Towardseveningtheygotup,andwenttomidnightMassatthegreatChurchoftheResurrection,wheretheLord’sSepulchreis。
ThepilgrimkeptclosetoEfí;mandwentwithhimeverywhere。
TheycametotheChurch;agreatmanypilgrimswerethere;someRussiansandsomeofothernationalities:Greeks,Armenians,Turks,andSyrians。Efí;menteredtheHolyGateswiththecrowd。A
monkledthempasttheTurkishsentinels,totheplacewheretheSaviourwastakendownfromthecrossandanointed,andwherecandleswereburninginninegreatcandlesticks。Themonkshowedandexplainedeverything。Efí;mofferedacandlethere。ThenthemonkledEfí;mtotheright,upthestepstoGolgotha,totheplacewherethecrosshadstood。Efí;mprayedthere。Thentheyshowedhimthecleftwherethegroundhadbeenrentasundertoitsnethermostdepths;thentheplacewhereChrist’shandsandfeetwerenailedtothecross;thenAdam’stomb,wherethebloodofChristhaddrippedontoAdam’sbones。ThentheyshowedhimthestoneonwhichChristsatwhenthecrownofthornswasplacedonHishead;thentheposttowhichChristwasboundwhenHewasscourged。ThenEfí;msawthestonewithtwoholesforChrist’sfeet。Theyweregoingtoshowhimsomethingelse,buttherewasastirinthecrowd,andthepeopleallhurriedtothechurchoftheLord’sSepulchreitself。TheLatinMasshadjustfinishedthere,andtheRussianMasswasbeginning。AndEfí;mwentwiththecrowdtothetombcutintherock。
Hetriedtogetridofthepilgrim,againstwhomhewasstillsinninginhismind,butthepilgrimwouldnotleavehim,butwentwithhimtotheMassattheHolySepulchre。Theytriedtogettothefront,butweretoolate。Therewassuchacrowdthatitwasimpossibletomoveeitherbackwardsorforwards。Efí;mstoodlookinginfrontofhim,praying,andeverynowandthenfeelingforhispurse。Hewasintwominds:sometimeshethoughtthatthepilgrimwasdeceivinghim,andthenagainhethoughtthatifthepilgrimspokethetruthandhispursehadreallybeenstolen,thesamethingmighthappentohimself。
Efí;mstoodtheregazingintothelittlechapelinwhichwastheHolySepulchreitselfwiththirty-sixlampsburningaboveit。Ashestoodlookingoverthepeople’sheads,hesawsomethingthatsurprisedhim。Justbeneaththelampsinwhichthesacredfireburnsandinfrontofeveryone,Efí;msawanoldmaninagreycoat,whosebald,shiningheadwasjustlikeElishaBó;drof。
’Itislikehim,’thoughtEfí;m,’butitcannotbeElisha。Hecouldnothavegotaheadofme。Theshipbeforeoursstartedaweeksooner。Hecouldnothavecaughtthat;andhewasnotonours,forIsaweverypilgrimonboard。’
HardlyhadEfí;mthoughtthis,whenthelittleoldmanbegantopray,andbowedthreetimes:onceforwardstoGod,thenonceoneachside——tothebrethren。Andasheturnedhisheadtotheright,Efí;mrecognizedhim。ItwasElishaBó;drofhimselfwithhisdark,curlybeardturninggreyatthecheeks,withhisbrows,hiseyesandnose,andhisexpressionofface。Yes,itwashe!
Efí;mwasverypleasedtohavefoundhiscomradeagain,andwonderedhowElishahadgotaheadofhim。
’Welldone,Elisha!’thoughthe。’Seehowhehaspushedahead。Hemusthavecomeacrosssomeonewhoshowedhimtheway。
Whenwegetout,Iwillfindhim,getridofthisfellowintheskull-cap,andkeeptoElisha。Perhapshewillshowmehowtogettothefrontalso。’
Efí;mkeptlookingout,soasnottolosesightofElisha。ButwhentheMasswasover,thecrowdbegantosway,pushingforwardtokissthetomb,andpushedEfí;maside。Hewasagainseizedwithfearlesthispurseshouldbestolen。Pressingitwithhishand,hebeganelbowingthroughthecrowd,anxiousonlytogetout。Whenhereachedtheopen,hewentaboutforalongtimesearchingforElishabothoutsideandintheChurchitself。InthecellsoftheChurchhesawmanypeopleofallkinds,eating,anddrinkingwine,andreadingandsleepingthere。ButElishawasnowheretobeseen。SoEfí;mreturnedtotheinnwithouthavingfoundhiscomrade。Thateveningthepilgrimintheskull-capdidnotturnup。
Hehadgoneoffwithoutrepayingtherouble,andEfí;mwasleftalone。
ThenextdayEfí;mwenttotheHolySepulchreagain,withanoldmanfromTambó;f,whomhehadmetontheship。Hetriedtogettothefront,butwasagainpressedback;sohestoodbyapillarandprayed。Helookedbeforehim,andthereintheforemostplaceunderthelamps,closetotheverySepulchreoftheLord,stoodElisha,withhisarmsspreadoutlikeapriestatthealtar,andwithhisbaldheadallshining。
’Well,now,’thoughtEfí;m,’Iwon’tlosehim!’
Hepushedforwardtothefront,butwhenhegotthere,therewasnoElisha:hehadevidentlygoneaway。
AgainonthethirddayEfí;mlooked,andsawattheSepulchre,intheholiestplace,Elishastandinginthesightofallmen,hisarmsoutspread,andhiseyesgazingupwardsasifhesawsomethingabove。
Andhisbaldheadwasallshining。
’Well,thistime,’thoughtEfí;m,’heshallnotescapeme!Iwillgoandstandatthedoor,thenwecan’tmissoneanother!’
Efí;mwentoutandstoodbythedoortillpastnoon。Everyonehadpassedout,butstillElishadidnotappear。
Efí;mremainedsixweeksinJerusalem,andwenteverywhere:toBethlehem,andtoBethany,andtotheJordan。HehadanewshirtsealedattheHolySepulchreforhisburial,andhetookabottleofwaterfromtheJordan,andsomeholyearth,andboughtcandlesthathadbeenlitatthesacredflame。Ineightplacesheinscribednamestobeprayedfor,andhespentallhismoney,exceptjustenoughtogethomewith。Thenhestartedhomeward。HewalkedtoJaffa,sailedthencetoOdessa,andwalkedhomefromthereonfoot。
Efí;mtravelledthesameroadhehadcomeby;andashedrewnearerhomehisformeranxietyreturnedastohowaffairsweregettingoninhisabsence。’Muchwaterflowsawayinayear,’theproverbsays。Ittakesalifetimetobuildupahomestead,butnotlongtoruinit,thoughthe。Andhewonderedhowhissonhadmanagedwithouthim,whatsortofspringtheywerehaving,howthecattlehadwintered,andwhetherthecottagewaswellfinished。WhenEfí;mcametothedistrictwherehehadpartedfromElishathesummerbefore,hecouldhardlybelievethatthepeoplelivingtherewerethesame。Theyearbeforetheyhadbeenstarving,butnowtheywerelivingincomfort。Theharvesthadbeengood,andthepeoplehadrecoveredandhadforgottentheirformermisery。
OneeveningEfí;mreachedtheveryplacewhereElishahadremainedbehind;andasheenteredthevillage,alittlegirlinawhitesmockranoutofahut。
Daddy,daddy,cometoourhouse!’
Efí;mmeanttopasson,butthelittlegirlwouldnotlethim。
Shetookholdofhiscoat,laughing,andpulledhimtowardsthehut,whereawomanwithasmallboycameoutintotheporchandbeckonedtohim。
’Comein,grandfather,’shesaid。’Havesupperandspendthenightwithus。’
SoEfí;mwentin。
’ImayaswellaskaboutElisha,’hethought。’Ifancythisistheveryhuthewenttoforadrinkofwater。’
Thewomanhelpedhimoffwiththebaghecarried,andgavehimwatertowashhisface。Thenshemadehimsitdowntotable,andsetmilk,curd-cakesandporridgebeforehim。Efí;mthankedher,andpraisedherforherkindnesstoapilgrim。Thewomanshookherhead。
’Wehavegoodreasontowelcomepilgrims,’shesaid。’Itwasapilgrimwhoshoweduswhatlifeis。WewerelivingforgetfulofGod,andGodpunishedusalmosttodeath。Wereachedsuchapasslastsummer,thatwealllayillandhelplesswithnothingtoeat。Andweshouldhavedied,butthatGodsentanoldmantohelpus——justsuchaoneasyou。Hecameinonedaytoaskforadrinkofwater,sawthestatewewerein,tookpityonus,andremainedwithus。Hegaveusfoodanddrink,andsetusonourfeetagain;andheredeemedourland,andboughtacartandhorseandgavethemtous。’
Heretheoldwomanenteringthehut,interruptedtheyoungeroneandsaid:
’Wedon’tknowwhetheritwasaman,oranangelfromGod。Helovedusall,pitiedusall,andwentawaywithouttellingushisname,sothatwedon’tevenknowwhomtoprayfor。Icanseeitallbeforemenow!ThereIlaywaitingfordeath,whenincomesabald-headedoldman。Hewasnotanythingmuchtolookat,andheaskedforadrinkofwater。I,sinnerthatIam,thoughttomyself:“Whatdoeshecomeprowlingaboutherefor?“Andjustthinkwhathedid!Assoonashesawus,heletdownhisbag,onthisveryspot,anduntiedit。’
Herethelittlegirljoinedin。
’No,Granny,’saidshe,’firstheputitdownhereinthemiddleofthehut,andthenhelifteditontothebench。’
Andtheybegandiscussingandrecallingallhehadsaidanddone,wherehesatandslept,andwhathehadsaidtoeachofthem。
Atnightthepeasanthimselfcamehomeonhishorse,andhetoobegantotellaboutElishaandhowhehadlivedwiththem。
’Hadhenotcomeweshouldallhavediedinoursins。Weweredyingindespair,murmuringagainstGodandman。Buthesetusonourfeetagain;andthroughhimwelearnedtoknowGod,andtobelievethatthereisgoodinman。MaytheLordblesshim!Weusedtolivelikeanimals;hemadehumanbeingsofus。
AftergivingEfí;mfoodanddrink,theyshowedhimwherehewastosleep;andlaydowntosleepthemselves。
ButthoughEfí;mlaydown,hecouldnotsleep。HecouldnotgetElishaoutofhismind,butrememberedhowhehadseenhimthreetimesatJerusalem,standingintheforemostplace。
’Sothatishowhegotaheadofme,’thoughtEfí;m。’GodmayormaynothaveacceptedmypilgrimagebutHehascertainlyacceptedhis!’
NextmorningEfí;mbadefarewelltothepeople,whoputsomepattiesinhissackbeforetheywenttotheirwork,andhecontinuedhisjourney。
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