhavingreceivednoanswertoherletter。
Itwastrue,however,thatshehadheardnomoreofthisyounglady,thoughscrapsofgossipconcerningGodfreydidoccasionallyreachher。
Forinstance,sheknewthathehadquarrelledwithhisfatherbecausehewouldnotentertheChurchandwasgoingintothearmy,acareerwhichshemuchpreferred,especiallyasshedidnotbelieveintheChurchandcouldnotimaginewhatGodfreywouldlooklikeinablackcoatandawhitetie。
Bytheway,shewonderedwhathedidlooklikenow。Shehadanoldfadedphotographofhimasalankyyouth,butafterallthistimehecouldnotintheleastresemblethat。Well,probablyhehadgrownasplainanduninteresting——asshewasherself。ItwaswonderfulthattheAmericanyoungmancouldhaveseenanythinginher,butthen,nodoubthewentoninthesamekindofwaywithhalfthegirlshemet。
ThusreflectedIsobel,andalittlewhilelaterpaidalastvisittothemuseum,whichinterestedhermorethananyplaceinMexico,perhapsbecauseitsexhibitsstrengthenedhertheoriesastocomparativereligion,andshookoffherfeetthedustofwhatherAmericanadmirerhadcalledthat“antiqueland。“ItwaswithapositivepangthatfromthedeckofthesteamshipoutsideVeraCruzshelookedherlastonthesnowsofthegloriouspeakofOrizaba,butsoonthesefadedawayintotheskylineandwiththemherlifeinMexico。
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