If,whenyouwrote,youcouldwriteonTWOsheetssothatIcouldshowherone,andonthatoneifyoucouldshowclearlythatIreallyWASinJamaicathissummer,andhadcometherebybeingremovedfromaship,itwouldbeofgreatservicetome。Itwouldcertainlyaddtotheloadofmyobligationtoyou——aloadthatIfearIcanneverfullyrepay。Althoughifgratitude……“Andsoforth。
Attheendherepeatedhisrequestformetoburntheletter。
SotheremarkablestoryofMr。Ledbetter’sVacationends。Thatbreachwithhisauntwasnotoflongduration。Theoldladyhadforgivenhimbeforeshedied。
10。THESTOLENBODY
Mr。BesselwastheseniorpartnerinthefirmofBessel,Hart,andBrown,ofSt。Paul’sChurchyard,andformanyyearshewaswellknownamongthoseinterestedinpsychicalresearchasaliberal-mindedandconscientiousinvestigator。Hewasanunmarriedman,andinsteadoflivinginthesuburbs,afterthefashionofhisclass,heoccupiedroomsintheAlbany,nearPiccadilly。Hewasparticularlyinterestedinthequestionsofthoughttransferenceandofapparitionsoftheliving,andinNovember,1896,hecommencedaseriesofexperimentsinconjunctionwithMr。Vincey,ofStapleInn,inordertotesttheallegedpossibilityofprojectinganapparitionofone’sselfbyforceofwillthroughspace。
Theirexperimentswereconductedinthefollowingmanner:Atapre-
arrangedhourMr。BesselshuthimselfinoneofhisroomsintheAlbanyandMr。Vinceyinhissitting-roominStapleInn,andeachthenfixedhismindasresolutelyaspossibleontheother。Mr。Besselhadacquiredtheartofself-hypnotism,and,sofarashecould,heattemptedfirsttohypnotisehimselfandthentoprojecthimselfasa“phantomoftheliving“acrosstheinterveningspaceofnearlytwomilesintoMr。Vincey’sapartment。Onseveraleveningsthiswastriedwithoutanysatisfactoryresult,butonthefifthorsixthoccasionMr。VinceydidactuallyseeorimaginehesawanapparitionofMr。Besselstandinginhisroom。Hestatesthattheappearance,althoughbrief,wasveryvividandreal。HenoticedthatMr。Bessel’sfacewaswhiteandhisexpressionanxious,and,moreover,thathishairwasdisordered。ForamomentMr。Vincey,inspiteofhisstateofexpectation,wastoosurprisedtospeakormove,andinthatmomentitseemedtohimasthoughthefigureglancedoveritsshoulderandincontinentlyvanished。
Ithadbeenarrangedthatanattemptshouldbemadetophotographanyphantasmseen,butMr。Vinceyhadnottheinstantpresenceofmindtosnapthecamerathatlayreadyonthetablebesidehim,andwhenhedidsohewastoolate。Greatlyelated,however,evenbythispartialsuccess,hemadeanoteoftheexacttime,andatoncetookacabtotheAlbanytoinformMr。Besselofthisresult。
HewassurprisedtofindMr。Bessel’souterdoorstandingopentothenight,andtheinnerapartmentslitandinanextraordinarydisorder。Anemptychampagnemagnumlaysmasheduponthefloor;
itsneckhadbeenbrokenoffagainsttheinkpotonthebureauandlaybesideit。Anoctagonaloccasionaltable,whichcarriedabronzestatuetteandanumberofchoicebooks,hadbeenrudelyoverturned,anddowntheprimrosepaperofthewallinkyfingershadbeendrawn,asitseemedforthemerepleasureofdefilement。Oneofthedelicatechintzcurtainshadbeenviolentlytornfromitsringsandthrustuponthefire,sothatthesmellofitssmoulderingfilledtheroom。Indeedthewholeplacewasdisarrangedinthestrangestfashion。ForafewminutesMr。Vincey,whohadenteredsureoffindingMr。Besselinhiseasychairawaitinghim,couldscarcelybelievehiseyes,andstoodstaringhelplesslyattheseunanticipatedthings。
Then,fullofavaguesenseofcalamity,hesoughttheporterattheentrancelodge。“WhereisMr。Bessel?“heasked。“DoyouknowthatallthefurnitureisbrokeninMr。Bessel’sroom?“Theportersaidnothing,but,obeyinghisgestures,cameatoncetoMr。Bessel’sapartmenttoseethestateofaffairs。“Thissettlesit,“hesaid,surveyingthelunaticconfusion。“Ididn’tknowofthis。Mr。Bessel’sgoneoff。He’smad!“
HethenproceededtotellMr。Vinceythatabouthalfanhourpreviously,thatistosay,ataboutthetimeofMr。Bessel’sapparitioninMr。Vincey’srooms,themissinggentlemanhadrushedoutofthegatesoftheAlbanyintoVigoStreet,hatlessandwithdisorderedhair,andhadvanishedintothedirectionofBondStreet。
“Andashewentpastme,“saidtheporter,“helaughed——asortofgaspinglaugh,withhismouthopenandhiseyesglaring——Itellyou,sir,hefairscaredme!——likethis。“
Accordingtohisimitationitwasanythingbutapleasantlaugh。
“Hewavedhishand,withallhisfingerscrookedandclawing——likethat。Andhesaid,inasortoffiercewhisper,’LIFE!’Justthatoneword,’LIFE!’“
“Dearme,“saidMr。Vincey。“Tut,tut,“and“Dearme!“Hecouldthinkofnothingelsetosay。Hewasnaturallyverymuchsurprised。
Heturnedfromtheroomtotheporterandfromtheportertotheroominthegravestperplexity。BeyondhissuggestionthatprobablyMr。Besselwouldcomebackpresentlyandexplainwhathadhappened,theirconversationwasunabletoproceed。“Itmightbeasuddentoothache,“saidtheporter,“averysuddenandviolenttoothache,jumpingonhimsuddenly-likeanddrivinghimwild。I’vebrokenthingsmyselfbeforenowinsuchacase……“Hethought。“Ifitwas,whyshouldhesay’LIFE’tomeashewentpast?“
Mr。Vinceydidnotknow。Mr。Besseldidnotreturn,andatlastMr。Vincey,havingdonesomemorehelplessstaring,andhavingaddressedanoteofbriefinquiryandleftitinaconspicuouspositiononthebureau,returnedinaveryperplexedframeofmindtohisownpremisesinStapleInn。Thisaffairhadgivenhimashock。
HewasatalosstoaccountforMr。Bessel’sconductonanysanehypothesis。Hetriedtoread,buthecouldnotdoso;hewentforashortwalk,andwassopreoccupiedthathenarrowlyescapedacabatthetopofChanceryLane;andatlast——afullhourbeforehisusualtime——hewenttobed。ForaconsiderabletimehecouldnotsleepbecauseofhismemoryofthesilentconfusionofMr。Bessel’sapartment,andwhenatlengthhedidattainanuneasyslumberitwasatoncedisturbedbyaveryvividanddistressingdreamofMr。Bessel。
HesawMr。Besselgesticulatingwildly,andwithhisfacewhiteandcontorted。And,inexplicablymingledwithhisappearance,suggestedperhapsbyhisgestures,wasanintensefear,anurgencytoact。Heevenbelievesthatheheardthevoiceofhisfellowexperimentercallingdistressfullytohim,thoughatthetimeheconsideredthistobeanillusion。ThevividimpressionremainedthoughMr。Vinceyawoke。Foraspacehelayawakeandtremblinginthedarkness,possessedwiththatvague,unaccountableterrorofunknownpossibilitiesthatcomesoutofdreamsuponeventhebravestmen。Butatlastherousedhimself,andturnedoverandwenttosleepagain,onlyforthedreamtoreturnwithenhancedvividness。
HeawokewithsuchastrongconvictionthatMr。Besselwasinoverwhelmingdistressandneedofhelpthatsleepwasnolongerpossible。Hewaspersuadedthathisfriendhadrushedouttosomedirecalamity。Foratimehelayreasoningvainlyagainstthisbelief,butatlasthegavewaytoit。Hearose,againstallreason,lithisgas,anddressed,andsetoutthroughthedesertedstreets——deserted,saveforanoiselesspolicemanorsoandtheearlynewscarts——towardsVigoStreettoinquireifMr。Besselhadreturned。
Buthenevergotthere。AshewasgoingdownLongAcresomeunaccountableimpulseturnedhimasideoutofthatstreettowardsCoventGarden,whichwasjustwakingtoitsnocturnalactivities。Hesawthemarketinfrontofhim——aqueereffectofglowingyellowlightsandbusyblackfigures。Hebecameawareofashouting,andperceivedafigureturnthecornerbythehotelandrunswiftlytowardshim。HeknewatoncethatitwasMr。Bessel。ButitwasMr。Besseltransfigured。Hewashatlessanddishevelled,hiscollarwastornopen,hegraspedabone-handledwalking-caneneartheferruleend,andhismouthwaspulledawry。Andheran,withagilestrides,veryrapidly。
Theirencounterwastheaffairofaninstant。“Bessel!“criedVincey。
TherunningmangavenosignofrecognitioneitherofMr。Vinceyorofhisownname。Instead,hecutathisfriendsavagelywiththestick,hittinghiminthefacewithinaninchoftheeye。
Mr。Vincey,stunnedandastonished,staggeredback,losthisfooting,andfellheavilyonthepavement。ItseemedtohimthatMr。Besselleaptoverhimashefell。WhenhelookedagainMr。Besselhadvanished,andapolicemanandanumberofgardenportersandsalesmenwererushingpasttowardsLongAcreinhotpursuit。
Withtheassistanceofseveralpassers-by——forthewholestreetwasspeedilyalivewithrunningpeople——Mr。Vinceystruggledtohisfeet。Heatoncebecamethecentreofacrowdgreedytoseehisinjury。Amultitudeofvoicescompetedtoreassurehimofhissafety,andthentotellhimofthebehaviourofthemadman,astheyregardedMr。Bessel。Hehadsuddenlyappearedinthemiddleofthemarketscreaming“LIFE!LIFE!“strikingleftandrightwithablood-stainedwalking-stick,anddancingandshoutingwithlaughterateachsuccessfulblow。Aladandtwowomenhadbrokenheads,andhehadsmashedaman’swrist;alittlechildhadbeenknockedinsensible,andforatimehehaddriveneveryonebeforehim,sofuriousandresolutehadhisbehaviourbeen。Thenhemadearaiduponacoffeestall,hurleditsparaffinflarethroughthewindowofthepostoffice,andfledlaughing,afterstunningtheforemostofthetwopolicemenwhohadtheplucktochargehim。
Mr。Vincey’sfirstimpulsewasnaturallytojoininthepursuitofhisfriend,inorderifpossibletosavehimfromtheviolenceoftheindignantpeople。Buthisactionwasslow,theblowhadhalfstunnedhim,andwhilethiswasstillnomorethanaresolutioncamethenews,shoutedthroughthecrowd,thatMr。Besselhadeludedhispursuers。AtfirstMr。Vinceycouldscarcelycreditthis,buttheuniversalityofthereport,andpresentlythedignifiedreturnoftwofutilepolicemen,convincedhim。AftersomeaimlessinquirieshereturnedtowardsStapleInn,paddingahandkerchieftoanowverypainfulnose。
Hewasangryandastonishedandperplexed。ItappearedtohimindisputablethatMr。Besselmusthavegoneviolentlymadinthemidstofhisexperimentinthoughttransference,butwhythatshouldmakehimappearwithasadwhitefaceinMr。Vincey’sdreamsseemedaproblembeyondsolution。Herackedhisbrainsinvaintoexplainthis。ItseemedtohimatlastthatnotsimplyMr。Bessel,buttheorderofthingsmustbeinsane。Buthecouldthinkofnothingtodo。Heshuthimselfcarefullyintohisroom,lithisfire——itwasagasfirewithasbestosbricks——and,fearingfreshdreamsifhewenttobed,remainedbathinghisinjuredface,orholdingupbooksinavainattempttoread,untildawn。ThroughoutthatvigilhehadacuriouspersuasionthatMr。Besselwasendeavouringtospeaktohim,buthewouldnotlethimselfattendtoanysuchbelief。
Aboutdawn,hisphysicalfatigueasserteditself,andhewenttobedandsleptatlastinspiteofdreaming。Heroselate,unrestedandanxious,andinconsiderablefacialpain。ThemorningpapershadnonewsofMr。Bessel’saberration——ithadcometoolateforthem。