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第2章

  DuringthegovernesserawhichfollowedthissceneIsobeltravelledfarandfastalongthatroad。Thelady,orrathertheladies,hiredbyherfather,forhiswifewasallowednovoiceintheirselection,wereoftheotherknownas“determined“;disciplinariansofthefirstwater。Foronereasonoranothertheydidnotstay。Isobel,thoughaquickandablechild,veryfondofreadingmoreover,provedunamenableunderdisciplineasunderstoodbythoseformidablefemales,andowingtoherpossessionofacurioustenacityofpurpose,endedbywearingthemdown。Alsotheydidnotcarefortheatmosphereofthehouse,whichwasdepressing。
  OneofthemoncetriedtostrikeIsobel。Thiswaswhenshewasnearlythirteen。Isobelrepliedwiththeschoolroominkpot。Shewasanadeptatstone-throwing,andotherathleticarts。Itcaughtherinstructressfairuponhergentlebosom,spoiledherdress,filledhermouthandeyeswithink,andnearlyknockedherdown。
  “Ishalltellyourfathertoflogyou,“gaspedtheladywhensherecoveredherbreath。
  “Ishouldadviseyounot,“saidIsobel。“Andwhatismore,“sheaddedafterreflection,“ifyoudoIshalladvisehimnottolistentoyou。“
  Thenthegovernessthoughtbetterofitandgavenoticeinstead。TobejusttoJohnBlakeheneverattemptedtoresorttoviolenceagainsthisdaughter。Thismayhavebeenbecauseheknewbyinstinctthatitwouldnotbesafetodosoortendtohisowncomfort。Orperhaps,itwasforthereasonthatinhiswayhewasfondofher,lookingonherwithpridenotquiteuntouchedbyfear。Likeallbullieshewasacowardatheart,andrespectedanyonewhodaredtostanduptohim,evenalthoughshewerebutagirl,andhisowndaughter。
  Afterthevictimoftheinkpotincidentdeparted,threateningactionsatlawandproclaimingthatherpupilwouldcometoabadend,questionsaroseastoIsobel’sfutureeducation。Evidentlythegovernessexperimenthadbrokendownandwasnotworthrepeating。
  Althoughshetrembledattheideaofpartingwithheronlyjoyandconsolationinlife,LadyJanesuggestedthatsheshouldbesenttoschool。Itwasfortunateforherthatshedidso,sinceastheideacamefromhiswife,Mr。Blakenegativeditatoncefirmlyandfinally,adecisionwhichsheacceptedwithanoutwardsighofresignation,havinglearnedthenecessityofguile,andinwarddelight。Indeed,foritthateveningshethankedGoduponherknees。
  ItmaybealsothatherfatherdidnotwishthatIsobelshouldgoaway。LadyJaneboredhimtodistraction,sincekickingacushionsoonbecomespoorsport。SomuchdidsheborehimindeedthatforthisandotherreasonshepassedmostofhistimeinLondonoratHarwich,inbothofwhichplaceshehadofficeswherehetransactedhisshippingbusiness,onlyspendingtheweek-endsatHawk’sHall。Itwashiscustomtobringwithhimpartiesoffriends,businessmenasarule,towhom,forsundrypurposes,hewishedtoappearinthecharacterofafamilymanandlocalmagnate。Isobel,whowasquickandvivaciousevenwhileshewasstillachild,helpedtomakethesepartiespassoffwell,whereaswithoutherhefeltthattheywouldhavebeenafailure。Alsoshewasusefulduringtheshootingseason。Soitcameaboutthatshewaskeptathome。
  ItwasatthisjuncturethatanideacametoMr。Blake。Afewyearsbefore,attheverydepthoftheterribleagriculturaldepressionoftheperiod,hehadpurchasedataforcedsalebythemortgagees,theentireMonk’sAcreestate,atabout£12theacre,whichwaslessthanthecostofthebuildingsthatstoodupontheland。This,asheexplainedtoallandsundry,hehaddoneatgreatpersonallossintheinterestofthetenantsandlabourers,butasamatteroffact,evenattheexistingrents,theinvestmentpaidhimafairrateofinterest,andwasonewhich,asabusinessmanheknewmustincreaseinvaluewhentimeschanged。WiththepropertywenttheadvowsonofMonk’sAcre,anditchancedthatayearlaterthelivingfellvacantthroughtheresignationoftheincumbent。Mr。Blake,nowasalwaysseekingpopularity,consultedthebishop,consultedthechurch-
  wardens,consultedtheparishioners,andintheendconsultedhisowninterestsbynominatingthenephewofawealthybaronetofhisacquaintancewhomhewasanxioustosecureasadirectorupontheBoardofacertaincompanyinwhichhehadlargeholdings。
  “Ihaveneverseenthisclericalgentlemanandknownothingofhisviews,oranythingabouthim。Butifyourecommendhim,mydearSirSamuel,itisenoughforme,sinceIalwaysjudgeofamanbyhisfriends。Perhapsyouwillfurnishme,orrathermylawyers,withthenecessaryparticulars,andIwillseethatthematterisputthrough。
  Now,tocometomoreimportantbusiness,astothisBoardofwhichI
  amchairman,“&c。
  TheendofitwasthatSirSamuel,flatteredbysuchdeference,becameamemberoftheBoardandSirSamuel’snephewbecamerectorofMonk’sAcre。
  Suchappointments,likemarriages,aremadeinHeaven——atleastthatseemstobethedoctrineoftheEnglishChurch,whichiscontenttoactthereon。Inthisparticularinstancetheresultswerequitegood。
  TheRev。Mr。Knight,thenephewoftheopulentSirSamuel,provedtobeanexcellentandhard-workingclergyman。Hewaslow-church,andnarrowalmosttothepointofCalvinism,butintenselyearnestandconscientious;onewholookedupontheworldasaplaceofsinandwoethroughwhichwemustlabourandpasson,adifficultpathbesetwithrocksandthorns,leadingtotheunmeasuredplainsofHeaven。Alsohewasaneducatedmanwhohadtakenhighdegreesatcollege,andreallylearnedinhisway。Whilehewasacurate,workingveryhardinagreatseaporttown,hehadmarriedthedaughterofanotherclergymanofthecity,whodiedinasuddenfashionastheresultofanaccident,leavingthegirlanorphan。ShewasnotpureEnglishashermotherhadbeenaDane,butonbothsidesherdescentwashigh,asindeedwasthatofMr。Knighthimself。
  Thisunion,contractedonthehusband’spartlargelyfrommotivesthatmightbecalledcharitable,sincehehadpromisedhisdeceasedcolleagueonhisdeathbedtobefriendthedaughter,wasbutmoderatelysuccessful。Thewifehadthecharacteristicsofherrace;
  largenessandliberalityofview,highaspirationsforhumanity,considerableintelligence,andacertaintendencytowardsmysticismoftheSwedenborgiantype,qualitiesthatherhusbandneithersharednorcouldappreciate。Itwasperhapsaswell,thereforethatshediedatthebirthofheronlyson,Godfrey,threeyearsafterhermarriage。
  Mr。Knightnevermarriedagain。Matrimonywasnotastatewhichappealedtohissomewhatshrunkennature。Althoughheadmitteditsnecessitytothehumanrace,ofitinhishearthedidnotapprove,norwouldheeverhaveundertakenitatallhaditnotbeenforasenseofobligation。Thisattitude,becauseitmadeforvirtueasheunderstoodit,hesetdowntovirtue,asweareallapttodo,asacrificeofthethingsofearthandofthefleshtothethingsofheaven,andofthespirit。Infact,itwasnothingofthesort,butonlytheoutcomeofindividualphysicalandmentalconditions。Towardsfemalesociety,howeverhallowedandapproveditsform,hehadnoleanings。Alsothechildwasadifficulty,sogreatindeedthatattimesalmostheregrettedthatawiseProvidencehadnotthoughtfittotakeitstraighttothejoysofheavenwithitsmother,thoughafterwards,astheboy’sintelligenceunfolded,hedevelopedinterestinhim。This,however,hewascarefultokeepincheck,lestheshouldfallintothesinofinordinateaffection,denouncedbySt。Paulincommonwithothererrors。
  Finally,hefoundanelderlywidow,namedParsons,whoactedashishousekeeper,andtookchargeofhisson。FortunatelyforGodfreyhersenseofparenthoodwasmorepronouncedthanthatofhisfather,andshe,whohadlosttwochildrenofherown,playedthepartofmothertohimwithawarmandloyalheart。Fromthefirstshelovedhim,andhelovedher;itwasanaffectionthatcontinuedthroughouttheirlives。
  WhenGodfreywasaboutninehisfather’shealthbrokedown。Hewasstillacurateinhisseaporttown,forgood,asgoodnessisunderstood,andhard-workingashewas,nopromotionhadcomehisway。
  Perhapsthiswasbecausethebishopandhisothersuperiors,recognisinghislackofsympathyandhisnarrownessofoutlook,didnotthinkhimasuitablemantoputinchargeofaparish。Atanyrate,soithappened。
  Thusarosehisappealtohiswealthyandpowerfulrelative,SirSamuel,andhisfinalnominationtoacountrybenefice,forinthecountrythedoctorsaidthathemustlive——unlesshewishedtodie。
  ConvincedthoughhewasoftheenormousadvantagesofHeavenoveranearthwhichheknewtobeextremelysinful,theRev。Mr。Knight,liketherestoftheworld,shrankfromthesecondalternative,which,ashestatedinaletterofthankstoSirSamuel,howevermuchitmightbenefithimpersonally,wouldcutshorthisperiodofterrestrialusefulnesstoothers。SoheacceptedtherectorshipofMonk’sAcrewithgratitude。
  Inonewaytherewasnotmuchforwhichtobegrateful,seeingthatinthosedaysofdepreciatedtithesthelivingwasnotworthmorethan£250ayearandhisownresources,whichcamefromhiswife’ssmallfortune,wereverylimited。Itshouldhavebeenvaluable,butthegreattitheswerealienatedwiththelandedpropertyoftheAbbeybyHenryVIII,andnowbelongedtothelayrector,Mr。Blake,whoshowednosignsofusingthemtoincreasetheincumbent’sstipend。
  Stilltherewasagoodhousewithanexcellentgarden,toogoodindeed,withitsbeautifulandancientroomswhichaformerrectorofarch?ologicalknowledgeandmeanshadinpartrestoredtotheirpristinestate,whilefortheresthistastesweresimpleandhisneedsfew,for,ofcourse,heneitherdrankwinenorsmoked。
  Therefore,ashasbeensaid,hetookthelivingwiththankfulnessanddeterminedtomakethebestofitonatotalincomeofabout£350ayear。
  OnthewholeMonk’sAcresuitedMr。Knightfairlywell。ItistruethathedidnotliketheAbbey,asitwasstillcalled,ofwhichtheassociationsandarchitecturalbeautymadenoappealtohim,andthoughtoftenwithaffectionofthelodging-house-likeabodeinwhichhehaddweltinhissouthernseaporttownamidtheVictoriansurroundingsthatweresuitedtohisVictoriannature。Thegloriouschurch,too,irritatedhim,partlybecauseitwassoglorious,andnotwithstandingallthattheReformationhaddonetomarit,sosuggestiveofpapisticalpracticeanderrors,andpartlybecausethecongregationwassoscantyinthatgreatexpanseofnaveandaisle,tosaynothingofthechancelandsundrychapels,thattheylookedlikeafewwanderingsheepleftbythemselvesinavastandalmostemptiedfold。Norwasthisstrange,seeingthatthetotalpopulationoftheparishwasbutonehundredandforty-sevensouls。
  Ofhissquireandpatronhesawbutlittle。OccasionallyMr。Blakeattendedchurchandaslay-rectorwasaccommodatedinanuglyoakboxinthechancel,wherehisbigbodyandfloridcountenanceremindedGodfreyofFarmerJohnson’sprizepolledoxinitsstall。Thesestatevisitswerenothoweververyfrequentanddependedlargelyupontheguestswhowerestayingfortheweek-endattheHall。IfMr。Blakediscoveredthatthesegentlemenwerereligiouslyinclined,hewenttochurch。Ifotherwise,andthiswasmorecommon,actingonhisprincipleofbeingallthingstoallmen,hestoppedaway。
  Personallyhedidnotbotherhisheadaboutthematterwhich,insecret,helookeduponasoneoftheramificationsofthegreatedificeofBritishcant。Thevastmajorityofpeopleinhisviewwenttochurch,notbecausetheybelievedinanythingorwishedforinstructionorspiritualconsolation,butbecauseitlookedrespectable,whichwasexactlywhyhedidsohimself。Eventhennearlyalwayshesataloneintheoakbox,hisvisitorsgenerallypreferringtooccupythepewinthenavewhichwasfrequentedbyLadyJaneandIsobel。
  Nordidthetwooftenmeetsociallysincetheirnatureswereantipathetic。InthebosomofhisfamilyMr。BlakewouldrefertoMr。
  Knightasthe“littleparsonrat,“whileinhisbosomMr。KnightwouldthinkofMr。Blakeas“thatbullofBashan。“Further,aftersometroubleshadarisenaboutaquestionoftithe,alsoabouttheupkeepofthechancel,Blakediscoveredthatbeneathhismeekexteriortheclergymanhadastrongwillandveryclearideasofthedifferencebetweenrightandwrong,inshort,thathewasnotamantobetrifledwith,andlessstilloneofwhomhecouldmakeatool。Havingascertainedthesethingshelefthimaloneasmuchaspossible。