Yesterday,Sunday,theRev。Dr。Browne,secretarytotheWesleyanMission,andthemanwhomadethewarintheWesternIslandsandwastriedforhislifeinFiji,cameup,andwehadalong,importanttalkaboutSamoa。O,ifIcouldonlytalktothehomemen!Butwhatwoulditmatter?noneofthemknow,noneofthemcare。IfwecouldonlyhaveMacgregorherewithhisschooner,youwouldhearofnomoretroublesinSamoa。Thatiswhatwewant;amanthatknowsandlikesthenatives,QUIPAYEDESAPERSONNE,ANDisnotafraidofhangingwhennecessary。Wedon’twantblandSwedishhumbugs,andfussy,fosteringGermanbarons。Thatwaythemaelstromlies,andweshallsoonbeinit。
Ihaveto-daywritten103and104,allperfectlywrong,andshallhavetorewritethem。Thistaleisdevilish,andChapterXI。theworstofthelot。ThetruthisofcoursethatIamwhollyworkedout;butit’snearlydone,andshallgosomehowaccordingtopromise。Igoagainstallmygods,andsayitisNOTWORTHWHILEtomassacreyourselfoverthelastfewpagesofarancidyarn,thatthereviewerswillquitejustlyteartobits。AsforD。B。,nohope,Ifear,thismail,butwe’llseewhattheafternoondoesforme。
Well,it’sdone。Thosetragic16pp。areatlastfinished,andIhaveputawaythirty-twopagesofchips,andhavespentthirteendaysaboutasnearlyinHellasamancouldexpecttolivethrough。It’sdone,andofcourseitain’tworthwhile,andwhocares?Thereitis,andaboutasgrimataleaswaseverwritten,andasgrimy,andashateful。
J。L。HUISH,BORN1856,ATHACKNEY,LONDON,AccidentallykilleduponthisIsland,10thSeptember,1889。
Iamexultingtodonothing。Itpourswithrainfromthewestward,veryunusualkindofweather;Iwasstandingoutonthelittleverandahinfrontofmyroomthismorning,andtherewentthroughmeorovermeawaveofextraordinaryandapparentlybaselessemotion。Iliterallystaggered。Andthentheexplanationcame,andIknewIhadfoundaframeofmindandbodythatbelongedtoScotland,andparticularlytotheneighbourhoodofCallander。Veryoddtheseidentitiesofsensation,andtheworldofconnotationsimplied;highlandhuts,andpeatsmoke,andthebrown,swirlingrivers,andwetclothes,andwhiskey,andtheromanceofthepast,andthatindescribablebiteofthewholethingataman’sheart,whichis-orratherliesatthebottomof-astory。
Idon’tknowifyouareaBarbeyd’Aurevilly-an。Iam。I
haveagreatdelightinhisNormanstories。DoyouknowtheCHEVALIERDESTOUCHESandL’ENSORCELEE?Theyareadmirable,theyreekofthesoilandthepast。ButIwasratherthinkingjustnowofLERIDEAUCRAMOISI,anditsadorablesettingofthestoppedcoach,thedarkstreet,thehome-goingintheinnyard,andtheredblindilluminated。Withoutdoubt,THEREwasanidentityofsensation;oneofthoseconjunctionsinlifethathadfilledBarbeyfulltothebrim,andpermanentlybenthismemory。
IwonderexceedinglyifIhavedoneanythingatallgood;andwhocantellme?andwhyshouldIwishtoknow?Insolittleawhile,I,andtheEnglishlanguage,andthebonesofmydescendants,willhaveceasedtobeamemory!Andyet-andyet-onewouldliketoleaveanimageforafewyearsuponmen’sminds-forfun。Thisisaverydarkframeofmind,consequentonoverworkandtheconclusionoftheexcruciatingEBBTIDE。Adieu。
WhatdoyousupposeshouldbedonewithTHEEBBTIDE?Itwouldmakeavolumeof200pp。;ontheotherhand,Imightlikelyhavesomemorestoriessoon:THEOWL,DEATHINTHE
POT,THESLEEPERAWAKENED;allthesearepossible。THEOWL
mightbehalfaslong;THESLEEPERAWAKENED,ditto;DEATHIN
THEPOTadealshorter,Ibelieve。Thenthere’stheGO-
BETWEEN,whichisnotimpossiblealtogether。THEOWL,THE
SLEEPERAWAKENED,andtheGO-BETWEENendreasonablywell;
DEATHINTHEPOTisanungodlymassacre。O,well,THEOWL
onlyendswellinsofarassomeloverscometogether,andnobodyiskilledatthemoment,butyouknowtheyarealldoomed,theyareChouanfellows。
FRIDAY,9TH。
Well,themailisin;noBlue-book,depressingletterfromC。;along,amusingramblefrommymother;vastmassesofRomeike;theyAREgoingtowarnow;andwhatwillthatleadto?andwhathasdriven,themtoitbutthepersistentmisconductofthesetwoofficials?IknowIoughttorewritetheendofthisbluidyEBBTIDE:well,Ican’t。CESTPLUS
FORTQUEMOI;ithastogothewayitis,andbejownedtoit!FromwhatImakeoutofthereviews,IthinkitwouldbebetternottorepublishTHEEBBTIDE:butkeepitforothertales,iftheyshouldturnup。VeryamusinghowthereviewspickoutonestoryanddamntherestIanditisalwaysadifferentone。BesureyousendmethearticlefromLE
TEMPS。
SATURDAY,17TH。
SinceIwrotethislast,Ihavewrittenawholechapterofmygrandfather,andreaditto-night;itwasonthewholemuchappreciated,andIkindofhopeitain’tbadmyself。’Tisathirdwriting,butitwantsafourth。Bynextmail,I
believeImightsendyou3chapters。ThatistosayFAMILY
ANNALS,THESERVICEOFTHENORTHERNLIGHTS,andTHEBUILDING
OFTHEBELLROCK。Possiblyeven4-AHOUSEFULOFBOYS。I
couldfinishmygrandfatherveryeasynow;myfatherandUncleAlanstoptheway。Iproposetocallthebook:
NORTHERNLIGHTS:MEMOIRSOFAFAMILYofENGINEERS。Itellyou,itisgoingtobeagoodbook。MyideainsendingMs。
wouldbetogetitsetup;twoproofstome,onetoProfessorSwan,Ardchapel,Helensburgh-markitprivateandconfidential-onetoyourself;andcomeonwithcriticisms!
ButI’llhavetosee。Thetotalplanofthebookisthis-
i。DomesticAnnals。
ii。TheServiceoftheNorthernLights。
iii。TheBuildingoftheBellRock。
iv。AHousefulofBoysor,’TheFamilyinBaxter’sPlace。
v。EducationofanEngineer。
vi。TheGrandfather。
vii。AlanStevenson。
viii。ThomasStevenson。
TherewillbeanIntroduction’TheSurnameofStevenson’
whichhasprovedamightyqueersubjectofinquiry。But,Lord!ifIwereamonglibraries。
SUNDAY,18TH。
Ishallputinthisenvelopetheendoftheever-to-be-
execratedEBBTIDE,orStevenson’sBloomingError。Also,apaperapartforDAVIDBALFOUR。Theslipsmustgoinanotherenclosure,Isuspect,owingtotheirbeastlybulk。Anyway,therearetwopiecesofworkoffmymind,andthoughIcouldwishIhadrewrittenalittlemoreofDAVID,yetitwasplainlytobeseenitwasimpossible。Allthepointsindicatedbyyouhavebeenbroughtout;buttorewritetheend,inmypresentstateofover-exhaustionandfiction-
phobia,wouldhavebeenmadness;andIletitgoasitstood。
Mygrandfatherisgoodenoughforme,thesedays。Idonotworkanyless;onthewhole,ifanything,alittlemore。Butitisdifferent。
Theslipsgotoyouinfourpackets;Ihopetheyarewhattheyshouldbe,butdonotthinkso。Iamatapitchofdiscontentwithfictioninallitsform-ormyforms-thatpreventsmebeingabletobeeveninterested。Ihavehadtostopalldrink;smokingIamtryingtostopalso。Itannoysmedreadfully:andyetifItakeaglassofclaret,-Ihaveaheadachethenextday!O,andagoodheadachetoo;noneofyourtrifles。
Well,sir,here’stoyou,andfarewell-Yoursever。
MYDEARCOLVIN-Yesterdaymorning,afteradayofabsolutetemperance,IawoketotheworstheadacheIhadhadyet。
Accordingly,temperancewassaidfarewellto,quinineinstituted,andIbelievemypainsaresoontobeover。Wewait,withakindofsighingimpatience,forwartobedeclared,ortoblowfinallyoff,livinginthemeanwhileinakindofchildren’shouroffirelightandshadowandpreposteroustales;thekingseenatnightgallopingupourroaduponunknownerrandsandcoveringhisfaceashepassesourcook;Mataafadailysurroundedwhenheawakeswithfresh’whiteman’sboxes’query,ammunition?andprofessingtobequiteignorantofwheretheycomefrom;marchesofbodiesofmenacrosstheisland;concealmentofdittointhebush;thecomingonandoffofdifferentchiefs;andsuchamassofravelmentandrag-tagasthedevilhimselfcouldnotunwind。
WEDNESDAY,28THJUNE。
Yesterdayitrainedwithbutlittleintermission,butIwasjealousofnews。GrahamandIgotintothesaddleabout1
o’clockandoffdowntotown。Intown,therewasnothingbutrumoursgoing;inthenightdrumshadbeenbeat,themenhadruntoarmsonMulinuufromasfarasVaiala,andthealarmprovedfalse。TherewerenosignsofanygatheringinApiaproper,andtheSecretaryofStatehadnonewstogive。I
believedhim,too,forwearebritherScots。ThenthetemptationcameuponmestrongtogoontothefordandseetheMataafavillages,whereweheardtherewasmoreafoot。
Offwerode。WhenwecametoVaimusu,thehouseswereveryfullofmen,butallseeminglyunarmed。ImmediatelybeyondisthatriveroverwhichwepassedinourscamperwithLadyJersey;itwasallsolitary。Threehundredyardsbeyondisasecondford;andthere-Icamefacetofacewithwar。UnderthetreesonthefurtherbanksatapicketofsevenmenwithWinchesters;theirfacesbright,theireyesardent。Aswecameup,theydidnotspeakormove;onlytheireyesfollowedus。Thehorsesdrank,andwepassedtheford。’Talofa!’I
said,andthecommandantofthepicketsaid’Talofa’;andthen,whenwewerealmostby,rememberedhimselfandaskedwhereweweregoing。’ToFaamuina,’Isaid,andwerodeon。
Everyhousebythewaysidewascrowdedwitharmedmen。TherewastheEuropeanhouseofaChinamanontheright-handside:
aflagoftruceflyingoverthegate-indeedwesawthreeoftheseinwhatlittlewaywepenetratedintoMataafa’slines-
alltheforeignerstryingtoprotecttheirgoods;andtheChinaman’sverandahoverflowedwithmenandgirlsandWinchesters。Bythewaywemetapartyofabouttenoradozenmarchingwiththeirgunsandcartridge-belts,andthecheerfulalacrityandbrightnessoftheirlookssetmyheadturningwithenvyandsympathy。ArrivedatVaiusu,thehousesabouttheMALAEvillagegreenwerethrongedwithmen,allarmed。Ontheoutsideofthecouncil-housewhichwasallfullwithintherestoodanorator;hehadhisbackturnedtohisaudience,andseemedtoaddresstheworldatlarge;allthetimeweweretherehisstrongvoicecontinuedunabated,andIheardsnatchesofpoliticalwisdomrisingandfalling。
ThehouseofFaamuinastandsonaknollintheMALAE。
Thitherwemounted,aboyranoutandtookourhorses,andwewentin。Faamuinawastherehimself,hiswifePelepa,threeotherchiefs,andsomeattendants;andhereagainwasthisexultingspectacleasofpeopleontheirmarriageday。
FaamuinawhenIlastsawhimwasanelderly,limpinggentleman,withmuchofthedebilityofage;itwasabright-
eyedboythatgreetedme;theladywasnolessexcited;allhadcartridge-belts。Westayedbutalittlewhiletosmokeasului;Iwouldnothavekavamade,asIthoughtmyescapadewasalreadydangerousperhapsevenblameworthyenough。Onthewayback,weweremuchgreeted,andoncomingtotheford,thecommandantcameandaskedmeifthereweremanyontheotherside。’Verymany,’saidI;notthatIknew,butI
wouldnotleadthemontheice。’Thatiswell!’saidhe,andthelittlepicketlaughedaloudaswesplashedintotheriver。WereturnedtoApia,throughApia,andouttowindwardasfarasVaiala,wherethewordwentthatthemenoftheVaimaugahadassembled。Wemettwoboyscarryingpigs,andsawsixyoungmenbusycookinginacook-house;butnosignofanassembly;noarms,noblackenedfaces。I
forgot!AsweturnedtoleaveFaamuina’s,thereranforwardamanwithhisfaceblackened,andthebackofhislava-lavagirdedupsoastoshowhistattooedhipsnaked;heleapedbeforeus,cutawonderfulcaper,andflunghisknifehighintheair,andcaughtit。Itwasstrangelysavageandfantasticandhigh-spirited。Ihaveseenachilddoingthesameanticslongbeforeinadance,sothatitisplainlyanACCEPTEDSOLEMNITY。Ishouldsaythatforweeksthechildrenhavebeenplayingwithspears。UpbytheplantationItookashortcut,whichshallneverberepeated,throughgrassandweedsoverthehorses’headsandamongrollingstones;I
thoughtweshouldhaveleftahorsethere,butfortunefavouredus。Sohome,alittlebeforesix,inadashingsquallofrain,toabowlofkavaanddinner。Buttheimpressiononourmindswasextraordinary;thesightofthatpicketattheford,andthoseardent,happyfaceswhirlsinmyhead;theoldaboriginalawokeinbothofusandknickeredlikeastallion。
ItisdreadfultothinkthatImustsitaparthereanddonothing;IdonotknowifIcanstanditout。Butyousee,I
maybeofusetothesepoorpeople,ifIkeepquiet,andifI
threwmyselfin,Ishouldhaveabadjobofittosavemyself。There;Ihavewrittenthistoyou;anditisstillbut7。30intheday,andthesunonlyaboutonehourup;canIgobacktomyoldgrandpapa,andmensittingwithWinchestersinmymind’seye?No;warisahugeENTRAINEMENT;thereisnoothertemptationtobecomparedtoit,notone。Wewereallwet,wehadbeenaboutfivehoursinthesaddle,mostlyridinghard;andwecamehomelikeschoolboys,withsuchalightnessofspirits,andIamsuresuchabrightnessofeye,asyoucouldhavelitacandleat!
THURSDAY29TH。
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