Themanunharnessedthehorse,andcarriedthesackintothebarn。Thenhemowedsomegrassandputitinthemanger。
Everybodylaydowntosleep。Elishawentoutsideandlaybytheroadside。
Thateveninghetookhisbagoutwithhim。Wheneveryonewasasleep,hegotup,packedandfastenedhisbag,wrappedthelinenbandsroundhislegs,putonhisshoesandcoat,andsetofftofollowEfí;m。
WhenElishahadwalkedrathermorethanthreemilesitbegantogrowlight。Hesatdownunderatree,openedhisbag,countedhismoney,andfoundhehadonlyseventeenroublesandtwentykopeksleft。
’Well,’thoughthe,’itisnousetryingtocrosstheseawiththis。
IfIbegmywayitmaybeworsethannotgoingatall。FriendEfí;mwillgettoJerusalemwithoutme,andwillplaceacandleattheshrinesinmyname。Asforme,I’mafraidIshallneverfulfilmyvowinthislife。ImustbethankfulitwasmadetoamercifulMaster,andtoonewhopardonssinners。’
Elisharose,jerkedhisbagwelluponhisshoulders,andturnedback。
Notwishingtoberecognizedbyanyone,hemadeacircuittoavoidthevillage,andwalkedbrisklyhomeward。Comingfromhomethewayhadseemeddifficulttohim,andhehadfoundithardtokeepupwithEfí;m,butnowonhisreturnjourney,Godhelpedhimtogetoverthegroundsothathehardlyfeltfatigue。
Walkingseemedlikechild’splay。Hewentalongswinginghisstaff,anddidhisfortytofiftymilesaday。
WhenElishareachedhometheharvestwasover。Hisfamilyweredelightedtoseehimagain,andallwantedtoknowwhathadhappened:Whyandhowhehadbeenleftbehind?AndwhyhehadreturnedwithoutreachingJerusalem?ButElishadidnottellthem。
’ItwasnotGod’swillthatIshouldgetthere,’saidhe。’Ilostmymoneyontheway,andlaggedbehindmycompanion。Forgiveme,fortheLord’ssake!’
Elishagavehisoldwifewhatmoneyhehadleft。Thenhequestionedthemabouthomeaffairs。Everythingwasgoingonwell;alltheworkhadbeendone,nothingneglected,andallwerelivinginpeaceandconcord。
Efí;m’sfamilyheardofhisreturnthesameday,andcamefornewsoftheiroldman;andtothemElishagavethesameanswers。
’Efí;misafastwalker。WepartedthreedaysbeforeSt。Peter’sday,andImeanttocatchhimupagain,butallsortsofthingshappened。Ilostmymoney,andhadnomeanstogetanyfurther,soIturnedback。’
Thefolkswereastonishedthatsosensibleamanshouldhaveactedsofoolishly:shouldhavestartedandnotgottohisdestination,andshouldhavesquanderedallhismoney。Theywonderedatitforawhile,andthenforgotallaboutit,andElishaforgotittoo。Hesettoworkagainonhishomestead。Withhisson’shelphecutwoodforfuelforthewinter。Heandthewomenthreshedthecorn。
Thenhemendedthethatchontheouthouses,putthebeesundercover,andhandedovertohisneighbourthetenhiveshehadsoldhiminspring,andalltheswarmsthathadcomefromthem。Hiswifetriednottotellhowmanyswarmstherehadbeenfromthesehives,butElishaknewwellenoughfromwhichtherehadbeenswarmsandfromwhichnot。Andinsteadoften,hehandedoverseventeenswarmstohisneighbour。Havinggoteverythingreadyforthewinter,Elishasenthissonawaytofindwork,whilehehimselftooktoplattingshoesofbark,andhollowingoutlogsforhives。
AllthatdaywhileElishastoppedbehindinthehutwiththesickpeople,Efí;mwaitedforhim。Heonlywentonalittlewaybeforehesatdown。Hewaitedandwaited,hadanap,wokeupagain,andagainsatwaiting;buthiscomradedidnotcome。Hegazedtillhiseyesached。Thesunwasalreadysinkingbehindatree,andstillnoElishawastobeseen。
’Perhapshehaspassedme,’thoughtEfí;m,’orperhapssomeonegavehimaliftandhedrovebywhileIslept,anddidnotseeme。
Buthowcouldhehelpseeingme?Onecanseesofarhereinthesteppe。
ShallIgoback?Supposeheisoninfront,weshallthenmisseachothercompletelyanditwillbestillworse。Ihadbettergoon,andweshallbesuretomeetwhereweputupforthenight。’
Hecametoavillage,andtoldthewatchman,ifanoldmanofacertaindescriptioncamealong,tobringhimtothehutwhereEfí;mstopped。ButElishadidnotturnupthatnight。Efí;mwenton,askingallhemetwhethertheyhadnotseenalittle,bald-headed,oldman?Noonehadseensuchatraveller。Efí;mwondered,butwentonalone,saying:
’WeshallbesuretomeetinOdessa,oronboardtheship,’andhedidnottroublemoreaboutit。
Ontheway,hecameacrossapilgrimwearingapriest’scoat,withlonghairandaskull-capsuchaspriestswear。ThispilgrimhadbeentoMountAthos,andwasnowgoingtoJerusalemforthesecondtime。Theybothstoppedatthesameplaceonenight,and,havingmet,theytravelledontogether。
TheygotsafelytoOdessa,andtherehadtowaitthreedaysforaship。
Manypilgrimsfrommanydifferentpartswereinthesamecase。AgainEfí;maskedaboutElisha,butnoonehadseenhim。
Efí;mgothimselfaforeignpassport,whichcosthimfiveroubles。
HepaidfortyroublesforareturntickettoJerusalem,andboughtasupplyofbreadandherringsforthevoyage。
ThepilgrimbeganexplainingtoEfí;mhowhemightgetontotheshipwithoutpayinghisfare;butEfí;mwouldnotlisten。’No,I
camepreparedtopay,andIshallpay,’saidhe。
Theshipwasfreighted,andthepilgrimswentonboard,Efí;mandhisnewcomradeamongthem。Theanchorswereweighed,andtheshipputouttosea。
Alldaytheysailedsmoothly,buttowardsnightawindarose,raincameon,andthevesseltossedaboutandshippedwater。Thepeoplewerefrightened:thewomenwailedandscreamed,andsomeoftheweakermenranabouttheshiplookingforshelter。
Efí;mtoowasfrightened,buthewouldnotshowit,andremainedattheplaceondeckwherehehadsettleddownwhenfirsthecameonboard,besidesomeoldmenfromTambó;f。Theretheysatsilent,allnightandallnextday,holdingontotheirsacks。Onthethirddayitgrewcalm,andonthefifthdaytheyanchoredatConstantinople。
SomeofthepilgrimswentonshoretovisittheChurchofSt。Sophia,nowheldbytheTurks。Efí;mremainedontheship,andonlyboughtsomewhitebread。Theylaytherefortwenty-fourhours,andthenputtoseaagain。AtSmyrnatheystoppedagain;andatAlexandria;butatlasttheyarrivedsafelyatJaffa,whereallthepilgrimshadtodisembark。FromtherestillitwasmorethanfortymilesbyroadtoJerusalem。Whendisembarkingthepeoplewereagainmuchfrightened。Theshipwashigh,andthepeopleweredroppedintoboats,whichrockedsomuchthatitwaseasytomissthemandfallintothewater。Acoupleofmendidgetawetting,butatlastallweresafelylanded。
Theywentononfoot,andatnoononthethirddayreachedJerusalem。
Theystoppedoutsidethetown,attheRussianinn,wheretheirpassportswereindorsed。Then,afterdinner,Efí;mvisitedtheHolyPlaceswithhiscompanion,thepilgrim。ItwasnotthetimewhentheycouldbeadmittedtotheHolySepulchre,buttheywenttothePatriarchate。Allthepilgrimsassembledthere。Thewomenwereseparatedfromthemen,whowerealltoldtositinacircle,barefoot。Thenamonkcameinwithatoweltowashtheirfeet。Hewashed,wiped,andthenkissedtheirfeet,anddidthistoeveryoneinthecircle。Efí;m’sfeetwerewashedandkissed,withtherest。Hestoodthroughvespersandmatins,prayed,placedcandlesattheshrines,handedinbookletsinscribedwithhisparents,names,thattheymightbementionedinthechurchprayers。
HereatthePatriarchatefoodandwineweregiventhem。
NextmorningtheywenttothecellofMaryofEgypt,whereshehadliveddoingpenance。Heretootheyplacedcandlesandhadprayersread。FromtheretheywenttoAbraham’sMonastery,andsawtheplacewhereAbrahamintendedtoslayhissonasanofferingtoGod。ThentheyvisitedthespotwhereChristappearedtoMaryMagdalene,andtheChurchofJames,theLord’sbrother。ThepilgrimshowedEfí;malltheseplaces,andtoldhimhowmuchmoneytogiveateachplace。Atmid-daytheyreturnedtotheinnandhaddinner。Astheywerepreparingtoliedownandrest,thepilgrimcriedout,andbegantosearchhisclothes,feelingthemallover。
’Mypursehasbeenstolen,thereweretwenty-threeroublesinit,’saidhe,’twoten-roublenotesandtherestinchange。’
Hesighedandlamentedagreatdeal,butastherewasnohelpforit,theylaydowntosleep。
AsEfí;mlaythere,hewasassailedbytemptation。
’Noonehasstolenanymoneyfromthispilgrim,’thoughthe,’Idonotbelievehehadany。Hegavenoneawayanywhere,thoughhemademegive,andevenborrowedaroubleofme。’
Thisthoughthadnosoonercrossedhismind,thanEfí;mrebukedhimself,saying:’WhatrighthaveItojudgeaman?Itisasin。I
willthinknomoreaboutit。’Butassoonashisthoughtsbegantowander,theyturnedagaintothepilgrim:howinterestedheseemedtobeinmoney,andhowunlikelyitsoundedwhenhedeclaredthathispursehadbeenstolen。
’Heneverhadanymoney,’thoughtEfí;m。’It’sallaninvention。’
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