首页 >出版文学> Twelve Stories and a Dream>第29章
  Mr。Vincey’sperplexities,towhichthefeverofhisbruiseaddedfreshirritation,becameatlastintolerable,and,afterafruitlessvisittotheAlbany,hewentdowntoSt。Paul’sChurchyardtoMr。Hart,Mr。Bessel’spartner,and,sofarasMr。Vinceyknew,hisnearestfriend。
  HewassurprisedtolearnthatMr。Hart,althoughheknewnothingoftheoutbreak,hadalsobeendisturbedbyavision,theveryvisionthatMr。Vinceyhadseen——Mr。Bessel,whiteanddishevelled,pleadingearnestlybyhisgesturesforhelp。Thatwashisimpressionoftheimportofhissigns。“IwasjustgoingtolookhimupintheAlbanywhenyouarrived,“saidMr。Hart。“Iwassosureofsomethingbeingwrongwithhim。“
  AstheoutcomeoftheirconsultationthetwogentlemendecidedtoinquireatScotlandYardfornewsoftheirmissingfriend。
  “Heisboundtobelaidbytheheels,“saidMr。Hart。“Hecan’tgoonatthatpaceforlong。“ButthepoliceauthoritieshadnotlaidMr。Besselbytheheels。TheyconfirmedMr。Vincey’sovernightexperiencesandaddedfreshcircumstances,someofanevengravercharacterthanthoseheknew——alistofsmashedglassalongtheupperhalfofTottenhamCourtRoad,anattackuponapolicemaninHampsteadRoad,andanatrociousassaultuponawoman。Alltheseoutrageswerecommittedbetweenhalf-pasttwelveandaquartertotwointhemorning,andbetweenthosehours——and,indeed,fromtheverymomentofMr。
  Bessel’sfirstrushfromhisroomsathalf-pastnineintheevening——
  theycouldtracethedeepeningviolenceofhisfantasticcareer。Forthelasthour,atleastfrombeforeone,thatis,untilaquartertotwo,hehadrunamuckthroughLondon,eludingwithamazingagilityeveryefforttostoporcapturehim。
  Butafteraquartertotwohehadvanished。Uptothathourwitnessesweremultitudinous。Dozensofpeoplehadseenhim,fledfromhimorpursuedhim,andthenthingssuddenlycametoanend。AtaquartertotwohehadbeenseenrunningdowntheEustonRoadtowardsBakerStreet,flourishingacanofburningcolzaoilandjerkingsplashesofflametherefromatthewindowsofthehouseshepassed。ButnoneofthepolicemenonEustonRoadbeyondtheWaxworkExhibition,noranyofthoseinthesidestreetsdownwhichhemusthavepassedhadhelefttheEustonRoad,hadseenanythingofhim。Abruptlyhedisappeared。Nothingofhissubsequentdoingscametolightinspiteofthekeenestinquiry。
  HerewasafreshastonishmentforMr。Vincey。HehadfoundconsiderablecomfortinMr。Hart’sconviction:“Heisboundtobelaidbytheheelsbeforelong,“andinthatassurancehehadbeenabletosuspendhismentalperplexities。Butanyfreshdevelopmentseemeddestinedtoaddnewimpossibilitiestoapilealreadyheapedbeyondthepowersofhisacceptance。Hefoundhimselfdoubtingwhetherhismemorymightnothaveplayedhimsomegrotesquetrick,debatingwhetheranyofthesethingscouldpossiblyhavehappened;andintheafternoonhehuntedupMr。Hartagaintosharetheintolerableweightonhismind。
  HefoundMr。Hartengagedwithawell-knownprivatedetective,butasthatgentlemanaccomplishednothinginthiscase,weneednotenlargeuponhisproceedings。
  AllthatdayMr。Bessel’swhereaboutseludedanunceasinglyactiveinquiry,andallthatnight。AndallthatdaytherewasapersuasioninthebackofVincey’smindthatMr。Besselsoughthisattention,andallthroughthenightMr。Besselwithatear-stainedfaceofanguishpursuedhimthroughhisdreams。AndwheneverhesawMr。Besselinhisdreamshealsosawanumberofotherfaces,vaguebutmalignant,thatseemedtobepursuingMr。Bessel。
  Itwasonthefollowingday,Sunday,thatMr。VinceyrecalledcertainremarkablestoriesofMrs。Bullock,themedium,whowasthenattractingattentionforthefirsttimeinLondon。Hedeterminedtoconsulther。
  Shewasstayingatthehouseofthatwell-knowninquirer,Dr。WilsonPaget,andMr。Vincey,althoughhehadnevermetthatgentlemanbefore,repairedtohimforthwithwiththeintentionofinvokingherhelp。
  ButscarcelyhadhementionedthenameofBesselwhenDoctorPagetinterruptedhim。“Lastnight——justattheend,“hesaid,“wehadacommunication。“
  Helefttheroom,andreturnedwithaslateonwhichwerecertainwordswritteninahandwriting,shakyindeed,butindisputablythehandwritingofMr。Bessel!
  “Howdidyougetthis?“saidMr。Vincey。“Doyoumean——?“
  “Wegotitlastnight,“saidDoctorPaget。WithnumerousinterruptionsfromMr。Vincey,heproceededtoexplainhowthewritinghadbeenobtained。Itappearsthatinherseances,Mrs。Bullockpassesintoaconditionoftrance,hereyesrollingupinastrangewayunderhereyelids,andherbodybecomingrigid。Shethenbeginstotalkveryrapidly,usuallyinvoicesotherthanherown。Atthesametimeoneorbothofherhandsmaybecomeactive,andifslatesandpencilsareprovidedtheywillthenwritemessagessimultaneouslywithandquiteindependentlyoftheflowofwordsfromhermouth。BymanysheisconsideredanevenmoreremarkablemediumthanthecelebratedMrs。Piper。Itwasoneofthesemessages,theonewrittenbyherlefthand,thatMr。Vinceynowhadbeforehim。Itconsistedofeightwordswrittendisconnectedly:“GeorgeBessel……trialexcavn……
  BakerStreet……help……starvation。“Curiouslyenough,neitherDoctorPagetnorthetwootherinquirerswhowerepresenthadheardofthedisappearanceofMr。Bessel——thenewsofitappearedonlyintheeveningpapersofSaturday——andtheyhadputthemessageasidewithmanyothersofavagueandenigmaticalsortthatMrs。Bullockhasfromtimetotimedelivered。
  WhenDoctorPagetheardMr。Vincey’sstory,hegavehimselfatoncewithgreatenergytothepursuitofthiscluetothediscoveryofMr。Bessel。ItwouldservenousefulpurposeheretodescribetheinquiriesofMr。Vinceyandhimself;sufficeitthatthecluewasagenuineone,andthatMr。Besselwasactuallydiscoveredbyitsaid。
  HewasfoundatthebottomofadetachedshaftwhichhadbeensunkandabandonedatthecommencementoftheworkforthenewelectricrailwaynearBakerStreetStation。Hisarmandlegandtworibswerebroken。Theshaftisprotectedbyahoardingnearly20feethigh,andoverthis,incredibleasitseems,Mr。Bessel,astout,middle-agedgentleman,musthavescrambledinordertofalldowntheshaft。
  Hewassaturatedincolzaoil,andthesmashedtinlaybesidehim,butluckilytheflamehadbeenextinguishedbyhisfall。Andhismadnesshadpassedfromhimaltogether。Buthewas,ofcourse,terriblyenfeebled,andatthesightofhisrescuershegavewaytohystericalweeping。
  Inviewofthedeplorablestateofhisflat,hewastakentothehouseofDr。HattoninUpperBakerStreet。Herehewassubjectedtoasedativetreatment,andanythingthatmightrecalltheviolentcrisisthroughwhichhehadpassedwascarefullyavoided。Butontheseconddayhevolunteeredastatement。
  SincethatoccasionMr。Besselhasseveraltimesrepeatedthisstatement——tomyselfamongotherpeople——varyingthedetailsasthenarratorofrealexperiencesalwaysdoes,butneverbyanychancecontradictinghimselfinanyparticular。Andthestatementhemakesisinsubstanceasfollows。
  InordertounderstanditclearlyitisnecessarytogobacktohisexperimentswithMr。Vinceybeforehisremarkableattack。Mr。Bessel’sfirstattemptsatself-projection,inhisexperimentswithMr。Vincey,were,asthereaderwillremember,unsuccessful。Butthroughallofthemhewasconcentratingallhispowerandwillupongettingoutofthebody——“willingitwithallmymight,“hesays。Atlast,almostagainstexpectation,camesuccess。AndMr。Besselassertsthathe,beingalive,didactually,byaneffortofwill,leavehisbodyandpassintosomeplaceorstateoutsidethisworld。
  Thereleasewas,heasserts,instantaneous。“AtonemomentIwasseatedinmychair,withmyeyestightlyshut,myhandsgrippingthearmsofthechair,doingallIcouldtoconcentratemymindonVincey,andthenIperceivedmyselfoutsidemybody——sawmybodynearme,butcertainlynotcontainingme,withthehandsrelaxingandtheheaddroopingforwardonthebreast。“
  Nothingshakeshiminhisassuranceofthatrelease。Hedescribesinaquiet,matter-of-factwaythenewsensationheexperienced。
  Hefelthehadbecomeimpalpable——somuchhehadexpected,buthehadnotexpectedtofindhimselfenormouslylarge。So,however,itwouldseemhebecame。“Iwasagreatcloud——ifImayexpressitthatway——anchoredtomybody。Itappearedtome,atfirst,asifIhaddiscoveredagreaterselfofwhichtheconsciousbeinginmybrainwasonlyalittlepart。IsawtheAlbanyandPiccadillyandRegentStreetandalltheroomsandplacesinthehouses,veryminuteandverybrightanddistinct,spreadoutbelowmelikealittlecityseenfromaballoon。Everynowandthenvagueshapeslikedriftingwreathsofsmokemadethevisionalittleindistinct,butatfirstIpaidlittleheedtothem。Thethingthatastonishedmemost,andwhichastonishesmestill,isthatIsawquitedistinctlytheinsidesofthehousesaswellasthestreets,sawlittlepeoplediningandtalkingintheprivatehouses,menandwomendining,playingbilliards,anddrinkinginrestaurantsandhotels,andseveralplacesofentertainmentcrammedwithpeople。Itwaslikewatchingtheaffairsofaglasshive。“
  SuchwereMr。Bessel’sexactwordsasItookthemdownwhenhetoldmethestory。QuiteforgetfulofMr。Vincey,heremainedforaspaceobservingthesethings。Impelledbycuriosity,hesays,hestoopeddown,and,withtheshadowyarmhefoundhimselfpossessedof,attemptedtotouchamanwalkingalongVigoStreet。Buthecouldnotdoso,thoughhisfingerseemedtopassthroughtheman。Somethingpreventedhisdoingthis,butwhatitwashefindsithardtodescribe。
  Hecomparestheobstacletoasheetofglass。
  “Ifeltasakittenmayfeel,“hesaid,“whenitgoesforthefirsttimetopatitsreflectioninamirror。“Againandagain,ontheoccasionwhenIheardhimtellthisstory,Mr。Besselreturnedtothatcomparisonofthesheetofglass。Yetitwasnotaltogetheraprecisecomparison,because,asthereaderwillspeedilysee,therewereinterruptionsofthisgenerallyimpermeableresistance,meansofgettingthroughthebarriertothematerialworldagain。But,naturally,thereisaverygreatdifficultyinexpressingtheseunprecedentedimpressionsinthelanguageofeverydayexperience。
  Athingthatimpressedhiminstantly,andwhichweigheduponhimthroughoutallthisexperience,wasthestillnessofthisplace——hewasinaworldwithoutsound。
  AtfirstMr。Bessel’smentalstatewasanunemotionalwonder。
  Histhoughtchieflyconcerneditselfwithwherehemightbe。Hewasoutofthebody——outofhismaterialbody,atanyrate——butthatwasnotall。Hebelieves,andIforonebelievealso,thathewassomewhereoutofspace,asweunderstandit,altogether。Byastrenuouseffortofwillhehadpassedoutofhisbodyintoaworldbeyondthisworld,aworldundreamtof,yetlyingsoclosetoitandsostrangelysituatedwithregardtoitthatallthingsonthisearthareclearlyvisiblebothfromwithoutandfromwithininthisotherworldaboutus。Foralongtime,asitseemedtohim,thisrealisationoccupiedhismindtotheexclusionofallothermatters,andthenherecalledtheengagementwithMr。Vincey,towhichthisastonishingexperiencewas,afterall,butaprelude。