IbelieveitwillbetenchaptersofTHEEBBTIDEthatgotoyou;thewholethingshouldbecompletedinIfancytwelve;
andtheendwillfollowpunctuallynextmail。ItismygreatwishthatthismightgetintoTHEILLUSTRATEDLONDONNEWSforGordonBrownetoillustrate。Forwhom,incaseheshouldgetthejob,Igiveyouafewnotes。Apuraoisatreegivingsomethinglikeafigwithflowers。Hewillfindsomephotographsofanoldmarinecuriosityshopinmycollection,whichmayhelphim。Attwater’ssettlementistobeentirelyovershadowedeverywherebytallpalms;seephotographsofFakarava:theverandahsofthehouseare12ft。wide。Don’tlethimforgettheFigureHead,forwhichIhaveagreatuseinthelastchapter。Itstandsjustclearofthepalmsonthecrestofthebeachattheheadofthepier;theflag-
staffnotfaroff;thepierhewillunderstandisperhapsthreefeetabovehighwater,notmoreatanyprice。ThesailorsoftheFARALLONEaretobedressedlikewhitesailorsofcourse。Forotherthings,Iremitthisexcellentartisttomyphotographs。
Ican’tthinkwhattosayaboutthetale,butitseemstometogooffwithaconsiderablebang;infact,tobeanextraordinarywork:butwhetherpopular!Attwaterisanoendofacourageousattempt,Ithinkyouwilladmit;howfarsuccessfulisanotheraffair。Ifmyislandain’tathingofbeauty,I’llbedamned。PleaseobserveWisemanandWishart;
forincidentalgrimness,theystrikemeasinit。Also,kindlyobservetheCaptainandADAR;Ithinkthatknocksspots。Inshort,asyousee,I’matriflevainglorious。ButO,ithasbeensuchagrind!Thedevilhimselfwouldallowamantobragalittleaftersuchacrucifixion!AndindeedI’monlybraggingforachangebeforeIreturntothedarnedthinglyingwaitingformeonp。88,whereIlastbrokedown。
Ibreakdownateveryparagraph,Imayobserve;andliehereandsweat,tillIcangetonesentencewrungoutafteranother。Strangedoom;afterhavingworkedsoeasilyforsolong!Dideveranybodyseesuchastoryoffourcharacters?
LATER,2。30。
ItmayinterestyoutoknowthatIamentirelyTAPU,andliveapartinmychamberslikeacagedbeast。Lloydhasabadcold,andGrahamandBellearegettingit。Accordingly,I
dwellherewithoutthelightofanyhumancountenanceorvoice,andstrapawayatTHEEBBTIDEuntilasnowIcannomore。Fannycanstillcome,butisgonetoglorynow,ortohergarden。Page88isdone,andmustbedoneoveragainto-
morrow,andIconfessmyselfexhausted。Pityamanwhocan’tworkonalongwhenhehasnothingelseonearthtodo!ButI
haveorderedJack,andamgoingforarideinthebushpresentlytorefreshthemachine;thenbacktoalonelydinneranddurancevile。Iacquiesceinthishandoffate;
forIthinkanothercoldjustnowwouldjustaboutdoforme。
Ihavescarceyetrecoveredthetwolast。
MAY18TH。
Myprogressiscrabwise,andIfearonlyIX。chapterswillbereadyforthemail。Iamonp。88again,andwithhalfanideaofgoingbackagainto85。Weshallseewhenwecometoread:Iusedtoregardreadingasapleasureinmyoldlightdays。Allthehousearedownwiththeinfluenzainabody,exceptFannyandme。Theinfluenzaappearstobecomeendemichere,butithasalwaysbeenascourgeintheislands。
WitnessthebeginningofTHEEBBTIDE,whichwasobservedlongbeforetheIfflehaddistinguishedhimselfathomebysuchNapoleonicconquests。Iamnowofcourse’quitearecluse,’anditisverystale,andthereisnoamanuensistocarrymeovermymail,towhichIshallhavetodevotemanyhoursthatwouldhavebeenmoreusefullydevotedtoTHEEBB
TIDE。Foryouknowyoucandictateatallhoursofthedayandatanyoddmoment;buttositdownandwritewithyourredrighthandisaverydifferentmatter。
MAY20TH。
Well,IbelieveI’veaboutfinishedthething,Imeanasfarasthemailistotakeit。ChapterX。isnowinLloyd’shandsforremarks,andextendsinitspresentformtop。93
incl。Onthe12thofMay,Iseebylookingback,Iwasonp。
82,notforthefirsttime;sothatIhavemade11pagesinninelivelongdays。Well!upahighhillheheavedahugeroundstone。ButthisFlaubertbusinessmustberesistedinthepremises。Orisittheresultofinfluenza?Godforbid。
Fannyisdownnow,andthelastlinkthatboundmetomyfellowmenissevered。Isituphere,andwrite,andreadRenan’sORIGINES,whichiscertainlydevilishinteresting;I
readhisNeroyesterday,itisverygood,O,verygood!ButheisquiteaMichelet;thegeneralviews,andsuchapieceofcharacterpainting,excellent;buthismethodsheerlunacy。Youcanseehimtakeuptheblockwhichhehadjustrejected,andmakeofitthecorner-stone:amaddeningwaytodealwithauthorities;andtheresultsolittlelikehistorythatonealmostblamesoneselfforwastingtime。Butthetimeisnotwasted;theconspectusisalwaysgood,andtheblurthatremainsonthemindisprobablyjustenough。I
havebeenenchantedwiththeunveilingofRevelations。AndhowpicturesquethatreturnofthefalseNero!TheApostleJohnisratherdiscredited。Andtothinkhowonehadreadthethingsooften,andneverunderstoodtheattacksuponSt。
Paul!IrememberwhenIwasachild,andwecametotheFourBeaststhatwereallovereyes,thesickeningterrorwithwhichIwasfilled。IfthatwasHeaven,what,inthenameofDavyJonesandtheaboriginalnight-mare,couldHellbe?
Takeitforallinall,L’ANTECHRISTisworthreading。TheHISTOIRED’ISRAELdidnotsurprisememuch;IhadreadthoseHebrewsourceswithmoreintelligencethantheNewTestament,andwasquitepreparedtoadmireAhabandJezebel,etc。
Indeed,Ahabhasalwaysbeenratheraheroofmine;Imeansincetheyearsofdiscretion。
MAY21ST。
AndhereIambackagainonp。85!thelastchapterdemandinganentirerevision,whichaccordinglyitistoget。Andwheremymailistocomein,Godknows!Thisforced,violent,alembicatedstyleismostabhorrenttome;itcan’tbehelped;thenotewasstruckyearsagoontheJANETNICOLL,andhastobemaintainedsomehow;andIcanonlyhopetheintrinsichorrorandpathos,andakindoffierceglowofcolourthereistoit,andthesurelyremarkablewealthofstrikingincident,mayguideourlittleshallopintoport。
IfGordonBrowneistogetit,heshouldseetheBrasseyphotographsofPapeete。Butmind,thethreewaifswereneverinthetown;onlyonthebeachandinthecalaboose。ByGeorge,butit’sagoodthingtoillustrateforamanlikethat!Fannyisallrightagain。Falsealarm!IwasdownyesterdayafternoonatPaupata,andheardmuchgrowlingofwar,andthedelightfulnewsthattheC。J。andthePresidentaregoingtorunawayfromMulinuuandtakerefugeintheTivolihotel。
23RD。MAILDAY。
Andlotsofpleasuresbeforeme,nodoubt!Amongotherstheattempttoextractananswerfrom-beforemailtime,whichmaysucceedormaynot。
THEEBBTIDE,allbutItakeitfifteenpages,isnowinyourhands-possiblyonlyaboutelevenpp。Itishardtosay。Butthereitis,andyoucandoyourbestwithit。
Personally,IbelieveIwouldinthiscasemakeevenasacrificetogetGordonBrowneandcopiousillustration。I
guessintendaysIshallhavefinishedwithit;thenIgonexttoD。BALFOUR,andgettheproofsready:anastyjobforme,asyouknow。Andthen?Well,perhapsI’lltakeagoatthefamilyhistory。Ithinkthatwillbewise,asIamsomuchoffwork。Andthen,Isuppose,WEIROFHERMISTON,butitmaybeanything。IamdiscontentedwithTHEEBBTIDE,naturally;thereseemssuchaveilofwordsoverit;andI
likemoreandmorenakedwriting;andyetsometimesonehasalongingforfullcolourandtherecomestheveilagain。THE
YOUNGCHEVALIERisinveryfullcolour,andIfearitforthatreason-
Ever,R。LS。
MYDEARCOLVIN,-StillgrindingatChap。XI。Ibeganmanydaysagoonp。93,andamstillonp。93,whichisexhilarating,butthethingtakesshapeallthesameandshouldmakeaprettylivelychapterforanendofit。ForXII。isonlyafootnoteADEXPLICANDUM。
JUNETHE1ST。
Backonp。93。Iwason100yesterday,butreaditoverandcondemnedit。
10A。M。
Ihaveworkedupagainto97,buthow?Thedeuceflyawaywithliterature,forthebasestsportincreation。Butit’sgottocomestraight!andifpossible,sothatImayfinishD。BALFOURintimeforthesamemail。Whatagettingupstairs!ThisisFlaubertoutdone。Belle,Graham,andLloydleaveto-dayonamalagadownthecoast;tobeabsentaweekorso:thisleavesFanny,me,and-,whoseemsanice,kindlyfellow。
JUNE2ND。
Iamnearlydeadwithdyspepsia,over-smoking,andunremunerativeoverwork。Lastnight,Iwenttobedbyseven;
wokeupagainabouttenforaminutetofindmyselflight-
headedandaltogetheroffmylegs;wenttosleepagain,andwokethismorningfairlyfit。Ihavecrippledontop。101,butIhaven’treadityet,sodonotboast。Whatkillsmeistheframeofmindofoneofthecharacters;Icannotgetitthrough。Ofcoursethatdoesnotinterferewithmytotalinabilitytowrite;sothatyesterdayIwasalivinghalf-
houruponasingleclauseandhaveagalleryofvariantsthatwouldsurpriseyou。AndthissortoftroublewhichIcannotavoidunfortunatelyproducesnothingwhendonebutalembicationandthefar-fetched。Well,readitwithmercy!
Goingtobed。Havereadit,andbelievethechapterpracticallydoneatlast。Butlord!ithasbeenabusiness。
JULY3RD,8。15。
Thedraftisfinished,theendofChapterII。andthetale,andIhaveonlyeightpagesWIEDERZUARBEITEN。Thisisjustacryofjoyinpassing。
10。30。
Knockedoutoftime。Did101and102。Alas,nomoreto-day,asIhavetogodowntowntoameeting。Justaswellthough,asmythumbisaboutdoneup。
SUNDAY,JUNE4TH。
Nowforalittlesnippetofmylife。Yesterday,12。30,inaheavenlydayofsunandtrade,Imountedmyhorseandsetoff。Aboyopensmygateforme。’Sleepandlonglife!A
blessingonyourjourney,’sayshe。AndIreply’Sleep,longlife!Ablessingonthehouse!’Thenon,downthelimelane,arugged,narrow,windingway,thatseemsalmostasifitwasleadingyouintoLyonesse,andyoumightseetheheadandshouldersofagiantlookingin。AtthecorneroftheroadImeettheinspectoroftaxes,andholdadiplomaticinterviewwithhim;hewantsmetopaytaxesonthenewhouse;IaminformedIshouldnottillnextyear;andwepart,REINFECTA,hepromisingtobringmedecisions,I
assuringhimthat,ifIfindanyfavouritism,hewillfindmethemostrecalcitranttax-payerontheisland。ThenIhaveatalkwithanoldservantbythewayside。AlittlefurtherI
passtwochildrencomingup。’Love!’sayI;’areyoutwochiefly-proceedinginland?’andtheysay,’Love!yes!’andtheinterestingceremonyisfinished。Downtothepostoffice,whereIfindVitrollesandHeavenrewardyou!theWhiteBook,justarrivedperUPOLU,havinggonethewrongwayround,byAustralia;alsosixcopiesofISLANDNIGHTS’
ENTERTAINMENTS。SomeofWeatherall’sillustrationsareveryclever;butOLord!thelagoon!Ididsayitwas’shallow,’
but,Odear,notsoshallowasthatamancouldstandupinit!Ihadstillanhourtowaitformymeeting,soPostmasterDavisletmesitdowninhisroomandIhadabottleofbeerin,andreadAGENTLEMANOFFRANCE。HaveyouseenitcomingoutinLONGMAN’S?MydearColvin!’tisthemostexquisitepleasure;arealchivalrousyarn,liketheDumas’andyetunlike。Thereaftertothemeetingofthefivenewspaperproprietors。Businesstransacted,Ihavetogallophomeandfindtheboyswaitingtobepaidatthedoorstep。
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