Mr。Knightverysoonbecameawarefirstthathisincomewasinsufficienttohisneeds,andsecondly,especiallynowwhenhishealthwasmuchimproved,thatafterabusyandhard-workinglife,timeatMonk’sAcrehungheavilyuponhishands。Thelattertroubletosomeextenthepalliatedbybeginningthegreatworkthathehadplannedeversincehebecameadeacon,forwhichhisundoubtedscholarshipgavehimcertainqualifications。Itsprovisionaltitlewas,“BabylonUnveiled“hewouldhavelikedtosubstitute“TheScarletWoman“forBabylonanditsapparentobjectanelaborateattackupontheRomanChurch,whichinfactwasbutacoverfortherealonslaught。WiththeRomans,althoughperhapshedidnotknowithimself,hehadcertainsympathies,forinstance,inthematterofcelibacy。Nordidheentirelydisapproveofthemonasticorders。ThenhefoundnothingshockinginthetenetsandmethodsoftheJesuitsworkingforwhattheyconceivedtobeagoodend。Therealtargetsofhisanimositywerehishigh-churchbrethrenoftheChurchofEngland,wretcheswho,whilstretainingalltheprivilegesoftheAnglicanEstablishment,suchasmarriage,didnothesitatetoadoptalmosteveryerrorofRomeandtomakeuseofhersecretpoweroverthesoulsofmenbythepracticeofConfessionandotherwise。
AsthismonumentaltreatisebeganinthetimesoftheEarlyFathersandwasplannedtofilltenvolumesofatleastahundredthousandwordsapiece,noonewillbesurprisedtolearnthatitneverreachedthestageofpublication,orindeed,tobeaccurate,thatitcametofinalstopsomewhereaboutthetimeofAthanasius。
RealizingthattheworkwaslikelytoequalthatofGibbonbothinlengthandtheyearsnecessarytoitscompletion;alsothatfromitcouldbeexpectednoimmediatepecuniaryprofits,Mr。Knightlookedroundtofindsomeotherwayofoccupyinghisleisure,andaddingtohisincome。Althoughareservedperson,onacertainSundaywhenhewenttolunchattheHall,intheabsenceofMr。Blakewhowasspendingtheweek-endsomewhereelse,heconfidedhisdifficultiestoLadyJanewhomhefelttobesympathetic。
“Thehouseissobig,“hecomplained。“Mrs。Parsons“Godfrey’soldnurseandhishousekeeper“andonegirlcannotevenkeepitclean。ItwasmostfoolishofmypredecessorinthelivingtorestorethatoldrefectoryandallthesoutherndormitoriesuponwhichIamtoldhespentnolessthan£1,500ofhisownmoney,neverreflectingontheexpensewhichhissuccessorsmustincurmerelytokeeptheminorder,sincebeingoncetheretheyareliableforchargesfordilapidations。
Itwouldhavebeenbetter,afterpermissionobtained,toletthemgotoruin。“
“Nodoubt,buttheyareverybeautiful,aretheynot?“remarkedLadyJanefeebly。
“Beautyisaluxuryand,Imayadd,asnare。Itisamistakenloveofbeautyandpomp,baitsthattheEvilOnewellknowshowtouse,whichhaveledsolargeasectionofourChurchastray,“herepliedsippingathistumblerofwater。
Asilencefollowed,forLadyJane,whofromearlyandtenderassociationslovedhigh-churchpractices,didnotknowwhattoanswer。
ItwasbrokenbyIsobelwhohadbeenlisteningtotheconversationinheracuteway,andnowsaidinherclear,strongvoice:
“Whydon’tyoukeepaschool,Mr。Knight?There’slotsofroomforitintheAbbey。“
“Aschool!“hesaid。“Aschool!Ineverthoughtofthat。No,itisridiculous。Still,pupilsperhaps。Outofthemouthofbabesandsucklings,&c。Well,itistimeformetobegoing。Iwillthinkthematteroverafterchurch。“
Mr。Knightdidthinkthematteroverandafterconsultationwithhishousekeeper,Mrs。Parsons,anadvertisementappearedin/TheTimes/
and/TheSpectator/invitingparentsandguardianstoentrusttwoorthreeladstotheadvertiser’scaretoreceivepreliminaryeducation,togetherwithhisownson。Itprovedfruitful,andafteranexchangeofthe“highestreferences,“twolittleboysappearedatMonk’sAcre,bothofthemratherdelicateinhealth。ThiswasshortlybeforethecrisisaroseastothefutureteachingofIsobel,whenthelastgoverness,wishingher“abetterspirit,“hadbiddenherafrigidfarewellandshakenthedustofHawk’sHalloffherfeet。
OnedayIsobelwassentwithanotetotheAbbeyHouse。Sherangthebellbutnoonecame,forMr。KnightwasoutwalkingwithhispupilsandMrs。Parsonsandtheparlour-maidwereelsewhere。Tiredofwaiting,shewanderedroundthegreyoldbuildinginthehopeoffindingsomeonetowhomshecoulddelivertheletter,andcametotherefectorywhichhadaseparateentrance。Thedoorwasopenandshepeepedin。Atfirst,afterthebrilliantsunlightwithout,shesawnothingexceptthegreatemptinessoftheplacewithitssplendidoakroofontherepairofwhichthelateincumbenthadspentsomuch,sinceasiscommoninmonkishbuildings,thewindowswerehighandnarrow。Presently,however,sheperceivedalittlefigureseatedintheshadowattheendofthelongoakenrefectorytable,thatatwhichthemonkshadeaten,whichstillremainedwhereithadstoodforhundredsofyears,oneofthefixturesofthehouse,andknewitforthatofGodfrey,Mr。Knight’sson。Glidingtowardshimquietlyshesawthathewasasleepandstoppedtostudyhim。
Hewasabeautifulboy,palejustnowforhehadrecoveredbutrecentlyfromsomechildishillness。Hishairwasdarkandcurling,dark,too,werehiseyes,thoughtheseshecouldnotsee,andthelashesoverthem,whilehishandswerelongandfine。Helookedmostlonelyandpathetic,thereinthebigoakchairthathadsooftenaccommodatedtheportlyformsofdepartedabbots,andherwarmheartwentouttowardshim。OfcourseIsobelknewhim,butnotverywell,forhewasashyladandherfatherhadneverencouragedintimacybetweentheAbbeyHouseandtheHall。
Somehowshehadtheideathathewasunhappy,forindeedhelookedsoeveninhissleep,thoughperhapsthiswastobeaccountedforbyapaperofunfinishedsumsbeforehim。SympathywelledupinIsobel,whorememberedtheoppressionsofthelastgoverness——heroftheinkpot。
Sympathy,yes,andmorethansympathy,forofasuddenshefeltasshehadneverfeltbefore。Shelovedthelittleladasthoughhewereherbrother。Astrangeaffinityforhimcamehometoher,althoughshedidnotdefineitthus;itwasasifsheknewthatherspiritwasintimatewithhis,yes,andalwayshadbeenandalwayswouldbeintimate。
ThissubtleknowledgewentthroughIsobellikefireandshookher。Sheturnedpale,hernostrilsexpanded,herlargeeyesopenedandshesighed。Shedidmoreindeed。Drawnbysomeover-masteringimpulseshedrewneartoGodfreyandkissedhimgentlyontheforehead,thenglidedbackagainfrightenedandashamedatherownact。
Nowhewokeup;shefelthisdarkeyeslookingather。Thenhespokeinaslow,puzzledvoice,saying:
“Ihavehadsuchafunnydream。Idreamedthataspiritcameandkissedme。Ididnotseeit,butIthinkitmusthavebeenmymother’s。“
“Why?“askedIsobel。
“Becausenooneelseevercaredenoughformetokissme,exceptMrs。
Parsons,andshehasgivenitupnowthattheotherboysarehere。“
“Doesnotyourfatherkissyou?“sheasked。
“Yes,onceaweek,onSundayeveningwhenIgotobed。BecauseIdon’tcountthat。“
“No,Iunderstand,“saidIsobel,thinkingofherownfather,thenaddedhastily,“itmustbesadnottohaveamother。“
“Itis,“heanswered,“especiallywhenoneisillasIhavebeen,andmustliesolonginbedwithpainsinthehead。YouknowIhadanabscessintheearandithurtverymuch。“
“Ididn’tknow。Weheardyouwereillandmotherwantedtocometoseeyou。Fatherwouldn’tlether。Hethoughtitmightbemeaslesandheisafraidofcatchingthings。“
“Yes,“repliedGodfreywithoutsurprise。“Itwasn’tmeasles,butifithadbeenyoumighthavecaughtthem,soofcoursehewasrighttobecareful。“
“Oh!hewasn’tthinkingofmeorMummy,hewasthinkingofhimself,“
blurtedoutIsobelwiththecandourofyouth。
“Big,strongmendon’tcatchmeasles,“saidGodfreyinmildastonishment。
“Hesaystheydo,andthattheyareverydangerouswhenyouaregrownup。Whyareyoualonehere,andwhatareyouworkingat?“
“MyfatherhaskeptmeinasapunishmentbecauseIdidmysumswrong。
Theotherboyshavegoneoutbird-nesting,butIhavetostophereuntilIgetthemright。Idon’tknowwhenthatwillbe,“headdedwithasigh,“asIhateruleofthreeandcan’tdoit。“
“Ruleofthree,“saidIsobel,“I’mquitegoodatit。YouseeIlikefigures。Myfathersaysitisthefamilybusinessinstinct。Here,letmetry。Movetotheothersideofthatbigchair,there’splentyofroomfortwo,andshowittome。“
Heobeyedwithalacrityandsoonthebrownheadandthefaironewerebenttogetheroverthescrawledsheet。Isobel,whohadreallyabuddingtalentformathematics,workedoutthesum,orratherthesums,withoutdifficultyandthen,withguileacquiredunderthegovernessrégime,madehimcopythemanddestroyedalltracesofherownhandiwork。
“Areyouasstupidateverythingasyouareatsums?“sheaskedwhenhehadfinished,risingfromthechairandseatingherselfontheedgeofthetable。
“Whatarudethingtoask!Ofcoursenot,“herepliedindignantly。“I
amverygoodatLatinandhistory,whichIlike。Butyouseefatherdoesn’tcaremuchforthem。HewasaWrangler,youknow。“
“AWrangler!Howdreadful。Isupposethatiswhyhearguessomuchinhissermons。Ihatehistory。It’sfullofdatesandthenamesofkingswhowereallbad。Ican’tmakeoutwhypeopleputupwithkings,“sheaddedreflectively。
“Becausetheyoughtto,’GodblessourgraciousQueen,’youknow。“
“Well,GodmayblessherbutIdon’tseewhyIshouldassheneverdidanythingforme,thoughFatherdoeshopeshewillmakehimsomethingoneday。I’dliketobeaRepublicanwithaPresidentastheyhaveinAmerica。“
“YoumustbewhatfathercallsawickedRadical,“saidGodfreystaringather,“oneofthosepeoplewhowanttodisestablishtheChurch。“
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