MacGlowrie,“hesaid,“butIcanforbidyoutogointothegardenunlessyou’relookingbetter。It’sapositivereflectiononmyprofessionalskill,andLaurelSpringwillbeshocked,andholdmeresponsible。“
Mrs。MacGlowriehadrecoveredenoughofheroldspirittoreplythatshethoughtLaurelSpringcouldbeinbetterbusinessthanlookingatheroverhergardenfence。
“Butyourdog,whoknowsyou’renotwell,anddoesn’tthinkmequiteafool,hadthegoodsensetocallme。Youheardhim。“
Butthewidowprotestedthatshewasasstrongasahorse,andthatFluffywaslikeallpuppies,conceitedtothelastdegree。
“Well,“saidBlaircheerfully,“supposeIadmityouareallright,physically,you’llconfessyouhavesometroubleonyourmind,won’tyou?IfIcan’tmakeyouSHOWmeyourtongue,you’llletmehearyouUSEittotellmewhatworriesyou。If,“headdedmoreearnestly,“youwon’tconfideinyourphysician——youwillperhaps——
to——to——a——FRIEND。“
ButMrs。MacGlowrie,evadinghisearnesteyesaswellashisappeal,waswonderingwhatgooditwoulddoeitheradoctor,or——
a——a——sheherselfseemedtohesitateovertheword——“aFRIEND,toheartheworrimentsofasilly,nervousoldthing——whohadonlystuckalittletoocloselytoherbusiness。“
“Youareneithernervousnorold,Mrs。MacGlowrie,“saidthedoctorpromptly,“thoughIbegintothinkyouHAVEbeentoocloselyconfinedhere。Youwantmorediversion,or——excitement。Youmightevengotohearthispreacher“——hestopped,forthewordhadslippedfromhismouthunawares。
Butaswiftlookofscornsweptherpaleface。“Andyou’dlikemetofollowthoseskinnyoldfrumpsandleggy,limpchits,thatslobberandcryoverthatman!“shesaidcontemptuously。“No!I
reckonIonlywantachange——andI’llgoaway,orgetoutofthisforawhile。“
Thepoordoctorhadnotthoughtofthispossiblealternative。Hisheartsank,buthewasbrave。“Yes,perhapsyouareright,“hesaidsadly,“thoughitwouldbeadreadfulloss——toLaurelSpring——
tousall——ifyouwent。“
“DoIlooksoVERYbad,doctor?“shesaid,withahalf-mischievous,half-patheticsmile。
Thedoctorthoughtherupturnedfaceveryadorable,butrestrainedhisfeelingsheroically,andcontentedhimselfwithreplyingtothepathetichalfofhersmile。“Youlookasifyouhadbeensuffering,“hesaidgravely,“andIneversawyoulooksobefore。
Youseemasifyouhadexperiencedsomegreatshock。Doyouknow,“
hewenton,inalowertoneandwithahalf-embarrassedsmile,“thatwhenIsawyoujustnowinthegarden,youlookedasI
imaginedyoumighthavelookedinthefirstdaysofyourwidowhood——
whenyourhusband’sdeathwasfreshinyourheart。“
Astrangeexpressioncrossedherface。Hereyelidsdroppedinstantly,andwithbothhandsshecaughtupherfrilledapronasiftomeetthemandcoveredherface。Alittleshudderseemedtopassoverhershoulders,andthenacrythatendedinanuncontrollableandhalf-hystericallaughfollowedfromthedepthsofthatapron,untilshakinghersides,andwithherheadstillenvelopedinitscovering,shefairlyranintotheinnerroomandclosedthedoorbehindher。
Amazed,shocked,andatfirstindignant,Dr。Blairremainedfixedtothespot。Thenhisindignationgavewaytoaburningmortificationasherecalledhisspeech。Hehadmadeafrightfulfauxpas!Hehadbeenfoolenoughtotrytorecallthemostsacredmemoriesofthatdeadhusbandhewastryingtosucceed——andherquickwoman’swithaddetectedhisridiculousstupidity。Herlaughwashysterical——butthatwasonlynaturalinhermixedemotions。
Hemountedhishorseinconfusionandrodeaway。
Forafewdaysheavoidedthehouse。Butwhenhenextsawhershehadacharmingsmileofgreetingandanairofentireobliviousnessofhispastblunder。Shesaidshewasbetter。Shehadtakenhisadviceandwasgivingherselfsomerelaxationfrombusiness。Shehadbeenridingagain——oh,sofar!Alone?——ofcourse;shewasalwaysalone——elsewhatwouldLaurelSpringsay?
“True,“saidBlairsmilingly;“besides,Iforgotthatyouarequiteabletotakecareofyourselfinanemergency。Andyet,“headded,admiringlylookingatherlithefigureandindolentgrace,“doyouknowInevercanassociateyouwiththedreadfulscenestheysayyouhavegonethrough。“
“Thenpleasedon’t!“shesaidquickly;“really,I’dratheryouwouldn’t。I’msickandtiredofhearingofit!“Shewashalflaughingandyethalfinearnest,withaslightcoloronhercheek。
Blairwasalittleembarrassed。“Ofcourse,Idon’tmeanyourheroism——likethatstoryoftheintruderandthescissors,“hestammered。
“Oh,THAT’Stheworstofall!It’stoofoolish——it’ssickening!“
shewentonalmostangrily。“Idon’tknowwhostartedthatstuff。“
Shepaused,andthenaddedshyly,“Ireallyamanawfulcowardandhorriblynervous——asyouknow。“
Hewouldhavecombatedthis——butshelookedreallydisturbed,andhehadnodesiretocommitanotherimprudence。Andhethought,too,thatheagainhadseeninhereyesthesamehopeful,wistfullighthehadonceseenbefore,andwashappy。
Thisledhim,Ifear,toindulgeinwilderdreams。Hispractice,althoughincreasing,barelysupportedhim,andthewidowwasrich。
Herbusinesshadbeenprofitable,andshehadrepaidtheadvancesmadeherwhenshefirsttookthehotel。Butthisdisparityintheirfortuneswhichhadfrightenedhimbeforenowhadnofearsforhim。Hefeltthatifhesucceededinwinningheraffectionsshecouldaffordtowaitforhim,despiteothersuitors,untilhistalentshadwonanequalposition。Hisrivalshadalwaysfeltassecureinhispovertyastheyhadinhispeacefulprofession。Howcouldapoor,simpledoctoraspiretothehandoftherichwidowoftheredoubtableMacGlowrie?
Itwaslateoneafternoon,andthelowsunwasbeginningtostrikeathwartthestarkcolumnsanddownthelongaislesoftheredwoodsontheHighRidge。Thedoctor,returningfromapatientattheloggers’campinitsdepths,hadjustsightedthesmallergrovesofLaurelSprings,twomilesaway。Hewasridingfast,withhisthoughtsfilledwiththewidow,whenheheardajoyousbarkintheunderbrush,andFluffycameboundingtowardshim。Blairdismountedtocaresshim,aswashiswont,andthen,wiselyconceivingthathismistresswasnotfaraway,saunteredforwardexploringly,leadinghishorse,thedoghoundingbeforehimandbarking,asifbentuponbothleadingandannouncinghim。Butthelatterheeffectedfirst,forasBlairturnedfromthetrailintothedeeperwoods,hesawthefiguresofamanandwomanwalkingtogethersuddenlyseparateatthedog’swarning。ThewomanwasMrs。
MacGlowrie——themanwastherevivalpreacher!
Amazed,mystified,andindignant,Blairneverthelessobeyedhisfirstinstinct,whichwasthatofagentleman。Heturnedleisurelyasideasifnotrecognizingthem,ledhishorseafewpacesfurther,mountedhim,andgallopedawaywithoutturninghishead。
Buthisheartwasfilledwithbitternessanddisgust。Thiswoman——
whobutafewdaysbeforehadvoluntarilydeclaredherscornandcontemptforthatmanandhisadmirers——hadjustbeengivinghimaclandestinemeetinglikeoneofthemostinfatuatedofhisdevotees!Thestoryofthewidow’sfainting,thecoarsesurmisesandcommentsofSlocum,camebacktohimwithoverwhelmingsignificance。Buteventhenhisreasonforbadehimtobelievethatshehadfallenunderthepreacher’sinfluence——she,withhersanemindandindolenttemperament。Yet,whateverherexcuseorpurposewas,shehaddeceivedhimwantonlyandcruelly!Hisabruptavoidanceofherhadpreventedhimfromknowingifshe,onherpart,hadrecognizedhimasherodeaway。IfsheHAD,shewouldunderstandwhyhehadavoidedher,andanyexplanationmustcomefromher。
Thenfollowedafewdaysofuncertainty,whenhisthoughtsagainrevertedtothepreacherwithreturningjealousy。Wasshe,afterall,likeotherwomen,andhadhergratuitousoutburstofscornofTHEIRinfatuationbeenpromptedbyunsuccessfulrivalry?HewastooproudtoquestionSlocumagainorbreatheawordofhisfears。
YethewasnotstrongenoughtokeepfromagainseekingtheHighRidge,todiscoveranyrepetitionofthatrendezvous。Buthesawherneitherthere,norelsewhere,duringhisdailyrounds。Andonenighthisfeverishanxietygettingthebetterofhim,heenteredthegreat“GospelTent“oftherevivalpreacher。
Itchancedtobeanextraordinarymeeting,andtheusualenthusiasticaudiencewasreinforcedbysomesight-seersfromtheneighboringcountytown——thedistrictjudgeandofficialsfromthecourtinsession,amongthemColonelStarbottle。Theimpassionedrevivalist——hiseyesablazewithfever,hislankhairwetwithperspiration,hangingbesidehisheavybutweakjaws——wasconcludingaferventexhortationtohisauditorstoconfesstheirsins,“acceptconviction,“andregeneratethenandthere,withoutdelay。Theymustputoff“theoldAdam,“andputonthefleshofrighteousnessatonce!Theyweretoletnofalseshameorworldlypridekeepthemfromavowingtheirguiltypastbeforetheirbrethren。Sobsandgroansfollowedthepreacher’sappeals;hisownagitationandconvulsiveeffortsseemedtospreadinsurgingwavesthroughthecongregation,untiladozenmenandwomenarose,staggeringlikedrunkardsblindly,orledordraggedforwardbysobbingsympathizerstowardsthemourners’bench。Andprominentamongthem,butsteppingjauntilyandairilyforward,wastheredoubtableandworldlyColonelStarbottle!
Atthisproofoftheorator’spowerthecrowdshouted——butstoppedsuddenly,asthecolonelhaltedbeforethepreacher,andascendedtherostrumbesidehim。Thentakingaslightposewithhisgold-
headedcaneinonehandandtheotherthrustinthebreastofhisbuttonedcoat,hesaidinhisblandest,forensicvoice:——
“IfImistakenot,sir,youareadvisingtheseladiesandgentlementoafreeandpublicconfessionoftheirsinsanda——er