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第29章

  IbelieveitwillbetenchaptersofTHEEBBTIDEthatgotoyou;thewholethingshouldbecompletedinIfancytwelve;
  andtheendwillfollowpunctuallynextmail。ItismygreatwishthatthismightgetintoTHEILLUSTRATEDLONDONNEWSforGordonBrownetoillustrate。Forwhom,incaseheshouldgetthejob,Igiveyouafewnotes。Apuraoisatreegivingsomethinglikeafigwithflowers。Hewillfindsomephotographsofanoldmarinecuriosityshopinmycollection,whichmayhelphim。Attwater’ssettlementistobeentirelyovershadowedeverywherebytallpalms;seephotographsofFakarava:theverandahsofthehouseare12ft。wide。Don’tlethimforgettheFigureHead,forwhichIhaveagreatuseinthelastchapter。Itstandsjustclearofthepalmsonthecrestofthebeachattheheadofthepier;theflag-
  staffnotfaroff;thepierhewillunderstandisperhapsthreefeetabovehighwater,notmoreatanyprice。ThesailorsoftheFARALLONEaretobedressedlikewhitesailorsofcourse。Forotherthings,Iremitthisexcellentartisttomyphotographs。
  Ican’tthinkwhattosayaboutthetale,butitseemstometogooffwithaconsiderablebang;infact,tobeanextraordinarywork:butwhetherpopular!Attwaterisanoendofacourageousattempt,Ithinkyouwilladmit;howfarsuccessfulisanotheraffair。Ifmyislandain’tathingofbeauty,I’llbedamned。PleaseobserveWisemanandWishart;
  forincidentalgrimness,theystrikemeasinit。Also,kindlyobservetheCaptainandADAR;Ithinkthatknocksspots。Inshort,asyousee,I’matriflevainglorious。ButO,ithasbeensuchagrind!Thedevilhimselfwouldallowamantobragalittleaftersuchacrucifixion!AndindeedI’monlybraggingforachangebeforeIreturntothedarnedthinglyingwaitingformeonp。88,whereIlastbrokedown。
  Ibreakdownateveryparagraph,Imayobserve;andliehereandsweat,tillIcangetonesentencewrungoutafteranother。Strangedoom;afterhavingworkedsoeasilyforsolong!Dideveranybodyseesuchastoryoffourcharacters?
  LATER,2。30。
  ItmayinterestyoutoknowthatIamentirelyTAPU,andliveapartinmychamberslikeacagedbeast。Lloydhasabadcold,andGrahamandBellearegettingit。Accordingly,I
  dwellherewithoutthelightofanyhumancountenanceorvoice,andstrapawayatTHEEBBTIDEuntilasnowIcannomore。Fannycanstillcome,butisgonetoglorynow,ortohergarden。Page88isdone,andmustbedoneoveragainto-
  morrow,andIconfessmyselfexhausted。Pityamanwhocan’tworkonalongwhenhehasnothingelseonearthtodo!ButI
  haveorderedJack,andamgoingforarideinthebushpresentlytorefreshthemachine;thenbacktoalonelydinneranddurancevile。Iacquiesceinthishandoffate;
  forIthinkanothercoldjustnowwouldjustaboutdoforme。
  Ihavescarceyetrecoveredthetwolast。
  MAY18TH。
  Myprogressiscrabwise,andIfearonlyIX。chapterswillbereadyforthemail。Iamonp。88again,andwithhalfanideaofgoingbackagainto85。Weshallseewhenwecometoread:Iusedtoregardreadingasapleasureinmyoldlightdays。Allthehousearedownwiththeinfluenzainabody,exceptFannyandme。Theinfluenzaappearstobecomeendemichere,butithasalwaysbeenascourgeintheislands。
  WitnessthebeginningofTHEEBBTIDE,whichwasobservedlongbeforetheIfflehaddistinguishedhimselfathomebysuchNapoleonicconquests。Iamnowofcourse’quitearecluse,’anditisverystale,andthereisnoamanuensistocarrymeovermymail,towhichIshallhavetodevotemanyhoursthatwouldhavebeenmoreusefullydevotedtoTHEEBB
  TIDE。Foryouknowyoucandictateatallhoursofthedayandatanyoddmoment;buttositdownandwritewithyourredrighthandisaverydifferentmatter。
  MAY20TH。
  Well,IbelieveI’veaboutfinishedthething,Imeanasfarasthemailistotakeit。ChapterX。isnowinLloyd’shandsforremarks,andextendsinitspresentformtop。93
  incl。Onthe12thofMay,Iseebylookingback,Iwasonp。
  82,notforthefirsttime;sothatIhavemade11pagesinninelivelongdays。Well!upahighhillheheavedahugeroundstone。ButthisFlaubertbusinessmustberesistedinthepremises。Orisittheresultofinfluenza?Godforbid。
  Fannyisdownnow,andthelastlinkthatboundmetomyfellowmenissevered。Isituphere,andwrite,andreadRenan’sORIGINES,whichiscertainlydevilishinteresting;I
  readhisNeroyesterday,itisverygood,O,verygood!ButheisquiteaMichelet;thegeneralviews,andsuchapieceofcharacterpainting,excellent;buthismethodsheerlunacy。Youcanseehimtakeuptheblockwhichhehadjustrejected,andmakeofitthecorner-stone:amaddeningwaytodealwithauthorities;andtheresultsolittlelikehistorythatonealmostblamesoneselfforwastingtime。Butthetimeisnotwasted;theconspectusisalwaysgood,andtheblurthatremainsonthemindisprobablyjustenough。I
  havebeenenchantedwiththeunveilingofRevelations。AndhowpicturesquethatreturnofthefalseNero!TheApostleJohnisratherdiscredited。Andtothinkhowonehadreadthethingsooften,andneverunderstoodtheattacksuponSt。
  Paul!IrememberwhenIwasachild,andwecametotheFourBeaststhatwereallovereyes,thesickeningterrorwithwhichIwasfilled。IfthatwasHeaven,what,inthenameofDavyJonesandtheaboriginalnight-mare,couldHellbe?
  Takeitforallinall,L’ANTECHRISTisworthreading。TheHISTOIRED’ISRAELdidnotsurprisememuch;IhadreadthoseHebrewsourceswithmoreintelligencethantheNewTestament,andwasquitepreparedtoadmireAhabandJezebel,etc。
  Indeed,Ahabhasalwaysbeenratheraheroofmine;Imeansincetheyearsofdiscretion。
  MAY21ST。
  AndhereIambackagainonp。85!thelastchapterdemandinganentirerevision,whichaccordinglyitistoget。Andwheremymailistocomein,Godknows!Thisforced,violent,alembicatedstyleismostabhorrenttome;itcan’tbehelped;thenotewasstruckyearsagoontheJANETNICOLL,andhastobemaintainedsomehow;andIcanonlyhopetheintrinsichorrorandpathos,andakindoffierceglowofcolourthereistoit,andthesurelyremarkablewealthofstrikingincident,mayguideourlittleshallopintoport。
  IfGordonBrowneistogetit,heshouldseetheBrasseyphotographsofPapeete。Butmind,thethreewaifswereneverinthetown;onlyonthebeachandinthecalaboose。ByGeorge,butit’sagoodthingtoillustrateforamanlikethat!Fannyisallrightagain。Falsealarm!IwasdownyesterdayafternoonatPaupata,andheardmuchgrowlingofwar,andthedelightfulnewsthattheC。J。andthePresidentaregoingtorunawayfromMulinuuandtakerefugeintheTivolihotel。
  23RD。MAILDAY。
  Andlotsofpleasuresbeforeme,nodoubt!Amongotherstheattempttoextractananswerfrom-beforemailtime,whichmaysucceedormaynot。
  THEEBBTIDE,allbutItakeitfifteenpages,isnowinyourhands-possiblyonlyaboutelevenpp。Itishardtosay。Butthereitis,andyoucandoyourbestwithit。
  Personally,IbelieveIwouldinthiscasemakeevenasacrificetogetGordonBrowneandcopiousillustration。I
  guessintendaysIshallhavefinishedwithit;thenIgonexttoD。BALFOUR,andgettheproofsready:anastyjobforme,asyouknow。Andthen?Well,perhapsI’lltakeagoatthefamilyhistory。Ithinkthatwillbewise,asIamsomuchoffwork。Andthen,Isuppose,WEIROFHERMISTON,butitmaybeanything。IamdiscontentedwithTHEEBBTIDE,naturally;thereseemssuchaveilofwordsoverit;andI
  likemoreandmorenakedwriting;andyetsometimesonehasalongingforfullcolourandtherecomestheveilagain。THE
  YOUNGCHEVALIERisinveryfullcolour,andIfearitforthatreason-
  Ever,R。LS。
  MYDEARCOLVIN,-StillgrindingatChap。XI。Ibeganmanydaysagoonp。93,andamstillonp。93,whichisexhilarating,butthethingtakesshapeallthesameandshouldmakeaprettylivelychapterforanendofit。ForXII。isonlyafootnoteADEXPLICANDUM。
  JUNETHE1ST。
  Backonp。93。Iwason100yesterday,butreaditoverandcondemnedit。
  10A。M。
  Ihaveworkedupagainto97,buthow?Thedeuceflyawaywithliterature,forthebasestsportincreation。Butit’sgottocomestraight!andifpossible,sothatImayfinishD。BALFOURintimeforthesamemail。Whatagettingupstairs!ThisisFlaubertoutdone。Belle,Graham,andLloydleaveto-dayonamalagadownthecoast;tobeabsentaweekorso:thisleavesFanny,me,and-,whoseemsanice,kindlyfellow。
  JUNE2ND。
  Iamnearlydeadwithdyspepsia,over-smoking,andunremunerativeoverwork。Lastnight,Iwenttobedbyseven;
  wokeupagainabouttenforaminutetofindmyselflight-
  headedandaltogetheroffmylegs;wenttosleepagain,andwokethismorningfairlyfit。Ihavecrippledontop。101,butIhaven’treadityet,sodonotboast。Whatkillsmeistheframeofmindofoneofthecharacters;Icannotgetitthrough。Ofcoursethatdoesnotinterferewithmytotalinabilitytowrite;sothatyesterdayIwasalivinghalf-
  houruponasingleclauseandhaveagalleryofvariantsthatwouldsurpriseyou。AndthissortoftroublewhichIcannotavoidunfortunatelyproducesnothingwhendonebutalembicationandthefar-fetched。Well,readitwithmercy!
  Goingtobed。Havereadit,andbelievethechapterpracticallydoneatlast。Butlord!ithasbeenabusiness。
  JULY3RD,8。15。
  Thedraftisfinished,theendofChapterII。andthetale,andIhaveonlyeightpagesWIEDERZUARBEITEN。Thisisjustacryofjoyinpassing。
  10。30。
  Knockedoutoftime。Did101and102。Alas,nomoreto-day,asIhavetogodowntowntoameeting。Justaswellthough,asmythumbisaboutdoneup。
  SUNDAY,JUNE4TH。
  Nowforalittlesnippetofmylife。Yesterday,12。30,inaheavenlydayofsunandtrade,Imountedmyhorseandsetoff。Aboyopensmygateforme。’Sleepandlonglife!A
  blessingonyourjourney,’sayshe。AndIreply’Sleep,longlife!Ablessingonthehouse!’Thenon,downthelimelane,arugged,narrow,windingway,thatseemsalmostasifitwasleadingyouintoLyonesse,andyoumightseetheheadandshouldersofagiantlookingin。AtthecorneroftheroadImeettheinspectoroftaxes,andholdadiplomaticinterviewwithhim;hewantsmetopaytaxesonthenewhouse;IaminformedIshouldnottillnextyear;andwepart,REINFECTA,hepromisingtobringmedecisions,I
  assuringhimthat,ifIfindanyfavouritism,hewillfindmethemostrecalcitranttax-payerontheisland。ThenIhaveatalkwithanoldservantbythewayside。AlittlefurtherI
  passtwochildrencomingup。’Love!’sayI;’areyoutwochiefly-proceedinginland?’andtheysay,’Love!yes!’andtheinterestingceremonyisfinished。Downtothepostoffice,whereIfindVitrollesandHeavenrewardyou!theWhiteBook,justarrivedperUPOLU,havinggonethewrongwayround,byAustralia;alsosixcopiesofISLANDNIGHTS’
  ENTERTAINMENTS。SomeofWeatherall’sillustrationsareveryclever;butOLord!thelagoon!Ididsayitwas’shallow,’
  but,Odear,notsoshallowasthatamancouldstandupinit!Ihadstillanhourtowaitformymeeting,soPostmasterDavisletmesitdowninhisroomandIhadabottleofbeerin,andreadAGENTLEMANOFFRANCE。HaveyouseenitcomingoutinLONGMAN’S?MydearColvin!’tisthemostexquisitepleasure;arealchivalrousyarn,liketheDumas’andyetunlike。Thereaftertothemeetingofthefivenewspaperproprietors。Businesstransacted,Ihavetogallophomeandfindtheboyswaitingtobepaidatthedoorstep。